RAGLAK- Second love (21)

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Part 20

Laksh pushed himself from the car and walked towards ragini and rahul. Ragini’s heart started racing as laksh came closer to her. Its not like she doesn’t trust him but for some reason, she didn’t want to know about rahul’s obsession.
Laksh: hi ragini! Any help?
Ragini: um..no! I can manage.
Laksh smiled at her and turned to rahul who is holding his breath.
Laksh: what a pleasant surprise!
Rahul visibly relaxed so did ragini. It means that laksh didn’t listen anything
Rahul: I had some work in this route and offered help to ragini when I saw her who just denied. So I am just trying to convince her.
Laksh raised an eyebrow and smiled
Laksh: well..as I am here now, you don’t need to worry about her. Get into the car ragini.
Rahul hoped, actually prayed that ragini should look back but that didn’t happen. She just headed towards the car with bag of vegetables. Rahul waved his hand to laksh who just turned towards car but laksh turned back to rahul, pinning him with a deathly glare that made rahul gulp.
Laksh: stay away from my wife, otherwise I will be volunteered to forget that you were my friend once and a brother now.
With the last warning, laksh went to his car and rahul watched them till the car disappeared with his pissed off glare.

Laksh entered their room and saw ragini involved deeply in her thoughts. This one month, he had always felt worried about her condition but everything became clear that day. But still, she is not ready to open up herself and it annoyed him. Doesn’t she have trust on him?
‘did you give her a reason to trust you?’ laksh ignored his taunting inner voice and walked to her
Laksh: what’s the problem ragini?
Ragini: uh..nothing
She simply shrugged faking a smile but soon understood that he is not going to give up that easily, especially when his ego hurt.
Laksh: don’t you have enough trust on me or you still consider me as a heartless person.
Ragini: what the hell are you speaking?
Laksh kept quiet for her harshness but still it wasn’t her mistake too.
Laksh: it was rahul. Right?
Ragini’s eyes widened at his words. It means that he heard everything. She opened her mouth to explain herself but laksh interrupted her.
Laksh: you have started behaving oddly from the day you saw him and I observed you being silent and moody in his presence. Just tell me ragini.
Ragini exhaled mentally but she understood that she can’t keep him in dark for more time. She should do something to make him get out of this topic because she is not ready to confront him.
Ragini: what is with you and your enquiry laksh?
She snapped that made him flinch. She kept her voice high.
Ragini: yes, I am not feeling good and that’s not because of rahul but you. Why is it bothering you so much. Seriously, laksh! We are still friends and I would like to keep my life private.
Laksh didn’t answer her question and simply walked out of the room.
Though ragini felt guilt covering up, she just ingored him rest of the day.
Sanskar: penny your thoughts?
Sanskar asked walking towards laksh who is sitting on bench of the manison garden. Laksh smiled weakly at him.
Sanskar: spill the beans laksh. You have everything you need and hence you shouldn’t be this moody.
Laksh: its just.. I don’t know sanskar
Sanskar: what happened? You sound dull
Laksh: I am not sure if I will be able to give the happiness that ragini deserves. How much I try to assure her, she always backs off from me.
Sanskar: give her time laksh. Its not so easy for her to digest the truth and at the end it will be you both only.
Laksh sighed.
Laksh: she asked me today why I always keep bothering about her and do you know what my voice answered me?
Sanskar: that you love her
Laksh simply nodded without any expression.
Sanskar: seriously man, you are feeling bad about this? For loving your wife?
Laksh: I don’t know sanskar. I mean she is my second love and…
Sanskar interrupted with a laugh, a loud laugh
Sanskar: do you think love has names and numbers laksh. Then you really don’t know anything about it.
Laksh: don’t hurt my feelings saying that my first love was infactuation. I really loved her.
Sanskar shook his head with a small smile on his face.
Sanskar: remember laksh. Love is not that emotion that would be given a number. Will you say that you are your mother’s second love?
Laksh: what do you mean by that?
Sanskar: just because you are his second child doesn’t mean that you are her second. Just as how you cannot differentiate love of a mother for her children, you cannot name any other too.
Laksh: I am confused
Sanskar: and its because your past is haunting you laksh
Laksh: I forgot her
Laksh defened himself but both of them knew the truth.
Sanskar: if seriously you had forgot it, everything that had happened between you let it be love or hate, then you will be with ragini instead of sitting here and numbering your love life.
Laksh crossed his arms and inhaled sharply letting the words of his brother sink into him.

Ragini exhaled dramatically once she stepped into the hall of the empty mansion. The maheswaries have been to a dinner party while laksh will be late which gave her an opportunity to spend her whole day with her parents and sister. Sighing, she made her way to her room but froze as cool breeze hit her. Frowning, she turned to balcony and surprised seeing it open.
Cursing her amnesia, she closed it and walked to washroom after selecting green color dress, her favorite color, their favorite. When she returned dressing in it, a smile came on her lips thinking about the ways she could please her husband. Their argument they had the previous day didn’t give her a good sleep and so she is now standing infront of the stove frying gulab jamuns. Throught the cooking process she felt like someone is staring her but brushed off it just because she know how coward she is.
Its almost eight, when she finished with the whole dinner for two of them. She then strolled to her bedroom lazily with a stupid satisfied smile plastered on her.
From the day she dreamed about anusha and laksh, the only thing that kept running in her mind is that does she really love laksh? There is nothing in him that she can loathe. He is funny at the same time serious, perfectly knows everything about her mood and behaves according to it which made her like him. If she still says that he is the same person she sketched, then she will be the wrong person. Though she didn’t get an opportunity to sense his intensity of love but she can imagine it by the way he thought of ending his life for family. Would it be really hard for her to love him?
‘Did you forget that he is a divorcee?’ her mind immediately asked her but this time, ragini didn’t nod her head for it.
‘Hell with your second’ her heart scolded
‘are you just blind to see his love for you ragini? Don’t you think it’s foolish to consider that he shared his feelings when you are his future. What has happened has happened. It is past, his past, your past and you are torturing and punishing yourself and him too for that phase which cannot be reversed or erased. Don’t be so foolish ragini. Try to accept this before the relation goes out of your way’ her inner goodness came into picture which remained silent for years.
Ragini pursued her lips thinking and analyzing the information. The only thing that always bothered her is laksh still loves her or might anusha will be a barrier for them because laksh is still feeling uncomfortable whenever something happens which reminds her. She just doesn’t want her to be their barrier.
Sighing deeply, she caressed the ‘r’ locket in her hand which she decided to gift her husband in her teens. A smile came to her lips for the memory of the day where she fought with swara like a child.

Two strong warms came to wrap her waist and she stilled. The warmth of the hands and the body which is plastered to back of hers increased her breathing along with heart beat. The warm breathe fanning her neck released a knot of butterflies in her stomach. Without protesting, she stood rooted to place savoring the moment with her husband.
Ragini closed her eyes when the grip on her waist became tight. His every touch is awakening some foreign feelings in her but that felt so right at the moment. Her inner sides relaxed because laksh forgave her for being rude.
Ragini: laksh
She murmured with still eyes closed in escasty. Suddenly, he left her and ragini immediately opened her eyes for lack of contact. She turned back listening some glass item break. Her eyebrows touched her hairs seeing the person.
Ragini: what are you doing here rahul?
Ragini screamed just to hide her fear because of his bloodshot red eyes. Rahul smiled humourlesslely.
Rahul: laksh! laksh! and laksh!. Why ragini?
Ragini: what do you mean by why rahul. He is my husband.
Rahul: if everythinmg was good, I would have been in his place. Why did you do that?
Ragini shook her head, crossing her arms.
Ragini: how did you get in?
Rahul: get……in!
He staggered towards her with a fore finger on his chin. Ragini sensed threat.
Rahul: i..dont..know
He purred and pinned her to the wall. It is then she smelled alcohol in his breath
Ragini: you are drunk!?
Rahul: answer me!
He completely pinned her to the wall by his body and his hands gripped her wrists, breaking bangles there.
Ragini: get off me rahul
She struggled but he simply ignored her.
Rahul: you said that you will marry me when I will be back with a good job. Then why?
Tears came to her eyes for his rough handling.
Ragini: please rahul. I just said that to manipulate you
Rahul shook his head and brought his lips to her ear
Ragini: I thought my girl was different from everyone, She will surely wait for my return but..ughh you proved that you are the same one who just plays with a man’s feelings.
Ragini: i..i..
Rahul placed his finger on her lips silencing her.
Ahul: my mother died six months back. I felt alone…alone that you can’t imagine my emotional status but do you know who stood beside me?
Ragini gulped and offered silent prayers asking him to leave her.
Rahul: you
He spatted

Rahul: it was you ragini..your words, your smile, your scent and your promise. Everything gave became a light in my darkness. I thought you would become my family after….
She felt sad listening about his mother’s death. Surely, she never loved him but he was a brilliant person with a good heart apart from being obessed with her and she didn’t want him to feel pained.
Rahul: but what did you do? Married someone here and enjoying your life by ruining mine..two years ragini..two freaking years. There wasn’t a moment that passed without thinking about you but..
Ragini: rahul..look you are nott..
Before she could complete her sentence, rahul lifted her up in the air and threw her on the bed. Without giving a chance for her to escape, he climbed on top of her effectively pinning her to the mattresses. The whole situation brought tears to ragini’s eyes. She know that this is wrong but doesn’t have the strength to fight with him.
Rahul: I will make everything right ragini. From now, you will be my princess..only mine.
Ragini turned her face away from him, blocking by her hands that are infront of her face. Rahul let a groan of frustration and pinned them to her sides.
Ragini: rahul..no!
A sob escaped her lips but she is helpless now. He is predator and she is his prey. Alcohol really turns a human into wild animal and she doesn’t have the strength to tame him. She is one of that helpless woman letting the devil in front of her to consume her and be the worst nightmare for rest of her life.

Credit to: sree harini


    • Sree harini

      I too wish the way you do dear but you must wait for next episode. I am still writing it but my fingers are aching..so possibly by tomorrow afternoon, it will uploaded.

  1. Ani

    I think Laksh will come and save her and this incident will have a great impact on their life… Waiting for the nxt episode… Update soon pls…

    • Sree harini

      This incident will really have a great impact on ragini but again, think out of the box ani.

  2. Nisha Malik

    OMG ???? A very nice update completely awesome update ?? Did Ragini get rapped?? Please noo please make Laksh come there on time and save her please don’t let her get rapped ?? BUT an superb update love this update ??

    • Sree harini

      Any question about ragini is next update. So please wait till then. Thankyou for appreciation nisha..I guess you were a silent reader.

      • Nisha Malik

        Okay I will wait till next update. Yeah I was a silent reader
        I have started to post my ff. Can’t wait for next update

  3. S priya

    Omg plz make laksh come nd save ragini…but feeling bad fr rahul also….but he shuld let her go….make rahul understand tis…

    • Sree harini

      Oh god..I wanted someone yo feel bad for rahul and you did it Priya…no comments on ragini.

  4. Prateeksha

    O. M. G, no words to describe. It’s really awesome as usual. Waiting eagerly for next episode ☺

  5. Krithi

    Update fast yaar can’t wait to read what happens next!!!!!
    Loved it

    • Sree harini

      Will try dear..it’s just that my health is not helping but next two updates will be a treat.

  6. Tuba(RagLakian)

    Omg This was Awesome Sree! I loved it. So finally Laksh realized his love for Ragini. And that Idiot Rahul Arghh I hate him!
    How could he do that. I just hope Laksh comes back home early and bangs tht Rahul and Ragini hugs him and then their confession Ohhhhh I can imagine tht scenario now only.
    And hows your health Darling?? Waiting for the next part!

    • Sree harini

      Oh yeah. Laksh realized everything now.haha..I will show you some other scenario dear. Just wait.
      My health is good now.

  7. OMG!!i was waiting from morning for this ff….

    What is this now??What will happen??Will rahul destroy her married life and her dignity too??No this can’t happen..

  8. Ashu

    Hey sree!! I’m a great fan of ur writings, and I read all ur ff’s!! I just love ur writing!

    I don’t know if u have read my comment on acceptance page, I was a lil late in commenting!! If u haven’t read it, pls do read it!!

    Cmg to this ff and this epi, u r seriously awesome!! Seriously, u r too gd at describing their feelings, and awesome at keeping suspense. I loved the part when laksh warns rahul, and then ragini, hw mch tym she takes to trust laksh. I knw its difficult for her, bt still!! I just hope Sanskaar puts some sense in that stupid brain of laksh! And I hope bth of them realise their feelings nw. This idiot rahul is really obsessed with her. Nw laksh has to cme and save ragini, I jst hope he cmes at d right tym.

    Hw is ur health nw? Pls take care…u can give updates later, when u r fit and fine!! I knw I can’t wait fr ur ff, bt I can’t let u compromise on ur health.

    Love you sree..tc♥♥♥

    • Sree harini

      I have read your comment on acceptance dear and really overwhelmed.

      Your entire description made me laugh but I loved it too.

      I will try to give the update tonight…love you too.

  9. Aashi

    Just awesome….and I know…..ragini would be saved so no worries!;..?

    How’s you dear?
    How’s your health?

    Loads of lovr<3
    Upload soon!?

    • Sree harini

      You are very good at giving orecap but just wait for that dear.

      I am good and my health is good now.started recovering from weakness too.

      Love you too.

  10. swathi

    I am speechless dear..I guess laksh will come..anyways eagerly waiting for your next episodes…. love u dear…

  11. Sreeji

    Plz dont say tht rahul did somethng to ragini…She is not a weak women..Bring laksh at ryt plz…Dnt let anythng happn to her

  12. Ammu

    Superb superb superb episode dear. I hope laksh will come and save ragini. Eagerly waiting for next episode. Plz try update next part soon and take care

  13. PP

    Awesome Superb Fabulous episode
    Please laksh should save Ragini on time
    Waiting for the next one……
    How ur health now See?

  14. Sree harini

    Omg!! I am getting tired Now replying you all. Must sleep very badly, so will reply to you all tomorrow morning

    And one more thing, a small awareness. So don’t take me wrong.

    When a scene like ragini getting rapped is given, majority of the comments asked laksh to save him and I was disappointed because inspite of thinking broadly, deep inside out hearts, we are still expecting a man to save her instead of ragini helping herself. What all I wanted to say is the idea of a man saving us will make us weak. So never think that way because we women are more powerful than them

    Just think once…sorry if offended because I didn’t mean that.

    • Ashu

      Hey sree!! U r right, I agree with u!! I knw I hoped laksh wld cme, but what u said is true!! Ragini shld save herself!! Women shouldn’t be dependent on men for their safety, and for tht matter, not on anything…they shld stand on their feet whatever the reason may be!!

  15. Mamu

    Dear sree hope you are fine now . Please don’t stress yourself…get well soon….and enjoyed this part also..

  16. sanchami

    Sss I too agree with u sree harini but plz don’t bring anything wrong with ragini plz I beg u plzzzz………………

  17. Dev

    Hey sree…….nc convo n threat of sanlak n lucky respectively…..bt 2wards last it turned worse with rahuls obssession……
    Waiting for both ff …..
    Love u lots….tc….hugs….????

  18. Anayta

    Di ur seriously awesome. …..
    U nailed it. ……I was waiting noooo craving 2 read ur ff plz update regularly. ….an humble request…….

  19. Akriti

    Omg I was holding my breath while reading the last para. I just hope laksh comes in time n saves ragini from that rahul. Sanskar n laksh convo was Nicely written I just loved the u have explained seconde love. N I hope after this rahul incident laksh will confess his love for ragini. Plz more raglak scene. Can’t wait for the next part. Plz update it soon.

  20. Neha

    Gosh gosh gosh no no no sree don’t make ragini give up no she isn’t trying atleast OK he’s strong but what she can gather her courage too any girl doesn’t give up easily without trying and as you said he was a good man only obsessed with ragini if he’s really good he’ll also regret after gaining his senses….. So and yeah laksh should be here to support and save her too…

    It’s just that I don’t want anything happen to ragini fight back girl don’t make him win over you giving up… Sree how are you now??

    • Sree harini

      You are the one to observe that she didn’t try to save herself…so there is more story.
      I am good dear.

  21. Ruhani

    I’m so happy sree to see u n ur ff.. I hav been waiting for this since ages lol..! Anyways coming to the epi it was Mindblowing as usual aww laksh loves ragini i hope ragini gives him the love n affection he deserves n open up everything to him… Felt really very bad for Rahul but wht to do he is so obsessed with her I really doesn’t have any idea wht is gonna happen nxt so will wait for it fingers crossed

  22. How r harini?
    I too agree with u y should also a man to protect a woman when wherever r everytime we ask a equal right with men but if it about protect means we want them help need of it & with our strength willpower we have try to save ourselve… But in this I like rahul ya I really feel very pity for his condition coz his love was true & other may say that obsessed he was but I feel not if when it compare to hero that will b true & other will b madness r obsessed not fair dear why not laksh is also truely loved anu still he exclaim that he sincere to his love then now he love ragini that also generous.. am expecting the next part rahul himself stop doing his act by his drunken status get fall asleep.. he say her back 1mnth but always he just reminding her about her promise not more than that but this time when drunken without his knowledge he gone to do that so make him fall down & make ragini escape from his grip.. u told that this scene make raglak great impact means but this ragini fears getting high & but this she feel only laksh presence r embrace will make her relax..
    But one thing am sure if laksh saw rahul in his bedroom by any posture if good r bad also he dead man..
    coz already laksh warned him I Dnt Wat will happened…

    • Sree harini

      I just loved your POV and I too think the same way and its the reason that I am trying my best to make my readers feel bad about rahul.

      I loved your assumptions but just wait for the next episode. It will worth reading.

  23. aditi syam

    Omg plzzzxz don’t make her get raped plzzzzzz I also read a ff of ragini getting raped I am also feeling bad for rahul I know he had gone through quite a lot but he had to understand don’t get her raped plzzzzzzzzzzzzz I beg post asap will be waiting

  24. I love your ff !!! Its amazing! I was waiting for your ff! Today when I saw your ff on telly updates I was litteraly jumping. I am so happy. I think ragini will defend herself. She will stand for herself. People think that woman can not defend her self’s and they know just to cry but no womans are strong they can stand for their self and they don’t depend on men’s they can also be independent and strong !!!! BTW your ff is just wow I am big fan of your ff and your writing
    I hope you are alright now. How is your health? Are you fine? Take care!!! Lots of love and big hugs. Bye dear

  25. Hi Sree ,
    How r u ???
    Just came back after giving entrance exam of B.h.u.
    It was good.*Fingers crossed*
    I really missed u .
    Busy with stupid exams ,done with one today and two more there.
    Read both the episodes ( 20 &21) now and both of them r fantabulous.
    Loved it.
    Initially i felt bad for Rahul but last part was enough to turn all sympathy into hatred.
    Amazing work.
    Just hoping Laksh to arrive on time and to trust her.
    Locket part was quite surprizing from a practical like Ragini but i guess everyone is crazy and mad in their teens.
    Finally , love is in the air , unconfessed yet brewing up in tonnes .College restarted?????
    Sanskaar’s explanation about love was out of the box.
    How do u get such amazing ideas????
    Rahul has crossed all his limits.Waiting for Laksh to make a heroic entry and to beat the hell out of Rahul.
    Upload the next episode soon .
    Really pissed of with Sahil .Thogh i really like Anuj and i have been a fan of him since his first serial but still i am really not liking his intrusion in Swasan ‘s life.
    I really didn’t liked that rockstar part.Can’t swaragini makers give him some better get up , even i am not ok with his beard , just want him to get rid of it soon.I am not watching it now because i would end in tear seeing Sanakar and ofcuse then i have to bear a good lecture of mom about real and reel life .She leaves no stone unturned to tease me.
    R u liking the current track???
    I am looking forward to Swara’s arrival in mm.
    Have u seen the room decorated by Sanskar for Swara???
    It’s so beautiful.
    Love u.

    • Neha

      Needhi bhu entrance wow that’s superb I’ve once visited its campus and it’s really worth watching dear….
      So you’re too not watching SR I’m glad there is someone who is matching my views otherwise whenever I tell this ppl say have patience…. I too don’t like sanky’s rockstar image but beard look I can go for it for sometime….

      The room is beautifully decorated yaar with brown background blue is changed to brown… Must say he did a grand welcome for her CVS showed one thing very beautifully the importance of swara in San’s life but its really heart wrenching listening khooni from swara for sanskar…..

      How are you doing??

      • I am fine yaar and how r you???
        I never visited B.h.u but have heard a lot about it.
        I read in some fiction that u r planning to pursue M.Sc. from there ,it would be really nice if we both end up there.
        Preparing for two more B.Sc. entrances for Isobella Thoburn College and National P.G. college.Have u heard of these colleges ?????
        I read somewhere that u r staying in Kanpur.
        Omg !!! We r neighbours .Have u ever been to Lucknow????
        Sanskar ‘s love is always special and full of surprizes , that’s why love the guy to bits.U know what ,i was thinking why didn’t they showed ml track for Sanskar instead of Swara but my conscience answered me by saying Sanskar can never forget Swara even in Amnesia….lol Crazy me , placing a fictional character’s love above all diseases and biological effects but i really don’t want Sanskar to suffer.

      • Neha

        Yeah needhi you got it correct I’m planning for doing MSc from either BHU or crack JAM…… Well yes I’m right now in Kanpur never been to Lucknow college planned once but couldn’t make it out but bhu I’ve visited once with my college mates during vacation as we didn’t wanted to return home soon so just a random visit but we loved the atmosphere…….

        You’re planning for bsc wow but what abt jee alas I don’t know abt the other colleges but yeah national p.g. college I’ve once checked its info on site but as you know I was determined for engineering so I didn’t paid much attention but now JAM or BHU are my motto

        You’re correct sanskar can never forget swara even in amnesia and CVS also know that swara can’t portray the emotions so well as sanskar is doing so they planned like this…. Look helly is wonderful but I’m more a vk holic than anyone and he is superb just outstanding in his way….

        Sree don’t be sorry for not being on fb u know I joined fb in mid of 12th where my every friend has spent their 3years on it and even my fb account wasn’t created by me just before 1st semester my friends took me to computer lab and made me make fb account so it’s not a thing to worry much….
        Well are you on any social networking site like hangout wechat anything….. Just give a answer don’t feel sorry for these things they need correct time and be glad that you’re not they attract much

    • Sree harini

      Hey needhi dear….

      More two exams??? I always pray that your wishes get fulfilled. All the best dear.

      I missed you so much needhi and just seeing your emblem here made me grin

      I will make you feel pity for rahul again dear.I just wanted to make rahul as a good one because always hero can’t be good the rest bad.

      Exactly, everyone will be crazy at their peaks in teens..lol. I don’t want to make ragini some ideal person.

      Love is in air and the aroma is really good. Clg will reopen in second week and I am planning to complete my writing Part of both ff’s let’s see.
      Amazing ideas!! Oh girl, we both are from same school when it comes to this type of topics.

      I too have stopped watching SR. It has really become unbearable now. Rock star!! Lol. I have seen vk’s attire and he is not at all good looking. But I like sahil because the character has some reality in them unlike laksh acting dumb always and Swara being mahan.

      I am just watching swasan scenes that too for sanskar. The room is really good except those lights..I mean who will decorate tgeur bedroom with lights. That’s chicle but I loved vk’s expressions on it.

      Love you needhi and feeling sad for not being a part of fb..

  26. Sree harini

    Omg..these many comments with love..oh my…but I am weak today so will try to update today..and yeah I must reply to you all too…

    Needhi dear…love you?

  27. Sree harini

    Hell….I have replied to everyone but nothing got posted..ugghh..I am so sorry now dear friends. Will meet in the next update.

  28. Sree harini

    So, here is the news…I will update next paer tomorrow. Actually I must edit it but for some odd reasin, I felt very lazy today and slept almost all the time. So I will edit it and then update..


  29. Prateeksha

    Dear sree harini,
    I’m a regular commenter of your ff. Actually roshni has met with an accident and is in ice. She got injury on her head. But don’t worry she is safe. But can’t able to comment for 1/2 months. Her sister sanjana had given the full information about her in edkv 2 June 16 comment section. She informed in my ff also. She said that she forgot your ff name. So asked me to pass the message. If you have seen this comment please inform me in my ff comment section. My ff name is swaragini – a love so pure can never be explained ch-19

  30. Sree harini

    I know…I know that I am not worth of getting apologized because I couldn’t keep my promise and that’s because of my stupid drugs I mean medicines that are given to treat my paralysis.

    They are too mild and I sleeping like a freak. I am so sorry friends but i will surely make your waiting worth.

    Please forgive me!!

    And I hope roshini gets well soon because I know how it will be living in hospital. And prateeksha….I will surely read your fiction dear. Love you.

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