Hi again. Here’s the first official chapter of my ff. Thank you to all who read and commented on the prologue. Love all you fellow writers and fan fic fans…
Saiyyam and Krishna are lost deep in each other’s eyes. He’s still holding her close to him. A teardrop falls from Krishna’s eyes onto saiyyam’s hand. He realizes she’s hurt and lets go……
Saiyyam : ( Looking really sad and upset ) I… I’m sorry Krishna….. Maine kaha tha na.. Main tumhare layak nahi hoon… nahi hoon mai tumhare layak….
Saiyyam left the room in a hurry. He was angry with himself for having hurt Krishna. He didn’t want to. ..but he needed to keep her away.. He felt she deserved better… but at the same time he could feel his heart melting.. He had started to care for Krishna…
He was engrossed in his own thoughts when he ran into Suhani..
Suhani : Beta.. tun yahan kya kar rahe ho. Khana kaya? Vaise Krishna ne bahut pyar se bananya tha.. Achi bani thin na?
Saiyyam : Maa woh ye sab kyun kar rahi hain. Kyun itni fikar hai use.. Maine uske saath tna bura kiya aur woh..
Uski koi self-respect nahi hai kya??
Suhani : Bura tho hamne bhi kiya tha uske saath. Par Krishna hai hi aisi… Narazgi dhikaana ya badla lena uski saubhav mein hi nahi hai….woh hamesha se sablo saath leke chalti aayi hai.. Sab ka khayaal rakti hai.. Aur ab tumhari patni honeke naathe tumhara bhi rakh rahi hai….
Saiyyam was listening obediently without saying a single word
Suhani : Beta woh tumhe samjhne ki…is rishte ko nibhaane ki puri koshish kar rahi hain. Kya tum koshish nahi kar sakte.. tum duniya waalon ke saamne kitne bhi bure bano.. ho to hamare hi bete.. hamein pata hain ki tum bhi uski parva karte ho… dil ke bahut saaf aur ache ho tum beta.. bas haalat ne tumhara saath nahi diya.. Humari baath mano beta.. use ek mauka de do.. sirf dosti ki hi to baath he.. hum konsa dobara saath phere lene ko kehe rahein he..
Saiyyam gave a faint smile as suhani walked away.. He felt relieved that his mother understood him. He didn’t need to continue the façade of being heartless . His mother understood what he was feeling without him having to express himself.
He was thinking long and hard about his mother’s advice… Krishna’s face kept appearing in his mind… He reminisced all the times he harassed her and all the times she defended him in front of the family..
Saiyyam : ye kya ajeeb lalhai hai dil or dimag ke beech….
He walked back into his room. Krishna was lying on her sofa.. He could hear her still sobbing….
He took a flower vase nearby and threw it angrily on the floor…. Then he started throwing his pillows… eventually everything was being thrown here and there….. Krishna got up and looked concerned…. Maybe even a little scared… She gathered the courage to go over and stop him… she grabbed onto his hand and screamed..
Krishna : KYA KAR RAHE TUM!!!! PAGAL HO GAYE HO KYA SAIYYAM!!!
Saiyyam grabbed her hand and twisted it behind her back
Saiyyam : HAN!! Ho gaya hoon mein pagal…. Tang ahh chukka hoon tumhare saath ye shaadi ka naatak kar kar ke…. Ros tumhara ye rona dhona dhek dhek ke…. Thak chukka hun main
Krishna looked at him with anger filled eyes…. It was more pain than anger
Saiyyam let go of her arm and moved away from her… He started picking up the stuff and putting them back together..
Saiyyam : yahi expect kar rahi thin a tum.. ki mein yaha aa oonga tumpe chillaoon ga tumhe hurt karoon ga yahi soch soch ke ro rahi thin a tum…..
Krishna looked on silently…… She was beyond confused……
Thank you for bearing with me and if you like my ff and want me to continue writing please comment and let me know what you think should happen next… I’m open to suggestions