I know you all might be feeling like killing me but think about yourself You will not look good behind bars so please forgive me?? but not my fault I had my exams of RBSE board so was not able to write …..
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So here is the link of Previous epi …
Sanskar was sitting outside OT all broken
His love his life is inside fighting with death ….. This thought itself is so piercing his face drowned in tears ….. His eyes were tearing with each passing second but it was less than the pain he is feeling inside ….. His heart is bleeding ….. Drowning in his own guilt ….. Yes GUILT …. He was guilty …. He cursed himself badly for her state
Sanskar monologue – IT is all my fault, she is in this condition just because of me that .. That bullet was meant for me but … She took it ….. It was all my fault I was only adamant to go with her n now look what happened ….
His thoughts paused listening to loud sounds
He looks in front with the blur vision of his eyes only to find arjun shouting on doctors …..
He sighed …. He didn’t has any power left to calm arjun ….
He slowly moved towards the glass window ….. His Swara was lying there attached with many wires …. He closed his eyes tightly in pain with two heavy tears rolls down his cheek ….
‘She can’t leave me’
He whispers in a choked voice ….
Not able to stand on his knees anymore he slowly sat down taking support of wall
Ranjhan dhoondhan main chaleya
Ranjhan mileya naa ye…
Jigraan vichon agan laga ke Rabba
Laqeeran vich likh di judaai
He remembers him meeting with her when she was singing …. Her voice melodious … Still that song ringing in his ears
Kho gaya, gum ho gaya
Waqt se churaya tha jo
Apna banaya tha..
Ho tera, woh mera
Saath nibhaaya tha jo
Apna banaya tha..
He remembers all the time they both shared together … In classroom …. Her house …. The time when she fell on him …. The very first day he was able to feel her
**Chadariya jheeni re jheeni
Chadariya jheeni re jheeni
Aankhein bheeni ye bheeni ye bheeni
Yaadein jheeni re jheeni re jheeni
He getting to know about her being queen IT shocked him to core but still he didn’t cared about it because he already have her his heart his soul ….
Aisa bhi kya milna, saath hoke tanha
Aisi kyun sazaa humne hai paayi, Ranjhana ve
Phir se mujhe jeena, tujhpe hai marna
Phir se dil ne di hai ye duhaai, Saajnaa ve
Laqeeron pe likh di kyun judaai..**
He cries silently keeping his head down …. He never imagined to see Swara in this state …. All the silent promises he made to himself about saving Swara are lying broken today …..
Few more years found there way from his eyes as he remember her lying in pool of blood
Gair sa hua khud se bhi, na koi mera
Dard se karle chal yaari, dil ye keh raha
Kholun jo baahein, bas gham ye simat rahe hain
Aankhon ke aage lamhe ye kyun ghat rahe hain
Jaane kaise koi sehta Judaaiyaan.
His eyes turns red n fingers clenched in a tight fist as his mind starts to think about her baseless words she said to him few hours ago
Now I have to leave
Chadariya jheeni re jheeni
Chadariya jheeni re jheeni
Aankhein bheeni ye bheeni ye bheeni
Yaadein jheeni re jheeni re jheeni
He stood up immediately wiping his wet face with his hands
Sanskar determined – I can’t fall weak …. I know nothing will happen to Swara ….. She will be alright …. She have to be
He stood there gazing at the red light ….
After about an hour finally it went off
As soon as doctor appears sanjun ran to him
Sanskar – how is Swara
Arjun – she is alright na
Both were in there panic mode ….
Doc – calm down both of you
Sanskar glared him with blood shot eyes
Arjun angrily – do hell with your calm down just tell me how is Swara
Doctor gets afraid seeing there angry faces ….. He gulps
Doc – we have taken out the bullet from her back but …… He stammers
Sanskar – but what
Doc – we will be able to tell exactly about her condition when she gets conscious
Saying this he left from there hurridly
Arjun bangs his hand on side wall
Arjun – blo*dy doctor
Sanskar calmly – relax arjun she will be fine …..
Arjun looks at him then nods his head
Sanskar sighed n moves inside her ward
His legs froze looking at her tired pale face ….. She was not deserving this …. She damn deserves happiness not this pain …….. He walks slowly towards her n sits beside her on stool
He lovingly caress her hair before planting a soft kiss full of love on her forehead
He remember her confession ….. Those magical words he waited to hear from so long ….. He wanted her to confess her love but obviously not like this …..
He smiled sadly and roof her tight hand between his palms ….
Sanskar – Swara please wakeup it is hurting me seeing you like this ….. We have out full life ahead …. Our love story didn’t even start ….. You have me hope, confessed your feelings then How can you leave me in middle n go ….. No no you are alright you are just punishing me for irritating you na but I promise I will never do anything which you don’t like but please open your eyes Swara ….. Please …… His voice choked ….. Breathing became heavy …… Many unwanted tears flowed from his eyes blurring his vision
It’s breaking him ….. His heart
Seeing his love his Swara like this …..
Guilt again filled his heart n mind when his eyes fell on the bandage across her left shoulder …..
He moved his hands a little to caress it but the stops in middle closing his eyes letting few tears found there way again from his eyes
Couldn’t able to handle more of this unbearable pain he ran from there
He left the ward as fast as he can without even turning back
Without even looking at her for once
He can’t handle his emotions anymore
Finally he stops in some lonely corridor
Falling on his knees he cried his heart out ….. His loud cries filled the empty path with sadness
Don’t know till how much time he sat there crying
Letting his pain flow in form of tears
His trance was broken by call
He takes out his mobile from pant pocket
Cursing the caller in his mind
He blinks his eyes several time to make his vision clear
But his eyes free wide seeing the caller id
He immediately got up wiping his tears before attending the call
Sanskar – arjun is everything alright …. Do you need something …. Is swara well …. Did she get conscious
He shoots question one after the other not even giving chance to the person to speak
With Our getting response he ask again ……. His heart was beating faster …..
Sanskar – speak up something arjun
The voice from other side made his heart filled with happiness
Person in weak voice – sanskar
Sanskar whispers – Swara
He instantly ran from there to her ward
He enters inside banging the door behind him
There was his Swara lying on bed looking at him with a small smile …..
His lips automatically curves seeing her blinking her eyes innocently ……
This is diff Swara ….. Not the one who hides herself with the mask of QUEEN but the real one
Unknown to him his legs starts moving towards her ……
Arjun who was about to enter inside looks at both of them who were busy starting each other lovingly thought to not disturb them so he left from there
Sanskar came near her ….
Both were lost in each other’s eyes …
Seeing her smiling all fine in front of him he couldn’t control anymore n hugged her tightly …..
Swara felt pain in her left shoulder but she kept quite n hugged him back ….. It was not only him but she also wants to feel him …. Feel the love for herself which she longed for past 15 years ….. Mostly wants him near her because she was tired ….. Tired of pushing him away from her when the truth is that she also loves him back …..
She whispers his name in low tone
Swara – sanskar …..
Her voice brings him back to reality
He quickly separate himself from her n looks at her worried
Sanskar panics – I’m sorry Swara I didn’t knew how ….. I just ….. I’m sorry ….. I again hurt you ….. You could have told me na …. I’m really sorry ……..
Swara was now fed up of his sorry
He was he having like he was caught doing some crime
She held his color in her tight hand n pulled him with all her force causing him to almost lie on her
Before he could understand what just happened swara placed her rosy lips on his rough ones
Sanskar was shocked with her this sudden act
both could able to feel some electric sparks shiver run down their spines…a different feeling was growling in their stomach
He was in a shocked dream. He closed his eyes in case the dream shouldn’t break.
she was sucking his lower lip very and so gently.,
He felt like this was a sheer torture to him.
He came into senses when Swara bites his lower lip
She was about to break the kiss but he held her tightly by waist n starts to reply her back
it was gentle yet slow kiss…With feeling each other’s lips…. As time passes …..With more engrossing in his actions Sanskar turned kiss into needed one…both of them lose their senses and was kissing each other more passionately…their lips were moulded perfectly on each other…tasting its essence with their tongues…After some couple of minutes they broke the kiss panting heavily
both rested their foreheads against one another with breathing more heavily..,
And after getting somewhat relax Sanskar pulled Swara into bone crushing hug with kissing on her neck
Swara also respond him back
Swara (pulling sanskar more close into hug) – I love you so much
Sanskar smiles listening her but still does not reply
Swara gets annoyed seeing him silent
She pulled herself back from hug n looks at him with a pout
Swara – you are so bad ….. Dont have minimum manners reply back
Sanskar smiles grew wider
He pecks her pout n gets up from her
Swara also tried sitting while he helped her making her comfortable by placing pillow on her back
He also sat beside her on bed facing her
Sanskar – I’ll take my revenge now
Swara confused – revenge
Sanskar – yup baby I also said i love you to you so many times but you never replied back now it’s payback time my dear
He winks at her
Swara – huh! Such a devil you are
Sanskar face color changes hearing her but he composes himself not letting her to notice
But how can our Swara let it go
She smirks seeing him
Swara innocently – what happened sanskar you look worried
Sanskar – no nothing like that Swara you take rest I’ll just come
He avoids eye contact with her n was about to get up when Swara held his hands stopping him
Swara – ary why so hurry inspector ops sorry DEVIL
She laid stress on last word
Sanskar – stop calling me like that Swara
Swara sadly – but I thought it is your name
Sweat forms on sanskar forehead
Sanskar fumbling – Swara ….. Wh….what …… Are ….. You saying
Small smile forms on her lips but she quickly hides it
Swara – sanskar how can you forget your name n when it is so famous in underworld Mr devil (shock right ? wait for more)
He immediately looks at her shockingly
Sanskar – how do you
Swara smiles – let me remind you if you are famous as devil in underworld for you kindness n smartness then I’m also not less than you ….. After all I’m the great queen famous for her heartless n ruthlessness
Sanskar – so you knew every thing
Swara shrugs her shoulders – truly saying it was fun playing with you Mr devil
Sanskar – Swara stop calling me that I hate to hear it from your mouth
Swara – fine but tell me truth about your this inspector avtar ……
Before he could speak
Door opens with a bang n two person come inside
Person – I will answer this question
Swara smiles looking at them while sanskar whispers which was only audible to Swara
Sanskar – kebab me haddi
Swara glared him n turns towards person Swara – arjun manik don’t tell me you knew about it
Manik – di I’m innocent I told them to tell you the truth but jiju didn’t listen to me
Swara looks at sanskar angrily while he was already looking at her innocently
Arjun – actually Swara he saw you three years before in some singing competition n from then he was following you he was just seeking for an opportunity to come close to you so when we made plan about you joining that college I told him so that he can ….. I’m sorry
Swara casually – I knew this I just want you three to confess your truth on your own …… N arjun manik I seriously didn’t expect that you both will do such thing …… Atleast you could have trusted me once
arjunik bows there head down
Sanskar – it’s not like this Swara ….. He just want to get you back from darkness …… You were killing yourself in this revenge game just that’s why he helped me
Sanskar continued explaining there pov
But Swara mind stop on one word revenge
Only one thing comes in her mind her papa …..
All the times she spend with him
A lone tear escape from her eye
She looks at trio with blue image n said
Swara blankly – just leave me alone …..
Trio looks at her in pain
Sanskar curses himself for reminding her about her past ….. About the worst nightmare of her life
He was about to say something when Swara stops him showing her hand
Swara – I want to be alone for sometime
Saying this she again laid down in bed closing her eyes
Sanskar sighs n looks at arjunik
Trio leaves the room
As soon as they left Swara opens her eyes tears continuously flowing from her eyes
Swara crying – why you left me dad ….. Was I that bad ….. Look what I have become now …. ..
She close her eyes n remember all her ruthless behaviour towards people ……
Swara – I know they were blo*dy voulters but how can you leave your shona your princess between them was it so easy for you
She again closes her eyes
Picture of her father body hanging from fan comes in her mind
Swara – look I punished all your culprits …… That raj malhotra tortured you just because you were going to expose his illegal drugs feeling activities right …. Now he got what he deserves but did I deserve to live alone …… Broken voice …… I didn’t knew you were so weak dad …. Was killing yourself better option for you
She lost all her control on herself n now was crying very bitterly
She felt a hand on her shoulder
She looks at her right n found sanskar standing there
She immediately hugged him from his waist n started sobbing
Even he didn’t stop her n let her give up on the pain she was holding in her heart from past fifteen years
After sometime when she became some what calm he broke the hug n cupped her face
Sanskar while sipping her tears – sshh now no more crying enough now …..
Swara looks at him by blinking her swollen eyes ro get clear view of him
Sanskar smiles at her innocent act n thinks to lighten the mood …..
Sanskar – vaise I didn’t thought that the great QUEEN is actually a cry baby …..
Swara hits his chest n pouts
Swara – I’m not a cry baby you stupid idiot devil
Sanskar pecks her pout n hugs her tightly
Sanskar – I love you my dear queen
Swara – I love you more ny devil
Sanskar smiles listening her
When suddenly someone shouts near them
WE LOVE YOU BOTH
Swasan looks at arjun n manik who were standing in front of them with a wide grin ……
Swasan smiled looking at each other conveying there pious love for each other through eyes
Finally I completed my very first ss all credit to your support with our or I don’t think it would have happened
Love you all so much
Now one more thing I will post my other ss ” In the end all I really want to hear is….I love you” by tomorrow …..