RagLak- Ready to breakup-episode 12 (Ragini POV)

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Ready to break up… Ragini POV.

Laksh… Laksh… Laksh… this name was disturbing me since six months. I was a fun going happy girl. But, he mr. LAKSH came to spoil that happiness.

“You are a feminist..!” Whole college has given me this name. I have especially joined in women’s college to escape stupid proposals and heck problems with boys. Me, my studies and my family is only important to me. I care nothing more than that.

I always give speeches in college… “get married only after education…! Get a job.. then marry..!!” Bcz, I know, our lives are not like the ffs, stories we read or movies we see. In reality, no love stories exist. People love only our money..! Financial independence is must for a girl..!!

But, it doesn’t mean I hate marriages or boys. I have respect on weddings. I have respect on some men like our freedom fighters who struggled for women education like Raja Ram mohan roy, Kandukuri veereshalingam… etc.

As every girl…even I felt to get married grandly, celebrate it with josh. Even I dreamt about would be… but never expected getting married suddenly before my studies..!!

It’s because of parvati.. my dadi.. emotionally black mailed me to get married. Bcz, she want to see my marriage b4 something happens to her.. my whole family declared a emotional war on me… My family is my weakness and strength.. so agreed. Then Laksh entered into this Ragini’s life..!!

I tried to explain him everything and start our life later…but he tried to force..!!
I banged his head shocking everyone and myself too… but he is my husband… I don’t want to leave him.. I just wanted to teach him a lesson. But he, gave twist of divorce. I agreed out of ego..!

Then… the way he took care of me made me realized how sweet he is..! He arranged light for my study. Explained whole unit of a subject that night.. really made me to fall for him a little. But he… kissed in my college..!! Is he idiot..!?? I want to twist his neck there itself. But, he again made me soft with his kind behavior.

I asked him to take out.. so that I will become calm. I don’t want to harm him. That doesn’t mean I have love on him right now. I’m just liking him…

What is he up to??? He really loves me..? Or have only wishes on me..? But, I got one point. If he is my side… I felt as top of world. I got a nice friend..

Friend…?

Yes… I started liking him as a friend.. what’s wrong if I like my husband as my friend..? Every love has first step called friendship though…

I can’t lose him. She is a foolish girl who will lose him. I just locked him again saying friend which confused him. He was upset with me. I’m ready to face his anger. After all, I like him.. as a friend…

I became very desperate with his ignorance. I wanted to show him that I was angry as he was ignoring me. I foolishly went inside that olden fort as I like. Then he again saved me there….

The each kick he was giving to those goons is showing his love on me than anger on them. The concern in his eyes… the depth of his beats… he can’t tolerate if something happens to me…
Ragini…Ragini…what’s happening to you..?? My mind started shouting. That mind was melted by heart’s warm feelings… I’m I falling for him..?? May be…

I don’t know what happened later… but morning when I woke up and saw myself like that… I felt he cheated me. He betrayed my feelings…!! How can he do this..! I just thought on my side… slapped him hard..!!!

But, I have done blunder sin..! He was noble. That was all my dream….!!!

I know, he was hurt a lot. One sorry can’t make him feel ok..!

I want to fall on his feet and say sorry.. but he was not even looking at me..! He has ignored me even more than an enemy..!! This was depressing a lot..

Laksh… he was really a noble soul. If any other man is there in his place, situation would have been different… it’s bcz it’s Laksh… I’m fine. It’s only bcz of Laksh… I’m happy again…
He is gentle man… he is indeed a great man…

Yeah… he has filled in my heart completely…!!! Laksh is mine..!! He is mine..!!

Bcz I started loving him, only because of that I can dream about him like that…

I tried to make him laugh and make him happy again doing some crazy things in car… but he became mad again..!

I just want to tell him… hug him tightly and shout….

I want to lock myself in your embrace..
I want leave my breath in your lap..
I want to live forever at ur feet…
I want my hand in ur hand forever,..

I LOVE YOU LAKSH…!!!!

It was already a week that we talked with each other. I never thought I would fell for a boy this much..! And, it is not wrong falling for him.. falling for such a boy like him..!!

If I say this now.. he won’t believe me. But, I have decided to say today whatever it is..!!
With Uttara, me and him went for shopping… and suddenly we are surrounded by goons..!!

What will happen now..??

To be continued…..