Sanskar’s POV

I had chosen. I’m determined. I just hope, I get back what I want!!.. I am traveling to Kolkata today. It’s the place where we got together!!.. And it’s the same place where I’ll get you back again Swara. I wish you are fine. I still remember how we met and fell in love with!!.. And then our stupid plan of eloping…

That time we were so happy about our decision but I do really regret today. If ever we would have fought for our love!!.. Then I solely hope our love wouldn’t have been weak!!.. I would have learnt how to reconsider and relate the things! I wish, I wish!!.. But reality is, nothing can be changed!!..

We can’t change our destiny! We can’t change our fate which has already been destroyed by me. I’m the sole reason!!.. But I’m happy because I’m going to meet you now!!.. Finally, the day has come!!.. After 8 months!!.. I just want to see you nothing else!!.. I least expect to be forgiven but I want to see you…

Don’t make me wait Swara don’t. I’m dying each and every minute in search of you. But when Riya told me she had seen you in Kolkata 4 months before. I was like I got a life!!.. After Kavita allowed me to go… I was so relieved!!.. I really wanted to go to you. I was searching for you since past 2 months. I came here in search of you and I’ll not return back until I find you and take you back with me!!..

The flight took off and I arrived Kolkata within next 2 hours. I kept hugging Swara’s photo until I reached Kolkata.

I wasn’t born in Kolkata. But I love this place!!.. This place brings me the memory of Swara. The year dad shifted his business, I met her!!.. Kolkata is same as her!!.. The hustle and bustle of the city reminds me of her endless talks…

I took a cab and moved to her house. I knew she would be there!!.. I reached there but the gate was locked. People nearby looked at me as if I am some alien!!.. After a lot of enquires I didn’t know why was the gate locked. I entered a house of their neighbours and they heartily welcomed me!!..

“What do you want? Mr…? ”

“Sanskar Maheshwari”

“So Mr. Maheshwari have you come to buy the land? If you have then I’m sorry to say there’s no owner of this place right now”

“What do you mean??” I was confused to what this man was speaking.

“Actually, Mr. Maheshwari this property no longer belongs to the Kapoor’s this is owned by the bank now!!.. As they have certain debts and as the family is no more!!..” he spoke and sighed!

“What do you mean?”

“The Kapoor’s have died in an accident. No one remained. May God rest their souls in piece..” he spoke joining hands.

What was this man talking about? Has he gone mad? No no… How can Swara leave me and go like this? That too without meeting me?

“How can you say that? Nothing had happened! How can this happen?” I cried out and sat there, tears coming out.

“But Mr. Maheshwari this was the biggest news 5 months ago. Within them there was Mr. & Mrs. Kapoor, their elder daughter & her husband, their younger daughter as well as their grandson”

“What??… Swara??.. Grandson??.. Wait!!.. Swara gave birth to?? I mean was she pregnant??..”

“I don’t know much about that Mr. Maheshwari but according to the people here around she had a baby boy, who too was the victim of the accident. When this accident took place we were out of station so it’s really hard to define about what had happened exactly!!..” I stood there numb. I had a son? Swara gave birth to a son??.. She would have been so happy!!..

She loved kids!!.. But it’s all because of me!!.. Because of me he’s not here!!.. No no this can’t happen my Swara can’t go…. She can’t go leaving me!!.. Where are you Swara??.. I know you are alive!!.. My heart says that you are!!…

Come back Swara, your Sanskar needs you!!.. I started walking, I don’t know where! But I’m moving aimlessly!!..

“Swara, Swara come back please!!.. Where are you??.. I love you… Come back damn it!!.. I wont let you go this time. Please I’m sorry.. Please come back!!.. I’ll love you please come back! I want to see my child!!.. Our child! Where are you??..”

I kept murmuring until something hit me and everything went black!!..


Everyone knows where’s Swara isn’t it?
She is safe not to worry!!..
A short one!! So sorry… If you all don’t like

Precap: Swara’s POV

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  1. awesome
    i am waiting for next episode plz post it soon

    1. Anisha

      Nxt part tomorrow noon??
      Keep waiting!!

  2. nice..i always wait for ur ff..its one of my favs..continue soon..tc..

    1. Anisha

      Thank You ?
      Will post asap??!!..

  3. Tamanna


    1. Anisha

      Thank You ?

  4. Anisha

    I am not posting MPM
    TU deleted the ff…
    Talking about Kuch Toh Hai Tere Mere Darmiya I’ll post next part tomorrow noon…
    Shoot your comments till then….

    1. Hey awesome update, if you don’t mind I wan to say, when you get time when you want then you can post MPM on fb page

      1. Anisha

        Ok… But what is your username on FB??..

      2. I don’t have any page, but today I saw you posted this ff on some page, my user name is same as here in comments

  5. G.Chandu

    amazing yaar…!! Loved it…!! Feeling little sad for sanskar…!! But still anyways he should repent for what he did…!!! Thanks for posting it…!! I thought you would really take one month gap…!! 😀 😀

    1. Anisha

      Thank You ??
      I fooled you ????

  6. Awesome
    Plz don’t do injustice to Kaviita ‘s child

    1. Anisha

      Thank You ??

  7. heyy it was awesome loved it ….sanskar is realizing oh my godd……..

    1. Anisha

      Thank You ??

  8. MOU

    Finally his realisation…..it is needed……I hope he find her soon…..

    1. Anisha

      Let’s see
      BTW thank you ?

  9. Awesome……. Continue soon……

    1. Anisha

      Thank You ??

  10. Hi,If swara is pregnant,ow it is so nice you last chapter I really feel heart broken for kavitha pregnant but now swara had child it is give some relief, please to make it is swasan child please it is only give the relief . please close the kavitha chapter ,I can’t digest her. It really nice the baby boy is swasan child I feel really happy,because how that kavitha could pregnant of sanskar child,it is full rights for swara to sanky child. Please make it him child please it is my request please.

    1. Anisha

      Keep reading!

  11. this mean sanskar choose??????????swasan will meet eachother????????????what will do swara when sanskar meet time????????????what will happen kavitha child?????? whom will reunion sanskara???swasan or kavsan??????

    1. Anisha

      Keep reading!!..

  12. Deeksha gupta

    Awesome anisha …..just loved it …

    1. Anisha

      Thank You ??

  13. Nice one dear… Loved it ??????

    1. Anisha

      Thank You ?

  14. Nice

    1. Anisha

      Thank You ?

  15. Hey I like ur ff a lot it’s awesome..

    1. Anisha

      Thank You ?

  16. Awesome

    1. Anisha

      Thank You ?

  17. Awwww thanks for the update dear loved its its really a very nice suprise awesome thanks dear

    1. Anisha

      Thank You ??

  18. really swara was pregant that time??????i thought swara had child was raglak.but Jj comment confusion me plz clear this matter anisha

    1. Anisha

      She wasn’t pregnant!!..
      Ansh is RagLak’s son

  19. awesome.. loving it anisha. update next part soon

    1. Anisha

      Thank You
      Will upload asap

  20. Anisha it was amazing… loved this chappy..??.. i have a doubt is it Swara’s child or RAGLAK’s child… ??? i think it’s RAGLAK’s… isn’t it??? ohhhhh Sanskar what r u donig man???? u loved Swara bt when u feel attracted towards Kavita u left her!!! now u again want her?.. n what about Kavita??? now she is pregnent … what will she so now???? bt anyway Sanskar has guilt now.. Life us all about second chance n I think Swara should give him a chance…

    plzz Anisha give Kavita a lovely husband n life… i mean she will get her real love… ???

    1. Anisha

      Hmm… Will see…

      Keep reading

  21. Kaynatk01

    aww so sad to see sanskaar waiting for next anishaa

    1. Anisha

      Thank you
      Ha re!!.. Sanskar ??

  22. Haripriyacivil

    Plz unite swasan

    1. Anisha

      Will think..

  23. Doesn’t matter how worng sanky did with shona … But still I cannot hate him not even in ff…

    For me only swasan …

    1. Anisha

      Me too ????

  24. Sanskar ke hormones kaafi acche hai.2 ladies were pregnant,without him even knowing that.You destroyed Sanskar’s character though.Anyways i’m least bothered about SwaSan…but i’m liking this story which has no sense.I dislike Kavita and you made her the heroin,great and mahan Kavita.

    1. Anisha

      Waise! I like that you don’t like… ???
      As if I care!!..
      Don’t post ur stupid comments! Don’t increase my BP! Pls!!
      Kavita mahan hai.. And she is a heroin what will u do?
      Go to hell!!..
      Swasan fan toh TUM ho nhi! ??
      So don’t put ur mouth here!
      What shall I do if you princess Riya Kapoor dislike it??
      Sanskar got pregnant? How will he know? Then?

      Looks like you didn’t ever read your bio books…
      Or your teacher didn’t teach you!!..
      I pity you…

      1. Excuse me!!Why will I go to hell?That’s your home.You stay there.You called me princess and even then disobeying me?You stupid little creature.And you are talking about my biology,before questioning my biology,see your literature and language which certainly roams around pregnancy,intimacy and lust?

      2. Anisha

        Oh Helo? What is your problem?
        By the way hell is owned my you!! It’s fixed!!.. Princess my foot!! ??
        Sorry my foot too deserves you….
        blo*dy nonsense! Don’t read if you don’t like!!.. I’m not little!! Sorry to say!
        Your biology is the worst!!!… No need of any certificates….
        Thank You for your compliment !!…
        You don’t have to point out my skills dear…
        Other readers are there…
        Look at yours 1st…. Stupid creature!!..
        Why don’t you write something nice? Without all these stuffs??…
        Post a ff now!!.. Comm’n prove it! It shouldn’t even consist of a kiss…
        Miss Smarty Pants ??

      3. Anisha

        Sorry I meant my foot doesn’t deserve you ??????

      4. Ah!U did some PHD or something in Bio isn’t it?And i don’t deserve your foot.Who wants your foot???U and your foot both r useless.And u r so stupid,u yourself called me princess and saying all these.And about kiss,kiss and intimacy is way different.It’s not wrong to show romantic scenes but your ones are adult contents.U were bashed in facebook too right?And why will I follow your instructions?Why don’t u see that it’s not only me who bashes u?I know what I own.

      5. RiSha

        Wow! Great!!.. Then keep that to ur self!
        Miss whatever!!…
        I’m not only the one writing adult content!!
        There are many FF’s…
        Check and then comment!

  25. Arunika


    1. Anisha

      Thank You

  26. Hi, I’m silent reader, I have a request, pls don’t unite swasan if kavitha is having sanskaar child.
    Pls don’t make mistress have the right to have first child of the man, even if swara is the ex-wife now.
    Pls don’t show kavitha love is pure that why she having sanskaar child in 8 mths, but swara love im-pure that she don’t have sanskaar child, even when sanskaar knew swara love kids. I know sanskaar don’t know abt kavitha pregnancy, but pls don’t justify kavitha by giving her a child in the name of love (kavitha love). And what abt swara love, doesn’t she love sanskaar? Then why she never had child with him even when she was sanskaar wife.

    1. Anisha

      I’ll justify let time come!!..

  27. i knw a lot of readers bashing u..bt lz dont sto ur ff..continue it for dose who loveeeee it..and ignore bashers..tc..

    1. Anisha

      Thank you
      Will surely continue!!

  28. Mind blowing… Keep writing

    1. Anisha

      Thank You ??

  29. Rekha

    Awesome as always….

    1. Anisha

      Thank You ??

  30. RiSha

    Please! Read my new ff Roses And Thorns….

  31. Amazing update waiting for next n plzzz mpm b post kesi plzzz it’s a request plzzxxxxx????

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