Forever In My Heart

It’s not a shot,
It’s not a ff,
It’s not a story,
It’s just a thought , arrived to me.
I am not a writer nor a philosopher…. I am just a simple girl of 15.
who wants to share hr feeling with u ppl …coz may I don’t hv anyone to share with …or don’t kn???
just trying on u guzzz…if u like it I will b honoured and if not then I will b hapiii for at least trying.
so….
let’s begin…..go on …

I have tried a lot for being away from him. BT don’t, know or I should say I kn but pretending to don’t know ….actually u kn what ..I really don’t kn … wt is happening with me and the 1st question why me???why??
why it happens that whenever I think or write or do anything related to him.. why my words stammer , why my pages get wet??? why every time my eyes get plastered with a thin layer of water and salt , which we generally call as the bluddy tears.
l kn this is not correct BT I am not doing this deliberately.. the situations make me feel that all emotions from which I am escaping..
Huh…. nowerdays he is in his own dreamy world with her girl , usse kisi cheez ka hosh nahi hai , jab dekho tab usi ki baatein and u know what ….the most interesting part in this whenever.. means really whenever he talks to me sweetly na …I fall for him . even when he ask me to help him with that stupid girl that time also my head move in positive manner ….just for his 1 smile I do all this nonsense and whenever that rascal gives me his sweet signature smile na all my anger, pain, tension just gets vapourised
By knowingly or unknowningly BT..this is true that every single minute… every single second I am just falling for him deeply nd deeply….
I can,t give any explanation for this sudden change of mine…. I don,t kn why I am feeling so miserable ….. As I said earlier I don,t kn why it is happening with me?? So , my 1st question .. is again my last question that why? why? and whhyy???

” jab se dekha hai Maine tujhe dil mei bas tera hi khayal hain,
tujhse milne ki chaal mein ,
har pal ye dil bekrar hai”.
Thank u….all of u…
plzz comment if u like nd if not then also but plzz if u don’t like it then say it sweetly..plzzzzzz

26 comments

  1. Shoryu

    Shoryu

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    Sweetheart u have a friend to share with…
    Anyways I know that feeling.. it’s will ate u from inside .. I don’t have answer for ur question but one advice that ….. “Focus on it studies now”πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚

    • Shoryu

      Shoryu

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      Wow Ritz… Awesome awesome awesome…. Just loved it…. ❀❀❀❀….
      All my training… Proud of me… And u too babyπŸ˜‚… But really ,. Liked it actually loved it.

  2. arti viswanathan

    We all are friend with u… Don’t worry if u really want to share something with us u can do yaar we are also ur friends aana darling….

  3. Angle

    Hey little girl why this much tension take it easy.go with the flow.i m waiting 4 next time with new amazing concept.god bless u dear.

  4. Meen

    Meen

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    Well I’ll try to put my POV…..so first ur question why????….
    well to make u learn……so that further in ur life when u Hv someone by ur side who loves u with everything in him….for whom u r his first preference……after spending time with u who doesn’t want to live alone…..who loves u for who u r…..d real u……thn at that moment u would know his imp…..coz at this stage of ur life u r craving for it……u would know value of his love & affection…. & believe me at that time u won’t make d mistake of letting him go…..that’s why all this necessary to make u learn a lesson….to make u understand….. This is how life teaches us
    & don’t mind my words….but do u think d one u r crying for is worth it……do u think it’s love????……don’t u think it’s just that u don’t want to loose him….u want him to stay by ur side…..u want him to give imp to u…..only u…..u actually doesn’t care abt d girl he is talking…..u r crying because for him now someone else is more imp……
    But could u call it love??? Could u imagine ur life with this person….just think 8 yrs from now …..do u think he is D one who sees u as d person who u really r & not as d one u try to show others…..do u think he would love u & care for u like ur dad does for ur mom…..do u think he would understand little things abt u without ur telling him as ur dad does with ur mom……do u think he could love u like ur dad or more thn him???…….do u think if u would leave him he would come back no matter what…..
    If ur answers r no…..thn believe me he is not d one…..he definitely is d person u don’t want to loose……he holds a special place in ur life & heart…but this pain,tears …..this is not love……I don’t know why but I just know that……u deserve much bttr……..u want to b loved ….it’s just that u Hv already pictured him as d one for u somewhere in ur mind.. But let me tell u he is not …..
    So don’t let things get on ur nerves…..if u want someone to be by ur side ….love u….b thr for u always……..thn don’t go for d one couldn’t c ur pain…..go for one who doesn’t like to c u in pain….sometimes it takes whole life to get someone like that……but they r worth waiting……
    I’m not trying to tell u that love is like a fairy tale & what shows in movies….. There is fight…annoyance….. Wait….misunderstanding….. Confusions….& what not…..but at d end u understand each other….u r thr for one another …..u don’t leave thm no matter what…thts what love is..I won’t say u r small for love…..nope…..I won’t say u r wasting ur time…..nope…..I would say learn ur lesson & wait for d right one
    May b this all lines would seem a bit filmy to u….but I wrote what I felt. .. I know a blabbered a lot……& may b mostly crap…..but I couldn’t help it…..I consider u my little sister….sorry if I hurt u…..love u….will always b thr for u

  5. Meen

    Meen

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    Oops …..tell me those were ur actual feelings……& not just a thought or a concept……coz I thought these actually were feelings & blabbered a lot……a bit confused

    • Aana

      Aana

      |Author

      No need to say sorry at all Di….its not my actual feelings BT definitely I will remember it .. Nd keep in my mind… I love u for this.. .nd no killing… I kn its good for me only.. Not for now at least.. But for future…. Di thank u for that….nd love u infinite…
      Muahhhhh

    • Jessie

      Jessie

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      Meen….my friend…I wanna hug you..for guy shared the most valuable piece of info..everyone needs to know…..I grasped the extreme reality hidden behind that comparison with a dad, a girl should do….be a teen or not,this is something every girl should think…you didn’t blabber my..my…Tesoro mio…!! Now don’t get me wrong for squeezing myself inside here…I just scrolled down…got into ur words…couldn’t stop replying….!! Love u dear friend….TC

  6. Aana

    Aana

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    Ppl….wanna a say something…. Wtevr I HV written is not my personal experience… Or from this I am going through…. Its just 20% related to my life …everything else is imagination…. So….don’t take it that way….
    Nd if u HV commented thinking that way…no issues I understand.. Its just misunderstanding created by me only….so sorry for that

  7. Sathya

    Sathya

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    Swara darling, first i say sorry to you. I remember this and i am really sorry sorry sorry for not submitting it. You know na..i am stuck up with hell lot of stuffs…and that’s y i missed it. I am really sorry Swara…

    BTW coming to the episode, i already told you but again, it is nice and you portrayed that girl’s emotions neatly. Very good try and keep writing it, don’t stop in between. We all are here to support you. And try to give it in English, or give the translation for those hindi words(Just a suggestion from my side) ….otherwise i just loved it. πŸ™‚

    Love you πŸ™‚

    • Aana

      Aana

      |Author

      Its perfectly fine Di….I understand… No need to say sorry.nd thank u for ur support nd love for me nd this article.. Thnk u so much…..
      Love u ….
      Bye…

      Nd waiting for ETL

  8. Jessie

    Jessie

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    Aana….lil sissy….chalo…first…bear hugs…for your writeup….!! What was that…no one to share…!! You wanna me to pull your ears..haan?! I would better write such shots..its crisp !! So nice…

    I loved it dear…why.me??…everyone asks themselves at one or other situation…places where u say…for one smile…! So touchy..and he is own world1 ..still…!! Could connect with real life…keep going…do give such shots…and ye lo….🍫🍫🍫🍭🍬🍭🍨🍧🍦🍦🍭🍬🍫🍫🍫🍫coz I caught ur story this late…
    am not so feq here like before..tats y…lemme turn to my old self…then you will find me as the first one to comment..lol…I was like that before…ok…Aana ….loved this forever in my heart…its worth to continue…if possible try it..

      • Aana

        Aana

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        Finally…. U commented…. I WS waiting for u….nd definitely I want u the 1st one to comment… I kn u r there for me….BT sometimes situations r different u see….so…let it b….but thank s a ton ….grt that u liked it….love u .
        Bye

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