Don’t hate me (tashan-e-ishq) (Last chapter)



“Are you sure?” I ask him again but no one can ever come across a stubborn person as compared to Kunj. “Yeah Yeah! Go on and marry Zac Efron” He scowled and I giggled silently. “But..” I stop as he looks at me. “But what?”

“No one can be more s*xy that you” I pull him towards myself and whisper slowly as he gasped. “Really?” He smirks and I nodded. “Devilishly s*xy handsome Billionaire” I tease him and he chuckles. “You are unbelievable” He teases me too and I roll my eyes smiling at him. “We are getting married after two days” He says slowly and I look away , flattered.

“I never knew you blush” He mocks making me blush more. “Can’t I?” I ask , in a shy tone and he rubs his thumb and forefinger across his chin thinking deeply.

“You can” He replies before attaching his warm lips upon mine and places me on his lap. I gasp as he pushed me towards himself and runs his hands across my arms and stops on the small of my back.

He asks for entrance but I tease him. “Don’t..” He whispers but I continue teasing him not more until his hands touch my bare waist and I gasp , finding the perfect opportunity he bites my lower lip and dipped his head to my neck leaving several marks of his love there.

I pull back , kissing his left jaw and he shuts his eyes smiling. He swirls me over and to my surprise jumps in the pool along with me. I breathe heavily as he grabs my hands and pulls me above the water and I hug him tightly. Not until his hands reaches the hem of my short and pulls it a inch running his hands across my bare back.

He kissed my collar bone making me moan in pleasure but I stop him. “Just two days” I whisper and he smiles. “Can’t wait” He mutters as we both swim towards the edge of the pool.



I grunted. Can’t that person wait for a second. I look at my phone and checked the messages and phone calls. OH MY GOODNESS! 30 messages and 17 missed calls. Kunj has gone mad. Mostly , his messages were about ;

Pick up the damn phone.

I miss you.

I love you more.

Where are you?

Come on twinkle!

Talk to me!

I love you , infinity promise!

I chuckled seeing his messages and leaned back on the bed. I quickly called him and he answered within 5 seconds. “Twinkle! Why didn’t you pick up my phone! I was worried. How can you be so careless?”

I silently giggled and rolled my eyes. “And why are you not speaking” He groaned and I chuckled. “Only if you let me speak Kunj” I stated and he sighed. “Sorry..” He whispers and I smile. “I was in the bathroom that’s why” I clear out and another sigh.

“Be ready in 10 minutes” He blurts out and hangs up making me sigh. I quickly go through my clothes and end up wearing a long navy blue dress , with a black laced back and a slit on the right leg.

I put on some mascara and a cover my lips with a red shade. I brush my curls ending up with Flawless waves. Wearing my black stripped silhouettes heels , I take a look in the mirror.

I rush downstairs and I was damn right, he’s already here. He laughs at what Mahi was telling him and I look on. I can describe him in one word….FASCINATING. And another thing, he’s mine and always mine. I watch up as he is dressed in a black tuxedo and his hair in the perfect quiff.

“If you are done checking him out then can you come over here?” Mahi’s teasing voice pops my imagination. I roll my eyes at her and walk towards them. My gaze locks with Kunj’s who smiles looking at me.

“You look s*xy” He mouths and I giggle silently . I pass him a flying kiss and he sighs dramatically. “Have fun!” Mahi’s waves jumping and sometimes I find Kunj’s words true. ‘Born with Kangaroos’ Huh!

Kunj opens the passenger seat for me and I sit inside inhaling his scent. Everywhere I feel Kunj , his love , his smell , his words , his touch , everything about him gives me goosebumps all around.


Kunj stops the car with a halt and jogs towards my seat, opening the door. “Gentleman ha!” I tease him and he smiles. He entwined our fingers as we both walk. “Where are you taking me?” I ask boggled and he gestures me not to speak.

After 5 minutes of walking we stand in front of a Birthday hall as I remember something. “This was the first place where we both met twinkle” He whispers standing in front of the same hall and my breath hitched in my throat. How can he remember this? It was years ago.

“I still remember it Twinkle” he mumbles placing his hand on my back and I look at him surprised. Can he read my mind. I give him a satisfying smile and we both stand outside the hall peeping through the glass windows as a boy was celebrating his birthday along with his friends. I smile thinking about my 8th birthday.

Ahh , those were memories to be cherished. He holds my hand and we sit on the porch beside the tree outside the hall. “Mom woke me up telling me it was someone’s birthday. Me being a crazy 9 year old boy woke up greedily to have cake” He chuckles and I let out a soft laugh.

“Me being an eight years old girl , woke up early in the morning excited about my birthday” I spoke smiling. “I lazily entered the hall hoping that the cake should be enough” He declares and I lean onto him. “I was already there , waiting for my friends”

“You were standing near the stairs , checking the time frequently , an annoyed expression on your face. Time to time you would flip your hair dramatically and sigh” Kunj says and I laugh.

“Then everyone entered with a big bang and there were you standing at the left , wearing a maroon shirt and black jeans” I tell him. That was the first time I saw him. But never knew we would be here , together in the future.

“You were wearing a pink shimmery dress. Dressed up in the barbie Avatar” He mocks laughing and I slap his arm playfully. “I couldn’t take my eyes off you. I wanted to talk to you and wanted you to be my friend”

“Same. But than you ruined it. You were so desperate that you ate all the cake. Seriously, I didn’t even cut the cake and there you were. Eating my cake like a thief” I pinch his cheeks and he pouts.

“That’s when we first became enemies. But we weren’t truly enemies. We just expressed it. More than that I loved you” He chuckles and I grin.

“Come next place” He grabs my elbow and we run towards his car. “Wait…can we please eat that cake?” He points towards the hall and I push him towards the car. “No way. Sneaky mouse” He kissed my cheek before sitting inside and I smiled.


“And this is where the real thing started. School” He says as we both sit in front of our old school. “We were so stupid. Fighting our own feelings” I laugh and he loops his arm around me. “Remember when you used to bunk classes” He asks and I nodded. “And you used to bring the notes for me” I add and he smirks.

“I used to do your homework” I added and he laughs. “I completed your assignments” He adds and I nodded. “Right! You used to eat my lunch like a thief” I snorted and he chuckled.

“Right again! And that’s why I loved you but we didn’t patched up. Because we were afraid that what if the other might not have the same feelings” He states and that’s true.

We were also scared about being rejected and that’s why we never came close. “Come next place Twinkle”


“This is where you went to Florida for two years” He silently says and I lean onto him. “You were happy. Really happy” He adds and I nodded. “But there was a hint of sadness too” He says as I clear the lump in my throat.

“Because you weren’t there” I added and he smiles. “Who said I wasn’t” He states and I look on boggled. “You were looking good in that still pink Sunday dress of yours” He laugh emphasizing on the word pink and I smile.

“You were there” I mumble and he nods. “Hurry next place” He adds and I nodded running towards his car. I never knew he was there.

“University!” I exclaimed leaning on the door of Kunj’s car. “That’s where our true feelings begin to pop up” He says and I sighed. “We came across many stages , happiness, laughter , we cried , jealousy , closeness and the last thing the trip to Miami” I finished and he pulls me closer.

“Come on!” he runs along with me towards somewhere and after 5 minutes of a long run we both stop panting. “The beach?” I ask boggled and he winks at me. “Yup! Well I couldn’t bring Miami here so the next place is the beach”

“I know. The jealousy , the fights , the time we scared you” I laugh and he rolls his eyes smiling. “When you kissed me all of a sudden and the punches , then the confessions, the real kiss. Being pregnant for like a stupid reason. And our last hug at the terrace” I clear out not aware of the fact that I had started crying.

“I’m sorry Twinkle! Shh don’t cry” He hugs me and I sniffed. “I’m sorry too Kunj” I mutter and he rubs my back.


“Then this is where we first met after about four years” He sighs and I look at the office. Right , this is where destiny brought us again.

“So many harsh encounters! I’m sorry for every moment Twinkle. Every single time I hurt you , that pained me to hell Twinkle. But you never gave up. You are strong and stubborn” He chuckles in the end and I smile. “I know” I pass him a wink and he smiles.


“lastly I can’t take you to Mexico so he we are” He smiles standing in front of his home. “The truth came on! And then it was your time to convince me” She winks and I smile. “Right! Seriously the hardest time among all” He smiles and pulls me towards his body.

“I’m proud of you Kunj! For every single thing. You are successful and lastly , you are mine” I end as he kisses my forehead and entwined our fingers. “By the way, the people in my house still are in a shock that if I’m the same Kunj” He laughs and I giggle.

“Mine and always” I added and nods. “Let’s go inside” He gestures and we walk towards his house.

“I’m so lucky”

“I’m damn lucky”

“I love you to the moon and back”

“I love you to the earth and sun”

“You are crazy Kunj”

“About you only twinkle”



“Burn Kunj”

And that’s how we continued our talk for hours not realizing that we had to stop.




“I can’t!” I’m freaking out like really freaking out. “Don’t be such a looser bro” Yuvi pushes me inside the closet room and I groan. “Stop freaking out! Please!!!” Yuvi scowled and I throw my head in my hands. “You are not getting it” I reply and he rolls his eyes.

“Are you forgetting it? I have been married before and I trust me I was hell nervous as you are and you know what? Marcus really mad fun of me. I swear I’m gonna do the same in his marriage” He starts blabbering and I hit the back of his head.

“Shut up man” I whine and he laughs rolling on the bed. “Chill! It’s totally okay. Twinkle was not at all nervous and you” He points his forefinger at me and laughs. “HA HA HA” I laugh sarcastically and he purses his lips in a thin line trying not to laugh.

“Pfft! Get ready” He pushes me inside and I sigh. Be a Man Kunj be a man. Take a deep breath , inhale , exhale , inhale, exhale. (Imagine Kunj getting nervous Haha..sorry back to the story)

I take a deep breath and get ready in a white sherwani with grey embroidery on the edges of the sleeves as well as the collar.


There she stands Infront of me , looking like a complete Angel. My angel. I don’t get the time to talk to her as the wedding rituals start and I pout at her making her giggle.

(SORRY guys. I actually don’t know how to explain the wedding rituals as you all know I’m not an Indian. So I’m extremely sorry for that. Hope no one would mind)


“Are you nervous?” I ask as I lock the door to my room and I hear her giggle. “Yuvi told me about how much nervous you were” She passes me a wink and I roll my eyes at her smiling.

“Yeah! Whatever” I reply and walk towards her pulling her for a quick hug. “I feel like the the happiest man alive Twinkle” I mumble and she nods pulling away. “And..” before she could even complete her sentence, I pull her towards my body and caress her lower lips gently , as she shuts her eyes.

I feel her fragile , delicate lips upon mine and I could see her smile during the kiss.



He took my waist , pulled me in. His fingers on my waist made me breathless and left a tingly sensation. He fitted his lips onto mine and cradled my head in his hand. That moment, everything seemed to disappear, I had no idea what was happening , all I know that it was us , and we were alone.

I ran my hands through his hair , his perfect hair which no one was allowed to touch , he let me mess it up. His hands touch my bare waist and I gasped. I didn’t knew that at that time we were on the bed. I let him take over me.

He knows my secrets , he knows who exactly I’m , so there’s nothing to hide from him. We were like that , kissing each other. He kissed my jaw , cheeks burning me as a soft moan escapes my lips.

We stayed like that until it seemed forever. His hands were magic . Him , Kunj was a blessing to me.

Who knew that I would be able to live with him after four years and we would be here married to each other.

“I’m sorry for every mistake I did twinkle” He pulls back breathing heavily and me panting like an idiot. “No need to be sorry Kunj! We are together , forever and ever” I completed and I could see sparkles in his eyes.

“I know..” He smiles and I nodded before the whole world seemed to disappear and there we both were in our own lost world.

Our love is not perfect but the love we have for each other hides all of the imperfections we have.


“Kunj…” I call him as he sits there playing with my hair in the garden. “Yeah?” He asks and I clear my throat. “I have something for you” I tell him and he faces me smiling.

“For the moments in my lifetime I have shared them with you Kunj. And for every star we have wished upon. As the morning sun arises we have seen together too.

The romantic dinners, The longfelt walks, The kisses underneath the umbrella as the rain begins to fall. The joyous times and the tearful ones too. I rather spend the rest of my life loving you.

It’s no mystery, But our destiny to spend these moments together and when time stands still for I know that it will. For that’s the moments in my lifetime I’ll be sharing them with you” I tell him.

His eyes becomes glassy as he hugs me smiling. “I love you Twinkle” he whispers and I hug him tightly. “Love you too kunj”

This is how we became one , one removing all the obstacles and hardships in our lives.

No couple in this world are perfect , there are no fairy tale endings in real life. But still , we became one as we went with the flow.

Trust , is what we both lacked in. And that’s what we both are practicing upon. I trust you and I always will is easy to say to but it’s hard to practically do it!

Love those who makes you laugh and smile. And even love those who tries to put you down. Because they are humans , anywhere in the corner of their hearts , they might have a soft corner for us.

If we will love our enemies , they might love us back. Love is a powerful word and again it’s easy to say it but hard to prove it!

That’s how we began to lead our life and that’s how I remember telling Kunj that…





I can never ever forget this whole journey in my life , never ever. This was such a beautiful journey with you all supporting me.

My one THANK YOU may not be enough to all those who supported me and loved me till all the end.

Thank you everyone , for loving me , for accepting me , for liking my fan fiction , for bearing my blabbering , and sorry to those days where I used to make you all wait Haha

I’m crying , with happiness and with sadness. But I’m happy and you know why???

Because I’m gonna start another TWINJ fan fiction!

I’ll be posting the new story in about 2 or 3 days…

My new story’s name is “TWO SHADES”

It’s a different one from this story..

Without any more blabbering , I’m supposed to say bye so that I can write the first episode of two shades.

So, should I start the new story?

Love you all to the moon and back!!!

Bye , you have to bear me again Haha.

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  1. You should definitely start the new fan fiction….. But feeling sad u ended this awesome story..the episode was extremely well written and I know it is an awesome episode cause u r am awesome writer….. And how is school going on??? Mine will be starting on June 1….anyways all the best for ur new ff…lots of love… Tc.. <3<3<3

    1. Hey Shanaya. How are you?
      Yes , I’ll for sure start the new one. Sorry for the sudden end. Thank you so much Shanaya. Thank you so much for the compliment. I’m glad. School is going on good. Oh good luck. Are you gonna be in 10th? If 10th then good luck hahah!
      Mine is already started.
      Thank you so much.
      Loads of love to you too. And take care.

      1. I already completed a month of school before the holidays…. And because of that I had so much holiday home work….I am stuffed in books… And u said we r friends right??? Then no sorry and no thank u…got it….lol….anyways all the best…once school reopens we will get the results of our first fa s of tenth…. Waiting for that…. Many hugs and lots of love….Tc.<3 it was too lengthy???

  2. looking 4ward 4 ur new ff….just loved zis one! always waited 4 it to be published!! ur the Bst writer 4 mi

    1. Hey Janvi. How are you?
      Yes, thanks alot. Thank you so much for your words. I hope so Hehe!
      Thak you so much Janvi!
      Loads of love and take care

  3. it’s too good ???
    but feeling sad as it’s ur last update ???
    but please do come with a new story

    1. Hey srija. How are you ?
      Thank you so much. I’m really really glad.

      Aww don’t cry Hehe.
      It’s okay.
      But yes , I’ll be back with a new story soon called two shades.
      Love you loads.
      Take care

  4. I was sooo sad after reading the caption that it’s the last episode.. But, my mood lightened up on reading the last paragraph.. I’ll be eagerly waiting for your ff.. And, the episode was awesome.. I loved Twinkle’s last POV the most.. it was the me!

    1. Hey Ria. How are you?
      I’m so sorry I had to end this story. But I’ll be back with a new one!
      Thank you so much. I’m glad you like it.
      Thank you so much. I hope my message was clear.
      I’ll be writing soon.
      Thanks alot.
      Loads of love and take care

  5. u knw i ws vry sad n angry wen i read tht its ur last chaptr….i read the whole chaptr wid much sadness…cz i thot i ws going to miss one of my fav writer…bt a wide curve appeared on my face wen i read tht u r going to strt a new ff….so m damn xctd fr it….ur msg at d end of dis chap ws vry sweet …love ths journey wid u …n i knw i wud love u mr in d nxt one…

    1. Hey Loveleen! How are you?
      I am sorry that you had to read the chapter with sadness but I’ll be back ?
      I’m glad I made you smile.
      Thank you so much. I’m happy you loved it.
      I also loved this journey to core.
      Thanks alot for trusting me.
      Loads of love and take care

  6. wow .it ws an amazing ff . waiting for the new one . and i m in 10 th . middle of the session . god !! pls save me .

    1. Hey Chandra. How are you?
      Thank you so much. I’m so happy that you liked it. Hahah I know how it feels to be in 10th..good luck.
      Loads of love and take care

  7. Hey misha long time didnt comment tabk god you are starting a new one you are best writer ever love you

    1. Hey Isha. How are you?

      Thank you so much. It’s okay but yeah long time I missed you. I have already posted the first chapter of my new story.
      Love you loads and take care

  8. Awesome loved it will miss you alot but post the next ff soon love u

    1. Hello sam. How are you?
      Thank you so much. I’m glad that I was able to entertain you all.
      I have posted the first cheater.
      Love you too. And take care

  9. hi MISHA…. i knw m a very rare commenter of ur i m a great admirer of ur writing…i mean seriously..the way u write..the way u xpress..its beyond my imagination…this story had been one of the best amid twinj ffs…
    looking forward to “two shades” …sounds unique…
    lots of love..
    take care..nd update fast….

    1. Hi Tara! How are you?
      It’s absolutely okay dear. Thank you so much. I’m so happy reading all the comments and your wishes and support is what made me capable to write more and more.
      Yeah , I’ll for sure post it soon.
      Love you loads and take care

  10. Hey misha miss you yaaar and lm definitely going to miss this story it was my most favorite go back to the episode woooow it was magical sweetheart love it to the core lm just sad coz it’s the last part come back with a bang baby ok

    1. Hey Salma. How have you been?
      I’m sorry for that. But needed to end it soon.
      Thank you so much. Great you loved it.
      Yeah I’ll be back with a bang!

  11. Awsm as usual, Will miss u dear. Eagerly waiting for ur next fan fiction

    1. Hey Anushka. How are you?
      Miss you all too. But I’ll be back Haha
      Loads of love and take care

  12. O God….y this is the last episode……but I m happy that u will be starting a new ff with a new story…..btw Awesome episode….especially the last few paragraphs…The way u were describing love was just woooow……Love u

    1. Hi Lama. How are you?
      Sorry for the sudden end.
      Yeah I have already started the new fan fiction.
      Thank you so much for the appreciation.
      Love you loads.
      take care

  13. Hey misha, you know right how much i love your ff and you? If you don’t then you better know it. I have followed your ff from day 1 and fallen in love with it. Please do continue asap. Your writing is just so Magical and out of the world. Keep writing and keep smiling.
    Loads of love ?

    1. Hey Joshika. How have you been dear?
      Yeah , I know how much of a supportive person you are. Thank you so kuch for supporting me and loving me till all the end. I’m glad you loved my fan fiction.
      Thank you so much. Keep supporting and keep smiling.
      Love you loads and take care

  14. Hey misha…u know I love to read ur comments in ur ff n same thing I did 2 days ago n in one of ur ff I got to know that this will be ur last chapter… So I was prepared for this…I love ur ff sooo much n u know that….
    Today we both r on same page but with a major difference….
    I know u didn’t understood it…but u will surely understand it after some time..
    Anyways I will miss ur ff… N plzzz be back fast????

    1. Hey Shatakshi. How are you doing?
      Aww thank you so much dear. Phew thank goodness you were prepared as some of them were sad so sorry.
      Yeah I know how much you are supportive and loving. And trust me I admire each one of you from day one.
      Hmm…I actually didn’t understood that.. same page..major difference..are you gonna end your fan fiction or something to school Haha..I suck at riddles or things like this..
      Tell me please Hehe I’m such a lazy homo sapien.
      I’ll miss you too. And I have posted the first update.
      And the 19th chapter of the masquerade is up.
      Love you loads and take care

  15. hey misha it was a very lovely journey of the ff dont hate me thxx a tonne for this ff n yeah will miss this ff n r uh on insta if yes give me ur account plsss

    1. Hey Krystal. How are you doing?
      First thing first , I’m sorry for the bash on ritzi’s story…I was just being honest?? hope you didn’t mind any of those things…and trust me the way you responded was amazing. Because you showed courtesy and said sorry and I like you girl…you are amazing….be like that always.
      And thanks for always supporting me and loving me..
      Yeah my insta account is ha__825

      And yours??
      Load of love and keep supporting ritzi and everyone ??

  16. ………………………………i am speechless
    loved this from neptune to back

    1. Hey fiona. How are you?
      Thank you so much.
      I’m glad Hehe.
      Thanks alot.
      Love you loads.

  17. The whole story is just wow there is something new in every episode u r a fab writer amazing one
    And btw because of ur ff my English is improved
    I always try to know meanings of words with dictionary in starting and till the end I really enjoy it very much
    Waiting for ur next ff
    Do it early

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