i hurt her…. i am sorry swara 19

hlo..i am sorry guys…very very sorry…..here is the big part..i merge two episode…

Episode 19
After two months….
A girl was seen looking at the moon …white cutains are flying..along with her long thick black hairs…she was wearing long anarkali..facing her back….her eyes are shown which is filled with tears….
Sahil : princess
Yes its swara
Swara wipes her tears…and looks at him and give him a small smile…
Sahil : I am so happy swara..everything is fine now…mission heer is opened..now viren ji is working on it..soon we can have a good response…kittu is fine..now we are engaged..and I got u..everything is so perfect na…he looked at her..who was still looking at the moon..
Sahil : princess…
Swara : hmm…
Sahil : u know y mom n dad gave ur name as swaradhya…
Swara nodded no..
Sahil : bcoz they were very happy after u born that they have ur name to u (SWARendr and sanDHYA)…they always said me..never make u cry…u r happy na..
Swara smiles and nodded,,,

Sahil : when did u started to lie…karan told me u never lie…
Swara : its nothing like that bhai…its just your mere thoughts…
Sahil ; its just not my mere though princess…he took a sigh…u miss sanskar right..
Swara looks at him..who indeed is looking at her…so he just looks at her palm…
Sahil ; I am a bad brother…who didn’t understand his sisters happiness is with her husband…
Swara : no bhai..u didn’t do any wrong..u r a good brother…but the fact is that sanskar don’t love me..otherwise he wont let me go…
Flashback
Sahil : come princess..now u will stay with me in my house…
Swara : no bhai…I cant..i am married now…now that is my house…I promise…I will come and visit you…and even will stay two three days with sansakr
Sahil : I know princess u married for the happiness of ur family…for the society..now u don’t need to sacrifice all this..u want to learn ryt..we will take admn in good university..and
Swara : but
Sanskar : he is saying ryt swara
After that she didn’t utter a word…more than anything it was a shock for her..different types of question pop in her mind…does he not love her ? is he don’t want her in his life..? like all others he too is going keep his down as a princess ?…

Flashback ends
Sahil ; no princess ( he make her turn ) he loves u a lot…but he was afraid…he chose my friendship and sacrifice his love princess….i said him…I thought a princess should not belong there…but I was wrong…I was totally wrong…u were here..but your heart is still there..
Swara ;( gives a faint smile ) but
Sahil : nothing more princess…I cant stay in guilt anymore..two months was important for mission heer…now I cant keep u here…u belong to someone else…it was my fault..i tht u will be always be mine..i can keep u with me..but no..there is someone else in your life…more than me sanskar have right on u….then too he didn’t speak a word…he understands me and give me my little sister…now its my turn to give him..u back…pls princess….dont let me in guilt anymore….he is there waiting for u outside, I said servant to pack your bag…
Sahil leaves…swara was still there..still…she don’t know whats happeing in her life…her one part is happy that she is going back…and this brings a energy in her life…her heart beat start to rise …but other part is angry…angry with sanskar..how can he live her like that…and other part is questioning her…does he love her…or he does taking her as a responsibility…so much emotions…so much questions..and she don’t know what she wanted to do…
She closed her eyes and let the freash air pass through her….she took a sigh and mumble…
U need to answer me sanskar….

Sanskar is waiting outside….he dnt know what he will tell her…he was sure..she will be mad at him…how can he tell her to leave like that…two months…damn two months he didn’t called her didn’t try to contact her….but always kept to know about her by uttara or sahil….
He saw swara coming towards him….his heart beat start to rise…he came out from the car..and looked at her..she was still the same…his name of sindoor and manglasutra was still there …this brings a smile in his lips…she never forget him..otherwise it wont be there…but something was missing..her smile…she is not smilng..and still looking at ground….this makes him sad..but he know he is at the fault…but he was determined he will make his old swara…
Swara : if ur looking section is over can we leave…
Sanskar came out from his train of thoughts…then he realize he was looking at her for past 5 min…and she didn’t said anything…
Sanskar : lagtha hain madam kuch zyaada hi naraaz hain …he murmered to himself..
Swara : kuch kaha…
Sanskar : nahi tho…come we can go..
Swara sit at back
Sanskar : hey why are u sitting at back…
Swara : I am princess right…I should not sit at front..eventho the person is my husband…
Sanskar felt sad for her words…how much he had hurt her…she is correct…how can he leave her just because she is a princess…born in a royal family does nt make any sense…he was his wife…
Swara slam the door hard breaking the thoughts again…he sighed and about to enter…when he saw sahil giving him best of luck look…he too give him I will see u later look and enter..for which sahil laughs…

*****
All the maheshwari family give her a walm welcome…uttara and ragini giver a big long hug….she took Aryan in her lap( raglak son) ..and kissed his cheeks…she played sometime with kush too…everyone look at her being happy…she didn’t speak anything to others..because no one stop her when she is leaving..everyone thought she should be in palace,,,this place does not belong to her…this is against her standard…so everyone let her leave..though everyones eyes were moist by the scene..there was only one to stop her that is kush…its said that kids are innocent soul…they never know the societ and their rules…
At dinner table…she silently sit and have her food..and let kush too have his food…kush was always fond of her..more than jeevika kush is more comfort with her…so no one said anything…everyone give her time to heel as they had done a big mistake…
After dinner…she went with kush and tell him stories and make him sleep…otherside sanskar was pacing here and there…this is the first time he was nervous…in his first night with her he didn’t seem this much nervous because she was fallen asleep in car itself…and other nights were busy either in mission and when it got completed she leaved…this makes him nervous to hell…he saw her coming…. He sit near to laptop and focus on the laptop…but from corner of his eyes he looks what she is doing… he saw she is taking something from her bag…and going straight to washroom…she didn’t evn look at him once…
After a while..she came..she saw he was still there when she enter…she don’t want to talk to him..whenever she saw him..that day came in her mind in which he let her leave….
Again anger boiled in her …she closed her eyes..and take her dress to keep in wadrobe…she opened and saw her her place of things were still there…there is nothing kept there..
Sanskar : I dint kept anything there…that was your place and always will be
Swara : yeah..that was my place..but kaash u could have the right too,,but no I am princess ryt..
Sansakr : swara..i kno
Swara : swara…how come u started to call me swara…I am princess ryt..two months before u used to call me princess aradhya then y sudden change….
Flash back

Swasan room
Swara : sanskar,,,how can I go there…its not right
Sanskar : this is right swara..i mean princess aradhya ( looking here and there ) I know you never want to marry me…now u don’t want to think about society…
Swara : what u called me ?
Sanskar looks at her…: pack ur bag…sahil is waiting for u outside…
Flashback ends
Sanskar: stop swara..i know I didn wrong and I am ready for the punishment but pls taunt me saying this again and again…its hurting
Swara : achha..its hurting u…then wat about me,,,u know how much the word have hurt me when u called me princess aradhya instead of swara…
Sanskar : swara I am sorry…but I was not in my sense that time
Swara : y……from when did u start to take alcohol…how much I kno..u never had such habit..
Sanskar : I am nt say ng abt that sense..u know wat I mean ryt…I was confused…I don’t know wat to do…and I end up
Swara : leaving me…u thought …yes …she was born in royal family…its not matter how she lived..where she lived…and which identity she lived till this many years..bass…she had blood of royals…she is a princess….u never tht she is ur wife…nothing..bass she is a princesss…ryt…
(she hold his collar ) how can u think like that sanskar…u know this two months how I lived…how much difficicult for me…within seconds everyone I kno…everyone I saw from childhood became strangers,…and the person I love…he don’t want me…he just leave me
Sanskar : wat did u said..
Swara : yes mr sanskar maheshwari..i love u
Sanskar : ( he comes to hug her )
But swara stops him
Swara : I loved you…but now I hate u…I hate u ..hate u and hate u….
Sanskar smiles and came forward….where as swara moves backward..
Sanskar: so u hate me
Swara : yes I hate u…
Sanskar : are u sure naa..
Swara : yes (still going backward)

Sanskar : then why are u going backword…
Swara : bcoz u are coming forward
Sanskar : accha…that means my closeness is effecting u…it means u love me…
Swara : no…ur closeness is not effecting me…
Sanskar : then stops moving backward…
Before she could move…she touched the wall…and sanskar keep both his hands both of her side…blocking her way…
Swara : what r u doing..
Sanskar : what do u think so ??..( he smirked )
Swara : let me go ( looking down )
Sanskar : no…first tell me..you still loves me…
Swara : I hate u
Sanskar : really ??( rising his eyebrow )
Swara : nodded ( looking down )
Sanskar : then look at me…and then say..u hate me…
Swara stands still…
Sanskar : say….
Swara pushes him…I hate you…she whispered the last part …and switches off the light
Sanskar sighed…I know swara you loves me…because..u wont throw up your until and unless u loves that person….sanskar smiled at his own thought and went to other side of the bed…he looks at swara..who is sleeping peacefully….and he to let in a sound sleep

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