A girl is running lifeless, tears rolling from her eyes and standing near cliff and thinking about her love…
When I was 12 years old, I saw him on my birthday party he was looking so cute, smart, handsome even that time I didn’t understand meaning of these words… He was very attractive, I was started staring him… When he was going back his home I can’t cntrl my emotions and directly go my room and lock myself in room and started doing painting of his, tears rolling from my eyes…
After 3 years (15 years old)
Again I saw him, he was wearing white skirt and blue paint, he was playing football with girls… I feel jealous but when I saw him he was very happy then I also smile… Again I doing same thing I close my eyes and started his painting… I don ‘t understand my feeling…
After 2 year (17 years old)
I was in 12th class, we are doing our test (final test) but I was continuing notice him.. He was doing cheating in test.. But teacher see him … Teacher started scolding him… I can’t able to see this & tears started rolling from mine eyes but his head was down and smiled like idoit… I done my test and run from there and go park, sit on bench , my head was really paining , I can’t able to understand about my feeling… and I am thinking about these question…
“why I am always thinking about him..??”
“Why when I closed my eyes, his smiling face reflect me”
“Why I always dreaming about him, (our marriage)”
“Why I jealous, when girls around him, he talking with them..??.”
“Why I cry, when someone scold him…??”
“Why I feel happy, when he was happy..??”
Many question are coming in my mind and I was only thinking about these questioned answer, even I doesn’t realised when bell is ring…. And all children go their house…
Whole day pass, I was thinking same think… My heart say “I love him” but mind “he was only your attraction”… Then I close my eyes and doing again painting..
After few months
I realised my feeling “I love him”… But I am afraid to say him..
Its result time, everyone is tensioned… He was also, first time I see him in tensioned…. He was looking more handsome…
When our results came, he was happy and I was happy for him…
I went my favorite place and doing my favorite work (painting)..
After 1 year
We are in same college even same class but he doesn’t notice mee..
I was always follow him and all nights first I do painting of his then sleep…
I saw him with girl… She was my best friend…
I feel like I cry but when he was happy then , how can I feel sad.. I was also happy for him..
After that day, I was doing only 3 things in my life…
1. Follow him
2. Draw his painting
3. All nights I use to only cry..
After 6 months
One day, when I was going house … He call me
He: you are kavya best friend na, I nodded in yes ( first I was shocked but then I was on cloud 9, first time he was talking to mee)
He: Can you do favor for me..??
Me: yes, but how can I ..??
He: after 1 week, our 6 months relationship complete, so can you help me for gift I don’t know her choice…
He: then tomorrow After college meet me, college gate
I nodded in yes, then he left…
I was very much happy… I can’t tell anyone… Whatever the reason he talk with me I don’t mind.. That night I was sleep very happy
I was very excited to go with him.. All time I was only smiling like idoit..
After college, I was waiting for him but he not came … My happiness was about to fade but he came…
He: sorry for late, let’s go …
Me: but where are we going..??
He: hmm first seat in car then we thinks… Then He made me seat in car..
Me: what about near kali bari market…(happiness+excited) If we go that market two works your done.. Then I realized what I say..
He: two works (confused)
Me: cant cntrl ur exictement (in mind and lightly I slap my head)…. sorry one means we easily find gift..
He: okay, that’s great idea..
After 50 min, we reach market… First he parked the car then we do his shopping… In market, all time I was only staring him..
After his shopping, I was going back my house but someone hold my hand… First I was shocked but when I turn back I see him, he hold my hand…
Me: why you hold my hand..?? (On cloud 9 I was)
He: seat in car, I drop you your house..
Me: no, I can managed..
He: who asked your advice, I told you ..
Me: but he cutting my words…
He: I said seat in car, I nodded in yes then we left for my house..
After that I was very happy, in happiness even I didn’t realized when did I sleep…
After 6 days
Kavya came my house when I was doing my painting…
Kavya: bingo,bingo where are you??
(Bingo is my nickname)
I left my painting and go on hall but my bad luck she go my room … I know what her reaction… I can’t see her or him… Then only one idea came into my mind…. I run from there ….
I closed my eyes and about to jump but someone pull me and slap mee … I closed my eyes…
But when I open my eyes… He hug mee , tears rolling from both of eyes… (He or mee)
He broke hug and he shouted on me..
“What the hell ..??? You going to do…??? (I looked him, I am very confused why should he worried for me but one thing I can see in his eyes he is really tensioned for me but why) I think you different from others but I you prove me wrong, (tears rolling from my eyes & continues listening him) I am here thinking how I make you special but you…(I look toward him with confused face, I couldn’t understand anything means his feeling) he hug her …
I broke hug and say
Me: why you worried for me.. Whom I for you…???
He listen this then he shouted because “I love you, stupid”, “I love you Swara”
I was so confused… I can’t understand … He loved kavya then why he proposed mee…
I was looking him with confused face…
“I know you are so confuse, so I clear your confusion” kavya said
“We are not gf-bf Swara, we are only friends” kavya said
I am only listening ….
“He loved you Swara not mee, infact tomorrow he going to proposed you, (I see him with tears …. But he avoid eyes contract … ) we are only doing drama in front of you” kavya said
I don’t want listen anymore, so I hug her (kavya) and stared crying…
“He pulled be back and hug me, why are you crying, he wipe my tears and signal to kavya go back”
“I love sanskar” And I hug him
“I love you Swara”
“But promise me swara, never you tried to do this again” sanskar said
I nodded in yes…
“But how you know I am here” Swara
“I know whenever you feel so sad or lonely you came here, and not more question” sanskar
We shared a hug again….
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