Jeene Ki Tammanah Hai (EP – 32)

helllllllooooooo….Back with the Brand New Update…..I have kept my note at the end as I know You guys are restless….Here We Go

EP -31 : http://www.tellyupdates.com/jeene-ki-tammanah-hai-ep-31/
ReCap: Ragini’s Past…..
He treated her like his own sister….He never felt Uttara’s absence after she came to their family….Shared his innermost secrets with her….…..The moment he withdrew his hand from her face, He regretted the slap he pasted on her face……..He regretted that moment , where he lost his sanity………But She hid an important part of her life from….perhaps the most painful part of life……But why….why did she do so?? It hurt him that she never found them family enough to share her past….. he was angry on her for hiding such a big truth from them….Super angry……..At least she could have hinted Laksh about this…..But she dint………How could she hide such a big truth from Mom too….….Sanskaar is not able to brush off that hurt face of Laksh since last 36 hours…..He drowned himself in check-ups and files…But he was restless. He felt apologetic to his patients as he felt that he was working without heart…..He never worked like this….He always put his heart in his work…. But Today…..

He needed answers from her…..Solid answers….Because of her he saw his Lucky hurt….. Yes Lucky was hurt before…when Kavya cheated him…..But Sanskaar never saw such intense pain on Lucky’s face then….Never was Lucky this shattered….Ragini will have to answer Sanskaar, After all why did she hide such a truth….That she was married….
Of course….Sanskaar brushed off the nonsense which Karthik said about Ragini being a gold-digger or involved in rackets…..he believed in Ragini ….his mother’s choice…. His Badi Maa’s girl….
Sanskaar dragged himself to Maheshwari house. On entering the house , he felt that it was gloomier than it used to be….None was present in the hall except a weeping Bua , Adharsh bhaiyya and Parineeta Bhaabhi , who were consoling her
“ Where is Lucky??” Sanskaar asked dryly. His voice their attention. Bua Maa ran towards him, weeping.
“ Dekho naa Sanskaar, My Laksh dint eat anything from day before yesterday… He has shut him behind the doors….He is not talking to anyone…to responding…. I am very scared….. Please go check Na…” Bua Maa said between her sobs and Hiccups
Sanskaar’s eye welled up ….His Lucky needed him
“ Why Ragoo…… Why did you leave us in such a position……??” Sanky thought…” Bua…. Where is Lucky??” Sanky asked in his cracked voice.
“ He is there in room… Dint come out till now…. Locked himself inside” Bua wept
“ Aur Ragini??
“ How do I know about that girl??”Bua almost barked…” Because of that Badchalan….My son is suffering like this” Bua said .Sanky ignored her.
“Bhabhi… Please get me some food….” Sanskaar requested Parineeta

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Sanskaar walks into his room ,opening the room with his master key. Laksh was sitting on the floor, devastated. Sanky’s heart ached for his brother. Laksh was more a corpse….Sanky saw a dilemma on Lucky’s Face… A Pain…Longing…….And a strange kind of relief… Calmness and minute tinge of smile. Sanky went and sat near him
“Lucky… Yaar …What is this?? Bua said that you dint eat anything?? Sanky said adjusting his expression and tone.
Laksh looked Sanky… His eyes had shades of red ….He smiled …a weak one
“hmmmm……I didn’t Eat” Laksh said in a weak tone.
“ Toh Chalo…. Lets Eat…. I am also Hungry…. I will feed you today…” Sanky said and began to tear a piece of Paratha
“Did she eat??” Laksh asked .Sanky looked at him a painful look.
“ I don’t know” Sanky whispered looking to his plate.
“hmmmmm….. Chalo Sanky” Laksh got up
“Where??” Sanky got up automatically

“ Let’s go Eat with her “ Laksh took the plate on his hand…. “ She can feed us better…You will spill food all over” Laksh started walking
“ Lucky” Sanky called frantically. Laksh turned to Sanky and smiled
“ I am hurt Sanky…. By what all happened recently… I am very much hurt…..Literally I am shattered…. But I have decided cluster myself together.” Laksh said keeping his smile on
“ I don’t understand yaar….” Sanky said helplessly….
“ I know Bhai…. I know that you have a lot of questions to ask her ……You can definitely ask her….and you must…..but I won’t ask anything her thing” Laksh simply shrugged his shoulder
“ But why?? ….. “ Sanky asked
“Because I love Her…….” Laksh’s dropped a tear drop…… “You know what Sanky, This revelation made me realise two things……. One is that I have a brother, who is really ….. really concerned about me….who loves me a lot…. Who would whack his Ragu Rani for hurting me…..” Lucky slightly tapped on Sanky’s shoulder….” And I realised that I love My Ragini so much that , whatever she does, I will love her to the core………. I know , That what all happened was not good….. That she hid such a big truth from us…… But it doesn’t concern me….For Me…. Karthik is her Past….and she is my present and Future…..What ever happened between is just between them……and why she dint tell us about her past is also just nothing…….So I am not bothered…. Even If she wants to tell me… I don’t want to know about it……And the gibberish which that Karthik mentioned about MY Ragoo being a gold digger and pr*stitute…… Its just his imagination……Or his Lie……” Laksh walked towards his Room

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Sanskaar followed Laksh to his room…. Laksh opened the door and walked inside.
“ Ragoo…” Laksh called her softly….This made Sanky realise that his brother loved Ragini like No one has ever loved anyone……He understood that no one compete Lucky in this…He had many questions to Ragini…and he definitely will get his answers …….He was angry on Ragini…..But he was very happy that Laksh decided to support her
“Ragoo….Where ae you??” Laksh called
There was no answer…. There was silence all over….Laksh went near hi table stand to keep the plate….While keeping the plate , Lucky attention was diverted by a paper. He picked the paper and read it….tears started brimming out as he progressed through the paper. After reading the paper, Laksh fell on his knees and started crying miserably.
“ Lucky…..” Sanky ran towards him… “What happened??” Sanky asked, worried. He snatched the paper from Lucky’s hand and read
“ Dearest Laksh,
I, never thought that, We wouldn’t be such a position, where I will have to hide myself from you…I was determined to keep you away from the pain , which you incurred from your past…… I swore not to allow pain to brush on you……I wanted to keep all pain from you….But I never knew that I would be the biggest source of pain in your life….I am sorry Dear …..please trust me….I never wanted to hurt you…..Yes It is true that I married Karthik….But the rest is false…..

I never wanted to hide things from you…..never….but unfortunately things went wrong …. I lost everything…. I lost You….. I lost Sanky…. I lost my family….. I don’t have the courage to see hatred towards me in you eyes….. I am leaving…… Take Care…. Please take care of your meals….health… Maa Papa and Sanky
Yours Ragini”
Sanky sat near Laksh…
“ Sanky….. “ Laksh cried….” I cant live without her yaar…… I never can….. I will die without her” Sanky gulped down his pain. “ Ragooo….. Where did you go??? Please…. Please Come back to me….”Laksh cried his heart in front of a helpless Sanky…… Sanky thought for a moment…
“ Get Up laksh….” Sanky pulled his brother…… “Lets go to Badi Maa’s place…… That’s the only solution we have….. You will get your Ragini and I will get my answers…..

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Sanskaar could see that Laksh’s heart was in his mouth……He drove his car in his record speed to reach Orchid orphanage. On entering there they clashed with Rucha and Amrita on the Veranda
“ Laksh…” Rucha said with relief overpowering her tensed expressions
“ Rucha….Where is Ragoo??” Laksh asked impatiently.
“ Laksh… What is going on Yaar…….. What happened to our Ragoo?? Why is she behaving weird?” Amrita asked with tears in her eyes.
“ Laksh , Sanskaar” Badi Maa called from back. She ran to them and hugged Laksh tightly and cried her heart out
“What is going on Laksh…..What happened to my Ragini?? Why is she not talking to me…..??” Badi Maa managed through her sobs….” Since the day she came , she has not eaten anything, spoke a word with us….Just kept her shut in her room. ….Whenever we plead her to open the door, The only answer we get is the sound of her weeps and cries”. An unknown guilt was trapping down Sanky’s throat. Even if she was at mistake, They were supposed to protect her, Instead, They allowed That Karthik to accuse her.
“And why the hell are you guys not picking our call??” Rucha screamed at them.
“ My phone…..” Laksh whispered… “ I don’t know where my phone went….After Maaa and Papa left, We came home…Then it all happened…Since then I dint see my home….. I actually forgot about it” Laksh tried to trace back the events
“What happened??” Annapurna asked, cutting off Laksh…” What happened between you people that Ragini is like this??
“ Wo Badi Maa…..” Sanskaar narrated the whole story….
After hearing to Sanskaar’s narrative, Annapurna, Amrita and Rucha let out a gasp. Annapurna looked at Sanky and Lucky in disbelief, Rucha was red with anger, while Amrita buried her face and cried.

“ That bl**dy Bastard Karthik” Rucha spit Venom through her words .”Because of him my Ragoo suffered a lot…..And Now he had the audacity to come in front of her”
“ What is all this Badi maa” Sanskaar questioned Badi Maa… “ Why did you hide from us about her first marriage.” Sanky’s words echoed concern , irritation, love and anger.
Badi Maa went numb…..
“Sanskaar ……Did you say that we dint inform Laksh about Ragini’s past??” She asked slowly
“ Haan Badi Maa” Sanky asserted.
Some kind of weird expression cropped up on Badi maa’s Face….maybe realization….. May be betrayal…..
“ Badi Maa….” Laksh took her hands in his.” I don’t want any answer for these questions….I just want my Ragini back…. I Was shocked when I heard of it…. Which she misunderstood as my hatred….. But I love her truly….. and I don’t want to know her past… I just want my Ragini” Laksh cried…. Badi maa melted….Tapped his shoulder
“ So….. You don’t know about her Past…….Hmmm…..” Badi Maa nodded her head… “ Laksh, Sanskar….Whatever happened… This situation got bigger….So we need to solve this carefully….I cant do anything until Sujatha and Ram is back…..”She said sternly.Laksh and Sanskaar nodded.“ Until Then You wont meet Ragini”.. that kind of came as shocker to both of them….
“but Badi maa “ Sanky tried to counter
“ No ifs and Buts Sanskaar ….. You wont Meet Ragini until Sujatha comes….. nor Ragini will know that you guys are her…” Annapurna commanded in her ever serious voice.
Screen freezes on the helpless faces of SanLak

PreCap: What really happened in Past
OMG…….Such Emotional Comments…….I AM SEROUSLY SURPRISED…..Thank YOU Dears……
I am really sorry that Sanky had slap Ragoo…. Hope now You understood his part….
Any Way…… Hope You liked this Part…….COMMENT WHOLEHEARTEDLY and let me know about your Views….
And Apologizes that this Episode is a Mess…. Hope that You can can read out what I meant to Convey…..
… Until the next Update Take Care…………

37 comments

  1. lovely

    Omg laksh love for ragini is amazing, I can’t wait for more, I thought you will reveal her past in this part😞

  2. Ankita

    Wow laksh love ragini lot he supports her laksh confession to sanky is so emotional plz make all misunderstanding clear soon

  3. Nami

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    My goodness. This was awesome. Happy to know that laksh is supporting ragini. His love for ragini is unconditional. This episode was full of emotions. So as sujata knew about rago’s past I guess she didn’t told her past to laksh n sanskar. M just so excited for the next part.

  4. Ammu

    As usual outstanding episode and Laksh love for Ragini is awesome. Sanlak scenes are superb. Eagerly waiting for precap

  5. j.

    feeling really bad for ragini but i am happy that laksh loves ragini so much and the question is why sujata hide all this she knew from starting only if she would have told this wouldn’t had happened waiting for her pov . now i m curious to know what is her past i think karthik must have cheated her

  6. Fats

    |Registered Member

    WOW! WOW! WOW! Amazing update. The story is so interesting at the moment. Aww I love Laksh’s love for Ragini ❤️. The way he asked if Ragini had eaten before he took a bite of food was so caring of him. And it was so sweet how the past didn’t impact him. He just wanted Ragini to be his present and future. How adorable. His love is so pure and unconditional 💗. Also, Sanskar’s scenes were great. His guilt for slapping Ragini was written really nicely. And the brother bonding between SanLak was totally admirable. I love the brothers so much ❤️. Can’t wait to read the next part, I’m so excited to know about Ragini’s past.

  7. Akshata

    |Registered Member

    hmmm!! i really dont understand from where to start….. till yesterday i was so sad and feeling bad for ragini, now also i am feeling bad for ragini but i know laksh’s love will help her to come out of her agony. he just love her more than anything and beyond everything, didnt bother to know abt her past?? he cared for her. God… you made me speechless. how can i forgot sanskar’s guilt. i was so sad when he slapped ragini, AP is right at her place, they didnt hide anything from sujata or may be from Ram also. loved it and curious to know how will sanlak manage to makes ragini happy.

  8. Sreevijayan

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    Its not abt the slap dear..its juz d wrds and actions cannot b taken bak..ragini was der wid laksh whn d kavya rape attempt happened. At dt time ragini was nt evn getting laksh love…fr sanky and laksh it is easy to justify deir action…sanky slapped nd laksh avoided in pretence of shock..bt fr ragini? Who bored all d insults..today i hve juz put me in raginis place md i juz cudnt imagine dt poor soul condition

    Bt loved wht laksh said..bt am so broken fr ragini….. i love u yaar…seriously u made me cry wid ur updates nd story….my outburst showed dt hw succesful u r as a writer…i cant wait fr d next episode

  9. A.xx

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    feeling bad for ragz as sanskaar didn’t trust her in the first place.xx
    awwwww!!! lakshya’s love for ragz so cute.xx

  10. Malika

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    Omg wow.. My laksh love ragini soo much. My ragooo feeling bad for her. Can’t see her like that and laksh also. I thought that you would reveal the past In this ep. But please in next ep reveal it. I really want to know. Laksh i’m happy that you love ragini. Don’t let her go. Sanskar about you please trust ragini yr. This ep is very emotional and painfull. I really love all scene . You writing skill is fantastic. Aaaaaaaah. You they said ragini lock her self in room. My heart start paining.

  11. Hemalattha

    |Registered Member

    this part too amazing. Happy to know that laksh is supporting ragini. His love for ragini is unconditional. This episode was full of emotions. really i enjoyed.

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