This Heart Of Mine Still Loves You ( Prologue)

Hey dear people starting a new fan fiction…..I hope I manage to entertain you this time too….Guyzz I don’t know whether you will like it or not….so do let me know should I continue or not…..even if it z a no do tell me frankly….till then love you all…..
It was a unfortunate night for all of them…..They had lost the most important person of their lives….they were sanking in darkness by each moving second….as they glanced at the dark sky all they remembered was that disastrous night…..they had lost their chashni whose only specialty was to spread light in this dark world…..all she knew was to spread happiness everywhere and now when she was no more all they had was emptiness….they were all dead bodies without their souls….

The huge maleficent mehra mansion was lost in darkness without its light……everything was lifeless….loveless….everyone was shattered…..that cursed and horrible night had snatched their bundle of immense joy now nothing was left…..

A man was staring at the moon without blinking his eyelids….. He was traumatized after all the horrible events of the day…..his eyes reddened and sore…..tears streaming doing his eyes…..every cell of his body was crying in pain…..every breath had only one name that was radhika…..his body was burning in anger…emptiness…. Loneliness…..all his senses were numb…. his heart was breaking every second…. All he remembered was his radhika who was dead for the world…. But he believed that she was alive somewhere…. If his heart was beating then how could her heart would have stopped….they were two bodies one soul…..

Suddenly he got up and marched to his master bedroom…. his room filled with his beloved soulmate’s portraits pierced his heart like glass pieces….. He felt a rush of extreme pain in his heart…he walked to her huge wallsize portrait hung exactly infront of his bed….he touched her brown beautiful eyes reflecting positivity and immense love for him…..his fingers lowered and stopped on her aristocratic nose….he acknowledged that it appeared slight red whenever she was angry….his fingers traced patterns on her glowing face…..he touched her cheeks which turned crimson whenever he gave her intense stares or touched her…..all the memories were flashing in front of him….

His POV….. You had promised me that you will never leave me alone….. Seven promises… seven lives you owed me….you couldn’t even keep one of them…..radhika if you wanted to leave me alone in darkness why the hell did you brought light in my dark world…..you only reminded me everytime that you are my panoti and panoti never goes away then why you broke your promises….. I can’t leave without you….he shrieked….. Did you hear me radhika arjun mehra I can’t live without you….even if God comes down and tells me that you are dead I won’t believe him…..you cannot leave me alone….I will find you by hook oror by crook…I will bring you back in my life…..you think you can get away that easily no you are highly mistaken….once you are back you will have to pay for each tear I have shed…..no one will be as bad as me that day……you torture me now I will return you all this torture the day I find you…..

He was brought out of his thoughts when he felt a hand on his shoulder…..his face lightened with hope to find his radhika…but he was terribly disappointed to find Sam infront of him….he barked…. Go away Sam….leave me alone….you think you can take radhika’s place in my life than you are terribly wrong….. She saved you from all dangers but you selfish woman never understood her love and affection towards you….just get out of my sight before I kill you….
Sam in a pleading voice…. Arjun I know its my fault….but I swear I didn’t do anything intentionally….

He spoke with pure rage in his eyes…..Sam don’t test my patience…. I am only controlling myself for Neil and radhika otherwise I would have killed you long back…..you know what’s the difference between you and radhika….her love was unconditional but your love was always selfish…. everything was a lie…. It was always about you and no one else…..you never loved and cared for anyone except yourself….. but radhika always thought about others….
He grabbed her hand in his ironic grip and dragged her outside the room ignoring all her pleadings…..

As he threw her outside of his voice….he spoke with immense hatred….Sam if I see you again this time I swear on all love I have for radhika I will kill you…..I hate you from the core of my heart but I love radhika more…..she loved you unconditionally so I can’t hurt her…..but I can never forget what you did with her…..I am only sparing you because Neil z important part of my life….I can’t lose him….Now get the hell out of here….

He left Sam in a ocean of guilt….she got on her knees and buried her head in her kness…..she was crying bitterly for her best friend whom she had hurt alot in last few days…..she wanted to apologize but her chashni had gone away with sparing her a chance to repent….all the disgusting words she said to radhika was echoing in her ears…..all that memories were to toring her apart….her body had given up but her heart was only refreshing one name that was radhika…..
So guys this z it….now tell me should I continue or not….

Precap…..Neil’s cold behavior towards Sam…..Arjun’s search for radhika…..all questioning his madness towards her….

40 comments

  1. sammy

    Suppu darling …tussi chota packet bada dhamaka Ho…. yaar ab bad arjun ko khub talashne do radhika ko really …maza aa gya yaar ….love u a lot lil sissy:-) 🙂

  2. aastha

    You brought out the immense pain of Arjun in losing Rads………..each wrd screams his pain…..felt sad 4 Sam though she deserves it………………plzzzzzzzzzzzz update the nxt 1 sooooooooooooo……………….love u my cutie pie…………TC………….

  3. Ayeeeee…..supu dear do u really think we don’t like ur ff??? If that was the case then whose ff we like….u r amazing in every way…hope i can find u …then u even can’t imagine what I will do….m veryyy happy that you write another ff…supu standing ovation…lots of love dear…m spellbound now??

    • Supriya.

      Thank you so much di…..you always encourage me….God knows what I will do without you….it z my hearty wish to meet you someday….hope it gets fulfilled…. will update chp 1 of this one soon….. Devil u will c by tom evening…. Love you….muaaah…tc?

  4. Suppuu I luv my darling doll another ff grt dr I like it……… ds one is original track ????? Pls keep writing & update ur devil’s child missing dt ff badly……..bear hug& lots of kiss fr u ……. 🙂

    • Supriya.

      Thanks gayu darling?nope darling this z not starting from the the time she left him…..all that events have happened in their life but m exploring a new plot…..in this one she z dead for the world but arjun believes she z alive…. hope you got the brief…..loads of love?

  5. Rg

    Hi supriya lovely ff. I loved d title and story. Is it by chance connected to d original mmz? It seems tat way. I mean too many things r similar. Whr is rads? It seems she has disappeared. If it’s so. Fantastic. If it’s another plot then awesome. Either way I love all ur ffs. By d way I was a bit late in commenting for love u forever. But I have commented. Pls check it and if possible try to answer d questions. By d way this one is toooooo gud . Pls update soon. Miss u. Tc. Hugs to u.

    • Supriya.

      Thank you so much Rg…. you always encourage me I m really very grateful for that……abt this plot it z not starting from the time she left them to go to rishikesh….she z dead for the world but Arjun has a strong belief she z alive…..u will know more….. I will c ur comment on love you forever…will reply you soon…..loads of love….. Tc?

  6. Jessie

    Supriya… very different start..do continue… but tell me Rads is alive isn’t.. Loved Arjun’s dialogues… expecting a different shade of Arjun too.. not a devdas..lol..

  7. Roma

    Whoaaa….supriyaaaaa. …what was this….rads dead….nooooo…..arjun…so mad on her leaving him alone n determined to find her….what had Sam done with chashni…..arjun’s anger n his murderous words to sam were very dangerous……this is very interesting, unique n heart wrenching plot…….kahan se laati ho itne mind blowing ideas my sweeeeeetheart???….I’m in for it…..plzzzzzzzzzz continue dear. …honeyyyy plz let me know your ID for chatting. …I wanna connect with you. …I’m on hangout….my ID is Roma A……keep it up honeyyy….eagerly waiting for the next episode, love you loads. muaaaaahhhhhh, lotssssss of hugsssssss n kissesssss. ♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡

    • Supriya.

      Thanks Roma di?you are elder so calling you di…..just realized it sometime back…..you are such a darling…..m on the moon after seeing your comment…… di m not on hangouts you tell me your name on Fb…..will send you request…… will update asap…..love you…..muaaah…… Tc?

  8. priya darling its really fabulous?✌? loved it?? specially arjun dialogueif his heart s still beating den how could her heart would have stopped✌? superbbbbbbbbb ?? but if arjun finds rads he can’t punish her coz she s his heart ?? love u darling??

  9. anandi

    awesome..all your ffs r too good

    and I m a silent reader and this s my first comment..

  10. deeva

    The only world came out from my side is…… awesome… incredible…… u r amazing…… plz continue and update soon

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