A ragsan swalak ff- Sanso Ko Jeene Ka Sahara Milgaya – 3

Sanso Ko Jeene Ka Sahara Milgaya – 3
(Irrecoverably In love with you)

Precap – Laksh’s care for Swara and Swalak’s nokjhoks

Epi starts
Laksh went off the room as he received a call and the one who called him was none other than Shekhar Gadodiai who was continuously pleading about his daughter’s condition..When Shekhar was told that his daughter interacted with him , he was in a state of chill shock.Laksh’s “Hello are u listening” brought him back to his senses..He exclaimed how much happy was he and laksh gave a gentle smile as always!He gets back into Swara’s room where he could see Swara blushing

Lak: ahmm ahumm…(coughs) seems like someone blushed at my comment

Swa: wht did u say?

Lak: exactly what you heard..

Swa: see I didnot blush ok?

Lak: ahun! it means u applied rose in yours cheeks so they are perfectly reddish right?

Swa: whatever !!

Lak: Patient samajke chor diya :p ..Hey , I am hungry

Swa: (she was literally shocked by his reaction , widening her mouth a lil) what? do u expect me to cook for you that’s why you are telling me how hungry you are ? and u didnot ask me if i was hungry

Laksh couldnot help but roll his eyes for Swara’s statement : Sorry Sorry! Whom did i ask? God mercy upon me , I said I am hungry to a queen but not real queen , queen of her own imagination..Ohhh!! now i get it he said widening his eyes , he starts laughing do u know how to even prepare food? He looks at Swara who made her eyes small giving him angry stare..

Lak: being a doctor by examining your facial expression it seems like you have tried everything to be a good cook but everytime u got unsuceessful.Therefore , when i said I was hungry u taunted me (said laksh teasingly)

Swara says scarstically : wht?wht did u say? U know me just as a depressed patient ok?if u taste my noodles you will be licking your hands (she said proudly)

Lak: he was laughing like hell , now he said clearing his throat as if he was trying to be professional but was still pulling her legs: being a doctor and by examining your facial expressions all what I can say it because of depression you have lost your senses, Cooking and Swara can never get along..they are like poles of a magnet..And about licking hands , I am never carefree about these dirty habits so plz

Swara fumes in anger and pulling laksh’s hands she takes him to the kitchen while laksh was smiling victorously .as if all what is happening is what he actually wants.She comes near to laksh pulls his collar and gets him closer to her slowly she said whispering in his ears : Get ready for licking your hands doctor
Laksh was shocked by this sudeen reaction , he was dumbfounded but couldnot help smiling..While Swara starts preparing noodles..She lits the stove and was about to place water in it when suddenly her eyes collide with the burning f;lame ..

Before Swara could winc in pain , laksh stood by her with a pot full of ice water and placed Swara’s gentle hands in water making Swara feel better

Saanson ko jeene ka ishaara mill gaya
Dooba main tujhme to kinara mill gaya

Saanson ko jeene ka ishara mil gaya
Zindagi ka pata dobara mil gaya
Tu mila to Khuda ka sahaara mill gaya
Tu mila to Khuda ka sahaara mill gaya

Lak: what was the need to prove yourself..i was just pulling your legs..to prove yourself dont go to that extinct that it hurts u ..From now onwards , dont u dare reapeat it

Swara was looking at his hands which were gently applying ice in her hurt hands , she was lost in him , his caring for her , his expressions , she didnot bother to utter a grunt!

Swa: in a low voice : I am sorry

Lak: ok.Now , dont make your face a pale one , i said na u look beautiful smiling

BG TUNE:Jise zindagi dhoondh rahi hai
Kya ye woh makaam mera hai
Yahaan chain se bas ruk jaaun
Kyun dil ye mujhe kehta hai
Jazbaat naye se mile hain
Jaane kya asar ye huaa hai
Ik aas mili phir mujhko
Jo qubool kisi ne kiya hai

Kisi shaayar ki ghazal
Jo de rooh ko sukoon ke pal
Koi mujhko yun mila hai
Jaise banjaare ko ghar
Naye mausam ki sehar
Yaa sard mein dopahar
Koi mujhko yun mila hai
Jaise banjare ko ghar

Lak: Sit , he said pulling the chair

Swara sits without saying anything but her heart was crying out of happiness for his display of care for her , for her who was just a patient for him and nothing else..Although , it wa sonly 2 days they knew each other but it felt as if they are the mates of ages

Swa: No , u wait here I am going to prepare the noodles

Lak:(throws her a mean face) Swara!!!! enough , I know I maynot be able to cook as u cook , I maynot be able to bring Swara’s taste , I maynot be able to make it delicious but atleast I would try ..Why do u bother?Look at your hands

Swara unknowingly has tears in her eyes and even she didnot knew why?Maybe she was affected by this immense care..

Laksh goes to the stove and starts preparing noodles and after few minutes her starts serving it in two plates and gets it infront of Swara..Taste it Swara..Swara tastes it and her eyes get teary as this flashback comes infront of her eyes:

A 10 year old Swara is shown with a boy.of around 12.The boy is repeatedly asking her how is the noodles , is it tasty?Was he able to cook as Swara did but Swara didnot react as she was busy gobbling it all..After eating she goes near to him and gives him a light kiss on his cheeks..Confused , the boy asked how was the noodles?Did u liked it..”I loved it and I love you too” Swara exclaimed..Her mind gets into another flashback where the same boy , who seemes to have grown up is shown being beaten harshly and Swara is pleading to leave him..And all she could hear was the bullets over bullets and ?..

“Ahhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!nooooooooooo its not possible ” Swara cried as she glanced upon laksh curious eyes..Laksh rubbed her hands so as to bring her back into her senses..Swara starts crying , laksh asks her to stay calm as he made his way to Swara’s room so as to bring her medicines..Laksh had a long time searching for medicines as he forgot where they hadbeen placed ..Finally , when he entered into kitchen he could see Swara with a bottle of Whiskey !!He was utterly disappointed and shocked at the same time..

Lak: Swara (as he tried to reassure her but she was busy crying and laughing) Give it to me , he snatches the bottle and hids it in the top of the refrigerator and Swara sat making a puppy face

Swa: common give me being a good boy..Its my life , its the only thing that can understand me and its my best frn..u know why?

Laksh shook his head in disbelief

Swa: u have read nothing..aree how u became a doctor?because it takes away my pain , it takes it away from me..it takes away the knives which keep on stabbing me making me go restless and u all call it “depression”..It makes me stay away from those sad faced people who come to my place to show me some “sympathy” and tell me how much sorry they are for me..It takes me away from this sorrowfull , merciless and my pittyful life..It makes me forget this world for a while..I want to end my lif
When suddenly Laksh who was drenched in tears placed his soft hands in Swara’s lips signaling her not to speak anything..He hugged her and started crying

Lak: no Swara..from now , replace me with this bottle of whine..U said it takes away ur pain right? It takes it away from you only for sometime , it wouldnot be able to take ur pain forever..You cant relay upon it..It gives u back those pains the day u’d stop drinking it..It gives u back those knives placed in your heart..Swara , replace this bottle with me and I swear I d never let u cry , never let u go through this pain and i dont know what reason dragged u to this phase of your life!I dont know who is the reason for your tears that flow from your eyes everyday , endlessly..It feels as if the whole sea is in your eyes..Swara ,If it was in my hands I;d have given u a life which fairies live , but Swara its life..There are ups and downs narrow lanes ..You ought to get out off of it.Swara, are u listening?Swara falls asleep in laksh’s embrace , Laksh carries her in bridal style and takes her to her room wiping her tears..

Zehnaseeb, Zehanaseeb
Tujhe chaahun betahasha zehnaseeb
Mere kareeb, mere habeeb
Tujhe chaahun betahasha zehnaseeb
Zehanaseeb Meaning: My Fate (someone who is destined to be yours)

Tere sang beete har lamhe pe humko naaz hai
Tere sang jo na beete uspe aitraaz hai
Iss kadar hum dono ka milna ek raaz hai

Huaa ameer dil ghareeb
Tujhe chaahun betahasha zehnaseeb
Zehnaseeb, Zehnaseeb
Tujhe chaahun betahasha zehnaseeb

Firstly , thank u guys for ur lovely comments , those comments made my day.Well , what do u think of today;s epi?Do comment..Lastly , sorry for PHYAK readers that I didnot updated it for so long…I promise , i’d update in tomorrow


Credit to: Anu


  1. Amna

    It was so so emotional. U made me cry. I m honestly saying that l never read any ff with Swara as a lead but this one has hooked me with it.
    I like phycology very much as my badi mamma is also a phycologist. Are you a student of phycology or a phycologist itself?

    • Anu

      oh dear thank u tons a big hug from my side and dear I’m not psychologist..I’m a 9th grader student

    • Anu

      firstly thank u soo much for this overwhelming comment …and dear I’m not a psycological student , psycologist .I’m a 9th grader student ..loads of love and a bonecrushing hug to you ♥♥♥

      • Amna

        oh you are a ninth grader and you r so mature. I m in 11th and l still fight with my sibling over dividing a little choclate equally. The same big big teddy bear hug back to you. Your mentallity is really inspiriring.

  2. sss

    superb awesome and of course emotional episode…..oh gd i like this laksh so much..the way he care for swara its amazing nice to see…..update soon

    • Anu

      sweetheart a tight hug and love to u ..thank u dear ♥♥♥I’m glad I could make ppl fall for my characters

  3. Riya

    Rula diya..seriously i was crying and u know wht..bro came inti my room n he asked me why inwas crying..lol u know wht i suggested him to read my favvff of the best writer.i mean my dear Anu’s ff.keep writing dear never end it…ur concept storyline characters everything r perfect..i was shocked to hear tht u r a 9th grader stu..u have a bright scope fr writing love u sis i hope u wont mind me calling that
    U made me fall in love with urs ffvin 3 epi love u

    • Anu

      a big thanx and a big hug frim my side..lol i cant help chuckling and sweetheart yaau can call me ur sisy ..

  4. Candy

    A very emotional part
    I was crying i dnt cry so easily but your writings made me cry loved it from core Anu

  5. G

    It was mixture of funny and emotional a few writers only are able to keep both shades side by side.u did it so well.

    • Anu

      a squeezing hug and loads of love to ya♥♥♥♥thanx for yoyr wonderful comment I m happyy I could potray emotions well

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