I forgot some of my nature in the previous article so mentioning that here.
My various worlds
It’s normal thing that where ever we goes it’s to achieve some purpose like getting knowledge (school,colege,university) and to improve our future. But when it’s about me then these all our my worlds now.Like my school and college world which i enjoyed with sooo… many people including teachers and the other staff like the people who does different jobs in the respective institutions. Between My School life is the base of my present life. The world of hospital where i goes for laser.There i met so manyyy…people and this process is still continued. The constant people are Awais Bhai,Aijaz Uncle and the doctor. Last time i got scolded by my father for carrying a baby from an aunty and he said me that we goes to hospital for laser not for friendship and frankness and at that time i just thought that why i am not the way he wants or why he got a daughter like me by the way he doesn’t know that in that session i also get someone whom i can’t forget and want to meet her again.Not only these worlds but there was also a world which i had in the van through which i went to respective institutions but the one through wich i went to the last college i joined,is the most important world. In that van i lived 2 worlds 1 with the friends of my own college and 1 with the students of another school and from that children 2 are the most important to me. Although i can’t forget any of them but that 2 were special because to me they were like my own child and want that 2 to be the best muslims and humans. Don’t know did they remember me but i miss them very much. And as my father don’t like all this so he don’t knows about all this and i also don’t want to share all my these happiness with him. And the main world i lived and still living is TU world although many people are changed but i am the same and also misses my old relations here. And presently it’s the main world in which i lives because net is the easiest thing i can have(obviously with the permission of God/ALLAH G). And this world gave me sooo……………………… many people and all were and are good in their own aspects. Some of their aspects i came to know and some i can’t but allover they all were and are good.
LOVE MY ALL WORLDS. ALL PEOPLE RELATED TO ALL WORLDS AND ALSO THE ONES WHO AREN’T RELATED TO ANY OF THE WORLD BUT RELATED TO MY LIFE. AND THANKFUL TO ALL OF THEM TO BE IN MY LIFE.AND A SPECIAL AND
BIG THANKS TO ALLAH G/GOD FOR MAKING ME MEET ALL OF THEM. THANK YOU ALLAH G THANK YOU VERY MUCH.And stay them happy and blessed and allow us all to secure our afterworld.Aameen.
My Heart’s Illogical rule
My heart has a rule that when i need someone at that time the one whom i get 1st or whom my heat chooses always remains on his/her rank in my heart. So my Di is at first rank from TU and as she was not present from 1 year but came back just 2/3 days ago the second rank goes to Harshan Bhai, on the same time i can’t deny that i got world’s best and lovely sisters like Nandana,Rufina,Ragela,Nila,Naina,Hemi,Aleya and many… others and a large number of people.
Although in begining i tried it to be just an auto biography but my life is not mine because mostly it depends on others and also effected by them so a little explanation of love and life for my Lovely Sister who calls me Appi.
My Lovely Sis just a sentence for you.
THERE’S NOTHING WRONG TO BE IN LOVE,IF IT’S JUST EMOTIONS BUT HE PREFERRED FOR US TO BE AWAY FROM THE THINGS WHICH CREATES COMPLEXITIES OR GRIEF IN OUR LIFE(LOVE)
INFACT THERE’S NOTHING IN THIS WORLD WHICH IS COMPLETELY WRONG EXCEPT WHEN YOU DOES IT CORRECTLY(being in relationship).
Now again autobiography
There’s still someone about whom i didn’t tell in last article. He just lives in my thoughts about having a normal life with a husband (this is a heavy word for me) and sometimes it becomes me to overpower his thoughts but at the time he will get married his thoughts will leave me(hoping).
IT’S A TRUTH THAT YOU CAN’T MAKE OTHER BETTER ALTHOUGH YOU CAN TRY BUT WILL THAT TRY SUCCEED YOU CAN’T BE SURE SO THE THINGS YOU WANT TO ATTAIN AT ANY COST YOU HAVE TO DO YOUR BEST TO ATTAIN THEM.
These days many sins and crimes have become daily routine like rape,misbehaving and many others. And also write os on Swaragini including topic of rape and about different lady legends but in these matters it’s just hitting head to wall by trying to make rapist a better person. If a person does rape then he should given the horrified punishment so that these crimes doesn’t occur again. The same i want to say my to country’s government but as i am only here so saying it only here.May God forgive us for our all sins and allow us to became His obedient. Aameen. And 1 more thing keep yourself away from the environment which can harm you in any way such as this or any other harmful effect. Please.
Today i get to know a truth of my life. Before that i want to ask a question. If you have net to use but can’t use TU then what will you do. It will be pleasure to me if you share your answers with now. Now my truth.
Today my brother was using net on laptop i was using it on phone. I tried many times to open TU. But i can’t open it although i had the option to open anyother site except TU. But i didn’t open anyother site. It concludes that whenever i love someone then i can’t choose anyone else to be in love with. At that time i was feeling hurt that why i am not able to open TU but accepted it God’s decision but when my brother used net for 3 hours i get more hurt and said many bad things to myself. It’s good as well as bad to keep stuck to the one but i can’t move on easily. If it’s about people in that case too God chooses someone and i just became his/her’s (mostly her’s). So i passed all that 3 hours in trying to open TU and by watching tv but can’t prefer anyother site when i wasn’t allowed to use TU. It was not a happy experience but hoping that father will leave evo before going for work so that i can use net.
In previous days i was worried that i am trying my best to be an obedient creation of Allah G but didn’t get anyone who make me believe that i am His obedient creation but today i came to know that yesterday i got the best gift of TU back and it made me believe that He is accepting my tries. THANK YOU SOOO…… SOOO……………………………………… MUCH
It’s my craziness/nature/truths so people can also dislike it and also can share their views about it if they want to.
Don’t hurt anyone specially parents and make your parents proud of yourself
And Be a good person
Best of luck for all this