This Heart Of Mine Still Loves You ( Chapter 10 )

Life had undergone major changes with time passing by….some wounds healed but still some seek renewal…the heart that was full of hope once was now shattered with despair…
Not only the body but even the soul was imprinted by him…the darkness scared away the light again and shattered every positive cell alive in her body…
Lifeless…full of fear…traumatized were the words and phrases that described her now….The trust was broken with cruelty….

All those days watching from the window staring at the enormous sky praying to get a glimpse of him to seek answers of the questions that pierced her heart…
A affectionate touch brought her out of the stance of those hurtful thoughts….she turned and smiled at him….

HE was the man she trusted the most at the moment whom she thought will never ever betray or hurt her in the most excavating cruel way like the unknown did….
Unknown was the perfect word to describe her intruder…his eyes full of inhumanity still a thin frame of love but it didn’t stay for too long maybe….
She kept her pen down and rested her head on her dear diary to whom she was pouring her heart out…

When she lifted her eyelashes to look at the two eyes staring her endlessly all she saw was everlasting love though she didn’t reciprocated the same…
Radhika walked to him and caressed his cheeks,”You need to sleep Yash…I am fine now.”
She pulled her hand back as the discomfort overcome her instantly….
She could see the pain flashing on his face and rested her head on the place where his heart reside,”I trust you more than myself but I don’t know what I actually feel for you.”
He kissed her forehead and murmured,”Anu you always have me standing thereby you to banish away all the pain you suffer and you don’t need to thank me for anything.”

Radhika tilted her head to look straight into those hazel eyes giving her something more precious than anything that can ever exist in this world and a small smile crept on her face as he blinked his eyelids to assure her of his presence till she desired him to be there…

“I want to go on a walk…need sometime alone.” was all she could say as his unmoving stare on her drifted guilt in her racing heart…
As she walked past the green meadows increasing her speed and finally running ferrously….
All came back to her…his hurtful words….his ruthless accusations…his angry eyes eying her with disgrace as if she was a whore….she still couldn’t figure out why the hell his demeanour towards her mattered so much…

Radhika crashed on the green thick flakes of grass crushing them beneath her tired knees…a endless stream of tears flowed down her cheeks as she screamed his name aloud,”ARjunnnnnnnnn.”
But soon the all of it was replaced with fear as his familiar voice reached her ears and echoed in her senses…

Radhika turned to look at Him…there he was standing confidently with his hands dipped inside his rugged jeans pockets…she felt as if his eyes scrutinized her from head to toe…
She moved backwards as he came closer and closer her heart racing at a abnormal rate…she couldn’t see anything else other than him as if her eyes were void to see something else…
Just when she was about to fall after stumbling upon a pebble his strong arm caught her wrist in nick of time….she looped her arms around his neck unconsciously as her heart won against her brain which was commanding her to push him off and run away as fast as she could…
A sensation rose in her body as she felt his hand exploring the her skin beneath her shirt…he buried his head in the crook of her neck and blew air on her cleavage….,”Nothing z changed about you and I don’t think it will ever change… you still have the habit to fall off over those pebbles while staring into my eyes and then I always have to hold you.”
Radhika pushed him away as her conscience pricked and forced her to do so…,”I don’t know you and you don’t know me….we are acquaintances and after what you did I should symbolise you as my worst enemy.”

ARjun gently stroked her hair strands behind her ears…,”I know what I did cannot be justified but I am sorry….you have no idea what I am going through right now….the pain I caused you was doubled up when it reached me.”
Radhika turned her face away and jerked off his hold on her…,”I don’t want to hear anything just leave me alone.”
He got on his knees and took her hand in his….kissed her knuckles and spoke looking straight into her brown orbs reflecting his replica as she stared back…,”I can never stay away from you…I love you more than anything in this world and staying away from you z impossible….Radhika please forgive me.”

She pulled her hand out of his grip and sternly replied, “My name z Anisha Raichand…z this name that difficult to pronounce???. “
Anger took over him as she denied to accept his insistance on telling how fake her world was at this moment just like her identity…

Radhika turned to look at Him…there he was standing confidently with his hands dipped inside his rugged jeans pockets…she felt as if his eyes scrutinized her from head to toe…
She moved backwards as he came closer and closer her heart racing at a abnormal rate…she couldn’t see anything else other than him as if her eyes were void to see something else…
Just when she was about to fall after stumbling upon a pebble his strong arm caught her wrist in nick of time….she looped her arms around his neck unconsciously as her heart won against her brain which was commanding her to push him off and run away as fast as she could…
A sensation rose in her body as she felt his hand exploring the her skin beneath her shirt…he buried his head in the crook of her neck and blew air on her cleavage….,”Nothing z changed about you and I don’t think it will ever change… you still have the habit to fall off over those pebbles while staring into my eyes and then I always have to hold you.”
Radhika pushed him away as her conscience pricked and forced her to do so…,”I don’t know you and you don’t know me….we are acquaintances and after what you did I should symbolise you as my worst enemy.”

ARjun gently stroked her hair strands behind her ears…,”I know what I did cannot be justified but I am sorry….you have no idea what I am going through right now….the pain I caused you was doubled up when it reached me.”
Radhika turned her face away and jerked off his hold on her…,”I don’t want to hear anything just leave me alone.”
He got on his knees and took her hand in his….kissed her knuckles and spoke looking straight into her brown orbs reflecting his replica as she stared back…,”I can never stay away from you…I love you more than anything in this world and staying away from you z impossible….Radhika please forgive me.”
She pulled her hand out of his grip and sternly replied, “My name z Anisha Raichand…z this name that difficult to pronounce???. “
Anger took over him

He caught fistful of her hair meticulously….she winced in pain and struggled to get free but he was way to strong for her…

Arjun spoke in a husky tone,”Do you remember anything of your marriage with that dickhead..all you see and hear z my face and name then why so much trust on him….you deny till your heart’s content but you can’t change the fact that you are mine…MINE!!!.”
She pushed him away using all her strength this time,”Mind your tongue Mr Arjun Mehra not a word against my husband….you are not even worth of the dust beneath his feet.”
Radhika furiously walked past him leaving behind heartbroken Arjun….

To be continued

Long Time indeed!!!…. sorry to keep you waiting but many issues in my life…I will try to update soon….till then love you all and stay blessed.

44 comments

  1. Dipika

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    Supri darling this was marvelous n brilliant…. Radhika’s flooding emotions described such beautiful tht i lost in it n disappointed whn it end soon….i m extremely eager for further progress of the story…..ohhh arjun he just ruined hid first impression… N wht abt yash.. Whn he got to knw abt aradhika.wht will happen… Pls darling update soon..els i will ask u the story untill u post nxt…love u …tc

    • Gummiebear

      |Author

      Awww…thank you so much dipika di for these lovely words….surely next time will try to make it longer….you are really very sweet….don’t worry will update soon…oads of love and stay blessed sweety😄

  2. Sammy

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    Oh god poor arjun ..but he needs to control his anger …she is attracted towards him after the memory loss too and i missed u suppi …and missing love u forever hope you have red my OS …a return gift …and this chappy was really superb .:-)

    • Gummiebear

      |Author

      Thanks a ton Sammy sweety!!!….even I missed you alot….don’t worry love you forever z on way will update that one soon…can you plz send me the link of your gift m unable to find it…..darling rads hrt belongs to arjun so it will always stay with him that’s y she feels a magnetic pull towards him….hey baby did you see brahmarakshash serial???….loads of love and million hugs for you😘

      • Sammy

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        Type ..a return gift in the search box and you will get it . It is an os 🙂 and yeah I saw it …wao our aham is all playboy ..I fighted with my family .. so that no one should disturb me at 9:00 – 10:00 ..in love with this rocking naughty smiling aham ..he is getting pampered by all ..and chindi chameli ..lol ..I was his interview recently ..where he told that krystle really calls him as rakshas on the sets …off screen lol and then spoke …”main toh iski band bjaa dunga …” lol ..
        U know when I saw his old interview with monica …there he was telling ..like ” Sam radhika band bjaa rahi hai ….radhika arjun ki band bjaa rahi hai …ab arjun radhika ki band bjaa jayega ..lol ” and Monica all the time was saying only one thing …achaa ..achaa ..he he..I was laughing seeing his all cool stud avatar off screen ..he is truly like rishabh in real life …only god knows how he played the arrogant role of Arjun Mehra 🙂 🙂

      • Gummiebear

        |Author

        Sammy so true he z all flirty nd fun loving naughtly in brahmarakshash….I was surprised to the core after seeing the first episode… God knows how he portrayed arjun mehra….but on a serious note he z a incredible actor and no doubt on that….Sammy I don’t like to see him with some other girl except Radhika maybe m too much in love aradhika….. Even I scrowl nd growl when someone claims the remote at 9 pm….everyone z scared of me I guess….lol….I will surely read the update and comment promise….I love aham bhai in every character he potrats but slightly partial towards arjun mehra….hehehehe…. When r you updating lost patience???…. Love you dear….tc😘

  3. Gauri

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    Brilliant Suppu….when will she regain her memory…cant see them aloof… post the next one soon 🙂 load of love sweety 🙂

  4. _Ritu

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    It was fabulous Supriya.. 🙂 but feeling sad for Arjun…hope ArDhika unite soon.. 🙂 🙂 waiting for ur other ffs as well specially love u forever..love u..tc 🙂

  5. Shree

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    Ohkay… I really love Yash.. Radhika and her confusion…bArjun be so shameless.. What?! Hiw an he call him a dick head? Hes one…

    I loved the update.. welcome back!! Nkw post like a good girl

    Love you 😍😘

  6. Myra

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    Mindblowing suppu…..happy to see you after so long……..mesmerising episode….you described everything so perfectly….radhika’s confusion….arjun’s state….and you know what….i literally imagined arjun standing with his hands in his pockets…just the way you described it. ….love you…take care.

    • Gummiebear

      |Author

      Thanks a ton Myra di for your lovely words….oh you imagined him that’s a big compliment for my writing skills….will update soon….
      Love You😍😘

  7. S.v

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    Supriya my sweet little one finally i read the update. It was short yet sweet. Arjun yaar control ur anger. And dear i have updated hak . Waiting for tu to update. Love u so much supriya . Always smile ..😊

  8. Amber

    Hey Supria ya gummie bear I was confused by which name I should called u hahaha well I like gummie bear most and I can call u after all we r age fellow and I guess u r also first year student han na m also dear..awsum epi arjun nd radhika’s chemistry is awsum ..m eagerly waiting for next chappy..plzz update soon sweety

    • Gummiebear

      |Author

      Hey you can call me anything you wish….. I m in 12th but m 16 yrs old so there z not too much age difference between us….so be frank with me….thanks for the comment…. will update soon….

      Stay Blessed😍😘

  9. Sreee

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    Hey multi dear atlast i got to read my fav ff.rads served arjun right, but it still hurts to see him broken…..and am now itself soooo excited for the meet btw rads and aara…wow what will radsbfo when she sees aara with her beauty and arjun’s heart, god she is for sure going to faint😂😂😂…love u sweetheart.. post next one soon plsss…muahh😍😍😍

  10. Roma

    Awesome, wowwww supu….it’s very emotional n heart wrenching episode. …I felt the pain of ardhika…very very beautifully narrated. …feeling so glad to see you back with this story. …plz take care sweetie. ..my ras malai. …I missed you sooooo much. …so sorry for late comment. …keep it up honeyyy. Love you loads, muaaaaahhhhhh Bear hug

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