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Recap: 3rd shade of Love-Support. Revelation of the suffering felt by Snehith n Advaita trying to leave him.
Advaita gave tea to him. Snehith took it n saw her seriously.
Advaita: Is anything wrong?
Snehith: Hmm. Nothing. Go n prepare dinner.
Snehith: Wait. From today u r going to do each n every work at home. Maids will b given leave till my anger on u goes off.
Snehith: I am getting headache. Come n massage my head
Snehith: Do wat I say. From now u r not supposed to ask any questions to me.
Advaita got angry n murmured scolding him.
Snehith: R u scolding me darling?
Snehith: Good. Don’t dare to scold me. Otherwise I will do watever I want.
Advaita massaging his head slowly with her hand n Snehith lied in her lap. He closed his eyes n slept in her lap. Advaita tried to go to prepare dinner but as he slept she sat like that till he woke up. Snehith woke up n saw her sleeping leaning on to bed.
Advaita woke up scaring.
Snehith: Is dnr ready?
Advaita:Dinner. I thought to prepare but u slept in my lap. So I didn’t get up.
Snehith: Just answer to my question
Advaita: No it’s not ready.
Snehith: Go n prepare it
Snehith: From tomorrow I want everything to b ready on time without any excuses.Now u can go
Advaita prepared dinner n served him. Snehith asked maids not to come till he says.They left. Snehith gave her the paper which she wrote before leaving him.
Snehith: Read it louder
Snehith: I said read it louder
Advaita: I can’t
Snehith: You must. Read it
Advaita scared for his shouting n read wat she wrote loudly. Her eyes filled with tears.
Advaita: I am sorry
Snehith: For wat? for expressing ur feelings?
Advaita: No. Its not true. I really love
Snehith: Shut up. Don’t say it again. Now give that paper to me.
He took it back. Both had their dinner. Snehith asked her to come to room n pasted the note on the wall.
Advaita: Y did u paste it on wall.
Snehith: You are going to read it everyday
Snehith: I will make u to read it everyday. Till the ink on it fades, ur punishment will b continued. All the best
Advaita: I will throw it away
Snehith: Don’t dare even to touch it without my permission. If u remove it, I will make u to write again n will paste it.
Advaita completed her works n came to room n didn’t find Snehith. she searched in balcony. She searched for him everywhere n found him sleeping in another bed room. She knocked the door. He opened n saw her as if questioning her
Advaita: Y r u sleeping here? I mean in this room
Snehith: If u can do watever u want, I think I can do watever I want.
Advaita: I am sorry pls
Snehith: I don’t want ur sorry. From today I am not going to come to that room. Now if u leave, I will sleep.
Advaita eyes filled with tears n abt to say something but he closed door n went inside the room. Advaita ran to room lied on bed crying. She switched off light n tried to sleep but she is hearing some kind of voices n laughs. She again remembered the past n she thought to go to Snehith but stopped remembering his words. She sat on bed for sometime n aft much mental struggle she decided finally to take sleeping pills. She switched on the light n took tablets from her bag. She heard some voice n looked near the door.
Snehith: What r u doing
She remembered his anger last time for taking sleeping pills n immediately dropped tablets on floor
Snehith: I asked wat r u doing
Advaita: I am unable to sleep. So taking sleeping pills
Snehith: Did u remember the past again.
Snehith: Why didn’t u remember ur past when I am with u
Advaita: I feel safe when I am with u.
Snehith: Don’t take sleeping pills again
Snehith looked at her n wiped her tears.
Snehith: Promise me
Advaita: Promise. Can u pls sleep here
Advaita: Thank u
Snehith(inner voice): Even if u didn’t ask, I won’t leave u. I will b with u always. Don’t worry chinni. For a minute, I forgot abt ur condition n left u alone. But as soon as I remembered I came to u. I won’t leave u again. I am sorry
Snehith: Throw both ur sorry n thanks in dustbin. I want none
Both lied on bed. Advaita felt to hug him coz of fear but as unable to predict his reaction, she ignored n tried to sleep. She started moving on bed restlessly. Snehith hold her hands n then took her close. He made her to sleep on his chest. He hugged her n caressed her hairs.
Snehith: Now u can sleep peacefully.
Advaita smiled n hugged him.
Snehith: Wake me up early n complete all works on time. Good night for now
Advaita:Ok. Gud nite
Snehith woke up n didn’t see her. He got up from bed at once n searched her n found in kitchen working. Advaita saw him
Advaita: Gud mrng
Snehith: Good morning
She arranged his clothes n accessories n gave tea n served brk fst
Snehith: Sit n u too have it
She is abt to take brk fst.
Snehith: Wait baby. Eat this
He opened the lid of a dish shocking her.
Advaita: I can’t eat this. pls forgive me
Snehith: From today, everything will b decided by me. What u have to eat, what u will wear,when u will sleep n when u will wake up- everything u must do as I say. Without my permission u r not supposed to do anything.
Advaita:Ok But how can someone eat boiled bitter gourd that too early in the morning?
Snehith: Just tell me r u going to eat it or not
He said it very seriously. Advaita closed her eyes and started eating. She ate 5 boiled bitter gourds which he asked her to eat.
Snehith: Good. Now Get ready. From today u r coming to office with me
Advaita: Shall I come from tomorrow? I am a bit tired today with all works
Snehith: No. I can’t leave u alone here. Who knows? You may plan to leave again. I can’t trust n I hav no patience to search again n again for u. Now go n get ready.
Advaita is getting ready n he came to room n saw her wearing sari.
Advaita: Go outside. I will come within 5 mins
Snehith: I didn’t have any plan of going out.
Saying this he came near to her.
Advaita: Pls go
Snehith came near to her n touched her face. Advaita closed her eyes blushing. Snehith made her to wear sari n kissed her on back n hugged her.
Snehith: U always look so beautiful. I love u
Advaita: I love…..
Snehith: Stop it. Don’t say that n I am not going to trust ur words anymore. Come lets go.
Advaita got ready n both went to office. She is abt to go.
Snehith: Whr r u going?
Advaita: To my cabin
Snehith: No need. Sit in my room with me
She nodded n went to his room.
Snehith: Take these files n check them. Then prepare quotations for those. Complete all these by today evng before u go home.
Advaita looked him with shock as he is giving a huge bundle of files
Snehith: Come on. Take these
Snehith: I am going out on some work. Before I return u must complete all the work
He left n Advaita started her work
Advaita(inner voice): How can he bcom that rude suddenly. I don’t know how long it takes for him to forgive me. I can do all works he assigned me. But I just want to see his smile once. I am missing his smile a lot.
She is doing the work n he returned at evng
Snehith: Did u complete the work?
Advaita: Not yet
Snehith: Ok. Come home aft completing the work. Remember u hav lots of work at home too. I am leaving, bye.
She completed the work at 8 n went to home. She saw him watching tv happily at home.
Advaita(inner voice): He forced me to do work day and nite but he is njoying tv.
Snehith: Are u not going to come inside?
Advaita: No coming
Snehith: Did u complete the work
Snehith: Good. Go n prepare dinner. I am very hungry
Advaita: I will get fresh n then
Snehith: I said go n prepare dinner. Fast
Advaita got tears with his shouting. She immediately went to kitchen n started preparing dinner. Snehith went to her n saw her working. He hugged her from back
Snehith: R u crying
Advaita: No. Leave me pls. I hav to prepare dinner
Snehith: Don’t say it again to leave u. I won’t leave u n nvr allow u to leave me.
He kissed everywhere on her back.
Snehith: For one month u r going to suffer in the same manner.
Advaita: one month
She shouted out loud making him smile but he controlled.
Snehith(inner voice): First of all I can’t see u suffering even for one more day. Even if u r ready I am not ready to suffer u.
Snehith: Yes just one month
Advaita: Till one month won’t u smile?
Snehith confused with her question.
Advaita: From yesterday I didn’t see u smiling. I really want to see u smile. pls smile once. I will do all the works u said not for one month, but for lifetime. But pls smile
Snehith left her n went off. Advaita served him dinner. Both had their dinner. Advaita came to room n saw him waiting for her.
Snehith:Wat did u say just before in the kitchen
Advaita: I want u to smile
Snehith: Why? U didn’t love me. U hav no feelings on me. Then y do u want to see me happy? U nvr care for me. Tell me y u want me to smile
Advaita: I wrote those words just to hurt u to make u to hate me. But really they are not true
Snehity turned towards another direction.
Snehith: Just shut up. When u gave surprise to me n said u r loving me, I trusted u n felt I am the most luckiest person to have ur love. But u ruined everything. My trust, my love everything. Now I didn’t know abt u. But I didn’t love you. I hate u
Advaita shocked listening his words. His words hurted her as if someone squeezing her heart. She is unable to stop her tears. Snehith realised wat he said in anger n turned towards her but he didn’t find her. He immediately went searching her n saw
her going out.
Snehith(inner voice): Oh God. She is going out at this late nite. Is she mad. I think my words hurted her a lot.
He went immediately n started his car searching her. She is walking on the road n his words are echoing in her ears.
Advaita(inner voice): I didn’t have anyone in this world except u Snehith. But today u too hates me. I didn’t want to live anymore. May b I didn’t deserve love of anyone. Till now I hurted everyone who loves me. Now I hurted u too. Only if I die everyone will b happy.
She came infront of a car. Car is coming in such a speed to hit her. At the nick of the time, Snehith saved her n pulled her towards him n hugged her.
Snehith: Wat r u doing?
Advaita: I can’t live without ur love. I love you. I forgot everything just coz of ur love. I know everyone hates me including my parents. If u too hates me, I hav no reason to live
Snehith hugged her tightly n kissed her on forehead
Snehith: I am really sorry. In anger I said those words. But I can nvr hate u. I love you. I love you no matter wat happens. I am so sorry.
Advaita: I really love you. I wrote those words to make u hate me but really I love you. pls trust me one last time. I nvr leave u again. I will face anything but won’t leave u.
Snehith: I trust u. But if u leave me again, u can’t see me alive. Come lets go
Both went to room. Both lied on bed n he hugged her.
Advaita: I want to say something which no one knows till now. I said this to my dad but he didn’t trust. I don’t know whether u will trust or not but…
Snehith kept finger on her lips
Snehith: I trust u. Tell me
Advaita: Actually I didn’t elope from my house to marry Jashwesh.
Snehith shocked n looked her.
Snehith: Wat do u mean.
Advaita: Yes. I thought that in engagement I can talk with bride groom n explain him that I love Jashwesh. But that nite when I slept Jashwesh abducted me. Next morning I was shocked knowing that. He blackmailed me that if I didn’t marry he will die. By that time, everyone believed that I eloped. I finally agreed to marry him. I nvr had intention of going away from my family to marry him. I thought I can wait till they agree without marrying anyone.
Snehith hugged her.
Snehith: Why didn’t u say this to me till now
Advaita: Bcoz I thought no one trusts me
Snehith: I trust u. Now I will make ur parents trust this truth.
Snehith saw her hands n kissed them
Snehith: Today these hands worked a lot. Are they paining?
Advaita: Little bit
Snehith: I am sor…
Advaita placed her hand on his mouth.
Advaita: Pls don’t say sorry to me. I can’t listen that from u. So if u get angry u will b so rude,right?
Snehith: Yes but I won’t get angry on u watever u do except leaving me
Advaita: I won’t leave u even if u ask me to leave
Snehith: I nvr ask u to leave watever happens.
Advaita: Snehith, I want aunty n uncle to stay with us. I didn’t want them to stay away from us as we r there for them. Pls request them to stay with us
Snehith: I don’t think this is right time for that. We can stay together when they accepts u
Advaita: Maintaining distance can’t make relationships stronger. Anyone must take a step forward to brk the silence n enhance relationships. Let’s take that step pls
Snehith kissed her.
Snehith: U r beautiful both in looks n heart too. I love u
Advaita:Love u too. So wen shall we go to aunty n uncle?
Snehith: Tomorrow morning
Advaita: Thank u so much. I want to say one more thing too
Snehith: Come on. I think now u r punishing me with continuous talk
Advaita: What? Ok. I won’t talk anything from now
Snehith: Oh sorry my inner voice came out
Advaita hitted him with her hands
Advaita: From now I won’t talk even a single word
Snehith: Yes u won’t speak single words. U always speak non stop sentences. I think soon I will become deaf too
Advaita looked him seriously n turned another side. Snehith slowly went near to her n kissed her ear.
Advaita: Aaw. Wat r u doing
Snehith:U said u r not going to speak. Then y did u talk now
He kissed her back.
Snehith: I am just teasing u. But I love to listen ur words. I feel bore n uneasy if u r calm. Tell me wat u want to say.
Advaita:Actually yesterday wen I left u, I remembered promising u that I nvr leave u. So I am coming back to u n u saw me at that time.
Snehith: I love u. Good night
Advaita: Good night. Love u too.
Precap- 5th shade- TRUST of both on one another.
Credit to: Sindhu KSV