Kyy- I hate love (episode 18)

Hello there..I m veryyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy sorry for uploading sooo later.I know today I ll get chap pals..BT all accepted….no prob…BT as I was so late I have given a beryyyy long episode…it quite long…so today it much thing in this one..it has intense pain…love..happiness…BT still sadness…plzzz all of u plzzz comments..I m begging for comments…coz it took me two days to write this part..as it was very special to me so I wrote it very nycly and long..so I have taken much efforts…so today..plzz comment n tell me how was that..if today I don’t get more comments then I ll be katti with all of u….
Ok sorry for so much blabbering…let’s start..
*****************************************************************************Morning…..

Nandu woke up…she half opened her eyes and felt a little weight on her..she saw Manik hugging her tightly and sleeping like a baby…
She saw him and smiled…

She kissed Manik’s forehead…BT he didn’t get up…

She soon had an intense pain in her head….

Ugh hangover…..

Nandu soon realised what happened last night..though she didn’t remember totally what had happened last night BT was so sure that someone had spiked her drink which caused her this headache…

She tried hard to remember everything BT what she remembered made her go mad…
She was numb…she remembered both kissing eo….

She constantly was thinking something…

Nandu’s P.O.V

O shit…as I remember the kiss..he would also remember it..m sure..n as I remembered last night we both were not in senses…so we kissed…BT…I m sure..I didn’t tell him anything about my hate towards love…uff thank god….
BT the point is…what ll I say him..y we kissed…n how did I allow him to kiss..
No I won’t say a word…..
No..no..no….
If I don’t then he ll himself come to conclusion that we kissed coz I allowed him..n I have accepted him..n I love him..n then it ll be very hard for me to say no to him then…
Ohh…. What should I do….

END OF P.O.V

Nandu tried to stand n as he was leaning on her..his sleep got disturbed…
Nandu immediately stood up and was about to go…
BT Manik held her hand….

Nandu looked at him..
He was jst staring at her….

Manik-” good morning Nandu..”
Nandu didn’t speak anything n was jst holding her head…

Manik-” what happened baby? Oh..hangover isn’t it??”
Nandu-” yeah hangover….. Wait did u jst call me ‘ baby’ ??”
Manik-” yeah…u r my baby…we’ll leave that…the thing is…..who spiked our drinks???

Nandu was jst glaring at him…
Manik-” BT whatever it is…the one who spiked our drinks did good…I m not actually angry on him or her!!”
Nandu-” what do u mean…???” She was trying to sound angry BT failed badly…

Manik-” means…. The person actually brought us closer…u know…often ppl do what they have in their hearts when they r not in their senses…n both of us loved eo…n when we were out of our sense..uk what u we were doing..we kissed eo..n that showed that we love eo…. Madly..!”

Nandu P.O.V

O shit…. I was correct…he assumed all this…oh no….what should I dooooo….πŸ˜₯
Um….. Yeah!!!!!
I got an idea…BT it is not good…I shouldn’t do it….no….

BT I have too…otherwise he ll feel that I love him….oh god…..

F9 I ll do it…..BT sorry Manik…it has no purpose for u…its jst not right…..
N we shouldn’t be together… That’s it….
Sorry aaiyapa…plzzzz forgive meπŸ™πŸ™…

END OF P.O.V

Nandu slapped Manik hard….

Manik was shocked n stunned for a moment….
He was still in trance….

Manik-” wth was that???”

Nandu-” wth was that?? Really?? Jst shutup OK….. U what do u think of urself…Haan?? That u r the best..the most handsome guy..n anyone can fall for u…n u love me doesn’t mean that I also love u…n u how dare u kiss me yesterday Haan?? U r so shameless… I hate u Manik…I never ever thought that u would be like this….u r so cheap…u kissed me when I was unconscious…which decent boy does that…
U love me…doesn’t mean that u have all rights on me..coz I DONT LOVE u ok…
Better get that…I don’t love u……. N I can never love u..nor I can love anyone…
I hate u…I hate lo….ah….. ”

She turned around with tears eyes and maximum speed she had to run..she went to her house….

Manik’s P.O.V

As she went I was really shocked…was that the only Nandu I saw…I have never ever seen her shouting on anyone like this before….

I think she really doesn’t love me….is that true….she doesn’t love me????…..

Manik paused for some time……

BT now as I remember yesterday if she really doesn’t love me then yesterday y she gave in to the kiss…..n often ppl do what is in their heart when they r out of senses…soooo…..she did wanted to kiss me…..
BT then her rudeness now!!.. Why was that…..
Maybe bcoz she is pretending to hate me???…. Yes she is pretending to hate me…..
Coz that time I didn’t ask her wether she loves me or not…she herself said that she doesn’t love me….n moreover she said….I cannot love anyone…..y????? Y soo….
N at last also she was going to say something BT stopped…..
Ammmm,m………… Now I get it…..m sure there is some mystery bcoz of which she is behaving like that,…… M 100% sure……so now what I need to do is…spill the beans and take all her inside out…..I need to know what is she hiding….
Coz now I m very sure that she does love me….

END OF P.O.V

Nandu on the other hand was jst crying….she was cursing her self for slapping Manik….
She wanted to kill herself for that….

BT she jst did it so that Manik starts hating her…BT poor Nandu….she doesn’t know who and how Manik is….
He gets a slap n he is now more desperate to get her……

Days passed…..Nandu kept on ignoring Manik….

Manik was doing everything which would Manik Nandu confess everything…BT she had a strong will power…..she didn’t give up….

It was the day of solo round of musicana…..

The whole college was messed up….all the participants were getting ready….

The college was lookin beautiful…there were infinite ppl present in space…..

Many ppl were watching is live on tv…..

It was the beginning of the night…..

Vj Galen-” good evening everyone…..welcome to space academy….and welcome to engage deodorants and MTV presents… musicana co-powered By amazon.com and izara sunglasses….
Today we have our solo round….

So without delay let’s start our show….
BT before that….it has always been a type of tradition in our space…before anything…we light candles of hope and happiness….
So for that..I would like to call all the makers and producers on stage and the director and co- owner of space academy mr Vivek samthaan also to join us on the stage for this ceremony…
Manik had already told the management no to call him on the stage..as even if he is the owner of the academy…he is not the part of the ppl who should be doing that….
They all lit the candles present on the candle stand…..

-” now we r going to start our rounds,…..”

BT before that…we have a intro round in which each of the participant will come and give their intro in few lines….

All the participants come and give their intro…
The judges liked the intro of Manik and Nandu the most….

Then the show started…..
One by one all gave their performances……
Ppl were eagerly waiting for the fab5 ‘s band members to perform solo as they ll see them perform solo for the very first time…..

Cabir came and sang hai junoon song….ppl loved…all the judges were impressed to see his singing skills too….
Alya came and sang love me like a love song baby…all enjoyed the song a lot…
Druv came and sang Buddhu sa Mann…it was a nyc and cute performance…..

Here Manik took Nandu to a lonely place of space….he asked Nandu….

Manik-” enough of this Nandu….its jst enough….I m on back of u from last half month…. Don’t u see it…..I returned on 1dec and now it’s 25 Dec….it Christmas…n u r still….Nandu look at me here….plzz.. What is ur prob….plzzz tell me..what r u faking..for god sake jst stop ur drama….!!!”
Nandu-” Manik…I m not faking….I m all real in front of u….!!”
Manik-” u r so true?? Ok so tell me…u hate me…..”
Nandu was hesitating..she was looking down and her eyes had tears…
She said…
Nandu-” I hate u….!”
Manik took her chin from his fingers and lifted it up to make eye contact with her….he took her hands ….
He said…
Manik-” look into my eyes Nandu…look deep into it..and say what u see…don’t u see the love which is boiling inside me??? See….and now say….that u don’t love me….u don’t want me…u don’t wanna kiss me….u don’t wanna hug me…u don’t want to talk to me….( he kissed her softly…a tear rolled down from her eyes….) now say looking into my eyes Nandu…that u hate me! Say!!”

Nandu was shivering…she didn’t have the guts to see into his eyes…coz his eyes purely showed how much he was in love with her….

Manik-” say??? What happened cannot say!!”

Nandu gathered courage and finally looked into his eyes with harsh and rute face…and without wasting even a single second she said it…as she knew that if she takes more time then she will loose it and drown…..

Nandu-” I really don’t like u Manik..I hate u…I m here with another plan..and I don’t want anyone to come in my way…. I hate those who come in between me n my destination….u r not what I want..I m selfish yes I m…n I only want success….ok….so get that clear…I hate u….. Now don’t repeat that again infront of me other wise I will not even talk to u…!”

Manik looked at her….he was hell angry he was boiling with anger….he made his hand into a punch..he closed his eyes….
After a few seconds he opened his eyes
Manik looked at her…
Manik-” u don’t need to take that much effort of not talking with me now….now I myself will not talk to u….. Nandu…ah sorry NANDINI….I loved u purely and deeply….
BT u played with my emotions..y did u come so close to me Haan…y did u too gave in to the kiss…I didn’t know..that u r so cheap….I HATE U NANDINI…stay away from me….!!”
His hand was leaving Nandu’s hands…she tried to hold his hand…
Nandu-” Manik..Manik..listen to me..we can be friends…plzz.manik..!!”
He shook her hand n left it n went away…( jst like in the cover page)

He walked out from there….

Nandu was full of tears…she closed her eyes and all the words were continuously revolving in her mind….she was in so much pain….
She was jst thinking…’ Nandu ah sorry NANDINI,,,, u r so cheap…I HATE U NANDINI…’ It was all so much like bursting her…..

She decided to leave…she wiped her tears….
She was taking her bag… She was leaving her performance…
BT she realised something which her dad said….

Nandu P.O.V

Flashback..

Nandu-” daddy this is not happening…ah…I cannot do it….!!”
Her dad-” ah beta..try u will learn….!”
Nandu-” no..this cycling is not happening….”
Her dad-” see my girl….whatever U do in life…always complete it..never leave it in between…otherwise u ll always regret about it…that If I could have done it then my life would be different…so my lil sweetheart..promise me u ll try…!!”
Nandu-” yah dad….I ll try…!”

Jst then Nandu’s mom came…
Mom-” Nandu beta…. Come I have made yummy yummy chocolate muffins and hot chocolate cake…come we ll eat..and tell ur daddy that I have made his favourite filter coffee….”

Her dad-” hmmmm…..sounds so yummy Nandu..isn’t it..!”
She nodded in yes..
Dad-” so comeon…. Let’s go eat..and we ll do rest practice tomorrow…ok!”
They went inside…

Flashback end..

END OF P.O.V

she smiled remembering that…she wiped her tears off and got ready to rock the stage….
While here on the other hand the performances were still going on….

Navya sang shayarana song…cabir was mesmerised by her performance….
Mukhti sang every thing I want…abhi was constantly looking at her and smiling…
He felt that it was all what she was..she sang in the song….

Finally came Manik’s chance….
Ppl were way toooooooooooo excited….. All were cheering
Manik Manik Manik….

Nandu rushed to stand in the audience bcoz she desperately wanted to see his performance…

Manik came to the stage,…..

Manik sat on the chair….
Took his guitar…..

The music plays…

Yeh doorian
Aaann….
Yeh doorian….

He looked up and faced the audience….
His eyes were teary….

Yeh doorian
In raho ki doorian
Nigahon ki doorian
Humraho ki doorian
Fanna ho sabhi doorian

Kyun koi paas hai, door hai
Kyun koi jaane na , koi yahan pe
Aa raha paas ya door mein
Ja raha janoo na mein hu kahan pe

He stood and sang…Nandu was in the audience looking at Manik….

He looked deep into Nandu and said by his eyes to listen to him…as if what ever he is singing is jst for her..about her….becoz of her….

Yeh doorian
In raho ki doorian
Nigahon ki doorian
Humraho ki doorian
Fanna ho sabhi doorian

He went down from the stage…went inside the audience…Manik looked at Nandu n came and stood infront of her….

Kabhi hua yeh bhi, khali rahon pe bhi
Tu tha mere saath ,
Kabhi tujhe milke, lauta mere dil yeh
Khali khali haath
Yeh bhi huwa kabhi, jaise huwa abhi
Tujko sabhi mein paa liya

He was continuously looking at her n she was looking down…

He now was taking rounds of Nandu…revolving around her..

Tera mujhe kar jathi hai doorian
Satathi hai doorian
Tarsathi hai doorian
Fanna ho sabhi doorian

He stopped suddenly and stood beside her and looked at her…she too looked at her…his eyes dropped a tear expressing the intense pain he has BT he quickly wiped it off avoiding the audience….

Now the spot light was on Manik…he was facing the rest of the Audience and Nandu was standing still facing down..

Kaha bhi na main ne, nahin jeena main ne
Tu jo na mila
Tujhe bhule se bhi, bola na mein yeh bhi
Chahu fasala
Bas fasala rahe banke kasak jo kahe
Ho aur chahat yeh jawan

Nandu now ran into the green room coz she could not stop herself from crying anymore and if she does then it ll be clearly visible to all that y Manik is singing infront of her and she is crying….

He went back and sang the rest of the song…

Teri meri mit jani hai doorian
Begani hai doorian
Hat jani hai doorian
Fanna ho sabhi doorian

Kyun koi paas hai, door hai
Kyun koi jaane na , koi yahan pe
Aa raha paas ya door mein
Ja raha janoo na mein hu kahan pe

Yeh doorian
In raho ki doorian
Nigahon ki doorian
Humraho ki doorian
Fanna ho sabhi doorian
Yeh doorian yeh doorian yeh doorian…

His song ended…

All we shouting on top of their voice….ppl were mad after his song…till then..it was all loud and clear that Manik is only the winner…BT few ppl more were left and that included Nandu too….

Nandu on the back stage was crying…..she had her face wet with tears….
Manik came back and saw Nandu…

Manik saw her..they both had an intense eye lock…then Manik realised it and went away…he took his car and went home…

Manik went back to his home.. He hated Nandu at that moment BT still wanted to see her..he switched on the tv…it was all live….

It was Nandu’s turn…she was very nervous…she went on the stage…Manik saw her standing very nervous…he could see the tears and unhappiness in her eyes…

She held the Mike…she was really nervous…all the things were revolving in her mind….
She looked at the audience and the judges..she became even more nervous…
She started…
“AAti..hai…..saannss me..sans..jab..ah…Hmm..
Sorry I can’t do this…”
She said this n she was about to go….the judge stopped her…
This was all being watched by Manik in his house…he should be happy coz she is not singing n she is unsuccessful as he hates her BT he wasn’t feeling good about it….
He said-” come on…u can do it Nandu…come on!”

Here judge asked her to try for once….
She said she can’t do it….
She was going down the stage…

Here Manik was literally shouting-” come on..come on….u can..try…plzz don’t step back..plzz!”

Then suddenly Nandu felt a positive vibe…she stood still….
A smile appeared on her face….she didn’t see or heard Manik cheering her…BT she felt it anyhow…

She went back on the stage….

She remembered her fathers words…she closed her eyes…took a big sigh…
And started again…

Aati hai saans mein saans
Jab tum hote ho
Jab tum hote ho

Main jeeti hoon mere paas
Jab tum hote ho
Jab tum hote ho

She looked at the camera and sang….

Mera hasna pagal jaisa
Mera rona badal jaisa
Sab lagta hain mujhe khaas
Jab tum hote ho
Jab tum hote ho

She had intense pain and hope in her eyes…hope that Manik ll forgive her….

Aati hai saans mein saans
Jab tum hote ho
Jab tum hote hooooo….oooo…..

Sun raha hai naa tu
Ro rahi hun main
Sun raha hai naa tu
Kyun ro raha hun main (x2)

Yaara…

She stood and came towards the camera and made a ‘PLEASE FORGIVE ME’ face…

Mujhko iraade de
Kasamein de, waade de
Meri duaaon ke ishaaron ko sahaare de
Dil ko thikaane de naye bahaane de
Khabon ki barishon ko mausam ke paimane de
Apne karam ki kar adaayein
Kar de idhar bhi tu nigaahein

Sun Raha hai na tu

Ro Rahi Hun main…

Sun Raha hai na tu…

Kyu Ro rahi Hun main….

A single tear escaped from her eyes..and she too quickly wiped it….

Manik’s eyes were fully teary…he wanted to cry loud and roar..BT stopped himself…

Precap- ””” DUO ROUNDβ€οΈπŸ’”πŸ’”πŸ’˜πŸ’₯πŸ’₯””’

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Hello everyone….m again sorry for uploading so late…BT as I was so late…I have given a quite long one…hope u liked it….guys again I m saying it took me 2 days to write this part..coz it was really very special to me..so I wanted to make it very much nycly..I have take veryyyyyyyyy much efforts..so plzzzzπŸ™πŸ™πŸ™πŸ™πŸ™πŸ™I m begging for comments..all the SILENT READER…it ok to be silent BT on such episodes…plzz ur comments are precious to me..so plzz today all the ppl out there reading it…plZzzzzz comment….

N sorry guys if u felt it TOO EMOTIONAL OR CRAP BT I had to write it coz I had to show the pain in love….

Ignore typos..suggestions welcomed..criticism accepted…

Love u all…

Keep reading..

34 comments

  1. Rajnandini

    Superbbbbb yaar…I m ur silent and new reader…I have read all ur episodes till now in jst two hours..can u imagine….I loveeeeeeeeedd it….plzzz update soon…β€οΈβ€οΈβ€οΈβ€οΈπŸ™πŸ™πŸ™πŸ™

    • Tash

      Tq very much dear…m so happy about that….BT how come ur design pic is same as mine??? The pic showing right beside ur name is same pic as mine!!! πŸ€”πŸ€”πŸ€”πŸ€”
      Any ways….Tq…..Tq so much

  2. piya

    Tashu you don’t have to request so much for comments as your updates are sooooo gooog that we can’t stop to comment you show the emotions so beautifully your updates compel us to hats off to your writing skills keep going dear

    • Tash

      |Author

      Tqqqqqqqqqqq veryyyyy much…..m so happy with ur comment…Tq for appreciating my hard work and efforts….tq😊😊😊😊

  3. Sindhu_Varma

    |Registered Member

    Tashu it is marvellous, u took 2 days to write such an awesome update 😊 Super nd waiting for the duo round 😬😬

  4. Mahi13

    |Registered Member

    Di ur hard work for 2 days really worked. U’ve done an AMAZING job. U described their emotion so well It felt like everything is happening for real. U r too good. The update was too emotional. Plz update soon plz.

    • Tash

      |Author

      Tq veryyyyyy much mahi……n glad u enjoyed it….n if u really felt it happening infront of u then my purpose is accomplished…I wanted u all to feel the story n hopefull I made u feel….
      Ll try updating soon..Tq again😊😊😊

  5. Alisha

    |Registered Member

    OMG OMG OMG!!!! That was fabulous! Amazing! Mindblowing! That was something out of the world. You are such a superb writer… I could even imagine every single scene that you had written, their emotions… Literally everything! From the top to the bottom, it was perfection. Hats off to you.. πŸ™ŒπŸ»πŸ‘ŒπŸ»

    • Tash

      |Author

      Omg omg omg…😜tqqqqqqqqqq sooooooooooo much…..dear….ur comment made me feel that I m doing something really good…n reading ur comment…I m on 9th cloud….Tq veryyyyy much…love u….😊😊😊😊😊

  6. kavya

    Sbse phele too mujhe apko sorry bolna h….itni late comment karne ke liye…..

    Dil se sorry……din me main bhut busy Thi….nd apke update par mujhe proper comment karna tha….jiske liye….proper time lgta….

    Now….come too update…….
    Update too bss mind blowing tha dear……
    Ek ek scene abhi bhi mere aankho ke aage flashback ki thah chal rehe h……

    Itna long update……superb……

    ND song se too mere Mann ke bhi sare emotions KYY ke liye jaag gye….

    Seriously…..iske liye too main apko THANK U bolti hoo……

    Keep going…..
    Love u loads……

    Hope u don’t mind….maine pura comment Hindi me kiya…..

    • Tash

      |Author

      Kavya sabse pehle toh mujhe aapko bolna hai ke no sorry plllzzzz….we r friends so in friendship no sorry no thanks…I hope u know…n main bars isme hi happy hun ke u atleast commented even after being soooooooo busy….Tq Tq Tq Tq sooooo much….cute wala Tq…haha….n aapko Pata hai…y maine ye song dala…coz yeh song mere liye bohot special hai….yeh dooriyan is soo special to me…yeh song Maine aapne school ke 12th main Gaya that in guitar tunes….actually I have a hobby of singing coz I play guitar so mere school ke fest main Maine yeh song Gaya n I got a price…aur yeh song was suiting the situation so Maine yeh song dala….
      Hope u liked it…
      N bigggggggggg wala Tq for ur precious n lovely comments….
      Jab bhe main aapke comments padhti hu toh I feel way too special..tq for that…
      N see main bilkul aapke tarah hi baat karti hu in Hindi…so y to say sorry…I loveeeeee Hindi…
      So u can hamesha talk to me in Hindi ok…again saying bilkul bhe sorry Nahi…
      N Haan me too sorry aapne past ko bata ke bore Karne ke liye 😜😜😜
      Chalo bye…
      Tq again…
      Tc

      • kavya

        Tash…..phele too mujhe thank u….bola h….for this frdship…..

        Seriously btao….too main bhut kam baat karti hoo……yaa sirf uhne se joo mere bhut close h…..

        Nd shayad isliye….mere bhut sare frds bhi nhi…..2-3….every special wale….

        But…..aj se ap bhi uhne special frds me se ek hoo……..
        Thank u for such a beautiful frdship.. ….

      • Tash

        |Author

        Aweeeeee…Tq so much… That feels so special to be ur special friend….BT I ll make u m sis…coz I love sisters…..😘😘
        Love u…ptc

      • kavya

        Love u too yar….

        ALWAYS And FOREVER…..

        Today…..i m soo soo happy…..for all this…

  7. Ky2 addict ;)

    Diiii I am your silent reader BT your ff made me to comment…plzzzz update soon because I m a bigggg fan of your ff n I can’t wait anymore….love this ff very much di…❀️❀️❀️❀️

    • Tash

      |Author

      Tq ky2 addict…..ll try to update soon….u know I m really busy now a days so I m not getting tym..sorry

  8. Aisha

    amazing episode means i literally have no words!! plzzz update as soon as possible….i simply can’t hold myself after such an exciting episode…..eagerly waiting for the next one.
    your are a wonderful writer, in fact a great one. you have filled each an every line with intense emotions and dats what i loved the most about this ff. Continue this awesome work.

    • Tash

      |Author

      Oh my god!…I m sooooo so soo happy after reading ur comment..I can’t even express it..Tq….Tq for loving this ff so much…I ll always be gr8ful to u n all my readers for reading n appreciating it so much..uk it really really really means to me aaaaa lottttt…Tq…n m sorry BT ll update another one after a week..m sorry…can’t help it..it’s my practicals going on..so can’t do anything..soryyyy..cholly…plzzzzz forgive me…n wait..BT don’t worry..asa I give an update..it ll be a longggg one…sorry for making u wait…m soooooooo sorry….n Tq againπŸ˜ŠπŸ˜ŠπŸ˜ŠπŸ˜ŠπŸ˜ŠπŸ˜ŠπŸ™πŸ™

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