~As a girl if I would have been in Swara’s position I would never have chosen Sanskar. After his betrayal never!!.. But we all know about our huge Swasan fandom… People are so crazy about them that they want Swasan by hook or by crook!!.. So one’s demanding for Swasan tell me what you want? Do you still want Swasan? Comment faster and lemme know!!… Will be waiting for the reply! Comment faster…. Even does who don’t want to comment. Votes will be counted. Numerous votes from a single ID won’t be counted…~


Third person’s POV

Every new beginning comes from some other beginning’s end. That’s quite true!!.. The beginning of Swara’s life with Sanskar has come to an end when she stepped into Varun’s life! It’s a new relation with a new beginning. It’s been few months, and she is getting used to these changes. Varun has no one except his aunt and his aunt is a guest here. She comes often but not so much! The main reason being Varun doesn’t like her!!.. Swara has plenty of time alone!!.. She has been home for some months, taking a break from her office. She is happy as well as afraid! Happiness hasn’t been a part of her life, these 4 years!!.. And when we suddenly step into happiness we feel afraid, same is with Swara. She has that fear.

Every day she feels a blessing from God and she considers it a new beginning. Yeah, everything is beautiful but something is still not perfect!!.. Something is wrong!! She is wrong!!.. Past is past and we need to forget. We need to move on and forget those bad memories in our way, the obstacles, tackling and leaving them long ago before entering your present and future!!.. The beginning is the most important part of the work. But Swara couldn’t help thinking about the dreadful past! She’s still there quenching, heaving for the love that isn’t, wasn’t & will never be her’s!!..

“Let go of yesterday. Let today be a new beginning and be the best that you can, and you’ll get to where God wants you to be” that’s what every close one tells her but she is losing! Losing each and everyday!!.. It’s easy to say, hard to follow!!.. It’s difficult to accept but is true.. ‘First love is difficult to forget!’… She hadn’t forgiven nor had she forgotten those beautiful memories with him! It’s tough to decide your love and what’s correct!!.. She had made herself strong, her heart stone and rejected Sanskar. He wasn’t trustworthy anymore!! No more!!….

But her love, love isn’t easy to despise!!.. But she’s trying her best not to avoid Varun and think about Sanskar all over again!!.. She is falling in the pit, again!!..
It’s raining outside. “Let the rain kiss you. Let the rain beat upon your head with silver liquid drops. Let the rain sing you a lullaby” famous quotes by Rabindranath Tagore. That was what her mother used to say while asking her to enjoy the rain. She used to follow and recite those words, dancing and singing in this rain.

Sunshine is delicious,
Rain is refreshing,
Wind braces us up,
Snow is exhilarating,
There is really no such thing
As bad weather,
Only different kinds of good weather.

It’s a poem written by John Ruskin, her favourite critic. She recites the poem and keeps on whispering watching some children playing those paper boats and some others enjoying the rain. School girls hiding their umbrellas behind their bag and taking long fresh breaths, enjoying, jumping in this beautiful weather!!.. She has that same Swara inside her to play in the rain but for now she’s dull. May be she had died in her past. Her thoughts broke by Ansh’s shrieks.

“Mumma, where’s dadda??” he came in, in his muddy clothes. Swara glared at him.

“Ansh, what’s this? This mud? I asked you not to play in the muddy water? Isn’t it? Then why don’t you listen to Mumma?” Swara said scolding him.

“Ansh won’t listen to his Mumma because he loves his Dadda more, hai na? He isn’t Mumma’s boy?” and the two shared a hi-fi.

Swara pouted looking at their laughing faces. Varun and Ansh didn’t stop. They continued making fun of her and she was hot red by now.

“Awe! Cutie” both exclaimed pulling her cheeks alternately. She turned her face angrily again and the two laughed.

“Ansh, I wasn’t sure but now I’m sure. I married a joker!” the two laughed again. Swara forgot her worries watching the duo, father-son. She admired their bond and smiled. But how dare they tease her?..

She caught the broomstick in hand and ran behind them. Ansh hid behind the curtains but how could Varun hide? She made him run all around the house until she caught hold of him in the garden. The duo slipped in the muddy puddle and splash!!!…

Swara laid on top of Varun.

Chhuteya na chhoote mosey
Rang tera dolna
Ik tere baajo duja
Mera koi molna
Bolna mahi bol na
Bolna mahi bol na

He stared at her and kept staring. She wanted to move but his touch on her bare waist

Mm.. Mmm..

Tere liye aaya main toh tere sang jaana
Dholna ve tere nal jindadi bitavaan
Kadi naiyo chodna
Ishq di dor na
Saare chadh jaayein mahi
Tu na chodna
Bolna mahi bolna
Bolna mahi bolna

Mm.. Mmm..

His touch made her senseless. In no time she caught hold of his shirt and stared at his brown eyes. That spoke lots!!..

Tere sang hasna main tere sang rona
Tujhme hi rehna main tujhme hi khona
Dil mein chhupa ke tujhe
Dil naiyo kholna
Marke bhi mahi tose munh na modna

Bolna maahi bolna
Bolna maahi bolna

They came closer. Swara closed her eyes feeling his hot breath near her face.

Chhuteya na chhoote mosey
Rang tera dolna
Ik tere baajo duja mera koi molna
Bolna mahi bol na (bol na)
Bolna mahi bol na (mahi bolna)

“Mumma, Dadda what are you both doing in this rain??.. It’s so cold! And Dadda hannchhhiiiieee… I won’t play. Bubye!” Ansh said and ran to his room.

Both were emberrased. Swara couldn’t look up, she didn’t know what was happening! Though Varun knew he was in love!!.. Swara turned to leave.

“Hmm… Swara I wanted to ask you something”

“Ya speak” Swara said looking down. She didn’t dare to look up after what had just happened.

“Umm….Swara are you okay? I mean I’m watching you…. You aren’t okay?” Swara looked up-to his eyes and their eyes met. She had seen his genuineness and care for her. He looked into her eyes and he could find out her fear.

“Even though the future seems far away, it is actually beginning right now. You have time Swara, plenty of time!!.. Take it! I don’t want you to be fast. Coming together is a beginning; keeping together is progress; working together is success. Let us always meet each other with smile, for the smile is the beginning of love” he kissed my forehead, carried me to the washroom and closed the door for me to change.

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  1. No swasan….its good reading swara varun…sanskar don’t deserve swara,at least not now..his betrayal was very big…on the other side varun is very caring n supporting… Let’s c wat u plot next

    1. Anisha

      Thank you…
      Let’s count the votes….

  2. No… I don’t want swasan… I want swara to move on with varun…sanskar dont deserve swara not only swara he don’t deserve for anyone’s love…

    1. Anisha

      Well said!!

    1. Anisha

      Thank you

  3. Mica

    just 1 question… , swara is afraid , she has fear, the past haunted her..
    so, if she has fear about the past, can she ever think about back to sanskar ? because Sanskar is the reason of her fear. …
    while she married to faithful varun but still has fear about the betrayal…
    how can she ever think about back to Sanskar without a fear of being betrayed again…
    with this fear… i damn sure she will more unhappy with Sanskar than with Varun…

    1. Anisha

      I agree with you ??

  4. Mica

    hehehe, i watched friend serial in warner tv just now…
    it’s about ross- rachel temporary break up. Rachel have date with Mark…
    in his frustrated, Ross drunk and slept with a girl..
    just once, Ross asking forgiveness to rachel… but Rachel can’t forgive him…
    comparing to sanskar.. he was in marriage with Swara..
    had affair with kavita over and over..
    THOSE TIME to Swara….

    1. Anisha

      Even I’m thinking about the Same Micz!! But swasan fans are…. You know how they are isn’t it?? They can reach up to any extent for them…. Let’s see the votes will decide then… ??

      1. Mica

        so Let’s run !!!!!!!! 😀 😀 😀

    2. Anisha

      Get set go??

  5. No, swasan pleased, sanskar betrayal not acceptable.

    1. Anisha

      Thank you

  6. Ayonti(swasan)

    nyc.swasan plz

    1. Anisha

      Thank you

  7. pihu(swasan lover)

    superb. please yr swasan

    1. Anisha

      Thank you

  8. sanskar ne bhoot galat kiya bt swara ki shaadi varun se ho gayi tu swara aur bhi suffer karega.plz kisi aur se shaadi ki aur se………. bcz swara abhi bhi sanskar ko payaar karta hai.so plz swasan

    1. Anisha

      Let’s wait for the votes…. ?

  9. Anisha…this is perfect for swara..life she deserves..let it be…ya swasan fans are crazy…I am one among them..he he he..but in this story no swasan….I hope others will agree this …

    But u should write other ff with swasan as pair…

    Stay blessed…

    1. Anisha

      Seeba! Definitely I’m writing Swasan ff’s as well…. ?..

  10. Wow! What a chemistry between trio. Perfect family!!! Please don’t seperate them. Sanskar is past. Varun is present and must be future in my point of view!

    1. Anisha

      Thank you

  11. nice wat is ur concept

  12. Rekha


    1. Anisha

      Thank you

  13. Plzzz…swasan…

    1. Anisha

      Votes will decide let’s wait for it! ?

  14. Swasan plz

    1. Anisha

      Let’s see??

  15. nice..no swasan in dis story..

    1. Anisha

      Thank you

  16. swasan I want

    1. Anisha

      Let’s see Vijay!

  17. Wowww… anisha..!! Just now I read previous episodes… which I missed….!! First I didn’t expect swara getting married to some other guy…!! And sansakr pov’s were amazing…!! After reading his pov… I got a feeling somewhere that may be he should be given a chance…!! You really wrote soo well…!! I felt soo sad thinking about situation of sanskar when his beloved is getting married to someone else…!!

    I know he did a mistake and it’s not forgiven…!! But now… in current situation both are suffering…unable to forget each other…!! If swara understands how much even he has suffered after she went away… I am sure that she would feel for him too…!!

    I don’t know why… but I want swasan at the end…!! Please give him a chance to prove himself…!!

    1. Anisha

      Thank you ?

    2. Mica

      noo Dear,, in the past 8 month after Swara saw their intimacy, after swara got slap from sanskar, after Sanskar said that he choose Kavita… He has been enjoying made love with Kavita , meanwhile swara had blood of teary eyed for the betrayal…

      1. Haa..mica…!! You are right…!! If it happens like this in real.. I would never forgive him…!! But…after reading his pov too..I got carried away soo much…that may be by giving him a chance…all things will get set at right places again…!! Both swasan will be happy…and initially…swara will take time to trust…but finally she will be happy too…!! And both the kids will have parents…!!

        Being a swasan fan… I just don’t want him to suffer his whole life… for the stupidity he have done…!! If he would have been sahil or someone else… I would have supported to other option only…!!

  18. Swasan plZ I know sanskar did wrong bt plz swasan

    1. Anisha

      Let’s see??

  19. Abdul hafiz (Uma)

    You decide the pairs according to votes, I will be happy with it… Bcz I can’t choose any of them, all are right in their place….So,go for it dear… Anyway, who is playing varun role???.. Keep it up dear….

    About chappy, mind blowing…loved it….I will be not in tu from 23 September to 15 October bcz of my exams starting from 27 September.So, till then take care, bye, lots of love??.

    1. Anisha

      Awe! I’ll miss you ??
      Well I’ll wait for you….
      And yes! Next part is posted!!.. ??all the best for your exams! ??
      Varun? I don’t know who’ll play his role… You can imagine whom ever you want! I really don’t watch serials! So rarely know about any??

  20. No no no no no…I don’t want swasan…

    1. Anisha

      Well will count & tell

  21. Nice di I was a silent reader but you made me write a comment di I want swasan pls because even if sanskar betrayal he us now guilty and swara also love sanskar now also and we have to think about sprash who will take care of him if swara is not there so pls pls swasan swasan…..

    1. Anisha

      Let’s see Sia! I’m happy you commented!

  22. Nice

    1. Anisha

      Thank you

    2. Anisha

      Whom will you choose? Swasan or Swarun?

  23. I want swasan

    1. Anisha

      Let’s see

  24. Arunika

    Swarun is good….Sanky is no more needed!!!
    Being a girl myself, I hate Sanky & all those others who take their wives for granted!!!!

    1. Anisha

      Arunika! Well said! Waise! Tu bhi likhti hai??

      1. Arunika

        Nhi Anisha di…mujhme wo talent kaha?

  25. Yaar.Wanna see swara leading life with varun. Not with sanskar. He is not worth for swara love.

    1. Anisha

      Let’s see what destiny plans!!..

  26. Plz swara ko apne life me move on hone do
    Its better for sparsh ansh varun and sanskar
    No swasan plz
    Make swavar as couple (swara and varun)

    1. Anisha

      Thank you

  27. Anie

    Keep swara n varun only ..let swara move on her life because she deserves one who trust her blindly ..n loves her to inffinity dat he can never in his bad dreams think to betray her

    1. Anisha

      Thank you ??

  28. Kakali

    If it happens in day to day i’ll say “” Swara move on,,, he don’t deserves u … a beautiful life uws waiting for u…””

    but it’s a FF.. that tooo SWASAN… soo fir me d 1st one Sanskar was not Sanskar he was a double faced man**in short BEHRUUPIA**…
    now my Sanskar is in life of Swara… Swara n Sanskar… only… not any cheater…
    thnk u Anisha..

    1. Anisha

      Thank you ??
      Your awesome yaar! Make over of Sanskar to Varun… Lol…. ???

  29. Plz no swasan…..only varun and swara….I can imagine varun face as varun kapoor….I don’t like this sanskar…..for this fff no swasan plzzz…..loved varun swara closeness….

    1. Anisha

      Thank you

  30. Arshaanya

    Lovely chappy anisha… loved swarun n ansh z bond… i agree its her first love n its diffclt to frgt… n v knw she truly loved sanky bt wat he did aftr dat i dun want swasan… v r crazy swasan fanz bt accrdng to d story it wil not luk gud n wil not give gud msg… she still hs fear bcoz of sanky z cheating n al… let varun n swara b frnz n aftr seeing his care love she dfntly wil fall in love wid him… happiness strtd to come in her lyf in form of varun… his touch made her senseless n dats d proif ?

    1. Anisha

      Wah! Mahaguru! ??
      Let’s see
      Thank you

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