Chapter: Fuggi’s diary with Abhi!!
Abhi sees still she is tensed about bulbul and ma.
She takes her phone to call but keeps thinking something.
Abhi gets irritated and says “Just talk to her!!”.She sees
him and says “No…I was thinking whether they…”.Abhi
Says in a irritated voice “Just cut that!! They will be safe!!
And I am sure they will be on their way!! So!! Chill ok!!”.
She hates him now and gives him a irritated look and turns.
As soon as she saw a place she smiles.Abhi notices it was
a school and stops.She gets alerted and acts innocent.She asks
“What happened??”.Abhi folds his hand asking “Why you were smiling??”.
She says “Cant I smile ?? “.Abhi gets out of the car and starts
walking towards the school.Pragya gets shocked seeing him
going inside and stops him.She stands in his way asking
“Why you are going ?? Dont you remember we are in vacation!!
We have to reach the Resort .”.Abhi sees her strange and says
In a casual tone “You wanted to join your Ma na?? Then come!!
Lets wait here!!”.She stops seeing around and asks “But why here!!?”.
He holds his hand around her shoulder and says “Because This is the
place where you finished your schoolings!!”.He gives a little mocking
smile in the edge of his lips!!.Pragya in damn shocked opens her mouth
And aaks “How??”.She then starts thinking whether it is Ronnie or Bulbul
and asks “Who said this!!”.Abhi holds her tight and makes her to walk
but she still protesting .She hesitates saying “No!! Not today!! I cant
go with you!!”.Abhi mocks her “Why?? Dont you want to see your
childhood days ??”.She sees him worried and says “No Mr.Abhi!! We
will go now!!”.Abhi tries to convince her but she stops him by shouting
“Please try to understand!!”.Abhi stands immobile.She pushes his chest
hard and says “Cant you think!! My childhood days are only full of my
sister P…”.She controls herself and wipes her running tears from her
eyes…Abhi tries to control her but she warns him “No Mr.Abhi!! Just
leave me alone!!”.She walks some steps and feels dizzy.She stops and
feels severe pain in her head which made her unable to speak..shout…
or even think what to do!! Soon her eyes failed to see anymore and her
legs too.(You surely would have guessed what happened after that…
I too thought of telly the pain of abhi…but very few will show how the
person fell ill will feel…its pragyas turn to feel her pain…) She feels
herself lying somewhere and some voices which said “Ms.Pragya!! “.
She can hear those words but cant say anything.When she remembered
her twin sister she suddenly felt her throat stuck and again some
sharp pain…Again went to deep sleep…But when she heard her Ma ‘s
voice she thought to sit suddenly and tell her “Ma!! I wont leave you!!”.
But her body didnt allowed her to even move her eyelids.Soon she felt
bulbul’s soft hug and her tears and crying voice…She really felt bad
that she made all her dear ones in worry…She already felt these pain
But this time her heart raised in great worry…about another person..
She thought “He would be worrying!! In fact feelung guilty!!Yes!! He only
did this!! Who told him to plan a surprise!!”.Still she expects those words
from his voice…Soon she gets happy still fighting with her great pain
in her head!!.She opens her eyes at last and sees blurred vision.She hears
some voice “Ms.Pragya!! Can you hear me!!”.She nods her head yeah!!
Still very slight gesture as she felt sharp pain in her head but tried to see
someone…She a face which is really smiling at her worriedly.She identifies its
her family doctor and tries to smile…But actually her smile not came in her face…
She was allowed to meet one person inside the room.She really expects to act
very normal to comfort her mom!!.Her mom enters in with her eyes full of tears…
She keeping her hands over her mouth controls herself but holds Pragyas hand and cries.
Pragya still cant do anything just tears from her eyes helped her to react.Soon bulbul too
came inside hold her another hand.Within a minute Pragya hears some sounds in instruments
which indicated her condition going worse…She felt very guilty and bad to made her ma and sis
Cry this bad for her.She curses the machines which pointed the condition.Again she sees a blurr
vision of some doctors and nurses.(Its the opposite version of the scenes …how in all series
they will show how the others feels for the patient!! Here I somewhat tried
to explain how the patient will really feel…Hope you got how I felt while
writing…)Pragya after a short time felt a warm hand holding her hand.
She still in impassive state.She tries her ears to make them hear sharply
as she can only do that…The voice said “Dont do this to me Pragya!! I really
feeling guilty that I made your whole family worry…I swear I wanted to
surprise you…But I didnt expected!! I am really sorry!! Please come back!!
I cant…”.She feels his tears burns her skin in equal sadness.She feels the voice
is full of broken words from the broken heart.She cries in her heart that she
can even wipe his tears and say “I wont leave you!!”.She suddenly felt those
warm hands left her hand…She now curses her life of unable to do anything.
She thinks of her sis (fuggi) and cries…After hours of sleep as she felt that as hours
She opened her eyes suddenly.She feels her vision is clearly.She looks around and
Wonders she can move her hands now!!.She sees Abhi sleeping in a chair keeping
his hand on his cheek.She sees a diary in his hand and looks it sharply…as she felt
its familiar to her!!.She cried in her heart “Its Dii’s diary!!”.
(Hi guys trying something different..,hope you not hate it!!!
Our scene rewinds to when Pragya and Abhi talking…Now!!
Its time to say how Abhi felt there!!)
Abhi tries to stop her but she walks away from him…Soon he sees
her losing balance and runs shouting “Pragya!!”..He holds her in time and sees her lying
Unconcious in his hands.He runs to his car calling her and puts her in back seat.
He holds her hand and rubs it “Pragya!! Please open your eyes!!”.He looks her
still idle and his heart beat raises in great fear!!! The fear scared him to the core
that if he lose her again!! He holds her face and cries “I wont let anything happen
To you!! Never!!”.He rushes his car to hospital.He calls Ronnie and asks “Ronnie !!
Send the Pragya’s family doctor details!!”.He ends the call before hearing anything.
In a sec he gets the text and calls the doctor and informs her condition.He sees her
Via mirror and wipes the tears fell from his eyes!!.(Hamari…Ahuri …Kahani…song
plays in background!!! ).Soon he rushes into the hospital carrying her in his hands.
He shouts for emergency…People around there identifies him as Rockstar and about
to surround but his angry scream made them to startle…Pragya was taken into the ICU…
He holds his head and sits looking down…He lOst in thoughts of their meeting in the park…
Then the cute argumants between them…He looks Bulbul with her mother came
crying…He felt really bad and guilty to made them to worry.Sarla looks at Abhi
as he is the villain of her lovely daughter.Abhi tries to speak but she sits giving
him a cold look.Bulbul looks Abhi sadly and she too feels bad…She too cries feeling
guilty!!.Soon doctors came asking to sign some formalities…Sarla starts crying
badly and begs the doctor “Please !! Save my daughter!! I cant bear this pain…
Please save my pragya!!!”.Bulbul tries to control and Abhi too holds her but she
gets angry andholds his collar.She starts shouting!! “You!! You are the one reason
for all this!! What you did to my child!! What you did!!”,Bulbul cries badly and hugs
her saying “Its not him ma!! Its me…I told him to surprise Di!! But didnt expected
this would happen…Please ma If you want to give punishment ..give it to me!!
He is innocent!! And he loves Dii !! How can he do this to her!!”.Sarla gets idle
hearing bulbul and sees Abhi who is standing broken.She goes and sits in a chair
silently.He goes and kneals down.He holds her hands and says in a broken voice..
but comforting and warm…says “I understand Ma…Please forgive me!! I didnt
do this to seperate her from you..I cant even think like that…I never lose her
again!! So I promise you Ma !! You too will never lose her!!”.She looks him
really surprised and nods Yes!!!.Soon doctor calls anyone to go inside.Sarla
looks at Abhi and stops.She pats his shoulder and says “You go..”.He gets
emotional and says “No ma!! You go in…she would like to see you…because she
loves you more than me…”.She smiles emotionally and goes in keeping her
hands on her mouth.Bulbul sees Abhi standing still and asks “Ain’t you coming??”.
Abhi nods No and turns.He thinks “I cant face you Pragya!! Its all my fault…I
Would have thought it before!! How can I see you!!”.Bulbul enters and hugs her.
Soon Pragya starts trying to speak and her health gets bad.Bulbul sees the monitor
and runs calling the doctors.Doctors sends them out starts treating her seriously…
Abhi looks in from the glass door and keeps his hand on the door.He thinks “I
really wanna surprise you …but I didnt thought It would turn out like this!!”.
After few hours again bulbul and Sarla are permitted in ..but this time the
condition was really bad…Abhi consoles them.Abhi sees its already late and finds them
really worried.He asks Bulbul the house Key and says “If you want anything I will bring
some things from home!!”.Bulbul looks at Sarla and says “I too would come…
But leaving Mom hear..”.He smiles little and says “Its ok!! Just give me the keys..”
She hands the keys and says “Di like her micky doll and a Album very much!! It would
be on her cupboard I think!! Please dont forget that!!”.Abhi nods and goes.In next scene
he opens Pragya’s room and sees it was really cool…as he entered any office room…
Every thing was arranged perfect !! Even the books …looked as a mini library in her room.
He sees The Micky in a table and starts searching the album…He finds a diary in a cupboard
and takes it…He searches everywhere but still cant find an album.He sees his watch and
goes out and closes the door.He goes towards his car and opens the door.He suddenly stops
thinking something and runs in.He opens the door fasr which made a scary noise in that
calm room.He looks at a album over the cupboard and takes it.He smiles seeing the album
And abuot to open but gets call from Bulbul.He gets in his car and reaches the hospital.He
comes and sees them worried.Bulbul sees him worried and says “Still she is unconcious..”.
He sees Pragya from the glass door and goes in.He sits near her and looks at her face sadly.
He starts asking her to come back and cries.He sees still lying unconcious and says “I wont
leave you go !! If you are thinking to leave me!! Then Its never!!”.He comes out and looks at the doll
and goes in.He keeps the doll near her and sits in a chair.He sees the diary first (Thank God!!)
And opens it!! He sees its full of his Fuggi’s thoughts…As he can catch her slang of writing…
He looks at Pragya and smiles “You really are something!! Lady Mogambo!!”.He reads the diary
and when he reads her pain while he was scolding her.His eyes pushed some tears over his cheeks.
He goes near her and stares her for along time and says in heart “I never try to hurt you!!
No more crying baby!!”.He walks for sometime…Soon Doctors came and checks her.They said
she would be alright and can change her to normal ward.Abhi gets happy and waits for her
to get concious,…They changed the room.Abhi waits for her and sleeps while waiting…ofcourse
he didnt read the diary completely.In morning, Pragya sees him sleeping and stares him for sometime.
She looks at his hand as he was keeping a thing which was familiar to her.She then looks beside her.
She sees the micky doll and hugs it smilingly…He wkes and looks at Pragya ..for the first time she
Looked as her Fuggi!! With that childish face kissing the doll!!.He smiles staring her!!
(Jeene laga hoon…pehale se zyadha…pehale se zyadha..
From Ramayya vasthavayya movie!!)…
..I will try my very best to feel you
excited…sorry will keep trying to make you happy!!…
And yes!! Soon one of big suspense will be revealed!!!
Which will make our Rockstar Restless!!!…
Keep loving the story!!
And really felt happy to see those long and new comments!!!!
Pragya asks “Will you too leave me??
Because I cant lose anyone from heart…If I wanna lose you in my life…then It would
be me giving up my life before it would happen”.Abhi hugs her suddenly and consoles
her “Dont think too much Mogambo!! I will never leave you!! I cant!!”.
Credit to: Hateera