PKYEK- The Dark Love Story CONTINUES…..Episode 10

She finally reached it, the right place, after much sufferance though, but now she lay in his arms.

She wanted to see him, adore him all over again, hug him tightly, the way that he can’t pull away, he don’t go anywhere.

She wanted it all, but her bl**dy head caused the freaking pain, the ache which didn’t allow her to pull her eye lids up and find him, near her, for her.

She somehow managed to open them a bit but all the blurriness caused her much sufferings.

She could see a bit now.

She saw the ceiling but not him, she moved her head a bit to look around and found him gone.

Her features ached not because of the pain in the skull, but the pain, the truth caused in her heart. She felt vitiated and cheated by her own senses.

She couldn’t keep up now. Her tired eyes drooped again, with tears rolling down from the corners.

She thought she won’t survive, the pain was excruciating, but she wanted to, to search him, to curl him around her, to slap him, hit him, and then hug him to never leave him.

She heard a cry, someone called out for others and then she was losing it, even her hearing senses giving up at that.

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General POV

Misha saw her lying down, flat on the surface and her she turned stone, her feet turned rubbery but she was sensible enough to call for the others, before it was late.

The doctor was called immediately and she checked her.

After assessing her condition she informed that it’s because of the stress which she is taking, and also informed them that she needs complete mental and physical rest.
She called Piya’s father to a farther corner and said, “I know what’s worrying you now. But no need to worry about it. She will be fine. But yes of course, these days had been quiet heavy on her; she seemed to take lot of stress. Any serious issues bothering her?”

Arnab turned cold at that and replied, “nothing much. Surely I will sort it out.”

The doctor left. Piya was sleeping in the room, when Misha came in.

She looked at her and her eyes turned moist, and she blurts, “Why Piya? Why you always have to take it so critically. You shouldn’t be bothered after what I told you. Why do you hurt yourself so much and make me hate myself more. I can’t see you like this. But the truth would be intolerable for you if you get to know about Abhay. His Passion, his Penchant, his Proclivity, his Fervor, all of it which was only meant for you. These may be mere words to explain it. Wake up Piya I can’t see you like this. Think about him, how hurt he will feel. Abhay why did you do it to her?” and she holds Piya’s hand firmly.

She feels her fingers moving slightly, and wiped her tears hurriedly.

And rearranging her face she asked after seeing her opening her eyes slowly, blinking several times, “Are you fine now?”

“Where is he Misha?” Piya asked in a very weak and low voice.

Misha fumed in anger and said, “what the hell is the problem with you Girl? Why do you cause yourself all this trouble thinking day and night about him? Previously also you used to do the same and that’s why he also fe.., he ditched you mercilessly.”

She noticed a hurt expression on Piya’s face.

“Come on now cheer up you are fine, after worrying us so much. Papa would be so relieved after seeing you fine and fit.” Misha tries to end the topic there.

“And of course, now you will be back at your track, troubling me with silly questions and your boring jokes.” said Misha making an unreal sad face.

And Piya hit her lightly, and smiled a low one, “You would never change, right?”

“And who would call me Misha if I will ever change?” said Misha, making the environment lighter.

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Piya now recovered slightly, but was again lost in her thoughts when Arnab came and sat beside her without her noticing it.

He patted her shoulder and she turned to him surprised, and said, “Papa, when did you come in? Very sorry I didn’t notice you, I was just thinking something else.”

“Yeah it seems you don’t notice many things nowadays and are lost quiet much in thinking.” said Arnab.

“No Papa nothing like that. I was just…” Piya tried to explain.

“Just joking dear why are you getting tensed? I have told you not to take any stress, didn’t I? ” asked Arnab.

And Piya nodded her head in affirmation, and smiled a cheery one.

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Piya is alone in her room, listening to some light melody.

She closes her eyes and a picture comes to her mind.

She immediately flings them open.

She saw a face very familiar but couldn’t recognize it.

She slowly closes them again and this time she finds that it’s ABHAY.

She saw him come to the college.

Next she saw herself talking to Maya, and later saying that Abhay is not the one responsible for her situation.

She saw herself with Abhay dancing in the party, and him covering her tore dress with his palm.

She saw Abhay catch her before she falls, during the drama practice.

She saw him hugging her lightly, and his pained eyes.

She saw him stating that he would never let them arise again, pointing her tears.

She saw herself accusing Arnab for keeping it from everyone, feeling ashamed of accepting her as his daughter.

She saw Misha pushing her and her getting hurt.

She saw Abhay carrying her in his arms, crying more than she would have ever cried.

She saw herself hugging him when he seemed weak lying on the bed.

And finally she saw his whole face, his loving eyes and caring concern, which completed her once, but now is gone again.

She realized how skillfully, all the fake had been put forward, and she felt disgusted and irate, realizing that she believed it though.

She cursed herself that she didn’t love him enough to believe, like he did, or else she wouldn’t have had ever listened to those fake stories.

And with this her eyes flung open.
They were teary now.

Her gaze settled on the woods across the road, which time and again called her, to reveal the truth.

She felt hurt, because of herself. She felt vitiated realizing her own sister lied to her even though she knew how important it was to her, and how critical.

And soon she heard a voice calling her. Her expressions changed to a furious one.

She turned and almost shouted, “Why did you do It? Why? You wanted to kill me? I am right here in front of you. Better you had killed me rather lying to me. Because its killing me already part by part, bit by bit, whenever I realized that I distrusted my love, I cheated him doing it. Are you happy now, after causing all this sufferings to me? Are you done with your task or still there’s something left yet. If that’s so then you have the whole liberty to ruin it more, for the worse to take place. ”She ended exhausted.

Misha felt the ground slip under her feet.

Her feet turned rubbery. She couldn’t bear it, her hatred. But she believed she deserved it.

She didn’t try to explain, she just wanted to console her, to help her relieve her of the pain.

And she hated the fact that she could do nothing to help her.

She saw her breaking little by little once again. She couldn’t do anything, and it hurt her to the core.

She decided to move from there, as Piya needs a lot more time to overcome this, and she didn’t have an option.

But she was worried if it would cause her some trauma again, and would turn fatal. She was doubtful, but yet she left her to deal with herself and stiffen herself to deal with the rest as well.

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It was morning now; Piya didn’t budge from the bed since last evening after her convo with Misha.

Her eyes were swollen now; she had cried the whole night, whole heartedly. The flood which disturbed her from months now broke into tears, but now her eyes were dried up. No tears came out.

She was sitting unmoved when the gush of air entering through the open window refreshed her, moreover relieved her a bit.

She got up and her feet forwarded in the direction.

She heard a knock on the door but didn’t answer. It was there again, and she replied irritated, “I don’t want anything but privacy for a while. Can I ask for it?”

And she heard the footsteps moving down back to the hall.

The strong winds again hit her face and she relaxed, taking in all its calmness, grasping all that could heal her.

She couldn’t resist now.

She hurried down after a shower, and went out straight without lifting her eyes to face anyone.

She reaches the woods and start searching for the place, that spot where she first time felt his presence, she wondered how the woods are related to this and moreover why he needs to be there only, in the woods, why not in open.

She wandered in the forest, not able to get the place. It was all confusing since the winds refused to help her. It turned kind of a challenge to her to find the place and hence him.

She went towards a clearing and found it familiar.

She headed forward and suddenly her heart raced, she felt the winds change their course.

She felt the spot much familiar. Soon she reached the cold ground.

She could feel the cool breeze and the ice cold hard surface beneath the ground, under her feet.

She closed her eyes unconsciously, and found herself lost in experiencing the immense relief she got reaching here.

And soon returned the shielding warmth along with the cold.

She felt the hard wall against her back and she pushed herself more into it.

She felt a warm palm slide down her shoulder and come down to her waist, held there for a second, and then swiftly moved to the right looping her body.

She felt the warmth and wanted to immerse in it forever.

She wanted to talk, say many things, ask more, but before she could start the most desired voice hit her ears and she calmed her mind to concentrate on the words.

“I am not a swindler, Piya. I am not.” came the voice and her tongue immediately came out saying, “I know it, I trust you.”

“Don’t Piya. Don’t do it to yourself. I am not good for you. You don’t need to. You don’t want to.” She heard the voice saying.

“Go away Piya far away from this hell of mine. I am not worth to keep you here along with me. Just go away.” came the voice again.

Piya spoke her heart out, “I am here I trust you. I want You ALWAYS. You can’t ask me to go away. We can’t be apart, not again.”She said the last two words with heavy heart.

“You need to go away, this wall between you and me, none of us can break it. It’s beyond potential. You are my power and you are the source, I can’t see you break in pieces, don’t do it to yourself, it hurts me. We can’t be ….together.” the last word with a low sound hit her ears and her distressed mind struggled to get it, the thought of separation troubled and hurt her to the core.

“You want me to go away?” she managed to ask with breaking tone.

“That’s all that can be done. None of us help. It’s the hate the hatred of one that awaits me, and I can’t withdraw, and you can’t pull in. no one can help. That’s our destiny. You need to be away, far away from me so that I can’t hurt you anymore.” came the voice.

“You can’t ask me to go away. Are you serious….. I mean how could….it just not… How can you even say something just like that? Whatever it is we will deal with it, and you and me will be back together.” she said tugging at his hand and she felt him going, leaving her.

She hadn’t turn all the while, her eyes still closed, and her hands went searching for her surviving support which seemed lost not to be found ever again.

She opened her eyes and they watered realizing what happened, she closed them shut and tried again all the searching but in vain.

He was gone she realized and a trail of sobs began.

She couldn’t take it. She struggled to breath; her heart seemed to pain a lot, a twinge near the chest made her eyes go wild.

She felt him again but she didn’t find him.

She knew he wasn’t going to stay. Then what was he here for now? To check, if she can bear it? Will he stay if he finds that she can’t survive without him? She made her mind to not show that she is distressed and distraught.

She acted bold and cold towards him.

She closed her eyes, to face him, boldly. She felt him behind her, again. She didn’t budge when he asked her to go away and not herself anymore.

She felt the touch again, over her shoulders, but this time the palms were cold, hell cold.

She was turned to face him and he cupped her face looking straight in her eyes.

She was finally facing him, it seemed the first time to her. She thought of averting her face but she could not take her eyes off his concerned and caring ones, the pain written on his face troubled her and she struggled to prevent the concern from reflecting in her eyes.

“Go away.” She heard him say softly. “I can’t give you roses, it will only be thorns. Moreover I don’t think I would survive to even give you thorns.” He said, a pained expression accompanied his facial features.

And she closed her eyes again turning an expressionless face towards him.

She acted unaffected, when actually she was shaken to core to see him like this.

She felt him moving away.

And when she opened her eyes all was gone, him, his care, his warmth, his love, but what didn’t budge was the pain which he left that still twinged in her heart.

Why it happened this way?

Is there still a mystery waiting to be revealed yet.

What troubled her was that she could never actually meet him. Where was he? And how all this was possible.

She ran in all the direction to find a single hint which could state where he went, disappeared rather.

She felt tired and her visions blurred again.

This time she wasn’t going to lose it, she decided.

Precap: ABHORRENCE………………….REVULSION………..

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Hey guys how are you? Hope fine and fit
Well here goes the update
U liked it?
Believe me guys I m writing it at the cost of something really important.
I don’t say u must like it, but all I want is to know ur views.
Plzzzzz comment dearies
Love u alll

Credit to: Nikki

32 comments

  1. nikki

    oh god i posted this one nearly by 8: 30 and c now it is updated. After so long
    hey lovelies read it and feel free to tell me ur queries considering these writings
    plzz cmmnt guys
    love u allll

  2. nisha

    hey nikki yes , read my last comment on ur page dear need a name dear rj .

    hey what a scene yaar your words are truly very much magical I can connect to each and every bit. the touch of the cold ground piya feel abhay and the moments

    loved it a lot dear I am waiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiitiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiing for them to meet eagerly once a gain.

    helooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo sasha how r u dear ,

    when it comes to say something about me , I write my heart here dear , I always say truth , I never lie at least on this page of Tu . and yes, I love songs dear.

    a song for both of u sasha and rj need a name dear plzzzzzzzzzzzz

    Dil Chahta Hai, Dil Chahta Hai
    Dil Chahta Hai, Kabhi Na Beete Chamkeele Din
    Dil Chahta Hai, Hum Na Rahein Kabhi Yaaron Ke Bin
    Din Din Bhar Ho Pyaari Baatein
    Jhoome Shaame, Gaaye Raatein
    Masti Mein Rahe Dooba Dooba Hameshaa Samaa
    Humko Raahon Mein Yoonhi Milti Rahein Khushiyaan
    Dil Chahta Hai, Kabhi Na Beete Chamkile Din,
    Dil Chahta Hai, Hum Na Rahe Kabhi Yaaron Ke Bin

    Jagmagaate Hain, Jhilmilaate Hain Apne Raastein
    Yeh Khushi Rahe, Roshni Rahe Apne Waaste
    Oh Oh Oh …

    Jahan Ruke Hum, Jahan Bhi Jaayein
    Jo Hum Chaahein, Voh Hum Paayein
    Masti Mein Rahe Dooba Dooba Hameshaa Samaa
    Humko Raahon Mein Yoonhi Milti Rahein Khushiyaan
    Dil Chahta Hai, Dil Chahta Hai

    Kaisa Ajab Yeh Safar Hai, Socho To Har Ik Hi Bekhabar Hai
    Usko Jaana Kidhar Hai, Jo Waqt Aaye, Jaane Kya Dikhaaye
    Oh Oh Oh …

    Dil Chahta Hai, Dil Chahta Hai
    Dil Chahta Hai, Kabhi Na Beete Chamkeele Din
    Dil Chahta Hai, Hum Na Rahein Kabhi Yaaron Ke Bin
    Din Din Bhar Ho Pyaari Baatein
    Jhoome Shaame, Gaaye Raatein
    Masti Mein Rahe Dooba Dooba Hameshaa Samaa
    Humko Raahon Mein Yoonhi Milti Rahein Khushiyaan

    Jagmagaate Hain, Jhilmilaate Hain Apne Raastein
    Yeh Khushi Rahe, Roshni Rahe Apne Waaste
    Oh Oh Oh …

    Dil Chahta Hai …

    Seriously dil chahta hai bahut kuch kehne ko
    par lawzo ki doori hai do lafzo ki doori hai tere mere dilo ko jurne do.

    luv u sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo much both of u

    keep smiling
    Once a friend always a friend.

  3. nikki

    hey nisha thanks dear
    i always wait for ur cmmnts
    they are so lovely
    and ya sorry i din check the last page
    and u can call me sakshi
    well that’s my name
    and ya thanks for this lovely song, liked it a lot
    and soory to disappoint you but i don’t know whether i ll be able to update the next part befor 15
    exam days dude, hope u understand
    but ya can help it a way, i mean i wud visit this page every once at least
    i guess i ll b able to make it
    and ya i like swaragini ff
    the one which ruhi is wrting now, devil met his angel and the other path hate to love
    and once again thanks
    and lovveeeeeeeeeeeee uuuuuuuuuu

  4. nikki

    hey dude u like watching movies?
    if u do then i think u shud watch Sixteen, its actually good, i donno abt ur choice but i liked it, just a few days back i saw it.
    i always thought that its kind of a dumb one, but then after watching i felt its nice
    c if u can watch and then tell me ur views

  5. Sasha

    R u serious nikki? U were watching a movie? With so much happening in our life!.r u prepared fr tmrw? Im really scared fr the first time ever in my life. I knw what u will ask nxt. Like usual i will be there at around 9: 40

  6. Sasha

    And yes it should not be flood, its nt correct, it would hv been better if u hd written clouds which disturbed……

  7. nikki

    hey girl i said a saw it days ago, during the break dude
    and ya i will also reach by 9:40
    and what are u scared of? that u won’t clear it?
    after completing what u r readng now go for EM, thenEMI, next AC and CMMNTN.that’s enough if u r thorough with this part.
    these are even easy to prepare

  8. nisha

    hey sakshi liiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiikkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee it dear.

    love u dear always and yes I watch 16 its actually good and I like the songs also I like the character of izabelle in the movie the lead girl .

    hey love u dear so what go give ur exams and do well get good marks and we will wait dear, we are here dear Friends are always there . Well a coincidence me to need to go for some days somewhere. so its ok we meet again dear love u by heart.

    keep smiling.
    Once a friend always a friend.
    heloooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo sasha dear love u too.

  9. Sasha

    I dnt knw. Every single soul is interested in my studies and performance, i kinda feel guilty fr lying to jaya. She is so concerned abt me n im doing all the things except study.

  10. nikki

    u know dude, i have told u the problem
    i dont get it when i write, remembr that’s why only i wanted u to be my editor.hehehe
    that won’t b enough
    you need to be much more than that
    a bigger personality i suppose
    i know now u wud tell me to shut up but no need i m myself doing it

  11. Sasha

    Let me tell u nisha, u r thinking wrong she is not the rj nikki, she is different, there are two nikki who comment on farhas story if i hv obsrvd. She is nt rj’ s cousin.

  12. nikki

    well its not always Our fault
    sometimes the time turns against our wish, and so does the results
    mind gets disturbed, when its intelligence is needed the most
    you don’t worry abt that now
    i think u shud try to prepare the way she suggested
    i felt that is a good and effective method

  13. nikki

    you know wat, u sell urself short
    u have potential to do much greater things
    ur skills u know that they can help u many ways
    and all this constitutes ur bigger personality

  14. Sasha

    Yeah i knw, ot feels gud to hear it frm frnds bt nt relatives, neighbours, and every other person in the world.i hv no opt my image is at stake.:-):-):-)

  15. nikki

    ya i get it, same is the problm here
    in that manner i m in a worse state
    any way i think v shud now go for the most imp thing rather than this tuff
    and ya calm ur mind and refresh it and then it will become more comfy and a bit easier
    try to get the concept which are less confusing.
    i suggested the ones which i think are better to read first

  16. nisha

    hey here in ur story u tell me sometime back that nikki is ur cousin name and rj what I read in comments ur tell ur name naa. sakshi tell me if I am correct.

    love u both looks like here an interesting convo is continuing between 2 sweethearts love u both

    keep smiling
    once a friend always a friend.

  17. nikki

    hey dude i think its some misunderstanding
    i am not rj and i know is some problem with the sight
    my cmmnts are being posted with this name rj
    it was the same even when i cmmntd for kfar’s stories
    but i guess it has settled nw
    since i dont see any problems like that anymore
    and ya having a convo here
    and sasha it came back, u might have got wat i mean after seeing this cmmnt

  18. Sasha

    Nikki ke naam pe do log cmmnt karte hain,ek yeh sakshi aur doosri rj wali. U r getting confused.c its simple i dont knw that rj. This idiot is my frnd ,so if u c my cmmnts,understand tht she is sakshi
    . Nikki doesnt hv net fr some time,u r left with me. Let me make u jealous,we r still continuing our talk on sms:-):-):-):-):-):-)

  19. nikki

    ya saw the cmmnt
    anyways don’t divert ur mind and concentrate on wat u shud
    i ll came back after 45-50 min
    u also study something till then
    will you

  20. nisha

    hey its ok I think Its some misunderstanding dera.
    but love u and ur story a lot sakshi right

    love u both by heart

    keep smiling
    Once a friend always a friend.

  21. nisha

    hey guys well its ok for all of us now today for sure.

    All the best I think u too are talking to how to calm down urself for concenteration in studies .

    Well I too take myself away from my family members and then start learning and studying so that concenterate well all the best to u both.

    and yaa my dear ones take care that I get all the stuff what I need to make my mind calm coz

    this is just ur dear ones who actually care for u whole heartedly these times .

    love u both sorry if I said something wrong just sharing my heart deareeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeees

    luv u sakshi and sasha
    keep smiling
    Once a friend always a friend.

  22. Sasha

    Thanks nishu. No matter what we always smile, we are that crazy!!!!!!!! All the best to you too. Bye dear

  23. nikki

    hey nisha thanks yaar and no need to say sorry for anything its all ok in frndship
    hope won’t need to remind u again
    yeah?

    Sasha- read anything?

  24. nikki

    i cudn’t dude
    hell, my mom asked me to make pineapple custard
    and when i told i have to study she asked if i was dancing the whole year
    she told she din disturb me since mrng and now also she don’t have any rights on me that she cant even ask me for some help.
    god and then she wud blame for not scoring good
    well anyways no use now since the time is lost
    whole one hr dude
    i hate her for this
    but i don’t

  25. Sasha

    Yeah i understand,i jst did transformer,my mom is behind me fr derivtn.lets hope for the best.fingers crossed

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