Nothing is immortal except my love for you…. Chapter 19

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FINALLY! She has waited years for this, to see the same undying and pure love in his eyes for her! Today, she felt it from the core of her heart when she met his pain, guilt and love filled gaze! LOVE! Yes! Sanskar loved her! Her heart and soul brimming with joy, tears flowed endlessly from her eyes with a beautiful and a slight laugh escaping her lips and her cheeks turning to the darkest shade of red as she whispered happily…
She touched her palms feeling his drops of tears. she touched her wet hair joining his tear drops with it, closing her eyes and remembering the way he caressed her hair on the night before holi when he made a promise that he will always give her happiness, in which he was slowly succeeding! Her lips curved wide again and again gasping the wonderful truth of her life! The way he caressed her hair the previous night thinking that she was asleep! The way he placed a tender kiss on her hair in the hospital. Her overflowing emotions overwhelming her as she remembered him.. his eyes, his smile that has always filled her heart.. she blinked her eyes crying and laughing more as she realized that this was the reality! Not any dream! Sanskar loved her! She immediately stood up from the chair and looked at herself in the mirror, “I really love you swara!” she closed her eyes and laughed with tears remembering his words… she sighed and opened her eyes, wiping her tears, she immediately ran out of the room to meet her love.. whom she belonged to now.. and now without any fear, without any pain, without any awkwardness, she can happily call him as ‘her sanskar!’ because he loved her now as much as she loves him!…

Sanskar walked to his room almost dragging himself with tears paying no attention to the way the pillars of the house were beautifully decorated with so many kinds of flowers for the mehendi and marriage! Everyone was walking in a hustle bustle, the marriage house was filled with joy and noise, but he continued to walk to his room crying.. he lost her! He gulped and blinked his eyes continuing to cry, destiny has played such a cruel game with him or maybe it was all his fault! It was he who rejected her and was now hopelessly in love with her.. losing all his hope, he just felt like disappearing somewhere. He stopped walking shivering with his tears and then suddenly ran to his room avoiding the crowd.. He finally stepped inside the room, closing the doors he slided down it sweating and crying loudly..
Swara ran to sanskar’s room almost pushing everyone, her anxiety reaching its peak as the smile never left her lips, “what happened swara?” she stopped and turned to find one of her aunt. “arey beta! You are blushing more than the bride!” she said as she laughed a little, she disappeared from the place after patting swara’s cheek.. swara’s smile grew wide hearing this compliment and she continued to run to sanskar’s room. She breathed heavily finally coming in front of his room, she saw a translucent image sliding through the door, she frowned, was sanskar crying? She knocked the door but there was no response..

Sanskar lay down on the cold floor letting his tears flow uncontrollably remembering her silence for all his pleads, which he considered as her rejection! He failed to hear the sound of the knock on the door completely immersed in his pain and guilt when a voice startled him.. “sanskar?” he sat on the floor recognizing the voice, “sanskar?” swara shouted again from outside banging the door, he immediately stood up and wiped his tears before turning to the door, he opened them. “swara!” he whispered in a choking voice, she smiled with tears meeting his eyes, she blinked her eyes and closed her fist and pressed her lips to control her tears and happiness in which she miserably failed, seeing tears in his eyes shivered her but there was love in his eyes for her.. his newly found and newly realized beautiful feeling! He failed to see the immense happiness in her eyes as he sighed looking down inhaling a deep breathe, he went and sat on his bed. Swara stepped inside the bed room closing the door a little, she walked to him. her hands reached his cheeks to wipe the tears but he immediately hugged her by waist sobbing more, she was standing while he was sitting. She caressed his hair as he whispered in a choking voice, “please swara!” her eyes shrinked as she gets clueless about his words, he took his face from her waist, he looked up at her with his red eyes, “please believe me!” she cried seeing him so much vulnerable, he lowered his head and closed his eyes tightly crying more, she immediately cupped his face making him look at her while he continued with his innocent pleads, “please swara!” she wiped his tears and sweat feeling very guilty for making him suffer. “why are you crying?” she asked choked still cupping his face. His hand travelled to his own cheeks and he held her hands that was cupping his face, “because I am very bad!” he said. His voice very low as tears flowed from his eyes again. Holding her hand, he made her sit near him on the bed. “I always make you cry!” he whispered looking down pressing his lips and sobbing more. “I don’t know why I always..” he looked up and saw her looking at him crying, he continued wiping her tears, “why I always hurt you”.. he saw his lips curving beautifully, he was confused but still his hands were cupping her face while she had her palms on his face. “what about the happiness you are giving me now?” she asked still smiling with tears, while he continued to look confused at her. “you don’t know how much I have waited for this day!” she said laughing as her heart bursted with joy. “I always wanted you to love me!” she whispered crying more with excitement as she moved more closer to him. his moist eyes still locked with her eyes when he suddenly realized her words. He wiped her tears still shivering as he asked choked, “you believe me?” she closed her eyes and pressed his hands on her cheeks more feeling the warmth, sanskar remembered how he pressed her palms on his cheeks like this in the hospital.. “swara! You really believe me?” he asked his question again making her open her eyes as she smiled and nodded. Her happiness overflowing as everything is going to be fine now. He suddenly took his hands from her cheeks and turned standing up making her frown. “I..” she heard his suffocating choking voice and immediately stood up from the bed. “sanskar?” she turned him towards her and caught both of his arms not realizing his wound on his left arm. “what happened sanskar?” she asked weakly getting tired of the fact there was a one more problem! “I don’t deserve you!” he whispered looking down closing his eyes and crying loud. She gets shocked seeing him crying, she tightened her grip on his arm and he hissed in pain. She widened her teary eyes realizing about his wound, “sanskar! I am so sorry!” he holded her arms stopping her from caressing his wound. He said crying, “I am very bad!” she sighed and made him sit on the bed struggling with her own tears and pain seeing him very guilty. She cupped his face and said, “sanskar! please don’t say like this!” he gulped his tears seeing her crying, he has again made her cry! He continued to cry while she wiped his tears and sweat again and again. She gets very sad for him, his guilt was killing him. she immediately hugged him and caressed his hair. She heard his loud sobs and felt his guilt. She closed her eyes feeling his pain, she wiped her tears still hugging him. she loves sanskar like anything and now even he loved her! She can’t let his guilt give them pain anymore! She broke the hug and wiped his tears, “sanskar, listen to me!” he looked at her hearing her. “do you know that I was planning to leave after Neha’s wedding?” he gets confused hearing her, “you are leaving? Where?” he asked frowning as he was unable to understand anything. Swara realized that he doesn’t know that she was planning to leave. The way her ragini didi consoled her the previous night, she thought that her didi would have told sanskar. “I will go now!” he frowned more understanding nothing, “far away from you if you don’t stop me!” he clutched the bed sheet hearing her shocked at her words, his throat choking thinking that she will leave him. “won’t you stop me?” she asked titling her head in a slow and an innocent voice. “I don’t want you to be away from me!” he said choking holding her hand. “I love you swara!” she closed her eyes hearing his words that was giving her immense happiness. “I will not go only if you will be freed from your guilt!” he frowned listening this while she wiped her tears and walked out of the room, she stopped at the entrance and looked back at him disappointed, why was he not stopping her? She felt tears blurring her vision but she immediately wiped them and said, “sanskar!” he looked at her. “I am going.. NOW!” she said and ran from there shutting the door behind her..
Sanskar looked down sobbing more, his love screaming to stop her while his guilt screamed that he don’t deserve her…
But maybe he can just stop her, maybe within his one move, everything can be fine!…

“swara!” she turned and saw her ragini didi calling her. Ragini was confused to see her shona walking out of the house. She went near her and asked confused, “shona? Where are you going?” ragini gets worried seeing her tears and wiped them. She looked at swara, who was wearing a beautiful saree with her wet hair. She was not even ready to go anywhere! “I am not going anywhere didi! I will come back very soon!” swara said looking at sanskar’s room, the doors of his room was still closed making her cry more. “didi, please! I will come!” ragini nodded to her and hugged her. “take care!” she whispered and went away while swara once again looked at sanskar’s room. It was still closed. “don’t let me go!” she whispered crying and then walked out still fearing that sanskar might not stop her…
She had just screwed up the situation! She lost her hope when she stood near the gate of the sighaniya mansion. She cried holding the gate tightly. “SWARA!” she turned startled and was shocked seeing sanskar. she smiled happily, at least now everything will be fine! Sanskar ran to her and caught her arms, “please don’t leave!” sanskar said crying and immediately took her in his embrace. Her smile grew wide as she hugged him back more tight dugging her face in his chest crying with happy tears finally getting the true happiness of her life. Her so much longed dream! She felt sanskar hugging her more tight sobbing silently, she said laughing, “I will not go sanskar!” but still his hold was tight. He kissed her wet hair. She smiled feeling the soft, tender and heavenly touch. He kissed her like this even in the hospital! He placed his chin on the top of her head and closed his eyes feeling happiness consuming him…
The complete joy he enjoyed with his best friend and then awkwardness to know that her best friend loves him! and then after crossing all his pain and guilt, he finally got his love! Love has healed all his guilty wounds giving him the immense happiness..
Swara gets overwhelmed with the happiness as she cried in his embrace..
The journey of their tough decisions and painful emotions was finally completed with the magic of love leading them to a castle that was filled with happiness…

Precap: ~Dreams~
A/N- i am very very happy to be back! i missed you all so so so sooo much!!
finally! no more emotional chappies! there is a one more emotional scene for this story! only one, other than that i can promise you happy chapters after this!!
hope you all liked this chapter!
Thank you all. Thanks to all the silent readers too.
Love you all…

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  1. Awesome… soon

    1. Raina

      thank you vanisha!
      next is on the way

  2. Seebu_s

    Finally u updated?loved this awesome chappy…n waiting for happy chapters

    1. Raina

      thank you seebu!!
      next is on the way
      and i am very glad you loved this

  3. Simi

    Amazing dear? loved it ???
    Swasan r together ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

    1. Raina

      very happy to know you loved it!!
      thanks simi

  4. Sus

    Ohh too emotional dear

    1. Raina

      thank you sus!!


    1. Raina

      you too take care!
      thanks kumu

  6. Rockleon

    Welcome back!!!
    Well it was STUPENDOUS !!!!
    Loved it soooo muchhh!!!

    1. Raina

      i am very happy to know, you loved it!!
      thanks a lot rockleon!!

  7. Aashi

    I missed you so much!!

    I was waiting everyday just to read your story or wanted to see a notification that you had replied to my comment!!

    I am simply out of words for your praise!! Everything what I read plastered a smile on my face. This is the chapter I wished from few days, beautiful described, wonderfully potrayed!
    reading your story after a few days was a bliss….

    So finally emotional episodes are going to end!! Waiting for the next episode…. ❤

    Upload soon <3

    Love you ❤

    Take care! ?

    1. Raina

      aww! i missed you too aashi!! *bear my hug*
      you waited? that’s so sweet of you!!
      god!! you are making me very happy!!
      thank you so so so soooo much dear!!
      next is on the way!!
      i love you too..
      take care

  8. SNY

    Awesome Raina ….!!!..Loved it a lottt♡♡♡..Nxt one soon…!!!

    1. Raina

      glad you loved it!! next will be published soon!!
      thanks SNY

    1. Raina

      thank you neha!!
      are you the same neha in fb??
      author of new relation begins??

  9. Arunika

    Amazing loved it to the core!!!! Post the next one asap!!

    1. Raina

      next is on the way!!
      glad you loved it!!
      thank you arunika

  10. Awesome epi….finally they are together love it very next part soon.

    1. Raina

      am glad you loved it!! next is on the way!!
      thanks yamee

  11. Wow awesome part nd i loved it….

    1. Raina

      happy to know, you loved it!!
      thanks anu

    1. Raina

      thank you anu

  12. Swarna01

    Thank god rok liya. Amazing.

    1. Raina

      thank you swarna

  13. loved it dear…swasan??

    1. Raina

      glad you loved it!!
      thanks ritu

  14. Arshaanya

    Sanskar was so much guilty bt dere was no fault of sanskar in dis all… he was not in love wid swara in strtng… he was not sure…
    Swara was alwyz sure n rlzd her feeling for him frm starting…
    So derez no need for dis guilt sanskar coz now u love her more dan anythng else….
    N swara ur sanskar was cryung so much n was in so much pain guilt n u who love him madly was not dat much affctd ??…
    Finally! Dey got dere love…
    Hope dere all dreams get fulfilled now n get all d happiness dey deserve
    Loved it…

    1. Raina

      i am very happy that your anger on sanskar flew away!!
      glad you said your point!!
      but this chapter was only for sanskar.. few feelings cannot be described dear!! swara was really sad seeing him like that, next chapter is a happy and will also describe swara’s feelings a little!
      i hope it will not disappoint you!!
      thank you so much and i am glad you loved it..

  15. Prashasti7

    Well written Diii u very beautifully define the emotions it’s outstanding lkng forward for happy scenes now…….. Enough of crying session right Dii

    1. Raina

      haa! crying session is over!! hehe..
      thank you so much prashati

  16. Sorry raina….!!!! I couldnt comment in last 2 chappies as i couldnt spare time to read dem but now i hv read dem……they were fantastic…fully loaded with emotionsm…loved dem❤❤
    Loved dis chappie too…..????

    1. Raina

      no need of sorry DA!! i am happy to know you are loving it!!
      thanks dear

  17. Kakali

    Awesome..! Loved it Rainaaaaaa..! Weiiii! they are together now..! Continue soon dear..! Thnk u.. ;-*

    1. Raina

      thank you so much kakali!!
      happy to know, you loved it

  18. Simin

    Sooo happy to seee them together
    Stay happy???????

    1. Raina

      thank you so much simin!!

  19. Sumayyah

    O God I am crying again Raina just because of you only because of you but wait wait I am crying but with tears of happiness for both Swasan and for you also because I miss you so so much am happy because you are back with the epi too safe and sound ….
    love you
    waiting for next
    take care

    1. Raina

      i missed you too sumayyah!!!
      i love you too dear and next is on the way!!
      you too take care!!
      thanks dear

  20. Namra

    I’m so sorry Raina for not commenting on the previous episode… I was very busy… Anyways this part is superb… I just love the way you describe their feelings towards each other… Hats off to you for writing it so well… Sanskar is in so much guilt, oh god…! Don’t worry sanskar it wasn’t your fault, now please forget the past n focus on your beautiful future with your lady love… Thank god swara understood his true feelings… Very happy n eager to see the sweetest love story of my babies… Please post the next soon… Till then take care n stay blessed…

    1. Raina

      no need of sorry namra!!
      hats off? god!! your comment always makes me just so happy!!
      i am glad, it made you happy!!
      next is on the way!! you too take care and stay blessed dear!!
      thank you!

  21. Shreeyu

    Awwww awesome Raina…loved it…I don’t know y but I found last part very cute…
    And m so sorry I skipped reading the last part actually m quite busy with my schedule these days so not coming to TU so frequently, thnk God I saw ur latest episode..
    Achha loved it… Love uh too

    1. Raina

      I also love you so much shreeyu!!!
      Read the last chapter now????
      I am glad you loved this chapter!!
      Thank you!

  22. MAHIRA

    how beauuuutiful is the magic of their love, it wasn’t so easy for them to reach their destination but now everything is fine… the love uniting them is umbreakable and they have their happilly ever after …

    1. Raina

      Yes didi!!!! There were so many hurdles but now everything is fine!!!!
      Thank you didi and I love you!!!

  23. sorry dear…i’m busy in semister exams…so not able to comment…loved ur ff…and finally our swasan r together…continue soon

    1. Raina

      That’s absolutely fine sri!!!!
      Thanks dear!!

  24. Vyshu10


    1. Raina

      thanks vyshu!

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