beep!beep!beeep! ”Ahhhhh!!!! Early morning traffic noise always ready to disturb my sleep of hardly three hours” first thought of my day sounds dead and tired like my life,still my eyes are closed i hv not open them to look at my cute pinkish room which gives me the feel of heaven in exhausting world…. Offcourse the job of doctor is not easy one it demands whole day or i say whole life serving others.. It was my dream to become doctor and i,m well know doctor today”Doctor Swara” but in geting my dreams i had lost myself somewhere…. Beep!!!!beep!!!beepppp!! “Oh gosh! This traffic” finally i open my eyes and get up from the embrace of soft bed and pull off the curtains to hv a look on outside world… And the morning rays of sun hits my eyes in response of rays they again got closed for few sec taking me away from the world… And when i slowly open them again there i saw a big traffic jam…seriously??? 6am!!!!and that much traffic…well not a new thing,this is a big city ”mumbai” busy with busy peoples
Everyone wants to get their dreams completed!!! I move towards kitchen to hv a sip of hot choclate coz without it my day is more bitter..that sweet smell of choclate gives me pleasure!!!! And after spending an half hour with my self its time to step out in outside world i got ready and as i step out ”traffic” starting from house? Seriously how would i reach hospital but no other option except to jump into this…. 2 hours!!!! It has been two hours and i guess my car has moved just a km.. Its frustating,annoying my mood is completely off when some guitar tones echoing in air i heard,, it was like a melody in that traffic noise.. And i get out of my car in search of that like wandrer searching for home… And destination of that search was suprising it takes me to the guy in three peice ammmm!! Well developed personality! prefect hairs!perfect charm he was playing that guitar..as if experincing something new totally engrossed,unaware of world Moment was quite blissfull but it was spoiled by text ”its an emergancy doctor please try to reach soon” again frustation and anger arose in me and that came out in a way i never wanted but it came ”jobless persons” thats what i utter and that guittar boy stops to play the guitar and his stare was fixed at me.. He place the guitar at side and walks towards me.. “excuse me??” saying this he stood just in front of me…. It was strange moment or i say magical it was making me to get lost into it but i avoid it ”seriously!! I mean persons like u also exist? Everyone is so worried coz of this jam. someone has to reach office, someone has to go school, someone life is needed to be treat but i,m pissed here and u r enjoying that guitar playing???” and i did that!!!! I through out my all anger,frustation on a stranger… Who is still quite with a smile that enhance his charm till now he has just spoken a word and that was ”excuse me”
His deep brown eyes met with mine and an awkward silence follows but then the fear that i might get lost into those strange eyes i moved my eyes other side and looks down.. But when his voice reached at my ears again i take my dark black eyelashes up to see him ”ok so u tell me what i,m supposed to do right now!” onething that i quickly makeout is that he is really chilled and cooled person.. My veiw shifted from his amiable face to his hand when he raised it pointing towards the jam my eyes follow the direction pointed by his hand ”look my car is jam there it cant move forward or backward.so i guess its better to utilize time rather than passing it” my searching eyes in traffic stop imediately when i heard time utilization..seriously?? He just called it time utilization and there comes another eye contact ”this!! This is what u call time utilization? As if u r going to earn great money playing guitar here” and i look at him waiting for answer he did not take a second and replied ”come on life is not about earning money its all about earning experiences, try to collect experinces try to learn something with each passing second wait!!! About which life he is talking? I hv never veiw life in that way,, thinking that i missed his few lines but tried to catch up again ”u just said that u r doc right? What u hv expreinced except the fear of exams? Fear of job? Fear that might u lose ur status, any other thing of this beautiful world? Hv u expreinced dancing in rain it wash away ur all worries hv u exprienced sun rise the slow process which is followed by bright day it tells u that u cant shine brightly at once it needs time.. Hv u ever tried to expreince the silence the peace that lied in silence?? These are the thing minor minor thing but these makes our life heavenly beautiful. Here i was trying to mingle with melody of birds by this guitar over that noice it gives u peace u know!!! ” and suddenly cool breeze blows and he closes those eyes which was gving me the new veiw of life to feel that freshnes.. That moment i learned that LIFE its a word but it has many meanings like some define it the bed of rose and the some define it the path of thorns…
THE main role is played by VEIW its our veiw only which make life and world beautiful….. What was going before my eyes i didnot knew i was lost in my thoughts when he moved his hand before my eyes ”hey r u there?” a smile spread over my lips and i look directly into his eyes ”ur talks are too inspiring! What u do? He smirks ”fast!!! Well for now i,m searching!!!” ”searching??” and my face gave a confussig look as i put strain on my eyes. “yeah i,m searching for the thing for what i,m made the thing at which i,m best, i,m searching my best so that i can stand out as SOMEONE in this world of billion peoples” such a impressing personality he is i raised my eyebrows and sighed with a wide smile… By the time jam got cleared and everyone move towards their destination. “ok so now ur problem got solved go” he said and further added ” but try to live life not to just pass it, hold its hand and turn different pages of it,, ” and i responded positively shaking head than he takes his step towards his so called search but again i find him in front of me ”oh i forgot to tell u r really beautiful..but whats ur name beautiful lady” and it makes me laugh ‘swara’ i said ‘nyc name’ and again he walks away and i screamed from back ”hey whats ur name??” and he turns towards me but he was taking steps backward ”ammmm!! One day u will came to know hopefully” he said smilingly…. And suddenly blissfull moment followed by dark when a car hits him from the back and he falls on ground drenched in blood.
The world has just stop to move or my brain has got sudden death. Coordination inside my body is messed up making me not able to move,, impulse has stop flowing in my nerves,, the veiw infront of my eyes has stop their blinking..my heart has stop to beat,,i,m numb like a life less soul…. Something is needed to take me out of that terror and there that something comes..its raining. I,m drenched ”hv u expreinced dancing in rain it washout ur worries” his words echos in my mind but they hit hard on my heart and i rushed to rescue him,,
i sit down, placing his head over my lap ”what to do???? What to do”???
‘His nerves’ ‘yeah he is alive’ that fills some life in me and i take him to the hospital with help of some men…
Right now i,m at my place ‘operation theater’ this is a place where i hv done many opeartions successfully but today is different case i realize when my co doctor said ”i hv never saw ur hands shivering.,r u ok? R do u know him? ”
thats true doctor,s hands must not shiver during opeation but this time my hearting is shivering also my whole body is shivering and i dont know why ”i,m sorry i cant do this i,ll send another doctor” i said and ahead to leave….
But in a moment a new soul fills my body as i take breath.. My heart got its connection with another heart..that stranger was laying unconsiously but his breathes was asking me to turn back….
I turn to him and look at his hand as he interlock my middle finger btwn his two fingers…
‘how can it happen? How can unconcious person hold my hand’
”u hv a deep connection with him. I guess” again my co doctor spoke as he saw his moment…
His slight touch has made me fall for him…
Is this love? Can love happens in a moment? I guess it can its just an emotion when and where it develops u never know..
Yeah but thats upto u that u live in that or let it go and i cant let it go or him i want to look the
world with his veiw and for that i had to open these eyes…..
And being a doctor i gave my 200% in this case,,
it has turned into a dark night now, operation went successful and now i,m just waiting for those eyes to get open.. My eyes are fixed at him but he is unaware of it.. And i doze off holding his hand and lying my head over hand in hope of bright day..
And today it was not traffic noise that made me awake nor the rays of sun but the firm hand caring my cheek and as i open my eyes they just get lost into his deep eyes for while….
And i get up as my heart is beating at normal rate seeing him fine….
There is just smile on our face when that moment got disturb with a knock on a door…
I am suprised to see all the seniour and best doctors of town and one of them asked him ‘how r u feeling sir,,hope u r fyn’ and other continued ‘as soon as we came to know that u met with accident we just reached here but i guess doctor swara handle ur case really well’.
I smiled at this but now the question revolving in my mind is that ”who is he?”
”yeah after all i was in hands of very briliant doctor” he said and smiled at me.
“ok SANSKAR sir u take rest now” they all leave and he smile at them..
But i took few mins to realise that he called him sanskar and i just utter ‘Sanskar maheshwari?” with high pitch my mouth was left open in awe and i looked at him..and i added further ‘r u sharvan malhothra i mean the sanskar maheshwari who runs all the hospitals of country?????’
‘ i guess ‘ he replied with a wide smile and wide eyes…
“hmmm the one who is that much successful was suggesting me to dance in rain” i taunt him
”i suggest coz that i do myself i just dont run to make life i take some time to live and experince it as well”
again that was start of convo ‘ok and what about that search is this not enough that u still want to stand out?’
‘i had standout in my proffesion now its time to stand out in my passion”
he is so clear with his veiws that he did not take a second to reply..
I shake my head as i never win over him ‘hv rest now’
i said and turned to go but i feel tight grip of his hand on mine and he pulled me making me fall over his chest my open silky hair was falling on his eyes as he caresses them ‘but u hv given me this new life. U r my life saviour.. I want to turn remaing pages with u’ he said and i place my head on his chest that much closness was allowing me to hear his heart beat ‘here at a moment life is perfect, i want to look the world with ur veiw than it will be a beautiful one” i said and close my eyes and he turn his arms over me and i was like in the embrace of rose whose petals has surrounded me..