Evading The Beast
We live for what we need. Don’t we!??Life is what they say it is, Hell is what I feel in me. Myself Swara Bose who is said to be the fame of Robert E Lee High School is a captive of destiny and darkness. And night is what I could see now.
I have everything but it not more than nothing. Money is what I own. Love is what I need. Submission is what I have to do but Freedom is what it means to me.
LIFE. It’s just another four letter word which is a synonym for HELL. And I hate my life. Like you may hate yours. My friends say that I have a perfect life and a perfect nature of Beauty with Brains.
How I wish I could have a perfect life which is exactly equal to impossible. NORMAL. The following word is what a life should be. But my life is just the exact antonym if the given word. ABNORMAL. The word which describes my life.
I believe the most in love and craved for someone who will love me. My prince. His touch would be soft yet will consist a spark which will make me shiver. He would be strong with a heart of gold and full of love which will also consist a soft spot for me yet will have a sharp mind and perfect attitude. He would be my prince charming. The person who would have the right to call me Shona. And I will be just his Shona. Just a pet name and my soul will belong to him.
He would be the light which my life needs, My love with whom I will spend my rest of the life. But the silliest thing I know and had to accept that it’s just a wish which could never come true, Never… I screamed hard as I fell on the ground. I was helpless now and forever as my pain could never be cured. I hate the word hope because it hurts the most when we keep a hope and it breaks you down.
But again the funniest thing is that the whole world runs on HOPE. You may have heard this quote
Smiles from the threshold of the year to come,
Whispering ‘it will be happier’…
By Alfred Tennyson and also
‘Strange as it may seem, I still hope for the best, even though the best, like an interesting piece of mail, so rarely arrives, and even when it does it can be lost so easily.’
By Lemony Snicket.
Classic aren’t they. And my little heart gets it’s wings back when they read them. HOPE is what I live with and forever would. I feel my head spin and my eyes drop. I drop myself on bed letting the darkness welcome in.
It was dark all around and voices of wild screams echoed in my ears. I feel my feet’s go weak and I tremble with fear when I felt 2 strong arms enveloping into them. I turned around and saw HIM. My Prince.
And he leaned towards me and I felt a tender pressure of his lips on mines. I was going weak. I can’t bear the sweetness and the tendency. We were drowning in it. His love bathed on me. His love lighted my dark heart. I trembled with pleasure, love and longing.
But then again it all faded away like a storm.
I woke up trembling and covered with sweat. Once again a dream. And again he came. How I wish it was the reality. I get ready wearing a simple white crop top and jeans and a pink blazer attaining a smart yet casual look and wear my white sneakers and reach the bus stand to catch the bus.
The bus comes and I was about to climb up when my leg gets twisted making me lose my balance leading me to falling down making me close my eyes but I feel two strong arms enveloping me saving me from falling and I open my eyes and I see the face of Greek god but also a Beast. Sanskaar Maheswari.
‘Thank You’ I murmured softly and get in
As I get in I see eyes of all girls just like of cat looking at me with anger like I have done a crime but it was better ignoring it then creating a mess and I take my seat and And he follows behind me walking towards me,
I just look out through window as he had his seat. And I could smell him really well. It was really strong and tempting and I just turn over to look at him and he leaned towards me.
I was sweating hard as he leaned more towards me making my heart beat like drums. Fast and Loud making my heartbeat a scream which can be heard at a long distance.
I closed my eyes tight not to let him see the effect but I felt nothing further but just his hands around me and his face an inch way from me to open up the window and I took a breath of relief and turned my head towards him and he had a smirk plastered on his.
Ohhh no what he may think about me. It’s all so embarrassing. I just wish that ground opens up itself and swallow me in. I can still feel his gaze bore into me and he leaned towards my ears whispering
‘Aren’t you a naughty little girl Ms.Bose’ He said with his husky voice.
‘Aren’t you a Badass Beast Mr.Maheswari’ I said back with seductive voice.
‘Not bad Ms.Bose you do can be seductive kitten. Can’t you!??’ He said with a wink and I just ignored him.
He is danger and the captor. The danger I fear from. The beast I hate. I have just one thing in my mind. That I have to evade. Evade The Beast.
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