PROMISE ME….YOU’LL NEVER FALL IN LOVE WITH ME
[The ff will be in Kunj’s voice or in narrator’s voice..when I’d need to show both of their perspectives…I am reintroducing Kunj’s Voice]
Chapter 6# With Love
I woke up and found myself on the hospital bed…with an IV…I pulled that IV off and got up the bed…the nurse came to stop me…the doctor too…
“I need to go to my Twinkle… Let me go”.. I said
“.. Mr.Sarna…You aren’t well..you better take rest..”.. The doctor insisted
” No..I am fine…I just need to be with My twinkle..”..I said & rushed out of the room.
I was at her house…the maid stopped me from entering… But A middle aged man..probably Twinkle’s father let me in..
I went up to Twinkle’s Room..
I stood at the door …my heart cried on seeing her lying on the bed..with closed eyes with machines around her bed…she opened her eyes
“..Kunj…”.. She breathed ..a tear escaped from her eye..I rushed to her and..gently wiped her tears..sitting on a chair beside..
” sshush..don’t cry..I hate tears in your eyes.. “.I said..
” that’s why you keep them in your eyes? “..she said looking at me faintly.
” I told you to go away naa..why did you came here Kunj..why? “..She cried.
“.. And I told you..that you can never lie to me…and you don’t cry okay ..I know everything.. You don’t need to hide anything”… I said cupping her face ..
She tried to sit..
” twinkle.. Be careful “..I made her sit properly and keeping the pillow behind her..
” Kunj..Kyu aaye ho yahaan?..kyu…kyu mere liye sab chod ke jaana mushkil bana rahe ho…jao naa…main tumhe nahi chodna chahti…kyu aaye ho meri life main jeene ki vajah BANKE kyu…kyu …”..she started to beat me lightly on my chest…
“Twinkle..”… I hugged her tight..as if there’s no tommorow.. She wrapped her arms around my chest..and rested her head on my chest…
We were lost in each other’s embrace… I felt my shirt getting a bit wet…I parted and cupped her face.
“I told you na..don’t cry…pls…”…I wiped her tears
” I want to live Kunj…I want to live for you..I want to live because of you Kunj…I want to live with you…Kunj..I don’t want to die..I want to be with you…”..she cried..
“I..won’t.. Let you die …”.. I hugged her again.
The house maid came with soup for Twinkle..
“Its your time to take meds ..let me make you have this and then your meds”.. She said.
“.. May I?..”.. I asked forwarding my hand towards the tray…she smiled and gave it to me before going out.
“Come..let me feed you…I know..bohot tasty nahi..but still..khana toh padega..varna takat kahaan se aayegi?”.. I said trying to lighten her mood…she smiled a bit and said..” Tum saath ho na…aur kisi baat se fark nahi padta sivaye ki jald hi main tumhe…”..I stuffed that spoon of soup into her mouth not letting her comeplete..
“Kya kar rahe ho…?”
“Faltu baton ko ignore..”… I said making her drink the soup..I can feel a continuous gaze on me..
” ohkay…ab main itna hot bhi nahi ki tum mujhe is haalat main bhi loot lo…”
She smiled a bit..”tumhe aisi situations main bhi mazaak soojhte hain?”..she said..
“Tumhari smile se zyaada kuch important ho sakta hai kya?”… I said..” Chalo..now have your medicine “..I gave her meds…she slowly lied on my arm..I cupped her face..she dosed off soon…I made her lie on bed properly.. And covered her with the blanket… I tried to get up…but she was holding my hand in sleep too…a tear rolled down my cheek..I wiped it off before kissing her forehead..I held her hand with both of my hands..just then I saw Twinkle’s father entering silently into the room…
I looked at him in a thankful manner..he came to me…patted my shoulder with love and went..I was happy!…
I looked at Twinkle.. Its true that why had God created gaps between fingers is because so that Someone who is special for you can fill those gaps and hold your hands forever… I’ll never leave you nor will let you leave me..
I saw twinkle being disturbed a bit by the light.. I switched the lamp off…and didn’t realized when I too slept looking at her sleeping peacefully.. I just prayed that she wakes up tomorrow ?.
That’s all I have strength to write…I myself started crying writing this part..I’ve lost my Akku- someone really close to me..because of this same disease..and I wasn’t able to meet her the last time too…
Aah…??..I shouldn’t talk so Emotional …sorry…!
I hope that I was able to potray the emotions.. Coz I know that I am really very bad at writing sad parts… But still I am trying…
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Thanks to alllll to all those who have read and commented..?
This ff is approaching towards end…let’s pray that Kunj’s prayer gets fulfilled…
Will Twinkle wake?..