Hi This is VHM back with a new FF on IB couple SHIVIKA….A slow yet Subtle love story……..
This is completely off track FF on Shivika and a college life and post college life of Shivika based FF…nothing to do with the track of IB….May be few of you can relate to this….you all know the characters and few characters will behave the same way as in real IB…few will be different……The Beginning would be slow and may bore you, but as i always say these beginning episodes will be crucial to form the further story……..
Please ignore the grammatical and spelling mistakes…….Hope the readers would support me the same way as they have supported me till date……based upon the response on this episode, i will be uploading the next episodes……
———–10 + years passed by Ms.Surpanaka and Mr.Ricthie Rich got separated….naah Anika and Shivaay getting separated
Present Time —————————-
(Please refer to the prologue)
Anika came out of her flashback when she heard the announcement
”Dames en heren , we hebben onze eindbestemming bereikt …. hebben een mooie dag voor de boeg … controleer je spullen voordat je de trein verlaat ”
(Ladies and Gentlemen, we have reached our final destination….have a nice day ahead…please check your belongings before leaving the train)
Anika picked her bag and realised her trousers being wet with tears…she wiped her tears …set herself and got down the train and started walking towards her home…..
Anika TAM ”it’s been 10 years and everything is still afresh…the only thing that i wasn’t able to do is to forget him…i tried many times , but i failed every time….i have now everything with me…status, money, a good job…but i am still alone….”
She looked towards the sky and walked while thinking
Anika TAM ”People say that you look at everyone and bless everyone, whether they believe you or doesn’t believe you…but you left me God…you never noticed me…when i started to believe that you were there, you made me believe that you don’t exist….why were you so harsh to me? i agree i never believed in you, but i never said a word against you…i fought with everything…but now i am not able to fight with my own shattered heart….every single day in these 10+ years i remembered him…every single day i cried for him…every work i do reminds him….i tried to die when my bestie died in-front of me…but i was reminded my responsibility towards Sahil….you know what, if somebody who believes in you, ever asks you to show him/her hell…do onething show my life …they will understand….”
Anika reached her house and was about to put in the key to enter when the door opened….She was surprised and a smile appeared on her face…….
Shivaay closed the album and he had his share of tears still flowing…..he looked at the ceiling and thought
Shivaay TAM ”Where are you Ms.Surpanaka….why couldn’t you listen to me once that day…where did you disappear leaving your Mr.RitchieRich alone….whatever i did was never intentional….i was young then and i thought i could handle , before everything slips of my hands….i was a fool to not know your value, i was stupid not to share my worries with you…you asked many times , but i never shared and you without my telling you, took away my worries….come back Ms.Surpanaka….i cannot live without you…i have bared enough of punishment…i cannot live without you…your smile, your anger, you innocence, your stupidity, our intense moments, fun moments, romantic moments, family moments haunts me every moment….i am not at peace after you left me and you very well know i can find peace only in your embrace…please Ms.Surpanaka, your Mr.Ritchie Rich needs you badly…come back”
Tears rolled down his eyes while he hugged the photo album tight……
Pinky came to him and knocked the door…he wiped his tears , Pinky sat next to him…
Pinky ”Shivaay…didn’t you sleep till now”
Shivaay composed himself and said ”i am going to sleep now”
Pinky ”what are you holding?”
Shivaay ”this…i was seeing the album…just like that”
Pinky ”Shivaay…shall i ask you something…will you say me the truth?”
Shivaay ”if i can …i will…you ask mom”
Pinky ”You still are searching for Anika right? you couldn’t forget her isn’t it”
Shivaay just looked at her and said ”Mom….Anika has left us and never turned back and this is the only truth…and regarding forgetting her….Shivaay Singh Oberoi never forgets anything and anyone” he set his hair in style…..
Pinky ”this is not the answer that i expected”
Shivaay ”nothing happens as we expect…” he sighed
Shivaay ”mom…it’s getting late…you should sleep…tomorrow is a new day and you and I both have many works to do”
”Sahil…when did you come and so suddenly..” Anika smiled and hugged him
”Didi …christmas time , so i came here….i missed you a lot didi…and i came here as soon as my holidays got declared”
”Chalo let’s go in” Anika said
Sahil was a grown up college going guy….Anika took him to many orthopaedics in different countries and finally got treated him in Netherlands, with an artificial leg…So Sahil could walk now without those sticks…..
They had some normal chitchats and then
Anika ”sahil why am i feeling that you want to say or ask something really important?”
”Dii…why are we staying separately? why can’t i stay with you? from the time we stepped out of India, you tried to keep me away from you…as soon as my schooling completed , you made me stay far away from you….i agree you did everything for me, which probably my parents wouldn’t have done, but ” Sahil vented his feelings and took a pause
”Sahil….i will just tell you one thing….never become so close to anyone, be it me or your future life partner…..thinking two persons living together forever happily is the biggest lie in this universe….and who knows this better than me….i am there for you today, tomorrow i may not be and if i am not there , you should not become depressed and feel lonely…so i am making you ready for every situation….i hope you will understand me” Anika replied getting up and went ahead to fetch some veggies from the refrigerator
”Anika didi…i was good when i was small…unnecessarily i grew up…had i been small you would have kept me near you….dii, i have only you in this huge world….i am not feeling like staying in Amsterdam anymore…i am planning to shift to Belgium and stay along with you, support you, get pampered by you, to take care of you” Sahil finally spoke out his decision
”this can’t happen Sahil..and you know that very well …now tell me what will you eat” Anika tried to stop the discussion going further
””Penne pesto” i prefer to eat that Anika didi” Sahil replied
Anika’s heart pierced and she threw the stirrer in anger holding the kitchen platform real tight, closing her eyes….
———-flashback , during college days, OM
Anika ”Mr.Ritchie Rich, where are the family members?”
Shivaay ”Ms.Surpanaka …they have a function to attend…so went there and OmRu and Prinku will be coming back in an hour , they went to pick up everyone else”
Anika ”ohh …you should have said me beforehand….i would have come late”
Shivaay ”that’s the reason i didn’t say you…now i have got some time to spend with you”
Anika ”you are real chantomind”
Shivaay ”what did you say chant..chant”
Anika ”forget it …you will not understand and repeat…i said you are very clever”
Shivaay ”i am ..do you have any doubt” he spoke coming dangerously close to her
Anika ”what…what are you trying to do”
Shivaay ”Ms.Surpanaka…how about repeating the kodaikanal scene once again?”
Anika ”very bad idea….so move back…don’t come near”
Shivaay ”what if i don’t?”
Anika held a jug of water and splashed it on to his face…
Shivaay ”Fhat the wuck?”
Anika ”self defense…understand”
Shivaay ”i am not gonna leave you”
Anika ”you can’t catch me”
Shivaay ”don’t challenge me”
Anika ”i already challenged”
Shivaay ”then see what i am going to do now” he ran towards her
Anika ”don’t you dare to do something annoying” she ran laughing and warning him
Shivaay ”i am not born to lose any challenges my way” he ran behind
Anika ”so much confidence”
Shivaay crossed her path and lifted her throwing her into pool…..
Anika ”haww…haww…i am wet …and all this because of you Mr.Ritchie Rich…” she screamed at him playing with water and sprinkling at him….
Shivaay ”i said don’t challenge me”
Anika ”now see what i do” she pulled him into the pool….
Shivaay pulled her near him , their bodies were hot and clothes were wet…Anika’s lips shivered , while he came near her lips to plant a kiss….Anika pushed him and said
Anika ”Mr.Ritchie Rich..i am hungry…”
Anika ”i am hungry ”
Shivaay nodded his head in no weirdly…and said
Shivaay ”go and put on Prinku’s clothes and put your clothes in washing machine…while i prepare something for you”
Anika nodded and smiled blushing, took a huge sigh and left to do what she has been said
After sometime she went to kitchen….
Anika ”what is being prepared?”
Shivaay ”Penne Pesto…my speciality”
Anika ”the aroma is increasing my hunger…shall i try the dish”
Shivaay ”not now..near the pool area where the table is set”
Anika ”okay..as you say”
Shivaay set the tray and took her to the pool area where he set the table beautifully…he pulled a chair for Anika and made her sit…he served the pasta and very lovingly fed her…she too fed him….
He saw the pesto sauce on her cheeks, he bent and licked it off of her cheeks, making the current pass her spine and she becoming red with blush …….
———–present time, Belgium
”what happened Dii? why are you angry?” Sahil tried to bring out her emotions
”Sahil…you very well know …i hate pasta and i never prepare it….yet you ask me to prepare it…what are you trying to do?” Anika screamed at him
”What are you doing didi? you are running away from everything…from me, from bua , from your friends, from Shivaay Jiju” he said in equally loud voice
”i am not…do you understand…i am not running away from anything and i don’t know who that person is” Anika replied shouting
”which person do you don’t know?” Sahil questioned
”the one whose name you took in the end…and by the way, this is my life and i run away or i stand still…how does it matter you? i never cared for anything or anyone and i will never care for anyone ” Anika spoke controlling her emotions
”not even me Dii…will you not care if it’s about me?” Sahil questioned
”Sahil…please…..don’t prolong this…you know i dislike all this” Anika finally looked at him
Sahil ”Didi i too dislike this discussion, but what i dislike more is, you running away from everything and everyone…staying all alone…fighting every single moment with your shattered heart..do you even understand in these 10 + years , you have changed so many companies…and why?”
Anika ”i don’t want to answer you”
Sahil ”I will answer as i know the answer”
Anika looked at him
Sahil continued ”you changed so many companies because you feared, you will get attached to the people over there …you feared to develop a friendly bond with your colleagues, you feared you will not be able to fight with your emotions …so you started changing companies…not only that…you changed the technologies you worked for…you kept on changing everything …you don’t want to be known or seen to anyone…you are becoming a mystery for many….but i know the real you…i am your brother dii…so what if i am not your real brother, i am more than that”
Anika ”enough Sahil…nothing more on this topic ever again…i am happy you have come here…stay here till the holidays end…and then you need to go back to Amsterdam…i want you to be successful….that’s it….may be seeing you successful is the only last thing i want to see and i will be off my responsibilities”
Sahil ”Today you need to speak out everything dii…” he shouted
Anika went into her room and closed the door …collapsed on to the ground and cried silently but vigourously
Sahil stood on the other side of the door and shouted ”Dii…tell me dii…share your pains with me dii…remember you used to tell me that i should share all my problems and worries with you…and when sometimes i didn’t share you used to say, what’s the use of such a sister who cannot wipe of her younger brother’s worries………now i am saying the same dii….what’s the use of such a brother who cannot wipe the tears of her sister…today if you don’t speak, you will be failing me as a brother…and i know my Anika didi can never see his little Sahil fail” he spoke banging the door
Aniak listened everything and cried even more….she wiped her tears, controlled her emotions and setting her voice spoke ”Sahil….you are the best brother …may be i am not a good sister…i have already closed all the doors of relations and bonds…..you want me to see happy right?”
”yes didi…that’s the only thing i want ” sahil replied hopefully
”then Sahil..never ask me anything and never bring this topic again…i have by much difficulty composed myself over these years….let the past be past….your success will make me happy…just shine like the sun among the stars and your Anika didi will be the happiest” she replied
A silence prevailed for sometime……..
”fine dii…i am leaving now…i understood you want even me to go away from you…i promise i will not come and meet you ever again…but one fact will never change…whoever may come in my life , but My Anika didi and her happiness will be my first priority” Sahil spoke
A few minutes later Anika heard the sound of the main door …she got up shocked and opened her room door, screaming Sahil’s name….she checked the house , but Sahil was nowhere to be seen neither his luggage…she ran outside and checked.. Sahil was seen nowhere…….
Anika went in and collapsed once again on the floor and shouted loudly ”i am sorry Sahil…i am really sorry…i have become weak from my heart that i am running away from everything and everyone….come back Sahil…you are the last string that has kept my heart from breaking completely…and if you go away, there is no point for me to live anymore…. ‘ she cried touching her head on the floor…..
A paper fell from the dining table before her ……….
Precap : Old times brought back ………
WE ALL WILL MEET NEXT YEAR !!! WISHING YOU ALL A VERY HAPPY NEW YEAR IN ADVANCE….LET’S MAKE THE COMING YEAR A WONDERFUL YEAR IN PERSONAL AND PROFESSIONAL LIFE !!!!
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