a letter to my LOVE – os

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today he was right der in front of me…. nd suddenly…. i felt wht love is…. i didn’t felt it whn i first saw him…. whn i realize dat i love him…. it’s really painful to love him whn i knw dat he don’t…. my fairytale ends there at d wedding…. no he was not d groom…. just a relative lyk me….. but anyways…. dn i felt love in my heart…. i felt it is breaking inside….. nd dn i felt he is not mine….

i heared many peoples saying i m not able to forget him/her…. i will die without him/her…. i will do anything just to be with him/her…. well…. m in d exact situation now….. saying him in my heart just be mine forever please i won’t be able to breath without u…..

knowing dat he don’t love me….. he is not mine is okay…. but knowing dat he loves someone else in d same way i love him is wht make me cry all time…. it says dat everyone believes your fake smile wch u carry all day but your pillow knws d truth whn u cry at night putting ur head on it….. nd so my pillow knws all my cryings weepings….

trust me…. i m not bad…. m not d villain….. but i can’t see u with her….. may be she love u…. but i bet my love is not less dn her’s…. i won’t say i m better dn her…. bcoz it’s ur choice nd i respect it…. but MY LOVE i m not less dn her….

i believe in miracles…. nd so in destiny….. true love makes it’s own way….. i don’t want to separate u from her…. but if she will hurt u…. i won’t leave her…. all i want is u to be happy….

i still remember d first day i saw u nd how we always fought like tom nd jerry…. i still remember each nd every word of ur…. ur teasing…. ur caring…. but i also remember d day…. d spcl day of my lyf…. my birthday nd u make it d worst day of my lyf…. d day i get to knw abt ur girlfriend….. it’s not ur mistake…. u don’t even knw dat i love u…. sometyms i wonder if u knw i exist in diz world….

please notice me i m here only…. i exist…. i left u but diz love is still in my heart…. tell me d way to remove it….. tell me how will i forget u…..

BUT….
it’s not ur mistake…. i m d only one…. who felk in love….. i m d only one who didn’t confess her love…. i m d only one who expect many things…. i m d only one who made assumptions…. and i m d only one who left heartbroken here…. i m d only one…. who is not made for u…. may be…..

BUT……
just want your love one tym in my life….. just want you one tym in my lyf….. i m sorry….
U HAVE A GIRLFRIEND…..

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boring??
but a true feeling of every single heart.. nowadays….
It is smthng really very close to my heart…. so i want to knw ur feelings…. let me knw wht u feel after reading diz….
please… i want each nd every person to comment who read diz…..
with lots of love
shonaa….
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14 Comments
  1. Fatimaa.

    Heyy shonaa…
    Hmm this piece of writing really touched…..i have been in a phase of my life when i came across the same type of feelings u portrayed in this os…
    Well it was nt true though that the one whom i love had loved anyone else…but at that tym der was a misunderstanding…..that led me to have such feelings….
    I get quite emotional reading this type of things which shows one sided love….coz once i also lived like dis…well now i hav d one whom i loved and love still and will love always…..but this feelings always touches me….(well if u r confused wat i wrote den u can give a read to my ff….its my own story…nd the latest episodes just now r having the same type of plot)
    M happy u wrote dis..
    Thank u soo much fr writing dis…..
    Love u????????????

  2. Nice bt plz post your story when a gangster fall in love i am eagerly wating fr that

  3. Twinjfan.tamanna

    Hey shonaa,
    I m a true believer of one sided love! aisa nahi hai ki I m going through it or I have gone through it but I imagine one sided love and believe me I cry every night bcuz of my imagining habit! You can see my writings , almost every work is abt one sided love! its the way I put down my feelings! okay I don’t have BF or anything… but just… I actually collect one.sided love from people! okay leave abt me, This OS was just so beautiful! feelings were potrayed really well! just loved it! feeling sad for her I mean the girl kyunke wahan par kahin pe bhi Twinkle ya Kunj ka naam nahi likha! u know what I mean! (A wild guess) I mean ke,the girl is.someone… u? but this was beautiful!

    With Love,
    Urs Tamanna

  4. Purnima.agrawal30

    Amazing emotional

  5. Supriya18d

    awsm Shonaa

  6. Sameera

    Awwww shona amazing yaar loved it sooo much yaar well well welcome back to Tu I know I am late in welcoming u par Kya Karu yaar bzy Hu time nahi mil raha hai iss college as well that was amazingly written truley said yaar waise mein yaad Hu ya nahi haww nahi Hu ???….hahah mazak Kar rahi Hu yaar waiting for ur ff ???????and other one too I think gangster story plzzz post soon nah

  7. SidMin23

    Nice keep writing

  8. Twinj

    Hey shonna
    True….the way u expressed the feeling when u got to know ur love has a bf was just fabulous….each n every words touched my heart…true enough our fake smile gives a relief to our near ones but our pillow knows our tears which we shade…the sleepless night n the endless days…keep writing…loved this letter….

  9. hey shona it was a really heart touching one I know a similar story of one of my friend and it hurts so much as even I have gone through this pain and still going on

  10. Ramya

    It’s awesome shonaa
    D way expressed is lovely
    Love u keep smiling

  11. anushka shetty

    Yeesssss so true…….I can connect to Dis vry well

  12. Presha

    Hey di..
    This feeling was really intense..
    I just loved it..
    I felt each nd every word of it…
    U know this os really touched ilme..
    Love u..

  13. Baby

    ohhhh god shonaa dii……♥
    jst sooo emotional sooo true….
    wen u love some one and u come to know he or she have a gf or bf……
    it really hrts it is d feeling like wanna kill ur slf bt cant I t is d time wen god tests one….its d time wen u need is support…it is d time wne u show ur love n power of ur love…….its d time wen u r being tested n u need to pass d test its d time wen urs stry is intense n heart touching n u need to take ur stand n wait for d prsn……. 🙂
    its d time u don’t need to show dat frnd of urs……..dat u need him….if he leaves u coz of his gf……hope m able to keep my points…… 🙂
    well love is a beautiful feeling…..n it have no time…..still need to stand up n face it…..☺
    loved d emotional n beautifully portrayed story……
    just amazing dii……..♥
    love u lods………………..♥♥♥♥♥♥
    keep writing keep smiling…………..☺

  14. Mannat

    awesome …. shonaaa ….. amazng … touched the heart ..

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