Recap:Twinj nokjhok_Kunj gets to know Alisha’s truth with the help of aarav n even gets to know that Twinkle loves kunj.
Twinkle entered the room n closed the door. She tried not making sound. I pretended to sleep. ‘U look so innocent while sleeping. Gud night.’ She said as she pecked my forehead. She turned around to leave but I caught her wrist n stopped her. She turned around. I opened my eyes n slowly got up from bed. She gave me a confused look. I just smiled n pulled her towards me. I slowly brought my lips near her ears n whispered the three little words,’ I love u.’ I finally felt relief. I wanted to hear those three little words from her mouth as well. ‘ I love u Twinkle.’ I said as I turned her around. I could see the smile n glow on her face. She was blushing. I kneeled down on my knees n forwarded a rose? towards her n once again I said,’I love u Twinkle. I am sorry for hurting u. I know I am a very bad person but I can’t live without u. Will u be mine forever?’
As soon as she heard the word ‘will u be mine forever?’ her smile dissappeared. She turned around. ‘Twinkle I really love u.’ I said getting up. ‘But I hate u.’ She shouted. She was trying to hide her tears. I don’t know why she said that but I was not gonna give up. I guess she was miffed with me. I just took out my phone n started the recording which aarav had recorded ‘If u don’t love me then what is this?’ I said turning her towards me. ‘That’s not me.’ She said looking down inorder to avoid eye contact. ‘It was recorded infront of me. Why can’t u be mine? Why can’t u love me?’ I said shaking her a bit. She remained silent. ‘May iss khamosi ka kya matlab samjhu.’ I said lifting her face. She pushed me slightly but I stumbled on the chair besides me n fell down. ‘Ow.’ ‘Are u ok? I am sorry. Tumhe lagi toh nai.’ She said lifting me. ‘Itna care aur tum bolti ho ki u hate me.’ I said looking at her. She left me n again turned around. ‘Why don’t u accept that u love me?’ I said. ‘I can’t.’ she said. I could hear the pain in her voice. ‘But why?’ I said as I was about to place my hand on her shoulder but she moved aside n shouted,’I have very less time left. Mujhe blood cancer hae.’ She said n ran out of the room.
I was motionless. I was fully broken ? but I rushed out of the room to stop her. ‘Twinkle please rukh jau.’ I shouted but she didn’t stop. By now we were out of the hotel. We reached the busy road outside the hotel. My heartbeat increased.’Twinkle rukh jau.Twinkle.’I shouted but it was too late.’Twinkle.’I shouted as a truck hit her. She was lying in a pool of blood taking her last breathe. I ran towards her n caught hand. ‘Nothing will happen to u Twinkle.’ I said in between my tears. ‘I’ she said inhaling heavy breathe inside her lungs.
‘l-o-v-e’…’u.’ she said inhaling her last breathe n then she left me alone in this sophiscated world. At that very moment I also fell down unconcious.
Someone sprinkled water on my face.’Twinkle.’ I said. When I opened my eyes I found a crowd surrounding me n Twinkle was nowhere.’Where is Twinkle?where is Twinkle.’ I shouted. A person pointed towards the ambulance. I ran towards the ambulance wiping my tears. But what I saw there left me in a state of shock. ‘I hate u. Why did u leave me?’ I said as tears rolled down.
The truth was so hard to accept. I don’t know what happened earlier but at our place…I heard those cries of pain around me. I saw her face n remembered her smile. I saw her being swathed in white. I clutched her red saree close to my heart. I cried my heart out clutching her saree. I couldn’t save her. I couldn’t. Something went numb inside me. After sometime I saw something innocent being burned. I didn’t even get to kiss her dead hand for the last time. I hate u. Tum mujhe chodke kese jaa sakti ho. My parents cried in private as they had to strengthen me.
A year has passed since she left but I still love her. I still feel the presence of her around me. I loved her soul not her body n I still feel that she is watching me. Someone patted my shoulder. I turned around I saw Twinkle in that very red saree. ‘Kunj may kesi lag rahi hu.’ she asked. ‘Bahat buri.’ I said giving her a smile. ‘I hate u.’ she said making a face. ‘U r looking beautiful.’ I said n then she smiled. ‘Kunj kis se baat kar rahe ho.’ I heard bebe’s voice. I just looked around n she was gone.
I used to talk with her. I did feel her presence but no one did understand this. They suggested my parents to consult a counselor. Some even suggested for my marriage. But another marriage…another girl. What will I say to that girl that I have spent the most beautiful moments of my life with a girl who is not u….I love a girl who doesn’t exist but still she exist within me…won’t I be screwing up her life n even mine. ‘I will always love u Twinkle.’ I said in between my thoughts. ‘But I hate u.’ Twinkle said. I turned around n there she was. ‘I hate u too.’ I said.
Shayad yehi pyaar hae. Loving the soul not the body. Loving the heart not the external beauty. Although Twinkle died for the world but she was still alive in Kunj. May be this is what true love is.
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