HEY GUYS, THIS IS LAKHSHMI HERE WITH MY FIRST FF. I WAS ALWAYS A SILENT READER. I COULD NEVER COMMENT CAUZ OF A VERY LAME REASON, BUT AM REALLY SORRY FOR THAT. ALL THE FF’s, OS’s, EVERYTHING OVER HERE IS AMAZING. I REALLY GOT INFLUENCED BY THEM TO WRITE THIS STORY OF MINE. IT IS A SHIVIKA FF, BUT ALL THE CHARACTERS ARE DIFFERENT. EVEN SHIVAAY WOULD BE A BIT DIFFERENT. AM REALLY SORRY FOR THIS CHANGE, BUT THATS HOW THE STORY IS. THIS IS ACTUALLY A TRUE STORY, SO EVEN I CAN’T DO MUCH WITH THE CHARACTERS, BUT YES FEW OBEROI PEOPLE WILL BE THERE.
SO HERE GOES THE INTRODUCTON….
A Young teenage girl of about 17 was sitting in complete darkness. The darkness that prevailed in her life. It was much more than that was there in her room. She loved sitting alone at night in darkness, it helped her to bring her frustration out. Every night she used to sit near the window, stare the outside world, where she rarely had any access, and cry. she never liked showing her tears to anyone, she considered it as a sign of weakness and she hated to be called weak. There were enough problems in her life which made her cry every night. The terrific feeling of being alone in life, killed her from within every moment. Even after being surrounded by many people, she was always alone. This mere feeling of loneliness existed in her life ever since she left her previous school, almost two years back. All the happiness she had left along with her friends and her LOVE, which seemed more like a mistake.
Kash maine usse bakiyonki tarah hi sirf ek achha dosth samjha hota. apni 6 saal puraani galati ki sazaa aaj tak bhugat rahi hun. Akhir pyaar karne waalon ko hamesha dard aur takleef kyu jhelna hota hai, kyu kabhi aisa nahi hota ki jinse hum pyaar karte ho woh bhi hamse pyaar kare. Kyu bhagwaan ji, maine jis kisi se bhi pyaar kiya unki nafraat hi mujhe kyu mili……
( I wish i wouldn’t have done that mistake of considering him different, i wish i treated him just like my other friends. i am still repenting for my mistake that i had committed 6 years back. Why do people have to always suffer pain in love. Why don’t we get the love that we give to others. Whomever i loved, why did i only get there hatred in return)
THIS FF WILL BE MOSTLY ABOUT ANIKA, AS I AM TRYING TO POTRAY THE GIRL’S EMOTION THROUGH THIS STORY. IN THIS THERE ARE NO VILLAINS OR NEGATIVE CHARACTERS, EVEN THOUGH FEW PEOPLE MIGHT SEEM LIKE NEGATIVE BUT STILL EVERY ONE HAS THERE OWN REASONS BEHIND SOMETHING. PLEASE BEAR ME IN THIS JOURNEY OF MINE. LOOKING FORWARD FOR YOU VIEWS, BOTH NEGATIVE AND POSITIVE. I WOULD BE RETURNING BACK WITH THE FIRST PART SOON, AND IT WOULD CONTAIN ANIKA’S CURRENT LIFE, MOSTLY FROM SECOND PART THE FLASHBACK WILL START