Guys.. this OS is an experiment done by me..!! Please don’t kill me.. after reading this..!!
SWARA/ RAGINI’S POV..!!
Staying in hostel away from home… having fun and other activities with friends and batch mates…full of freedom and free internet for surfing… is my current life..!!
Scolding my institute… for providing a worst internet facility in which I can’t even watch a serial continuously… at one point of time… I started reading written updates of my favourite serial…!! It’s then, I encountered fan fictions… and my journey started..!!
At first … I used to feel confused and irritated to find original serial written update among those…!! I used to open wrong ones… and never understood what they are writing…!! As time passes…I understood that these are different stories written by fans using serial characters… and started reading them..!!
I felt that these stories are much more interesting that the original serial cast..!! As soon as I find free time…my hands automatically switches on laptop… and opens telly updates..!!
Few writers are mind blowing… and they were like… they are born to be writers…using complicated words for which I refer word web to find out meanings…!! But there are many more writers… who stories are really wonderful and in common language which everyone can understand..!! Each story is unique… and I became fond of them…!!
Apart from reading … I also gained knowledge on many things… which I never knew…!! I really felt great about all the writers for having such a passion in writing stories…!!
At first… whenever I open a episode… I just read only story and close the tab..!! Later on… I started reading the feelings written by writers at the start and end of episodes..!! I always see them asking to comment and I never understood why initially… and my laziness is an additional factor to that!!
There came a time… where one of my favourite fan fiction is going to end…!! This time… I really wanted to comment and show her… how much I liked her ff… and I did it too..!! I would never ever forget my first comment on telly updates..!! I didn’t get any reply and I doubt whether she has seen the comments or not…as it is the last episode(epilogue) of that ff..!!I decided not to comment to any further..!!
But once… I was unable to stop myself commenting on a ff by another writer… where hero and heroine were both heartbroken and separated.. because of misunderstandings created by a stupid character!! I felt soo disheartened and excited at the same time for further story… and I appreciated her work..!!
To my surprise… this time… I got a reply from her..!! It was really unexpected… and happiness are on it’s peaks..!! That’s it..!! This triggering is enough for me to comment further on all other ff’s..!!
With time…I understood that these comments are the glucose for writers..!! It’s the comments which drive the writers to continue their stories… even though they won’t gain anything for writing them utilizing their valuable time..!!! I felt that typing a comment is really small… compared to their works…but it has great effect on them!!! Hatsoff… to all the writers..!!!
I came to know that, there were fan fiction pages on face book too… and started following them..!! It’s then… I saw a page conducting a story writing competition with romantic theme..!! It was during summer vacation… where I have been still staying in hostel for my internship…and nothing much to do..!!
I thought to give it a try… and dedicated a complete day and night for writing it..!! I understood the greatness of writers… at that time..!! Guess what… I got many likes and comments for that one shot and have won some position in that competition…which I never expected..!!
To my bad luck… my parents came to know about this…!!They actually think that I am sincere, innocent and studious..!! but they never knew that I have this angle of reading stories…!!
Even though they love me… they are little bit strict and insecure about my life in hostel..!!But every time I assure them…!! As they came to know about my written story…and that too a romantic one… their doubts increased much more and started questioning directly on my face if I had any boyfriend and many more..!!
I would never ever forget that situation in my life..!! I convinced them finally… that it’s just a competition and nothing more…!!! But I felt soo good seeing my os winning a position…!! That’s when I felt that maybe I can write a fan fiction…!! But I am scared of getting caught again..!!
As my friends started complaining that… their timeline is being filled mostly with my liked posts of face book fan fictions….I created a fake account… which is dedicated completely to those pages… where I can comment on all stories freely… !! Only my best friends knew about this account..!!
Unable to control my feelings of starting a ff… I wrote a teaser… for which I got an amazing response..!! Most importantly … I started dancing… when I saw few of my favourite writers even commented on that…!!! But I am scared… of what if I am found out in future..!!
To make myself safe in future… I thought it would be better not to become a registered member… !! And started writing my ff..!! Whenever I see comments…I would start naagin dance… !! I would become mad…and starts hitting my room mate… bursting out my happiness… if I get my favourite writers comments!!
I got a big shock when I came to know that… the writer for whom I have written my first comment on her epilogue was a copy cat…!! I felt like slapping myself… for dedicating my first comment to her..!!
As my time won’t be free always… and I posted my episode once after a gap of one week..!! I got low response at that time…!! I felt little disheartened… that they might have forgotten my ff..!! But I made myself understand…that there will be many people reading silently… !! I didn’t stop it… but decided to be regular… !!
There came a point where I got criticism for my story too…!! At first I was worried… but later I felt happy… that people are slowly involving in my ff…!! and decided that no matter what ever happens I would complete it..!!
This is my story of journey from reader to writer via commenter…!! Right now … I am writing a fan fiction… but still I am reader and commenter too…!! As a reader…I would like all the other readers… to end up their silence and start commenting..!! A single word ‘Nice’ does a great unseen magic in writers … which harry potter even can’t do..!!
As a reader…I would also like to request all the writers to never loose interest in writing seeing comments…!! Yaah… you might be disheartened… seeing the response… but it’s not the real…!! There might be several silent readers… who follows your ff’s and never comments…!!
This story is especially dedicated to two of my favourite writers SHAN and AMEERA..!! I am a fan of many writers in telly updates…!! I mentioned these two because… they were now disheartened… and I want to encourage them…!! Shan and Ameera…you really don’t know how much good you people are..!! I am expressing my fondness for your ff’s in this way..!!
I don’t know how many of you are reading their works… but I want to say you all to go through their amazing ff’s ..!!
Shan … writer of ‘My heart is filled by you’ and currently writing “Swasan ff- angel Vs Cunning businessman”
Ameera… I know about only one ff… that is “My incomplete love story”
Readers… if you really don’t find them good… I am ready to die in your hands…!!
Coming to story…It’s my real story…!! I hope at least few silent readers would open up after reading this..!!