sorry for being late but there had been a sudden plan for movie and I missed typing episode. Do read this chap , it’s imp in plotting of future story.
It had been long time but she still didn’t do anything. In between voices of her Bengals were breaking the silence between us. Then suddenly someone started speaking inside me “why I came here? Neither saying anything nor welcoming me – didn’t this my insult ?” I agree that I too didn’t wanted all this but being a new bride , she shld do all this. Showing some sweetness , shyness , coming to me with a glass of milk but she here showing her ego to me.
I felt like a pointed knife swirling in air get stuck in my heart. Yes , she is insulting me. Huh , showing attitude of her education. Sure she is a proud and arrogant girl. This is education – showing no respect to her husband. She must have thought that I would be like all other men , pleading her till eternity. Huh show attitude , this will not happen till eternity.
I was thinking that we both are educated , mature , will solve our problems talking together. But here she is showing her ego. But no if she wants this then this will only happen. I will not bend today , bending today means bending your whole life. She must be thinking there that I will come to her and say “ app khadi kyo hai? Chaliye baithiye.” Then she will deny , I will plead her and then finally she will finally agree. I thought that she will touch my feet , I will bend and raise her holding her shoulders. This is what her family had taught her?
After some time too when she didn’t do anything , I got up like a injured lion and headed towards the door. Only god knows how desperately I wanted her to come behind me and stop me from going. But she didn’t do anything like that and this acted like fuel in the fire. I felt that suddenly raised her hand seeing me unbolting the lock. I angrily came out from the room banging loudly the door behind me.
Sitting on the stairs , I was going through the mental trauma. Misted eyes were staring the cloudy eyes and unknowingly unspoken tears started flowing on my cheeks. Oh god , what type of girl you have tied with me! Where have you thrown me! On that moment I was feeling that I am all alone. There is no one who could take my tiredness and wipe my tears…..saying” I am with you………..”
But why am I affected so much by it? Did she is the person whom I wanted to be with me?
RECAP- NOW SEE MY EGO:|:|
IN THIS CHAP I WANTED TO SHOW SOMETHING. YOU MAY SAY HE IS BEING STUBBORN OR SHE WAS RUDE. BUT THE PROBLEM IS PEOPLE’S MENTALITY IN OUR SOCIETY. WHY WE ALWAYS WANT WOMEN TO BEHAVE IN A CERTAIN WAY? SHE SHOULD BE A SHY , OBIDIENT, AND MUCH MOR. THE SAME HAPPENED WITH HIM. WHEN HE DIDN’T FIND HER IN THAT SOCIAL STRUCTURE . HE WAS HURT RATHER TRYING TO KNOW WHY SHE BAHAVED LIKE THIS. LET’S SEE WILL SHE BE ABLE TO CHANGE HIS MENTALITY AND THAT TOO BEING WITH HIM.
Credit to: Amna