This is my story, I never wanted to get distracted, never did I want any obstacle in my full proof planned life!!.. But it happened, she entered my life. I can’t deny the fact that I love her. I have been with girls since my school, flirting, clubbing and gossiping with them but for the very first time I have fallen for a girl so madly and deeply!!.. I know she can’t love me but I can’t stop loving her. I love her and only her!!.. Her smile, her over possessive looks, her anger when I do something stupid, her collaboration with me to make me study, I can never forget!!.. I can’t believe, I have been crying since past two hours like a teenage girl just because she rejected me. I feel like I’m waiting for something that isn’t going to happen. Loving someone who doesn’t love you in return, is like trying to fly with a broken wing.
“I was happy, because you existed in my world. But I was sad too, cause I never existed in yours”
I don’t know why but I can’t move on. Bhai says I should forget my past but what about this heart, that doesn’t want to accept anyone? It still wants his memories to stay afresh, just as it was before Sanskar entered my life. Causing me to forget him and I can’t do this!!.. How stupid I have been wandering about with him like a teenager, knowing the fact I’m elder to him and should be in my limits. I was shocked the way he proposed me today. I don’t know what is there that’s attracting me so much towards him and the only possible way is to avoid and ignore him.
“I’m not sure what scares me more, that you will never start loving me, or that I’ll never stop loving you”
So done with the prologue too!!.. Do tell how’s it. I know it’s difficult to imagine Swara elder but couldn’t help. Even I’m facing the same problem. ? The prologue is just an extract from the chapter, don’t get confused. What is your opinion about the story? Shall I continue? And if it’s boring then I’m so sorry!!..