Jo Tu Mera Humdard Hai … part 23

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Here I am compensating for all those days I was missing… Such a quick update … Happy Reading!!!
Dev came back home completely drenched. He crept to his room & gently shut the door. He turned to face the door & stood there for a while as if trying to gain some strength from the support of the door. He slowly walked towards a shelf. His face clearly reflected pain & agony as if his entire world had been snatched from him. He took out a diary with a brown cover … He sat down near his bed & flipped through some pages … These are excerpts from his diary …
“I woke up in the morning, freshened up, went to school came back …WHAT RUBBISH IS THIS! Just as rubbish as that fat girl, Ms. Potato … What was she saying to Nikki in the bus that to improve your writing skills you should maintain a diary … Rubbish is the idea … Why did I even listen to her ideas”

He turned the page
“This is too girly … I’ll call my diary as a journal just like the Wimpy kid … Stupid girl potato … stupid diary thing”
Another page read …

“Jatin is getting to close that Sonakshi … what journal didn’t you get it? Sonakshi is Ms Potato …If Jatin even thinks of dating her I’ll punch him till his jaws come out … Not because of Sona but because of Jatin who is my close friend & I won’t share him with her”
He kept on reading
“That girl is mad, insane, bumped into me & then banged her head against mine again saying that if I don’t do so horns will grow on her head … When I laughed at her kiddish behavior she got offended stupid Sona”

A tear drop made its way through Dev’s eyes & fell on the next page it was difficult to read but he continued

“I am feeling bad today for Sona she has no friends in class & she spends her break in the library sitting alone … I thought that I saw her crying today … I’m not sure … Snobbish & egoistic she is … she deserves it … Mera Kolkata Mera Kolkata karti ghoomegi to kaun baat karega”
Dev smiled at his unreasonable anger against Sona
“It was raining everyone was out of the class, the library was closed today. In the recess when I came back to the class I saw Sona standing alone, looking outside the class … I was sure she was crying … I looked at her & I was feeling sorry for her … This potato is cute … I couldn’t see her crying but the bell rang & she wiped her tears & went back to her seat.”
He flipped through some more pages

“Dev Dixit … you stood 2nd in the class!! Sona came 1st … I don’t like this but for the first time I saw her smiling in the class … So this chota sa failure is ok”
He read further
“Some guys were making fun of Sona & I fought with them … I have got bruises all over my face & my lips are bleeding … Lady Bacchan has scolded me so badly … Why did I fought with them? They are louts & make fun of everyone but why couldn’t I take it? Why is she so special?”

Dev wiped his eyes & smiled because he noticed that throughout he was unknowingly addressing Sonakshi as Sona. Next followed the Maggie adventure, Agra trip, His becoming the head boy, Khatta meetha nok-jhok with friends … He went on flipping the pages till he found another entry which was dear to him

“Today we were hosting a show … who we? Arey DevAkshi … she slept so innocently on my shoulder I love her cute tactics … Actually I love her head to toe”
Another one said
“ Bangla is not that bad … I was looking for some songs for Sona & I’m hell confused b/w these three
Amaro Porana Jaha Chay, Tumi robe nirobe, Aamaro nishitho raater … I guess I should propose her on her birthday … I’ve realized she is not ordinary but my first & last love …. Uff this feeling”

The color of his face started fading when he reached another of his entry …
“ The reports are positive … I have Leukemia … My world is fading … I’ve lost everything … Why god why have you given this stupid power to cancer to take away the lives of our dear ones? I hate you … I hate this cancer … How will my Sona take this? I will not tell her anything about it”
Dev shut that journal with a force & threw it a corner.
Dev: It’s okay Dev It’s okay !!! Calm down … This was the best decision for you … the best one for Sona … The best for Sona … The best for DevAkshi …
He went near his balcony & looked over the park where he & Sona enjoyed the rain to the fullest … It was raining today but there was no Sona … He closed his eyes & the scene where Sona had confessed flashed through his eyes …

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Sona: I love you Dev … I love you so much … I love you to that extent that I’ve started living you … I think of you from dawn to dusk … You have touched my life in such a way that I’ve learnt to live … I’ve started living you … I know this is abrupt & has come upon you suddenly but had I waited for a second more I would BLAST”

Dev had a smile across his face, he was about to jump & hug Sona but then he remembered his cancer … His expressions changed from that of a loving one to an evil smirk
Dev: What did you say? A good speech that was though but Sonakshi I never thought that you will also be like those girls … who drool over me & want to be with me … to improve their status symbol… What is the difference b/w you & Natasha? … Look at yourself fat & ugly … who can love you? Ungli pakdai to madam ne haath pakad lia

Dev said all of this in one breath, without even looking at Sona … He stopped & looked at her … Her eyes had lost any sense of life … Dev could not see her like this but he had to control … Sona was crying, she lifted her hand to wipe her tears & looked at Dev who was looking down … She got enraged & in a fit of anger held him by his collar & shook him badly while all Dev could do was look down … She opened her mouth to say something but all she could manage to say was “I love you” & she broke down beyond repair. Dev’s heart was aching he could not see her like this & bend down to pick her up but she shoved his hand away & looked at him with teary eyes asking innumerable questions. It began raining, she managed to get up & continued her walk just like a zombie oblivious of her surroundings while Dev just looked at her receding figure
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Dev closed his eyes & let tears flow down them profusely. He banged his fists against the wall & broke down letting his heart screech all the pain inside him

Kismat ke likhe
Kisne dekhe
Kaun jaane zindagi me kya ho
Kaun jaane zindagi me kya ho
Saath chalte chalte raahein juda ho
Apno ke aage aksar ishq kurbaan ho

Haq jaante ho jinpe unke bina jaan ho
Jeena naa bhay
Jeena na bhay fir bhi ho jeena zaroori
Kaise bhi
Kuch Rang Pyar Ke Aise Bhi
Kuch Rang Pyar Ke Aise Bhi
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July, Dev’s POV
It’s been 6 months that Sona has spoken to me & today when my phone beeped I was super happy to see her message on my phone … I guess she has realized that we can still be best of friends … Hope everything gets ok … I picked my phone it was message on our whatsapp group “Fabulous Five”
I read the message

“Sorry everyone, I was not replying to your messages but boards & entrances were keeping me busy … Good news; I have cleared NEET & I am shifting to Varanasi for pursuing MBBS … BHU offers the best of medicine … I’m leaving day after tomorrow”
The phone slipped from my hands & I fell on the ground … I had lost everything
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PRECAP- HAI DIL KO TERI AARZOO PAR MAI TUJHE NA PAA SAKUN (in Varanasi)

PS- Comment guys I need comments to write further because these episodes are emotionally draining … Chalo silent readers comment otherwise I’ll go silent for some time
PPS- Dev is not going to die … I know I said that he’ll suffer from VSD but I have some personal grudges from cancer & so added it here …
PPPS- Hope no one is crying, You know they’ll be together & married soon

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36 Comments
  1. greaaaaat …. waiting for the next 1 please post soon nd I can understand how a boy feels …. I m with u DEV

    1. Riti1107

      Dev is with DEV
      Great?
      Just kidding
      M glad that you could relate to a how a boy feels because I’m a girl & writing Dev/Jatin & Vicky’s POV becomes tough as I have to take care that it doesn’t sound girlish
      So I guess I’ve done my job well
      Keep Reading

  2. SamayraRaghavKashyap

    Loved it. Poor Dev…. I sometimes wonder can life really have such turning points as we read or write or watch in love stories…..wherein we actually have to take such painful decisions. Wonder wonder…. I’ve never experienced anything like that. But still cud feel the pain. After all the writer of this FF is a pro at explaining emotions.
    Love you twinny?
    And cancer I hate you….go die????

    1. Riti1107

      Life has turning points
      But for love stories I don’t know
      Personally I find the whole concept of love cheesy & crap??

      Love you too twinny
      Nd even I hate cancer?

  3. Akshita

    ?????that was soo heartbreaking amazing episode….hats off yr?
    you made me cry
    I love you yr
    plzzz post soon can’t wait for long❤
    AKSHITA

    1. Riti1107

      Thanks Akshita ?
      Even I love you?
      Never thought I would say this to someone but I’m glad that I could make you cry matlab I could touch your heart like that
      Nd I will post soon

  4. Very nice and interesting ????
    Continue soon

    1. Riti1107

      Thank You
      I’ll continue soon

  5. Vinya

    ??????????…….. Kitna emotional episode tha yaar……. I could feel the emotion behind every word in this ff….. Thank u sooo much for writing this….. Keep writing and keep smiling ☺…..

    1. Riti1107

      Thank YOU so much for giving such a lovely comment
      I’ll surely keep writing & try to smile?

  6. Nikkita0194

    ????????????????
    sab ro rahe hi aur ap bol rahe ho ki hope koi nai ro raha
    dii congratulations to you
    u cleared neet
    nd u r going 2 varanasi hostel??? or….

    nd di a special request dont go silent
    plz…

    dont let dev die
    dii the nxt epi is leap???

    1. Riti1107

      I’m not going to Benaras … Sona jaa rahi hai???

      Dev won’t die
      Nd agla episode teenage ka last h

  7. Awesome episode

  8. blo*dy cancer…..i really have a very old enmity with this creepy shit disease…

    Anyways…i loved this episode…par bechaari ka dil toot gaya…
    Par dev ko bhi kuch nai keh sakte uski apni problem hai….

    Will be waiting for their meet and a lot more…

    Thanks for this update….?

    1. Riti1107

      Even I have an enemity with it
      The girl whom Sammy dedicated the shot 6 of PBTC died of it

      Ye kaha bhi na jaaye nd raha bhi na jaaye wala scene h poora dono me se kisi ko blame nahi kar sakte

  9. DramaQueen1004

    Riti di….. First of all thanks for posting soon
    Epi bahut nhi bahut hi zyada emotional tha
    Devkoi diary ki excerpts bahut ache tareekhe se describe kiya gaya tha
    Actually abhi tv pr EK gaana chal raha hai…. Tadap Tadapke Is Dil Se
    Aah Nikalti Rahi
    Mujhko Saza Di Pyaar Ki
    Aisa Kya Gunaah Kiya
    To Loot Gaye Haan Loot Gaye
    To Loot Gaye Hum Teri Mohabbat Mein… I guess dis is sona’s feeling ryt nw… Jab mein ye epi padh rahi thi toh yeh gaana background mein chal raha tha.. What a coincidence na?
    Waise agar kismat ke lekhe gaana mein apno ke Jagan pr cancer like diya to shayad more apt hota na…?
    Kismat ke likhe
    Kisne dekhe
    Kaun jaane zindagi me kya ho
    Kaun jaane zindagi me kya ho
    Saath chalte chalte raahein juda ho
    Cancer ke aage aksar ishq kurbaan ho
    Haq jaante ho jinpe unke bina jaan ho
    Jeena naa bhay
    Jeena na bhay fir bhi ho jeena zaroori
    Kaise bhi
    Kuch Rang Pyar Ke Aise Bhi
    Kuch Rang Pyar Ke Aise Bhi…
    Waiting very eagerly to read d next
    AAJ ki tarah hi pls post soon
    Love u loads n loads
    Nafia

    1. Riti1107

      Your welcome Nafia
      I’ve written the next part almost I’ll post it soon
      Cancer zyaada suit Karta?
      Nd what a coincidence
      Lastly, Love you loads

  10. DramaQueen1004

    Third line pr it’s not devkoi, its dev ki

  11. Really awesome plsssss post soon

    1. Riti1107

      Thanks
      Nd I will try to post today

  12. ???????????
    isse jaida kuch nahi batah sakti.

    I hate u. but love u more?????

    1. Riti1107

      Even I love you?

  13. post soon. I want to know sona’s pov also…

    1. Riti1107

      I will post by today/tomorrow

      1. di r u posting today?

  14. V.V.harshita

    Lol really is m crying nw ????
    Dev has cancer ????????????????
    Anyways at last they r gona be together plzs plzs Post soon ????

    1. Riti1107

      They will be together but the seperation is painful?
      Will post soon?

  15. Juhi16

    Hope no one is crying…my foot..
    I m crying like hell….
    I don’t want to utter a word ….rather i don’t have words to utter ..so the two tears which have fall on my fon’s screen are enough to speak millions.. .
    That moment when dev said those cruel words to sona….i jst cudn’t control my tears….i was teary but not for sona…for dev…i cud actually feel the pain…agony..helplessness..
    …in his words……
    Di jst one thing…don’t make sona reproach dev much…i cant…i mean jst cant see….actually read him in so much pain….

    1. Riti1107

      Gusee me aa gayi Juhi control control

      Sona will not reproach
      It will be silent & painful
      But they’ll be together eventually

      1. Juhi16

        Are Di gussa ni…ye to pyar h…
        ..
        ..
        ..
        Devakshi se…. (apko ky lga aap se…)…???joking…
        M to aise hi bol ri thi…mera mtlb tha u wrote so well….??

  16. Yvonne Codner

    Riti107, this is my third reading, and I am still crying, I can barely see to type my appreciation of your excellent writing of this story. If only you could see me, tears rolling from my eyes. This is top notch. Totally enjoyed it.

    1. Riti1107

      This is your 3rd reading that’s a big compliment in itself!!!
      Thank You so much

  17. Asmita...

    I hate cancer……….. my dearest uncle died due to this bl**dy cancer last year…

    1. Riti1107

      Even I hate cancer …
      I’m sorry for ur uncle
      I’ve lost many people due to this disease

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