A ragsan swalak ff- Sanso Ko Jeene Ka Sahara Milgaya – 2


Sanso Ko Jeene Ka Sahara Milgaya – 2
(Irrecoverably in Love with You)
Epi Starts

Laksh was about to go towards the kitchen when Swara starts murmuring in her sleep..

Swa: Aa..aa…Aarav ..Aarav Aarav..u have to wake up , u have to wake up for me..(she is sweating hard) plz dont kill him , kill me u have (cutting her words she woke up and started crying vigorously)

Laksh runs towards Swara and tries to console her..

Lak: kuch nhi hua hai Swara , nothing has happened..

Swa: wo that he killed Aarav…he killed him he killed him (he starts crying even more)

Lak: Swara it was a dream , Swara it was a dream

Laksh keeps his hands on Swara’s trying to bring her back into her senses, laksh’s hands were shivering so much that even Swara felt that he was very worried for her and he had been trying to console her..Swara places her other hand , in laksh’s hands signaling him that she is Ok and he neednot worry..Laksh signs relief through his eyes..Laksh couldnot help but hug Swara so tight..For a moment , Swara felt as if all her broken scattered pieces of heart were joint by Dr.Laksh

Manzilein ruswa hain
Khoya hai raasta
Aaye le jaaye
Itni si ilteja
Ye meri zamaanat hai
Tu meri amaanat hai aa…

Mujhko iraade de
Kasamein de, waade de
Meri duaaon ke ishaaron ko sahaare de
Dil ko thikaane de naye bahaane de
Khabon ki barishon ko mausam ke paimane de
Apne karam ki kar adaayein
Kar de idhar bhi tu nigaahein

Sun raha hai naa tu
Ro rahi hun main
Sun raha hai naa tu
Kyun ro raha hun main…..

Laksh breaks this intense hug and both compose themselves..For Swara it was so sudden and startling but she understood that laksh hugged her because he was actually very worried for her..

Swa in mind: Many doctors , caretakers came and went..It felt they all came to cure me for the sake of money..My nightmare scares me day and night , but none of those caretakers cared.Due to these dreams , I donot sleep , I have to take sleeping pills everyday , the d octors ask me to avoid sleeping pills but they , themselves werenot able to free me from sleeping pills .Some of them were hooked to their mobile phones and the others were busy in other stuffs..But he , if he wished he could have ignored me and trotted off as if nothing has ever happened.He proved that.Humanity still exists in this merciless world..No doctor would bother to care me being a caretaker but he
(she definately developed feelings for him but stood emotionless as always..in her brains 1000 of questions raised and echoed but her mouths remained always shut)

Lak: I am sorry Swara..I am actually very sorry..I never meant to do that but i dont know why i
Swara cut his words by putting her hands in his lips signaling him not to speak , as he understands..Laksh smiles and tells her that he ll be back in minutes

Laksh fleds towards kitchen and is back with plate full of apples and grapes..Swara raises her head a bit and finds a handsome familiar face..He comes near to Swara and asks her to open her mouth..Was Swara so easy??Offcourse not..Stubborn Swara ignored him and she isnot ready to eat..Laksh tries to feed her but she wouldnot open her mouth at all.Then Laksh starts eating the fruits by himself..He starts with a large reddish apple which seized Swara’s eyes..Laksh eats the apples in such a way which makes Swara’s mouth go watery..Swara could imagine how juicy , crispy , crunchy , sweet , fragrant it would have been..She could imagine fine textured , cream white , tender flesh inside the glossy red apple.

Lak: what? Why are u looking as if u will eat me?

SWa:(she was still staring at the apple) she shook her head in no

Lak: u want to have some?(pointing apples)

Swa: shook her head in “yes”

Laksh smiles and feeds her with his hands..Swara is continuously gazing at laksh who is feeding her and caring her like a mother..Laksh notices Swara who was busy staring at him

Lak: i know i am handsome , hot , but that doesnot mean u will keep on staring like this..You know what I am a shy person(he says teasingly)I know u have a big crush on me

Swa: no

Swara realizes what she said when Laksh starts laughing catching his stomach calling Swara “stupid”

Swa in mind:she is actually shocked by his reaction..he is actually like a 2 yrs old kid..in these 6 yrs all i saw was my sad faced parents getting in my room with guilt in their eyes and all i could hear was their silent cry which they always tried to hid from me..they had tears everytime they tried to console me and about the caretakers , they never cared whether i was crying or laughing..

Swa: dont give so much importance to yourself. (today she said with angry face and a loud voice)

Lak: so , you also had tongue? god had gifted u tongue also OMG!!OMG lets party I need a treat as u have got a tongue

Swara fumes in anger while laksh is enjoying pulling her legs..In these years people who came to meet Swara , showed their sympathy and exclaimed how much sorry they were for Swara..Swara didnot liked that a bit and here Laksh , is completely different than other..

Swa: listen , u cannot laugh at me ok!

Lak: is it the rule formulated by the constitution?

Swa: By Swara Bose

Lak: nice rule but u know what(he goes near to Swara’s ear and whispers) I am a rulebreaker

Swa: u think that u r very intelligent right??

Lak: any doubt

Swa: u hv to prove it

Lak: mathematically ??
Laksh = intelligent , hot , handsome , cute , dashing and s*xy

Swara gives him an angry stare : answer these que
1. Why did the middlw school girl bring a ladder in her school

Lak: simple , she wanted to go to high school

Swa: next : What did 0 said to 8?

Lak: nice belt

Swa:I travel all over the world, but always stay in my corner. What am I?

Lak: A stamp.

Swa: What is brown and sticky

Lak: a stick

Swa:What did the computer do at lunch time?

Lak: had a byte

Swa: How many seconds are there in one year?

Lak: 12 of them: January 2nd, February 2nd, March 2nd, April 2nd, May 2nd, June 2nd, July 2nd, August 2nd, September 2nd, October 2nd, November 2nd, December 2nd.

Lak: do u have anything more to ask?

Swa: shakes her head in “no”

Lak: U know what?Ur innocence is too cute , but dont expect that i called u cute , i said ur innocence is cute not u

Swara starts thinking her innocence is what he feels cute , but her innocence is within her so she assumes he called her cute..again , she gets a feeling that he strongly told her not to assume that she was cute , and she is thinking about it constantly

Lak: stop thinking so much..You are cute ..saying that he leaves slightly hitting his head with one of his hand and giving a cute smile that can enlighten anyone’s day.Where Swara was dumbfounded , but she blushed unknowingly


Dear Ragsanians , a very big sorry for not bringing ragsan in this epi also..but u know , I am going to make a special entry for our sweetheart ragsan <3 … plz understand ..ragsan's entry will be after 3 epi ..till then can i earn a lil bit of patience plz? ppl..thanx loads for ur wonderful comments i was smiling reading ur comments πŸ™‚ πŸ™‚ love u all laods , a big hug from my side

Credit to: Anu

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  1. That was good. Eagerly waiting for Ragsan’s entry

  2. OMG!!!OMG!!!OMG!!!!
    I was a silent reader till yeasterday’s epi..but today’s epi compelled my hands to comment …just loved it sooo muchhh so much that i cant explain..day by day i am getting crazy for this ff πŸ™‚ love u dear ..todays epi was a perfect mix of emotions..in some point i was literally crying and i some i was laughing πŸ™‚ or in simple language i was laughing and crying at the same time..ur ffs made a special place in my heart..never stop writing dear..plzzzz make this ff go through 100 plus epi cuz i know there are many like me who r addicted to ur ff

  3. very beautifully explained..u expressed each and every emotion beautifully..undoutedly u r a graceful writer..loved it soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo much.in which class are u in now???eagerly waiting fr ragsan’s entry

  4. gril u rocked U actually rocked one of my fav ffs ! i hv loved 2 ffs so much till now and one of them is urs

  5. Nice
    Waiting for the next one

  6. awesome update made my day….
    I’m s swalak fan n this ff really is one of best swalak ff though.there will be ragsan bt i won’t mind if they won’t be here bcz this amazing couple is here i like laksh character the most…i think it’s not easy to write an amazing ff on swalak n also there is less swalak fan bt u nailed it with ur good story concept. thanx for that
    waiting for ragsan entry update soon πŸ™‚

  7. It was lovely plus a little emotional as well.

  8. Its very nizzz once again thanks for swalak

  9. r u psychological student.. very beautifully doing ur work.. I start to read this ff only for ragsan but now am totally impressed by laksh a lot. no more words for it..

    1. Oh dear!!
      I am a 9th standard student πŸ™‚ btw thanx alot sweetheart

  10. shifa(shakira)

    i am silent reader but i just waiting RagSan entry

  11. Awesome thnks for swalak fff

  12. Waiting 4 ragsan

  13. Awesome you are a superb writer

  14. Aww.,..waiting for ragsan eagerly….love laksh

  15. Outstanding dear.Loved it.Waiting for nxt.You rocks!!!

  16. Awesome….loved it

  17. Siperb episode

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