Finding My Angel: Episode 29

Finding my Angel: Episode 29

Previous Episode:

It’s been a long day- without you, my friend- and here I am finally seeing you again.

Been forever since I updated this- but Nithu motivated me without realising (when making me realise our little YuvAni family of the tigers!) Thank you for that Nithu x Well here is the episode- that I had absolutely no intention of writing… Here we goo!

Song in this episode is “Let Her Go” by Passenger I just changed her to him- amazing song- thanks for the beautiful song Passenger!


Suhani sitting in her room, hypnotised by the nonchalant swaying pendulum of the Grandfather clock- knowing that her time is coming soon- her time for fulfilling a wish of her father’s.

It was the only thing she knew she was compelled to complete due to the fact that she never lived up to the expectations that were set- she exceeded her personal ones, though.

All her father wanted was for her daughter to get married to a lawyer- and she is doing this for his happiness and so that the guilt wouldn’t consume her yet again.

Her notepad lay desperately in her motionless lap- messy words jotted down everywhere- her classic guitar laying waiting on the bed next to her. She slowly placed the book of thoughts on the dipped bed while tightly grasping onto her guitar- writer’s block clearly exasperating.

As she exhaled the breath she never knew she held she strummed the guitar and ran her hand through her long hand, causing it to mount and fall.

Closing her eyes, she strung together a few chords- which caused a melodious chime to the pin-drop silent room.

Her mouth slowly opens as the voice of a million angels float out.

“Well, you only need the light when it’s burning low
Only miss the sun when it starts to snow
Only know you love him when you let him go..”
She pictures his smile that sends shivers down her smile- but burned every single piece of melancholy in her.
“Only know you’ve been high when you’re feeling low
Only hate the road when you’re missing home
Only know you love him when you let him go
And you let him go…”
A broken smile quirks up as a single tear explores her cheeks.

“Staring at the bottom of your glass
Hoping one day you’ll make a dream last
But dreams come slow, and they go so fast
You see him when you close your eyes
Maybe one day you’ll understand why
Everything you touch surely dies”
Flashes of metallic liquid oozing out fresh cuts shows up in her mind like a slideshow of agony.

“But you only need the light when it’s burning low
Only miss the sun when it starts to snow
Only know you love him when you let him go”
Her voice slows down- but becomes more passionate as she raises her pitch.

“Only know you’ve been high when you’re feeling low
Only hate the road when you’re missing home
Only know you love him when you let him go”
Her chords becoming slightly less euphonious as her hand starts to get shaky but a smile still plastered on her face- the façade clearly noticeable.

“Staring at the ceiling in the dark
Same old empty feeling in your heart
‘Cause love comes slow, and it goes so fast
Well, you see him when you fall asleep
But never to touch and never to keep
‘Cause you loved him too much, and you dived too deep
Well, you only need the light when it’s burning low
Only miss the sun when it starts to snow
Only know you love him when you let him go”

She sighs as she tears the strap from the guitar off her body and places the guitar on her bedside and flunks herself on the bed- staring at the ceiling in the minimal light- her heart hollow and purposeless.


“Well, you have to take care of her” Yuvraaj whispered- a poignant whisper.

“Well- Ok, Sure, why wouldn’t I take care of Suhani Srivastava? The national famous singer?” His words provoking and irritating “plus she is hot.” He smirks (revealing two sets of pearly whites) while running his hair through his tight dark brown curls.

Yuvraaj’s fist tightly clutched, jaw intensified, biting back the tears threatening to leave his sore eyes- his anger bubbling up- Oh how much he wanted to see blood oozing out his nose of Rohan’s.

“I am being serious Rohan- you lay a single finger on her in a way that fragments her, you won’t even see daylight! I know how you are since High School!” Yuvraaj’s voice shaky- pure envy and anger radiating out his statement. Yuvraaj’s gaze fixated on the stone floor- raindrops pelting down slowly- soaking him- extinguished the flames formed by the instant sparks of lethal anger.

“Oh, Yuvraaj- nice to see that you finally are looking out for someone who isn’t that girl- Safiya.” Her name hissed out his mouth- It was obvious.

Rohan PoV:

Oh, Yuvraaj, I am sorry to do this to you- nevertheless, you still took my sweetheart from High school- you two were sickeningly enamored!
Please do call me jealous, but you seemed to enjoy seeing my face drop when you placed your lips on her forehead.

Yuvraaj’s PoV:

This is soo low of Rohan- I can’t believe that he is just seeking revenge!? I know that it was my fault for purposely inciting him- but I was young and naïve. I found joy in useless things.

He can’t simply play such a wicked game.

Rohan’s PoV:

Oh, I know marriage isn’t child’s play- but Suhani is honestly amazing!
Maybe, just maybe- we will fall in love, maybe I could forget this revenge and move on with my Father’s friend’s daughter.
Maybe this would be the weird love story of Rohan and Suhani!

Yuvraaj’s PoV:

Maybe I am overthinking- Rohan a LAWYER, wouldn’t play such foolish games- maybe he has feelings for Suhani…


Yuvraaj’s hair stuck to his dismal face camouflaging the many tears streaming from his eyes. He knew he was going to lose her sooner or later.

Precap: Wedding

I am evil- I know, I know, but trust me- there would be a YuvAni union somewhere throughout 😀

Love Aqsaah

We recommend
No Comments
  1. Avanikamdar

    Its just amazing dii really

    1. Aqsxxh

      Thanks Avani x

  2. Nithu

    Its lovely dear… really missing tigers soo much…do u tem how much fun we used to have at that time…right…there were soo many ffs soo many frns …..really missing jenny komal…and many more….

    1. hai nithu nuvvu andarini encourage ff eppudu post chestav.nenu chala rojulnunchi waiting ni ff kosam.pls try to update whenever ur free.

      1. Nithu

        Akka nenu ishqbaaz lo shots rastunna adi only 3 shots…na xams unnayi nov 21 nunde dec 8 varaku…xams iyyaka pucca update chesta

    2. Aqsxxh

      Yes, All of our friends have slowly gone off this site and it was all because of the leaps…
      But thank you x

  3. finally we found our findning angel after long time.thanks fr nithu darling u nailed it.the song was superb.hope all ur exams will get finished soon.we want ur ffs.i miss ur new ff very much. fr me u r just unique.pls try to update ur ffs regularly eventhough they need not be lengthy.but try to just update pls.keep smiling my dear.

    1. Aqsxxh

      Thank you Radha di!
      You always make me smile darling x

  4. Ruksy

    This was amazing loved it

    1. Aqsxxh

      Thanks Rusky x

  5. awesome epi nce again super keep writing da

    1. Aqsxxh

      Thanks a ton Abi x

Comments are closed.

Yes No