ISHKARA FF : You are the Light of My Life [By Renima] {Last Part…}

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ISHKARA FF : You are the Light of My Life [By Renima] {Last Part…..Its not romantic….but its my gift to all ishqies on Valentines day……..] Hello Ishqies……..Once again wish u all a very happy valentines day…….Am dedicating this ff to my silent readers and those each and every one person who supported me with motivating comments…..Sorry in advance….as am ending it so soon…..But guys….even I didn’t felt to end it….But it just happened……And how is dbo…pls share ur views…..
Here are the links 4 previous parts……
http://www.tellyupdates.com/user/5221/?profiletab=posts
Please…..go through all parts…..and express ur views…….

{Scene- 36- Mental asylum……continuation from last part}
Omkara : Shivaay!!! {ishkara break their eyelock and stares him}
Shivaay: Om….we have to leave now…….Mom…..
Omkara : Badi maa…..she will be alright…..don’t worry……And ….and…Mr. Oberoi…..
Shivaay : Om…..we will be able 2 take him 2 our home after one month only……Because he has 2 remain under observation…..And police will also be here…because…..until and unless doctor submits a report before the court that bade paapa is a patient…..he will be considered as the culprit only…..But u don’t worry….I will make every thing fine and soon we will be able 2 bring bade paapa…..Ok…..
Omkara : Ok…shivaay…..I want 2 see mom….and mr. oberoi…..
Shivaay : Why not ? Just go…..{omkara moves…..ishana also accompanies him…. But shivaay stops her…]One minute….Ishana…..
Ishana : Yes….shivaay….
Shivaay : Just tell me..what happened in between u and om…..
Ishana : Nothing…..shivaay…..
Shivaay :Same answer….seems both of u have planned 2 answer my question in this way…only…..
Ishana : Shivaay…..omkara…he didn’t told u ….
Shivaay : He said that he came there 2 return ur flowers…..That’s all….
Ishana : He is right….He has returned the flowers….shivaay……he has returned it….{she gets emotional and runs away…..}
Shivaay : Listen…..Ishana….{shivaay tries 2 stop her..but she was running only…]

Scene shifts near the cell…..{Om arrives there….Shivaay also joins with mr. and mehtas and oberois……Except ishana all were present there] Dadi : Jhanvi puthar….i know its hard 4 u 2 take a decision…..I will not ask u 2 take care of my son also……But puthar…..as a maa am asking …..will u be able 2 give a second chance 2 my son…..Tej…..{she fold her hands before her and cries] Jhanvi : Maaji……Pls…..[she places her hand over dadi’s hand] Its hard 4 me to take care of tej…..His face reminds me his ignorance towards me….His face reminds me that day when he asked 2 file petition 4 divorce with a mutual consent…..His face is reminding me those whisky bottles which put me in intoxication only……But I moved forward in my life suppressing my past in my heart only…..Again destiny has brought tej and me together …..And this time I have 2 make a choice between my job and my husband……As per conditions still am an employee of Mr. Mehta only…..
Mehta : {Interrupts} Jhanvi…… Am really very sorry…..U have to be with my friend…..Tej…….I wanted 2 see tej’s failure…..but not in this way…..jhanvi.. I wanted 2 beat him in business only…..Trust me….from my heart I never hates tej……..Jhanvi u are really a successful business woman…..So u should start ur own business……also….Jhanvi….where u should be the head….U should not work under any one……I know u are able 2 manage both family and business very well……And I behaved very rudely 2 u……I have realized my mistake……Am really sorry……
Jhanvi : Mr. Mehta…. Don’t feel sorry…Ur anger, ur stubbornness towards business 2 win is justificated……I can understand when the person u trust will betray u what will u feel as I have witnessed it very well…….
Jaswir : Jhanvi……am really very sorry…….
Jhanvi : Its alright…..jaswir…….{she hugs jaswir and her eyes went on rudra who was literally crying only ] Rudra…..
Rudra : Mom…..[he rushes 2 her and hugs rudra]Promise me….this time u won’t leave ur children…..Pls mom……
Jhanvi : I promise u….rudra…I won’t leave my children……
Pinky : Oh My Maata!!!!! Jethaniji….that means u are coming 2 …..houses…..oberoi mansions……{pinky gets emotional}
Jhanvi : Yes….pinky…….
Pinky : I already knows it….jethaniji…..u can’t states without me…..
Jhanvi : Its stay pinky…..not states…..
Pinky : Yes….stay…..When u are with me I feels that am with my sister…… And am ur choti behan……
Rudra : Mom….do u know…..one thing….when u was not there….i slept on choti maa’s lap…..She cares me a lot…..Choti maa…..{rudra hugs pinky and gets emotional}

Pinky : Rudra…..am not ur maa…..just choti maa….only…….
Dadi : Wrong…….Maa is always maa…..choti and badi doesn’t make any difference…..
Rudra : Yes…..And am lucky that I have two mothers with me……isn’t it bhaiya……
Shivaay : Yeah….we are lucky……rudra…..isn’t it….om ?
Omkara : Yes….shivaay……..
Jhanvi : By the way where is ishana…….
Omkara : Ishana….she was with me only……but…..{omkara turns behind and gets surprised…Every one look there and find that it was Ishana….She has brought some flowers in her hands …..She was walking towards jhanvi… }
Ishana : Aunty…..U pls give these flowers 2 tej uncle…..
Jhanvi : Flowers……
Ishana : Pls aunty….trust me……he will feel better…
{Jhanvi goes inside the cell and handovers the flowers 2 tej…..}
Tej : Flowers……{he takes them in hands and stares them…..Those flowers brought a sweet smile on his face….}I want more….flowers…..Will u bring it….{he stares jhanvi’s eyes…..] Jhanvi : Sure….i will bring it….{she smiles with wet eyes and goes outside] U was right….Ishana….he didn’t pushed me…..didn’t misbehaved….in fact I felt him as a small child only……Flowers are able 2 bring smile on any one’s face……
Ishana : Yes…..[Ishkara stare each other’s eyes and they share an emotional eyelock] Dadi ; Thank god….now everything is getting alright, isn’t it billu…..
Shivaay : Yes dadi…….
[That was the beginning of a new chapter in everyone’s life……Jhanvi and Tej were welcomed in oberoi mansion by all members…….Jhanvi started taking care of tej like a mother who use to take care of kid….And she also started gifting flowers to Tej daily without any fail…..Now Mehta also became the family friend of oberois……Jaswir, Jhanvi And Pinky share a gud bond….Jhanvi and Pinky again share a beautiful bond where pinky named jhanvi as the English Vinglish Guruji…..only…. Dadi loved her children, in laws and grand children without any fail……Now mehtas and oberois are not rivals……They have become partners in business……And both of them were achieving heights through their sincere work hard and determination…..Rudy and Prinku continued their life with studies…..Rudy never fails 2 impress or flirt with girls…since it has become the part of his daily routine……Prinku has become a beautiful and bold girl now……Almost one year has passed….While both families said ishkara 2 give a name for their relationship …..ishu and om didn’t take any step…..They requested their families that once they will make clear everything between them they will certainly think about it…….And Now Ishana and omkara are left…… They still share a bond of care with flowers and daily use 2 stare each other’s eyes only…….Every day omkara will start feeling that he should convey his feelings 2 ishana ……But when she will be before his eyes…..only his silence speaks…….Finally February 14 arrived and this time Omkara felt that he should open about his love 2 Ishana …..Even ishana also felt that this time she have 2 ask about what omkara feels for her…..] [Guys……Actually I wish 2 show these all changes with respective scenes…..But due 2 lack of time I have précised them 2 a description above….only….Sorry guys….And I have focused on ishkara in upcoming scenes]

Scene – 37 { @ Raamu Chaacha’s Flower Shop}
Ishana : Chaacha……
Raamu Chaacha; Ishu beta…..I have already arranged them……take it….. [he extends the dahlias 2 her] Ishana : Thanks chaacha…….
Raamu chaacha : Beta……today is valentine’s day…..And today also u will buy these dahlias only…….
Ishana : Yes……
Raamu chaacha : But…beta…..
Ishana : Chaacha…its better if u should not ask about it…….
Raamu chaacha : Ok….But Beta…..I think today u will get ur answers………{ he stares her and smiles] Ishana : Thanks……chaacha…..May be…..i will get answers….may be I will not get answers……But I will always gift him these dahlias……{ she smiles with wet eyes} Bye……{she leaves}
Raamu chaacha : Bye,,,,,Ishu beta…….

Scene – 38 { @ Oberoi Mansion……Omkara’s room] {Omkara was busy with a phone call….Ishana looked every where to see whether omkara has did anything to make valentines day as special…But she didn’t find anything…..As usual…..Ishana entered omkara’s room and her eyes went on the sculptors, idols and paintings….She recollected the moment of her first meeting with omkara…….A pleasant smile comes on her face and her eyes went on the painting which was hanged @ the middle of the wall……That was the first master piece which ishana got impressed with omkara……Ishana moves forward and stares the painting…..She observed the same red roses and in the middle her eyes gets confused……Because she didn’t find the knife……..Instead of it she find a symbol of heart only……,Mean while Omkara arrives there and stares her…..] Omkara : I have removed the knife……
Ishana : [turns behind and gets surprised] Why ?
Omkara : Because they are pretty red roses…..Beautiful flowers…..And they are able 2 spread love……
Ishana : But u said that they remains as the symbol of love….beautiful red….. and the color of blood is also red……And when a knife is stabbed blood will come out and it pains a lot……
Omkara : And u said that if a person is ready to dress wounds then certainly pain is good……And these are roses…..they remain as the symbol of love…. The thrones in rose will give pain……But the same roses are giving love ……now…..And when that love is with u……{omkara comes closer 2 her} Then …..{she stares her eyes}Am ready 2 bear this pain…….Because I have lost myself in that person….She lives here……{he places her hand on his chest}And I wish she could stay here forever…….
Ishana : {stares omkara’s charismatic eyes and takes her hand from his chest} Why?
{Ishkara share an eyelock……Both of them remain silent for a while……As usual it was ishana who broke the silence…..}
Ishana : Today also…..U will remain as listener only…..U will not speak…… {she is about 2 leave ….but suddenly omkara stops her by holding her hands……}
Omakra : {placing her hands on his chest}I want to hold ur hands like these forever because I need ur care…..ishana……I want to see ur eyes forever like these because u are able 2 see my heart…..I want to remain as silent because when u will say my life is ur treasure I feel that am alive……Else I would have dead……
Ishana : No….{she places her hand on omkara’s mouth}
Omkara : {removing her hand} I know….u will never allow me 2 die….And I don’t want 2 die also……Because I want 2 live with u…..Ishana…….. My life is yours…….Ishana…….I want u to be with me because when I will feel am lonely my heart needs ur presence….I need ur lap to lie down and cry……..I need u because u are able 2 care me like a mother…….When my eyes will be in tears u will also cry…..And I want u and me 2 wipe out them because neither u nor I am able 2 see u in pain…….Ishana…..I want u to hug me because now I feel that without u I am unable 2 take breath…….And now I have started liking red roses because it show ur heart…..before me……They smile in pain just like u……And we pluck them for our sake….But they unite two individuals @ their death……also……..Now am not scared for love……But my love will give u pain only……..Ishana….{he burst into tears}That’s why I felt myself confused whether I deserve ur love or not…….But I asked my heart…….And it said me that…….Am in love…..ishana…..am in love……
Ishana : Finally u broke the silence……Omkara……U know how much it was paining 4 me……for the past two years it was just paining only……When u return the flowers and asked me 2 end ur life I felt that I have lost my soul…..Ur life is precious 2 me….omkara……Do u get it….{she places her hands on his chest and cries}
Omkara : I know…..and not only mine ur life is also precious 2 me…..because I love you……Ishana……I love u…..a lot…..And I promise u I won’t let u 2 suffer alone in pain…..{he wipe out her tears }
Ishana : Am always with u 2 heal heal ur pains……omkara…..because I love u…..Pls don’t leave me ……Omkara…{they hug each other}
Omkara : I have brought some thing 4 u……
Ishana : {releases herself from hug} What…..
Omkara : {he extends a bouquet to her……Ishana receives it and stares in confusion….} I know it looks bad….Because I don’t know which is ur favorite flower…..I placed dahlias in them….because our bond started with dahlias which are able 2 show care…..I placed white orchids because ur heart is so pure like these orchids…..And I placed tulips because u said u miss ur bhaiya who likes tulips …..And I placed some daffodils because in poetry daffodils are meant to be the sign of rebirth and u gave this precious life 2 me……And I placed red roses…because I felt really u deserves them and I separated u from them….And I placed some lilies because when I saw them it reminded me about ur majestic eyes……I placed sunflower also ….because like sunflower u was waiting for me a lot…….And i…….{Meanwhile Ishana was literally crying only….Omkara came closer to her…..} Mmm….I know its bad…..Am…..
Ishana : {she holds his hand and kisses on his hand } The hands which brought these are too good……I really liked it a lot……These flowers are able 2 convey our feelings…..Our bond should be like these flowers….We should feel pain….we have 2 face difficulties…..But we should not separate the love and care from us…….When raamu chaacha told that I will get my answers today I didn’t expect that I will get these much love…..thanks omkara….{she places her hand on his hand}
Omkara : U know what….Ishana…when u are with me…..I felt that am able 2 see the path clear……My life is complicated with certain things…… I hated Mr. Oberoi for his misbehavior with mom……But now my mom has started taking care of Mr. Oberoi……a lot……She says now he has become like a child….Even when I look him I feel really sad ….But his face reminds me bitter past and its hard for me 2 accept him as my paapa……
Ishana : I know omkara……I can understand……But……u have 2 go ahead…. And do u really think that now Tej uncle can do any harm…..He has lost everything …..Omkara……And……he is like an isolated soul only…….He is bearing all those pain which he rewarded 2 his beloved ones…..Omkara….
{Omkara lost himself in thoughts….] Ishana : Omkara……what happened ?
Omkara : Nothing…….{he hugs her and smiles}U are too good….ishana…..U are able 2 show me the right path…. U are the soul of my heart……Color of My art …..Brush of my Canvas…..And moreover u are mine……Ishana…..U are the light of my life……..{he gets emotional}
Ishana : And this light will always glow…..Trust me this light will never allow u to walk through darkness…….Omkara……{she gets emotional}
Omkara : Ur love gives me pain…..But u know what now am addicted to this pain….Ur love is able 2 give pain and ur love is able to heal them also…..But one thing is sure Now I can’t live with out u…….Ishana…..
Ishana : Me Too…..And…..It has become the habit 2 love u again and again…..To care u again and agaian……It will give u pain….But am sorry I am unable 2 stop myself from loving u…..Omkara….{she burst into tears}
Omkara : I can feel ur love…..Ishana……..And really I need u….ishana…..{he hold her face in his hands and kisses on her eyes….and forehead……} Because……u are….{ishana and omkara share an emotional intense eyelock….} U are….mine….{ishana shut her eyes within a second…Omkara places his hand on her cheeks and both of them share a liplock….}
{BGM…..TUM BHI BHO”….PLAYS}
[In your life…..Certainly u will find a person as the light …..of ur life….. May be it will be ur ishq, it will be ur friend, it will be ur mother….I just want 2 say that don’t allow that light to go away from u……U really need it because that light is able 2 brighten ur life …..And in this valentine’s day I wish u all should get ur soulmate……and let him/her brighten ur life…..If u have not find that person…..certainly he/she will come ……When and How……only destiny knows……But if love is true……then certainly u deserves it…….]

So guys I have ended it…….Actually I wanted to extent it more long….but am not getting time…….So I am ending it here only…..I am grateful to each and every one who supported me in this ff…..Really I got a warm welcome….here…which was quite unexpected……So now I have completed my fifth ff exclusively 4 ishkara….only…..I think it’s a record….So…..guys…. I really wish any one should break this record….Just because I want to read ishkara ff again and again…..And in telly updates…..there are so many brilliant authors and I wish they can write better ff for ishkara than me…….Am really looking forward 2 read them…….And one interesting thing I want 2 share with u …..my silent reader sweetie has given me a nickname….since I writes ff 4 ishkara only…….which is “Renishkara”…..Reni as u all calls me in that name…..only……and of course am an ishkara fan….She has given me this new name ….And I liked it a lot……By the way….i got so many names here….
Like lady omkara, emotional queen, co-ishqie and thanks 2 all people who gifted me with these beautiful names……So Renima is signing off this ff…..Thanks to all…..Love u guys….

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22 Comments
  1. I miss this ff…. It is beautiful journey of ishkara….. I love it…… Hats off dear you are really great…..

    1. Renimarenju

      Thanks a lot dear

  2. Awesome episode a beautiful journey of ishkara Was amazing

  3. Kehkasha

    Hey di…..why r u ending soo soon…..u just now posted the last part….i could not believe…….

    Anyways this was a proper ending and as usual I loved it to the core…..and yup I’ll again miss this ff……and u….

    God knows when another silent reader will took an initiative to mould ur mind towards writing a new story……well if i could do so…..then I’ll ask u for a new story…..on any character u like…..may be new lead for Om….i.e.. Gauri…

    Ok Gauri se yaad aaya…….that DBO….is a story which is similar in some way or the other…….with rest all the previous shows by Gul Khan……and specifically Shivika……and that’s true….

    About Gauri and Anika……then I think that if the spoilers about Anika being daughter of Kaali Thakur is true…….in that case it might turn out to be the story of BAD* MAN who could even not mind to be bad with his daughters and that might be the reason of their separation……and about Gauri…..then her language…….omg……being a citizen of UP, India……..am not able to understand the language that she use…….. I mean she is adding words to my GK…….simply…..and for now it is hard for me to digest this language of this character……..she might have been provided with a better vocabulary…….coz the city I belong is famous for its vocal language and u know NAZAKAT KA SHEHER LUCKNOW……

    So I guess I could write an analytical short update for DBO……and one such I have written for u…..

    Anyways di….
    Gn…
    Tc…
    Bye…
    Luv u..

    1. Renimarenju

      Don’t know why…..but felt 2 end it ….and another thing….i didn’t get time also….dear…….
      Thanks…..4 commenting

  4. Disha

    Lovely episode Di …ishkara love story was beautiful just like flowers
    Am really missing ishkara There unique story ….i love your ff coz i got ishkara here ….will miss your ff ..will miss ishkara
    Waiting for your next ff
    About dbo from yesterday’s episode i felt like am watching shivika
    Ishkara story was so different there emotional bond and om now behaving like shivaye want old om back that intence om who believes in love

    1. Renimarenju

      Dbo…..is really not offering the different story which we expected….but yaar around 4 months we waited for omkara’s love lead….and finally they put gauri…..well some scenes are exactly copying of shivika only…..and omkara’s anger can be understood….because…..situations in his life made him to think like sso only…But gauri……seriously i didn’t get why her character is almost similar 2 anika only….while sowmya and anika both are bold girls…..but are entirely different from each other,…..And gauri…..remains to be taakar wali girl only…..why they can’t make some thing really new on her character…..Well hope cv’s wont spoil characters…….And i really wish that the love lead of om should be able 2 see his pain and will be able 2 bring back our old om……Hope so….disha…..and thanks 4 commenting…..all the best 4 exams

  5. JanviSingh

    Hey Reni….
    This is not fare yr… Itne jldi end kr diya is ff ko…
    First kehkasha n then u…. Sab aise shock wale surprise de rahe h mujhe….
    Bt still I luv d ending …. It was just perfect…
    N I really wish sweety should compelled u to write another one too….
    Cuz I’m going to miss u soon much…
    Actually Ur story turned me into a not so good poet….
    N I luv u n Ur story a little extra for that….????
    N abt DBO I think they spoilt Omkara’s character…. I know he is changed bt they r not showing change bt just another SSO….
    Bt still I can’t judge within few episodes so waiting for the story to get on track completely…. Bt I luvd ishkara more…
    They had an unusual charm…
    So I guess I will take a little extra time to like the new couple… N of course I’ll be Waiting for the cute couple rumya…
    N I hope to see u soon…
    Till then take care…
    Of u n Nammu…????
    Bye… Bye…

    1. Renimarenju

      Haa……it will take time 2 analyse the show and its hard 2 accept gaurikara…….story….But seems they are just copying shivika only…..And almost filmy style they are showing story which we didn’t expect……any ways…..let us see what will happen next….Thanks yaar

  6. Renimarenju

    Thanks a lot 2 all reders …… special thanks 2 samm, kavya, disha,janvi,chatterbox,yashu,nikita,ankita,pari,jaya,shilpa,shanaya,sso,misscritic,sweetie,priya,mukta for supporting me…….

  7. Beautiful journal of ishkara… Amazing… loved it…

  8. Kavya347

    Firstly, I am really sorry i was not able to comment for all the marvellous epis. And evenon this, i am commenting so late…but now i will give a break to the apology note…

    You and all of your ffs had always been my favourites Renima di…. but i must say,that in my opinion, THIS was the BEST one. ??I simply loved this beautiful, fascinating lovestory just as pure,beautiful and gorgeous as flowers?? The care and support Ishkara showed for eachother in every single situation, being there for eachother even if they when were not able to be WITH eachother… that was the most heart-touching thing. The story,track, every scene it was so beutifully expressed and described… especially Ishkara ones. I loved it to the core. And Om’s honest and sweet confession on the Valentine’s day…. really great!!!! The beautiful intense story for the most magical and intense couple….i really miss ishkara. I wish if they had shown stories like this Om’s love track…His connection with pain, the artistic soul and creativity… the intensity level would have been damn too high. But instead, they just took the every day route and showed same tashanbaazi track….which, i feel is not at all appropriate for our unique Omkara…I miss all this. But still i am really glad that we can feel it still in the ffs….tysm for this amazing. Story di….love lots….youa re really SUPERB…and i really really really want you to again come back with another Ishkara story…Really noone can write about that couple better than you….again thanks a lot…?

    1. Renimarenju

      Well am not happy with dbo….and actually omkara changed as per situations made changes in his behavior…[email protected] the necessity every one needs money…..thats what ishana told om @ confrontation scene…..duniya mein jeene ke liye chehre pe chehra lagana padta hai…..And see now om is wearing a chehra only……by hiding his pain…..emotions……and he is just behaving in arrogant way because he himself has said…..that his dil has changed to pathar only…..and pathar dhadakta nahi hai……That’s why he is behaving so arrogant……Which can be justified…..But this is the time when om should get a girl as his love who will be able 2 change him to old om and who will be able 2 heal his pains…..A matured caring but bold girl……And for making such kind of story…..i dont think there is any need of takkar baazi…..because it reminds shivika track only……..Any ways…it is hard 2 accept gaurikaara…..still watching dbo 4 omkara only……Thanks kavya…….

      1. Kavya347

        And i still think that this is perfect time to bring Ishana back in the show. The changed Omkara’s love story also can be intense if they stop the typical tashanbaazi of 4 lions…?

  9. Samm

    emotional queen is the most apt one according to me. and you know why! 😀 i can’t believe i actually missed it! but now i’ve read like twice or thrice already! 😀 it was AWESOME! also, this part is officially my inspiration. 🙂 thanks for sending me the link 🙂 love you loads. come back with another one soon 🙂

    1. Renimarenju

      Thanks brilliant author

  10. Yashu

    I was searching dis part…finally got it….awesome man….yaar loved every bit of it…pls come soon with other ff….love u…

    1. Renimarenju

      Thanks yashu

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