Finding My Angel: Episode 28 (ANOTHER LONG EPISODE!)

Finding my Angel: Episode 28 (SUPER LONG EPISODE)
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Episode length (5Pages on Word)
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Yuvraaj PoV:

I decided not to head home tonight- I couldn’t head home due to the mental state I am in… I decided to take a walk- a long walk through the park of memories- the day when I first met her

(FB)

I don’t know why I went to sleep early… I maybe wanted to see the smile in my dreams… I also go for a jog to remember my past and think of all the mistakes I have made…
While on a jog, Suhani is playing football in the park, she is wearing grey jogging bottoms and a grey hoodie. She is playing with Somu and they are talking while playing…

Suhani: Finally a day with my best friend… So how have you been doing Somu.. Is everything good?
Somu: (Puts a fake smile) haha yes all fine
Suhani kicks the ball hard and it goes on the path and hits Yuv’s head and bounces near Krishna’s feet, who was sitting on a bench reading a newspaper.

Yuv turns around and looks at who kicked the ball..
Somu and Suhani starts laughing
Suhani: OML! IM SORRY MR… UMM MRR…. SADUU
Somu: Oh shhhh he has gone red!
Suhani: Is it me or has his nose become bigger!
Somu and Suhani starts laughing louder…
Krishna picks up the ball and throws is back at them and it hits Somu’s head
Yuv and Krishna start laughing
Suhani looks at Yuv and Kris, picks up the ball and walks to them..
Suhani: Oi you (she looks at kris) can’t you throw a ball… (She realises its Krishna) Ohhhh You work with mah di Bhavna you are fine…
Somu comes walking there..
Somu: Say sorry to me. You can’t throw!
Yuv: Oi you two shut up! You can’t kick a ball, I hit my head!
Suhani: Shut up, we can play football, I kicked it at your head on purpose (she sticks her tongue out)
Yuv: why is that?
Suh: ummm… Becos… you looked funny…
Somu, kris, and Suh starts laughing
Yuv fumes off
Yuvraaj: Crazy people…
Suhani: SADUUUU! LISTEN TO SOME MUSIC YOU WILL BE HAPPY!
Yuv turns around and stares at suhani…
Yuv: I HATE MUSIC! I also hate girls like YOU!

Suhani’s smile dropped…
FB ends
Ha, I still remember how in 0.5 milliseconds her beautiful smile that I used to dream of fell- It portrayed the way I immediately fell for her…
I carry on walking further into the deep woods, along the damp intertwining roads.
I also remember the second encounter with her that day…

-FB-
…in the park again…
It’s cold now… Cold and deserted… But I can hear something, a voice, a sweet voice… I walk closer, I see a girl, hair curled, wearing a white lace dress… She is singing… I know I hate music, but her voice was irresistible, I slowly step closer, her voice becoming even more angelic. I can see her dress a bit wet… When I step closer I see her face is also wet… She has been crying… I go to her without her realising, she is still singing, I sit next to her on the bench. I hear some lyrics of sorry, I couldn’t be who you want, Sorry I have failed, Sorry I have lost. My eyes started to water…
She realised someone sat next to her and she jumped
Me: IM SOOOOO SORRY! I didn’t mean to-
The girl: TUM? Sadu? What are you doing here?
Me: Huh? Wait your the girl? (I turn my face embarrassed for being soo rude…)
Suhani: Yes… I am the girl… My name is Suhani…
The wind blew her hair away from her eyes, her eyes red and sore…
I grab her hand and make her dit down
Me: WHY ARE YOU CRYING?
She grabs me and cries on my shoulder… I don’t know what to do I slowly back away and give her a handkerchief
Me: Sorry… I just don’t like that…
Suhani: Oh… Sorry… U hate girls like me… I don’t deserve to be loved
Before I could say anything she got up and ran, I quickly pulled put my hand… but it was too late… Suhani… I don’t know who you are… But I will find you… I will help you…- FB ends-

I remember running faster than I had ever ran before- I don’t know I felt guilty, I felt I was the cause to her tears even though I didn’t have any connection with her…

I remember when I found her- her state was dreadful- I was utterly mum. I couldn’t get a single word out of my mouth…

-FB-

I don’t know what I have done… I don’t know why she is crying…
Me: You run soo fast for a girl (I make her stand up and give her a handkicheif)
Suh: EXCUSE ME GIRL’S CAN DO ANYTHING WAY BETTER THAN GUYS!
Me: Oh no way! You can’t even kick a ball straight (I push her forehead)
Suh: I just wanted to hit you ok?
She laughs a little, her smile, I think I seen it before… But suddenly the smile changes to a frown and she turns around.
Suh: What do you want? Can you go?
I touch her arm and she moved is away and grabs it
Suh: OUCH….

She pulls her sleeve up… There is blood.. It wasn’t from a scratch thou… She self harmed…
Me: WHAT THE HELL SUHANI? WHY DID YOU DO THAT FOR?!
Suh: Why do you care! I don’t even know you?
She starts to walk away, and I pick her up and make her sit on the nearest bench
Me: Yh I might not know u… But I am a nice person ok
She giggles… Then her laugh stops
Suh: I don’t want to hurt you… Can you please leave…
Yuv: WHY ARE YOU BEING SOO SELFISH!? I AM TRYING TO HELP
I was going to get up but she began crying, I turned around and saw her all in pain… I know I can feel it…
I felt a raindrop and the sky came pouring down… I shake her.
Me: You are going to get ill!
Suh: I deserve it.
Me: Stop talking trash

Suh: I…
Suddenly she falls into my arms.
Me: SUHANI! SUHANI! SUHANIIII!
I panicked I ran to the road with her in arms.. I don’t know her, she likes music and she is a girl…Is what I am doing even right?
I don’t know what I have done… I don’t know why she is crying…
Me: You run soo fast for a girl (I make her stand up and give her a handkerchief)
Suh: EXCUSE ME GIRL’S CAN DO ANYTHING WAY BETTER THAN GUYS!
Me: Oh no way! You can’t even kick a ball straight (I push her forehead)
Suh: I just wanted to hit you ok?
She laughs a little, her smile, I think I have seen it before… But suddenly the smile changes to a frown and she turns around.
Suh: What do you want? Can you go?
I touch her arm and she moved is away and grabs it
Suh: OUCH….

She pulls her sleeve up… There is blood.. It wasn’t from a scratch thou… She self-harmed…
Me: WHAT THE HELL SUHANI? WHY DID YOU DO THAT FOR?!
Suh: Why do you care! I don’t even know you?
She starts to walk away, and I pick her up and make her sit on the nearest bench
Me: Yh I might not know u… But I am a nice person ok
She giggles… Then her laugh stops
Suh: I don’t want to hurt you… Can you please leave…
Yuv: WHY ARE YOU BEING SOO SELFISH!? I AM TRYING TO HELP
I was going to get up but she began crying, I turned around and saw her all in pain… I know I can feel it…
I felt a raindrop and the sky came pouring down… I shake her.
Me: You are going to get ill!
Suh: I deserve it.
Me: Stop talking trash
Suh: I…
Suddenly she falls into my arms.
Me: SUHANI! SUHANI! SUHANIIII!
I panicked I ran to the road with her in arms. I don’t know her, she likes music and she is a girl…Is what I am doing even right?

-FB ends-

I remember still carrying her in my arms- she looked like an angel and I had her in my arms. I never knew what a devil she was and how she slowly manipulated my heart. I had no choice to bring her home- I couldn’t bear seeing someone so vulnerable perish- that was a sin in my eyes.
Little did I know I was going to fall for her…

My heart now beating a little faster as I continue to walk- picking my pace up, I feel like I am going to end up somewhere- but I do not understand where…
I remember when we played football together for the first time in the park- she was wearing the tight black belly top and leggings (her abs were amazing- ooops) she beaten me 11-5 and when she won she was celebrating like she won the world cup- and the way she stuck her tongue out at me I just wanted to see this competition in my life everyday…

After a few seconds of celebrating she randomly explained she wanted a samosa- I was baffled, and she told me her two loves to get out my secret on why I used to hate music… It was sly, but I thank her for it because now I found my love- her and music…

-FB-

I don’t know what I am saying, I felt as if I have known her for ages, as her smile was the smile that I always see… I hear her voice soothing me… Maybe music is good? I felt a tear fall onto my face and she quickly wipes it off, I quickly get up and grab her face.
Me: Suhani! Don’t cry… I didn’t mean to hurt you…
Suhani: But Yuvraaj… How can someone be soo rude! It’s just not right! Let me find her and show her the evil side of me (She giggles a bit and wipes my tears) Cmon Sadu! I will make you forget all your thoughts about her and music! I want Samosa!
Me: Pagal ladki, Come let’s go! (I pinch her cheeks and we go)
We had another race to the samosa stand and brought two samosas, one for and and one for me!
Me: Suhani, I don’t know why I have brought one for myself!
Suh: Chupppp (She shoves the samosa in my mouth, so I shove mine in hers)
We both laughed at each other’s faces and quickly got my phone out and took a picture
Suh (mumbled as her mouth is full of samosa): Oiii you mr.sadu! delete itttttt (she hits a little)
Me: Nope, its cute! Now hurry up eat… I have to ask you something…
Suh: Ok then (she eats her samosa, treasuring every bite, I laugh at every face she makes! I wish she could look at me the way she looks at that samosa! As soon as she finishes, I give her hand sanitizer and a tissue.)
Suh: Ahhh whats the fun in that! (She puts her oily hands on my face and laughs)
Yuv: Ah chi suhani, how can you be soo unhygienic! ( grab her hands and clean them myself, she tries pulling them out and frowning)

suh: YUVRAAAAJJJ!
I put my hand on her lips… shhh Suhani…. Can you answer something for me…
Suh: Sure Sadu…
I pull her sleeve um and point at herself harm cuts…
Me: How can you do this suhani?
Suhani looks down, almost like she was going to cry, I pull her towards me…
Me: Don’t cry… Im here…
-FB ends-

We became close that day, and I don’t regret a single bit of it- our hearts connected- our strings knotted together, our souls dancing in the heavens…

I don’t regret a single second I spent with her- I never will…
As I carry on walking I see a similar blue dress- my default setting automatically turned on as I ran.

I cupped her face in my cold hands and blow her hair out of her eyes- her red swollen eyes.
The flashbacks flowing in again. Again.

“tum? I thought you hate me… I think you should leave, before I end up doing what Safiyah did to you…” Her voice hoarse…

“Don’t Suhani, Don’t ever compare yourself to her… Why? Why have you deteriorated your state to this- last time I checked you were a nationally famous singer, please don’t ruin that…” My voice comping sweet like honey- I just want to lock my lips with hers- just to assure she is fine- just to make sure that she feels secure. I also wanted to taste her lips from the moment my heart fell at her feet…

“But, Yuvraaj… You? I would be leaving to Europe, why are you here? You should be glad I am leaving- all I ever did was cause harm to you… All I ever did was hurt you, all I ever did was to annoy you… Yuvraaj, I am sorry, I know now isn’t the right time as my alliance has already been set… But I feel that you should leave me before I cause any destruction to you, all I ever do is that. To my mother, to somu, to my Papa, to my Di, to You most of all…” her words barely audible and she breaks into an ear-throbbing wail…

I drag her into my chest- I don’t care if the make-up ruins my suit- it was her make-up anyway. All that matters is that I am here, and she needs to understand I am not leaving her… I place as kiss on her forehead before cupping her face again.

“Suhani, sh, I am not leaving you, we are friends, and it will always be that way- whether Rohan likes it or not I don’t not get a damn” I rub my thumb along her cheekbone as I put my nose on hers, her breathing calming down.

She gently shuts her eyes as the last few tears stroll down her cheek- carrying tiny bits of make-up down her face, she puts up her hands and cups my face while stroking my stubble. She tugs a small smile and lets out a tiny giggle.

“Thanks Yuvraaj, I can always trust you excuse of a beard to lighten my mood”
I gently shove her nose away playfully, but reconnect it as the distance scared us both.
“Chup you pagal ladki, my pagal ladki”

She moves her head to my shoulder and wraps her arms around me, I slowly snake my arms around her silky dress.

“Chup, Sadu Kumar, My Sadu Kumar”

Precap: Rohan and Yuvraaj meet

Guys I hope you enjoyed that Epi- the Flash backs were for me to see if my story was making sense at the beginning and for you to remember the journey of these two love birds x
Thanks for your continuous support- I really do appreciate (please do comment!)

Question: I am thinking of starting a short story for YuvAni only- it would be quite different as it would be written in diary form also having a sad ending, because all my FFs had a happy one so far so I want to switch it up :p
So what do you think comment that also as wel as how you found the episode x Thanks guys xxx

Love
Aqsaah x

14 comments

  1. sri

    wonderful epi ….i like the scene where yuvraaj remembers all his moments with suhani i just loved very much .plz plz update nxt epi soon.

  2. radha

    hi dear it was very very lovely and emotional episode.while reading todays episode i thought to go through all ur previous episodes in which i could get all those moments in a detailed manner. love has changed a person who hates music to a person who desperately wants to hear music.ur journey from d begining was superb.pls dont end this ff.i like it a lot when yuvraj tried his best to assure his love who was there for her in every moment of her life.i am very excited to know what will happen if yuv and rohan come on face to face.about ur new ff i know it will be definetly good and yaar pls pls make that ff also happy ending.because already we are missing our yuvani chemistry in serial.hope u consider this pls pls.

    • Aqsxxh

      |Author

      Radha Thank you very much, I am elated to know that you have reread my FF to reminisce- thank you for that darling x You words means millions x

    • Aqsxxh

      |Author

      Radha Thank you very much, I am elated to know that you have reread my FF to reminisce- thank you for that darling x Your words means millions x Thank you , and about the new FF- I think I would have to change the story line a bit then x

  3. AFANFICWRITER

    |Registered Member

    Waah aqsaah di, so in love. I started reading your ff at maybe the tenth episode and unfortunatley never thought to catch up afterwatrds, and i hsve to say… you started your ff in such a heart touching way. Some of my friends have suffered with self harm and i really resonated with it. I also loved the fact that Yuvraj was remembering each moment so lovingly, it was a ironic tragedy that was so perfectly painful. Too good to explain.. mwah x

    • Aqsxxh

      |Author

      Oh Shreya, it is fine x
      Let me tell you about the starting of my FF then- because I want to dodge my work XD
      Suhani- a national famous singer, trying to find her calling in the world. Her mother Lata passed away after giving birth to Suhani so she always takes that to heart- unfortunately as she had the choice where she had an abortion or gave birth (but she wanted to give birth to Suhani), so to make her mother proud she tried to become the best- but forgetting her family and friends. Eventually, she found that out when she read Somu’s diary about Suhani being distant from everyone. She always wanted to make everyone happy forgetting about her own happiness and she found her happiness in music. As you saw in the YuvAni first meeting Yuv hated music- and the reason for that was also said (I think- Well his girlfriend broke up with him by singing a song on their anniversary when he was going to propose to her).
      They both used to dream of each other’s smile (Yuv of Suhani, and vice versa- hence Suhani writing “Finding My Angel” dedicated to her finding the smile- which she did).
      Suhani is also a footballer- as a hobby- and she should’ve taken that root in life, but she didn’t due to reasons which I have yet to reveal. 😉

      That was the beginning anyway, I am guessing you know the rest <3

      And about your friends- make then know that they are worth every breath they are taking- even though life is taking this toll on them x I also have friends who I have lost due to suicide… It was the worst- but it what made me determined x

      I am glad that you as an amazing writer enjoy my work- as my quality improved as my quality of writing was inspired by you x
      Thank you for everything Shreya it means the world and beyond to me- I couldn't as for more x

      About my new FF- I might just change the plot I have in my head as YuvAni fans are starting to lose the plot with this devil spawn SuhBhav child. I rather a treat then a burden x

      Thank you for everything again- you comment lightened my mood x

  4. Shilpa-Saraj

    |Registered Member

    Sissssss…… Really really realy wonderful epi…. I could go through each of yuvis emotions perfectly… Keep going. Unite yuvani asap….. Eagerly wIting for your nect epi 😊😊

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