Never let u go (Chpt 15)

Hi My darlings..Your Deepu is back. Sorry guys for lil bit late update cos I was just confused how to write this emotional chapter..but now got it done. Thank you Nandini,feby,Brin,Krity,Aastha,Bhabya,Dev,Gauri,Gianna,pandey,suga,Natasha,Kavina,usha,Susi,Rg,Subha,Roma ( sorry if I missed any one) and Thanks to the silent readers for loving my earlier chapter.Pls give your lovely reviews ,it inspires me lot.

Chapter 15
Radhika went crazy watching the scenic beauty of sky and stars at the night and sat on the bench and started observing sky full of stars.
“I like to stares at stars as long as I can…” She whispered with so much excitement in her voice.
Arjun left staring his lady love lovingly
Radhika turned to find him; he was standing beside the bench.

“Sir, Come na..sit hear…” Radhika hold his hand and let him to sit on bench.
“ You know sir I’m really fond of this… full of shining stars…I love to stare at them..feels kinda connection with them..” Still she was looking at sky and her eyes glued to the sky dreamily.
“It’s beautiful….” Arjun said while looking at Radhika and when she turned her head towards him; he turned his face towards sky to hide his feelings.
Radhika feels worried about how to bring a subject about Arjun’s mother she don’t know how he will react on it, maybe he will yelled or screamed or will get angry on her.But soon she got an idea and she decides to implement it.
“Sir can I ask you a favour..’ She started and gathered all her thoughts
“ Go on Radhika..” He turned to look at her, he eyes appeared to be soft , almost like he was thinking about something that making him happy
“ In my childhood I used to play a game under this kind of sky…word building. Will you play it with me now? “ Radhika said hurriedly without stopping to catch breath..expecting he would say no to it…
“ Okay…how to play it? “ He was still busy looking at her.
“I will say a word you have to answer it buy the first world came to your mind without thinking..” Radhika explained
Arjun thought how childish she was.. A moment ago while dancing she was complete women who drive him crazy and any man can beg at her feet for being her in his life and now she was complete child who find happiness in small things of life…so lively like a fresh air..
“Ready…Go on..” Arjun replied
Radhika : Stars
Arjun : Shines
Radhika : Light
Arjun : Hope
Radhika : friend
Arjun : Neil
Radhika : Love
Arjun: Beautiful ….with that answer he looks at Radhika’s eyes
Radhika : umm Lightening..
Arjun : Rain
Radhika: Okay….Sunrise
Arjun: New beginning
Radhika stops for sec and says “ Family”
Arjun : Dad
Radhika thinks for a while and Says
With that very words Arjun goes into silent zone..he didn’t utter a word or two..Radhika felt his pain..She could see that pain in his watery eyes.
“ Whats wrong ?” She whispered softly
Arjun felt care in that whispered.if it wasn’t Radhika then he would have become angry on that person but now he didn’t want shout or screamed at her rather to put his bleeding heart out.
“She doesn’t live with us..She left us many years ago…” Arjun whispered his eyes full of tear and suddenly he felt a cold and soft hand on his hand and looked at her.
He found Radhika’s beautiful brown eyes, something was in them ..what was it..sympathy, care or love he couldn’t able to figured it out..
“Sir look at the moon..” Radhika said softly and with her voice they both turned their gaze towards full moon.
“ The moon is a loyal companion. It never leaves. It’s always there, watching, steadfast, knowing us in our light and dark moments, changing forever just we do. Every day it’s a different version of itself. Sometimes weak and vanish, sometimes strong and full of light like it is just now.The moon understands what it means to be a human…” Radhika said slowly
Arjun got puzzled what she wants to say.
“so what?” Arjun with puzzled expression

“Mothers are like moon. She is your mother.May be she had her reasons for leaving you guys…but she gave birth to you and to give a birth to child that was most touching and sensitive thing for mother. She only cares about that very child in whole wide world. May be she is not with you this time but part of her heart is always with you. Maybe she is vanish for you in your life but her love is there in your life..” Radhika speaks like something she was speaking from her heart.
A Tear from his eyes rolled on his cheek, a minute ago sparkle in his eyes had gone somewhere now only pain covered his eyes.
“You know Radhika, In my childhood I was very attached to her.from morning to night all the time she was used to stay with me..we used to laugh,play and used to do many thing..for me she was my world..but suddenly that world was got snatch from me and I landed in valley of loneliness. During my childhood I wanted to share my school memories how I won in racing, in my adolescence days I wanted told her about my first crush and now badly I wants to share my success to her..But she was neither with me that time and nor now..Because of her I didn’t trust any women till now.” Arjun voice was filled with mix feeling sadness, hatred and more than that with loneliness. He got extremely emotional.
Radhika was looking continuously at him. She was first time witnessing this side of Arjun which was not more than different from a sensible child.
She reached over him and brushed away the tears that had tumbled down him face and caught hold of his hand
“ Sir Even though you want to move forward in your life, you may have one foot on the brakes. In order to be free, we must learn how to let go. Release the hurt. Release the fear. Refuse to entertain your old pain. The energy it takes to hang on to the past is holding you back from a new life. Whatever it may be, She is your mother for her to leave you would have too hard. I am sure she loves you too. Try to see from her POV..have you ever tried to meet her and asked her about why she leaves you?” Radhika cupped Arjun’s face in her hand
All Arjun could say in answer was faint ‘ No’. He was dumbstruck.
“Never judge someone without knowing the reason behind their behavior.May be something misunderstanding happened between your mom and dad. Probably that’s the reason behind her act.So ask her and broke the ice between you guys. ..and let go that pain from your heart and live free as per your heart wants to live” Radhika gives a tight hug to Arjun
Arjun felt sense of security and care in tender arms’s of her; the kind that he had missed his entire life which Radhika gives him that moment. No one had ever explained things to him the way she did and he felt a deep connection with her in that moment.The best conversation occur when people talk with their eyes.Both Arjun and Radhika were silent for a few seconds, just looking at each other.

“Should we leave for the hotel..its too late, otherwise we will catch by cold” Radhika said, breaking the Awkward silence.
“ Yes ofcourse . Otherwise I will have to bear your continues sneezing and you will have to take a injection for it” Arjun chuckled..Radhika gave him faking angry look.
Radhika got up from bench to leave when Arjun caught her hand..She felt his warm touch.
“ Thank you for everything Radhika” Arjun whispered with smile.
“Sir Don’t wanna miss your smle..” Radhika replied with warm smile.
Arjun raise his wrist to check the time, its read 4 in morning…
“It’s almost morning..we need to get our sleep…we have to leave by 11 am.let’s go.” Arjun informed
Radhika nodded and they left for their respective room.

After getting ready they meet to Mr. O’Brian and Mr. Kayler to tell them about their departure.Mr. O’Brian handed over Arjun some file regarding the project.After that they leave.
Like a perfect gentleman he opened car door for her and shut it before he walked around to get in the car himself.The sound of engine roared to life and soon they were out of the lot.
When he turned on the radio and adjust the volume.It didn’t take them long to recognize the song.
It was one of her favorites. She loved that song.
“ The Blue man? You listen to the country music? “she couldn’t help but ask.
“I heard a band perform it in bar a few weeks ago, and thought it was cool “ he answered coolly.
They sang the song in chores. She talked a lot about her childhood stuff and other lot of things. He just wanted to listen to her sweet voice all the way..Listening to her was one of the best thing in the world he thought.
As sun was about to set they reached to the Radhika’s apartment.
Stepping out of the vehicle Radhika walked around and grabs her bag from backseat of car then turned towards Arjun who was smiling slightly but in his heart he didn’t want this trip to be ended ever.
“Sir Can we become Friends?” Radhika offered her hand to Arjun
Arjun got shock with sudden friendship proposal of her but then he managed himself. How he could deny this opportunity he thought to himself.
“Only on one condition..” He said playfully
“ and what’s that? “ Radhika leaned her body on her right leg.
“ You have to Call me Only Arjun…not sir with it “ Arjun smirked.
Radhika was dumbstruck. Was he that Arjun she met in his cabin with rude tone..she couldn’t able to belive.
“ Okay Sir..AHHHH” She bite her tongue and continued “ I mean okay Arjun…” Radhika slipped her hand in his hand for handshake. They shares intense eyelock.
“Bye Radhika..See you soon..” Arjun started the engine again
“ Byeee Arjun” Radhika waved bye to him..and headed towards the apartment.

Next chapter : Radhika will take help of NeSAm to unite Arjun and his mom

How is it guys??Pls let me know by your reviews….And Sathya if you are reading this..pls come soon on TU..missing you and your ff badly…Don’t forgot to drop your reviews..

Credit to: dipika


  1. It’s really awesome how u explained n compared moon with mom dats fabulous dear 🙂 🙂 🙂 really awesome 🙂 🙂 🙂

  2. Gauri

    Dipika..the reference of moon was amazing..the way you connected moon to mother was outstanding…I am awe of Radhika she explained Arjun so easily with making him angry…amazing update…pls post the next one soon 🙂 loads of love 🙂

  3. aastha

    Hi deepu……………loved it…………I loved the dialogues of Radhika……….loved the way she explained a mother’s feelings to him with the help of moon………..those are the most beautiful lines in this epi…….loved it to the core……………the friendship proposal is also nice………..the precap looks interesting…………happy that finally Arjun and his mom would unite……………..and thanks for remembering me………… u……TC……………

    deepu are you studying or working ??????????

    • Aastha darling thanks a ton dear….you r so sweet dear…your words always express that swtness…n m working in punjab national bank and just completed 6 months der…n what abt u ? hows u?? u didn’t updated ur ff lately..pls update it soon…love u

      • aastha

        di I’m studying….I just completed my 12th………….I’ll update sooon….for the past one week I was with my cuz…..she went back to her home only yest….that’s y I dint update…..I started writing….will post soooon…………….love u…..

  4. ammu

    dipika…i was really waiting 4 ur was so nice as usual .n d way rads convinced arjun.. moon..nice thought. N Now they became frnds..waitng 4 nxt part.

  5. Roma

    Wowwww awesome, marvellous episode dipika my dearrrrryyyyy. …it’s really superbbbb n veryyyyyyy heart touching. …I loved each n every word said by rads to arjun….I just admire your writing skills. ..the comparison of moon n mother, releasing the pain n past to get bright future,n clear the misunderstandings… very beautifully you narrated this mind blowing scene, soooo emotional n lovelyyyyyy dialogues….now ardhika r friends…wowwww. ..Arjun’s condition for friendship was really cuteeee…..u nailed it again my sweeeeeetheart….you’re amazing, splendiferous, awesome writer. ….keep it up. eagerly waiting for the next episode, love you loads….

    • Roma darling Thank you soooooo much for loving, inspiring and so sweet words…just bought smile on my face as usual….soon will upload next one….love you sooooooooo muchhhhhhh….muhhhaa

  6. Nandini

    Hi deepu kaiso ho i hope u r f9 chalo aj kuch serious baat ho jaye but mera intension tumhe hurt karne ka nahi deepu agar tumhe meri koi bat acchi nahi lage to mujhe samjhana ki nandu aisa meaning nahi aise meaning tha deepu u know i was silent reader of ur ff per jabse mene tumhara ff like karna suru kiya tab mene tumhe 1st comment diya becoz i told u ki i love pure stories jisme over romance nahi hota i hope u understand wat i mean over romance aur vo tumhare ff mein tha meine hamesha tumhara ff bina read kiye hi comment kiya becoz i know deepu accha hi likhegi per deepu jab meine tumhara last epi. (I mean jo aj se pehle post kiya tha vo) jab mene read kiya to mujhe usme kahin kahin purity najar nahi ayi tumhara ff love story pe base hai right? Jahan arjun ko radhika se pyaar ho jata hai but previous epi. Mein dance se pehle jo arjun soch raha tha radhika ke bare mein usme pure love kahan tha? Vo ek hi bat soche ja raha tha ki vo touch karna chahta hai radhika ke sensitive area per kiss karna chahta hai to mujhe usme arjun ka love nahi uska lust dhikha tum batao kya love in sab pe depend hai? I think no love depend hai caring,understanding,trust per i know tumhe meri bat acchi nahi lag rahi hogi per meri bat samjho plz jo mein kehna chah rahi hun but at last u r a writer u know very well ki kya scene likhne hai mene sirf apni opinion di hi i know ajkal ki generation ko yahi sab read karna pasand ata hai jahan over romance ya phir over dialogue ho but may be mein unme se nahi hun isliye mujhe ajeeb laga but haam aj ka epi. To mein read karne ke baad hi keh rahi hun ki bahut accha tha i think ki ek writer apni story mein over scene or over romance jab likhta hai jab uski story acchi na ho to story ko accha banane ke liye but deepu tumhari story to vaise hi best se bhi best hai to tum arjun aur radhika ke beech pure love show karo agar meri koi bat acchi na lage to maaf kar dena but really aj ka epi. Pure and best tha sachi god bless u deepu tc

    • Hey Nandu dear main thik hu..sorry for late reply…n mujhe achha laga dear tumane apane dil me jo baat hai vo share kiya…m just really proud of u…n coming to pt…maine kahi padha tha ki men always show their love physically n womens express their love by care..there is saying na men r from mars n women r frm venus..Arjun loves radhika isiliye vo rads k baare me hi ye sochta raha baki kisi girl k baare me nahi…bt maine mension kiya that ki uska mind touch k baare me soch raha tha n heart feelings k baare me…n as its a story mujhe arjun k b najariye se dikhana tha na ki vo kya feel kar raha hai…n agar arjun ko lust hoti to vo rads ko badly touch karne ki koshish karta bt he didn’t do anything like that jab ki radhika ne cheek pe kiss thoda bahut romance to banata hai na..sorry if hurt u my darling nandu…Thank you so much for your overwhelming n unconditional love…love u…take care..

  7. Rg

    Hi I love their interactions.. Loved d way radz bought abt that topic. Loved arjuns possessiveness… Please continue ur story is unfolding beautifully. Take care. Stay blessed

  8. Gianna

    U have conveyed the emotions in a very beautiful way, the connection btn moon and mother was amazing. Loved it

  9. Wow deepu darling….it was amazing one…I thought arjun angry on her but radhu clever girl…she explained so comparison of moon and mother…its was amazing….arjun each every word heart touching …its really very emotional moments…ardhika r finends superb…his condition for her nice usual u nailed it ….over all amazing dear…I enjoyed to read it…precap as always exciting…waiting for next one dear…love u so much…tc dear…

    • Susi darling Thank a loads dear!! just got smile on my face by ur comment… Thanks again for loving n supporting me u toooo…god bless u!!

  10. Dev

    I must admit deeepuuu if dis was ur 1st attempt 2 ri8 an emotional epi den it was so touchy that u got d ur point clearly reach ur readers…..hats of for that lovely deepu…???…u also showd dat every person has a soft side even though he or she may b tough n rude to d outr world….???..n a lovly dialogue on moon as our true frnd…lovd it .n now frndship starts….
    Well dat was abt d epi…now how r u my dear lively buddy???….misd u ……lots n lots of love n tight n big bear hugs……????

    • Hey Dev darling m too happy and smiling continually by ur love…this is ma first time n i m afraid like hell..n after completing this chappy m worried that it would like by u guys or not. thanks for encouraging me this muchh…m good dear…hows u deary?? i too missed u so much…soon will come up with nxt one…love u loads…tight hug…n muhhha!!

      • Dev

        Im fine here
        ……n had a tiring day with my cousins n guest on d occasion of my grandmas bde……so im literally searching for a pillow dat my cousin sis took…..its my fav n she took it….mummmyyyyy

  11. Aastha darling Thanks a ton dearr….your so sweet dear…you words always express that swtness…N m working in Punjab national bank just completed 6 months der…hows u? what abt u?? n whn u r going to upload ur ff u dear!!

  12. Nandini

    Hi deepu deepika mujhe dar lag raha tha comment dene ke baad ki kahin tum mujhe aage se reply dena hi band na kar do but i am glad ki tumne meri baat ko samjha aur mujhe explain bhi kiya apni story ka point of view thanks aur mujhe samajh bhi aa gaya may be u r right ki men r men aur tumhe lagega ki mein tumhe buttering kar rahi hun but no sachi aj to mene aj ka epi. 3 bar read kiya i know u don’t believe me but ye such hai ki tumne aj ke epi. Mein arjun ke emotions ko(uske mom se related) acche se explain kiya hai i have no words and jo tumne jo aj ke epi. Mein pic. Lagayi hai vo to superb hai may be becoz i also like stars and moon aur jo tumne kaha ki radhika ne arjun ko kiss kiya mein us cheez ko bura nahi keh rahi thi mujhe bus story mein over romance(u know na mein over romance kise keh rahi hun) and ajeeb dialogue acche nahin lagte but i told u na ki u r writer to u know kahan konsa scene show karna hai plz plz meri bat ko dil pe mat lena mene sirf apni opinion di thi god bless u and tc

    • hey Nandu darling plsss don’t get panic dear….are friends me to sab chalata hai don’t say sorry…its all okay…sachhi mujhe achha laga ki tumane apani dil baat so happy for that..aange se b agar tumhe kuch achha na lage to bata na dear…tumhare reviews hi to mujhe inspire krte hai…n maine tumhe reply q nhi karungi…friend mana hai to pura haq hai yar…n thanks ki tumhne mera pov samjha..maine over romance nhi dalungi story me bas jaha story ki demand hongi vaha thoda chalega na…n big thanks yar tumne aaj ka epi 3 times padha…thanks for ur love u.

    • hey Nandu darling plsss don’t get panic dear….are friends me to sab chalata hai don’t say sorry…its all okay…sachhi mujhe achha laga ki tumane apani dil baat so happy for that..aange se b agar tumhe kuch achha na lage to bata na dear…tumhare reviews hi to mujhe inspire krte hai…n maine tumhe reply q nhi karungi…friend mana hai to pura haq hai yar…n thanks ki tumhne mera pov samjha..maine over romance nhi dalungi story me bas jaha story ki demand hongi vaha thoda chalega na…n big thanks yar tumne aaj ka epi 3 times padha…m too fond of watching stars yar..thanks for ur love u.

  13. hey Dev wish a veryyy happy birthday to ur grandma from me…n u having pillows fight with cousin sis..great..haha…n here n doing tv remote fight with my lil sis…haha…sis r very cute whn they fight..

  14. Feby

    Di…u really nailed it…it was really emotional..wat an awesome chappy…love u di…waiting for.the next one …

  15. Awesome yaar dipika….i was late…but u unfold ur story very nice way….so much care affection….loved the character to core…tc

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