I’m Tolerating My Feelings Alone – OS

” Go and eat quickly “

Mother told me. 

” Hm ” I replied , having no intention of eating tonight.

“Why are these things happening to both of us ? What do we have than others? ” I questioned from my twin sister.

“You know why. Don’t ask”

I fell into a deep thought.. My feelings were going to drawn in sad. I know how to control myself when others get jealous of us and do something.. But I can’t control now. I can’t! How can I ? If these jealous people shout on us , blame us , laugh at us , discourage us I don’t care ! But I can’t tolerate this because they are insulting my parents! Why do they say insulting words to my mom and dad? If they get jealous of us , why insulting them ? Mom and dad have to tolerate all these because of us ..

” Remind me why they get jealous of us ” I told from my twin sister again. 

” Because we are intelligent than them “

I felt it like a joke. A sarcastic smile came to my face. I never thought that someone will be jealous of us because we are more intelligent than them. I knew that I am not the cleverest of all. I could never imagine how this feeling will be when I was a child. None can feel the pain I have. How can I tell it ? Who will understand? Who will believe? 

” You don’t worry. I am here for you. We don’t want anyone else. ” I made a soothing sentence to make my twin alright. 

She was happy by hearing my words. She was encouraged by it. This is the only reason why I can’t show my inner sorrows out. This is why I never show my inner sadness and the pain I get. If I ever show it , it’s not me who will go down first , but my twin. 

I don’t know whether any twin can understand my state . Being envied by someone because me and my twin is intelligent! Can anyone ever imagine such a thing? Can anyone believe such a thing? I’m afraid none will understand my situation.

” Go and eat ” I told her . 

” Come let’s go ” she took my hand and went to her kitchen. 

While having dinner , I murmured my thoughts to myself to get rid of this depression. My twin asked , 

” I saw you murmuring . Tell me what’s it ? “

” The moon is so light today . I can see a rabbit in it too! See ” I changed the topic tactfully. 

I knew I couldn’t run away from my feelings. How can a child tolerate when their parents have to hear insulting words because of them ? I would have been alright if it was a one who is in our age. But.. even their parents!!! I got a flash back at this time. I remembered how parents looked angrily at us when we were going to a class. 

” That rabbit can’t run away from moon and it won’t too . Same here . But I don’t know whether I will be successful or not ” 


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  1. Muniya

    Very Nice dear…
    Happy New Year..

    1. Priyu

      Thank you so much !! Happy new year ????

  2. Anu88

    So so nice and beautiful story……

    1. Priyu

      Thank you so much ? your comment means a lot.. Happy New Year ????

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    1. Priyu

      Thank you so much bhaiya ? Your comment means a lot ??

  4. So beautiful! Happy new year ❤❤❤❤

    1. Priyu

      Thank you so much ?? Happy New Year ????

  5. TUFriendsForever

    Is this really your story?? It had a good thought inside I liked I have a twin friends in my school n we call ourselves three idiots and as far as I have noticed they can do anything for each other u r very lucky to have a twin and u r the best priii keep writing

    1. Priyu

      Yeah it’s my story?three idiots!! ???? Awesome ?? yes I’m lucky to have a twin ruff ? thank you so much rufffffffffff ? love you so much ruffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffff ??????????????????????????????

  6. Swethaa

    sooooo beautiful dear and happy new year

    1. Priyu

      Thank you so much ? Happy New Year ????

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