HELLO everyone your Dafsi is here with another episode of my ff. If all of you have read my intro you woukd be thinking what the hell is she doing until now? As I promised that this troubke which Im making will be only 5-10 epis and now it has turned out to be 30 can’t believe right?? Well I can’t believe…
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Rahul : Papa… Lavanya : Mama… (RagLak)Episode 30
The episode starts after 5 months. Laksh is seen entering his room. He has gone pale and eyes are swollen with a beared. He comes and sits beside Ragini and holds her hand. He pecks Ragini’s forehead.
Laksh : Today our Lavanya got her exam report, you know what she has done very well in all the subjects. She said only another month is more to come back home. Also Rahul did well this time in his exam.
He says it with a big wide smile on his lips and his eyes were glittering. There was a knock on the room.
Laksh : Come in
Swara enters with both the kids. Laksh take Laashya (The girl baby) and places her on the cradle and Swara places Raghav (The boy baby)on the other cradle which is attached to it.
Swara : Did you meet Lavanya?
Laksh : Haa she seems happy so I’m happy too. She told me that Aditya is looking after her just like me and she told still she is missing me and Ragini speacially Rahul.
Swara : Laksh why don’t you rethink over it? For how long are you gonna be like this?
The smile which was on Laksh’s fades away and he turns to Swara and his eyes are blood red due to anger he grits his teeth.
Laksh : How many times should I have to say you even if it was for life time I will stay all alone. I can look after my kids all alone but no, I can’t even utter it.
Swara : But they need a mother even if you don’t want a wife. Harini is really a good and an understanding girl.
Laksh : Swara I’m losing my temper so please leave. Again if you pick up this topic I’m surely gonna leave you all. I will go away with my kids and my Ragini. Now leave (He shouts and the babies jerk and awake and starts crying. Swara goes towards the babies) I can manage just leave.
Swara leaves looking at Laksh with pain. Laksh shakes the cradle and the babies calm down. He walks to Ragini and sits down and holds her hand.
Laksh : Come back soon Ragini your Laksh need you, our kids need you. I’m sorry for what Swara spoke they will never understand my pain. I have been narrating each and everything to you till the day one and will be keep telling whatever happened on each day, and you know what Ragini I will wait until the day you open your eyes and our promises will be there forever. (He wipes his tears) Today Rahul fell and got a small wound on his knee, he cried alot taking your name but I managed.
He keeps on telling whatever happened and eventully dozed off beside her holding her hand. Swara who was looking at him along with Sanskaar get teary. Swara hugs Sanskaar and Sanskaar hugs her back.
Swara : For how long? For how many days is he going to keep speaking like this?
Sanskaar : We have to do something not for him but the children, they need a mother.
Morning Laksh awakes and finds him sleeping on the floor. He gets up and goes to washroom and comes back and finds Ap.
Laksh : Maa
Ap : You know what Laksh always a child needs a mother’s support. I know you don’t want a wife but these innocent kids what sin did they do? They need a mother’s love and care.
Laksh : Maa even don’t you understand my pain.
Ap : What if Ragini is not with us forever?
Laksh looses his temper.
Laksh : What do you mean? She is not dead, she is living my life, my soul, my breath, my Ragini is living. (He kneels down and breaks down) She is not only my wife also my life Ma I can never think of another girl in her place. Please don’t force (He begs and pleads folding his hand) She can hear us so please for god sake don’t repeat this. I can’t see her broken. I’m her Laksh, Ragini’s Laksh and will always be only hers.
Ap comes towards him and caresses his head and she is also having tears. Laksh sobs and cries out loud.
Laksh why do you love me so much? I love you but you always make me doubt on my love towards you. I don’t know when will I reach upto your love. Laksh everything happens for a reason but how unfortunate I am that I can’t awake and give you a bone crushing hug. I’m sorry Laksh I failed to lend my shoulders to let you cry your heart out. My love is nothing compared to each tears you shed for me. I promise to give all your happiness you lost because of me once I get up, if I fail to get up I promise to give that love in our next birth.
Ragini’s POV ends.
She is having tears.
Flashback 17 years ago (No one is narrating or thinking)
Ragini picks up the photo and is shocked to Aditya’s photo.
Why is she is having his photo. Something is there behind this and I must find it out,
Ragini’s POV ends.
She enters Laksh’s room.
Laksh : What made you take so long?
Ragini : Nothing.
Laksh : Give me the file.
Ragini hands it over. Laksh takes out the number and sends it to Sanskaar. Ragini lost in her thoughts. Laksh notices this and drags her holding her wrist.
Laksh : What is disturbing you? (He makes her sit and holds her face.) Don’t tell me nothing I see something is disturbing you.
Ragini removes his and holds them and smiles.
Ragini : Nothing it is just I got a sudden head ache.
Laksh : Head ache? You are lying to me.
Ragini gulps and then sighs.
Ragini : Okay I can’t lie to you. (She says what she saw in Simran’s room.) There is something fishy.
Laksh : Mera bachcha we will find out it together and you don’t have to worry.
He pecks her forehead and taps her cheek.
Ragini : I’m scared whether we will get sepera…(Seperated)
Laksh : Shshshshs that is a thing that will never happen.
Ragini hugs Laksh
Ragini : I don’t how did I live without you until now? And I don’t how will I live without you.
Laksh : I don’t know how you lived or not but I lived very happily.
Ragini breaks the hug and makes a cute angry face while Laksh laughs. Ragini beats him for laughing and Laksh holds both her hands and drags her close and both of them share an intense and lovely eyelock.
Laksh whispers : But now my happiness is beyond the words. You have not only become my happiness but my everything. I got a meaning for my wait.
Ragini smiles and moves back and gives a naughty smile
Ragini : What wait?
Laksh : Wait for my life partner.
Ragini : What kind of life partner did you want?
Laksh : A monkey and I found it.
Laksh grins while Ragini punches his arm.
Ragini : Even I wished for a gorilla l and at last found it. Btw Laksh how do you know whether this monkey will be your Mrs. Perfect?
Laksh leans towards her and her heart beat rises and she starts blushing.
Laksh whispers : Your eyes show that you will be my Mrs. Perfect.
Ragini : So which mean you have looked in to so many girls eyes?
Laksh : Nop I was never interested in girls, but you were the first girl who stood against me you were daring but you know what there were some kind pain in your eyes which I could clearly figure out and you were the first girl I looked at.
Ragini : So you weren’t a flirt?
Laksh : Did you think I was one?
Ragini bends her head down.
Ragini : When I saw you flirting with the air hostress I thought so.
Laksh : That was to make my love jealouse.
Ragini : So you loved me from then?
Laksh : Nop, from the time you bumped in to me in the canteen and fell in my arms.
Ragini : Then why did you fight with me?
Laksh : You started it.
Ragini : Yeah but still you loved me.
Laksh : Not me my stupid heart did.
Ragini makes a pout face.
Ragini : I can’t help now bear me forever.
Laksh : As you say highness.
Ragini giggles and pulls his cheeks
Ragini : I thought I was the one who fell in love with yo
Laksh : What do you mean?
Ragini : When I fell in your arms I got lost in your monkey face and fell in love but you know what…
Laksh interrputs : You were scared.
Ragini nods while Laksh laughs.
RagLak : Love at first sight.
Both of them laughed and just the someone opens the door.
Laksh is entering food in to the machine where food enters her mouth (You know some kinds of way it has been connected) while the babies are on the bed beside him and Rahul was sitting on the couch doing home work. Lavanya was on call speaking with Laksh and had speaker on.
Lavanya : I am miss all of you so much papa.
Laksh : Miss you too princess. Speak with mama and hang up. I have to make Rahul, Laashya and Raghav to sleep.
Lavanya : Okay papa, hello mama how are you today? hope you are doing good today. I miss you so much and mama tomorrow it is mother’s day celebration at our school (Laksh looks at the phone and then looks at Rahul) last year you came but this year. It is okay mama anyways miss you so much and love you. Okay papa I’m haging up bye and take care. Love you.
Laksh : Love you too.
They hang up.
Rahul : I forgot to tell tomorrow it is mothers day celebrarion so I’m not going.
Laksh : Beta your mama is not well so it is an excuse.
Rahul : My mama is unwell becuase of Laashya and Raaghv.
Laksh : How many times have I told you not to blame them Rahul? They have nothing to do with your mama’s unwell.
Rahul : Whatever I hate them.
Rahul leaves while Laksh sits on the couch. Sanskaar enters and sits beside him.
Laksh : How am I going to explain him? What sin did I do bhai that my loved one’s are so hurt.
Sanskaar : Not any sin Lucky it is just the circumstance. Laksh I know how much you Ragini as you at times make me feel whether I love Swara that much. You have
made me feel that you are a better husband and you are a better father but now what you are doing is wrong. Are you gonna stay like this forever?
Laksh interrupts : Bhai please…
Sanskaar holds his shoulder and interrupts : Laksh listen to me. Forget about yourself but think about Lavanya, Rahul, Laashya and Raghav they meed a mother. Forget Rahul and Lavanya they are grown but what about these two kids not all the tike you are gonna stay with them they need speacial care and attension. Tomorrow the mother’s day celebration is happening in their school and just imagine yourself standing without your mother. Laksh I know you can never give the place of the wife to anyone else except Ragini but abit stop being selfish and think about the kids. Hope you will think and give a good answer.
Sanskaar leaves leaving Laksh blank. Laksh doesn’t have any idea about how to react. He walked towards the bed like a lost soul and carried the babies and placed them on the cradle. He lied beside Ragini and hugged really tight and started sobbing. He felt miserable and helpless. It seemed like his world have stopped revolving. Each word of Sanskaar echoed and each promises he made with Ragini flashed. He tightened his grip hoping that Ragini will hug him back, the hope he had every day and night was still there. Tears rolled down his cheeks without an end. His uncondional and infinite love towards Ragini which is strong that even he is angry on himself for loving her so much that he forgot to to think about their kids. He was so stubborn to give the place of Ragini in his heart and life to another woman and he never wanted to give the motherhood of his children except Ragini but he failed to think from the children’s POV. He dozed of hugging her really tight hoping she will awake him with his regular coffee and the good morning peck.
Screen freezes on their sleeping position.
TO BE CONTINUED…
Gracy Goswami as Lavanya
Shivanash Kotia as Rahul
Faisal Khan as Sandesh
Navika Kotia as Sandya
Ruhana Khanna as Sawitha
Shakti Arora as Aditya
Radhika Madan as Simran
Preetika Rao as Dr. Harini
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First of all sorry for making some of you cry and worry and its a sole promise that I won’t dissapoint any of you and this ff is going to be a happy ending for sure but not very soon but very soon…
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