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Don’t hate me (tashan-e-ishq) chapter 5



Twinkle frowns and lies on the bed, frustrated, exhausted, tired. She groans as she curses under her breath. “ugh! Twinkle stop thinking about kunj” she frowns cursing again. Many things are gonna change during this trip. Either we will be together or never. She thinks as she remembers alia and crushes the pillow.

“ughhhhh! I need to call Clara” she groans as she calls Clara but it’s unreachable. “what the heck Clara! My bad” she states crawling in the bed. “should I go and meet kunj..but why would I go to meet him..whatever let’s see what’s he doing” she states standing up.

She goes outside and comes to his house. She comes inside and greets usha. “hello! Mrs.Sarna…how are you?” she asks smiling. “hello twinkle dear..I’m are you?” she asks as they both sit on the elegant leather couch.

“I’m good. Actually, I came to get some notes from kunj and talk to him about the trip” twinkle states while usha grins. “I didn’t ask that” she says, teasing her while twinkle turns red in embarrassment. “it’s okay..go meet him..he is upstairs” usha says giving her a quick hug.

Twinkle smiles as she goes upstairs. Her heart was hammering inside her ribcage and she takes a deep breath. “Twinkle calm’s okay” she assures herself and goes towards his room. She is about to knock but stops hearing the guitar. “he still sings” she says to herself.

She goes inside, quietly trying not to make any noise. As she sees kunj in the balcony, his back facing her and she smiles. He settles himself and swings the guitar as he starts the song;


Climb on board
We’ll go slow and high tempo
Light and dark
Hold me hard and mellow

I’m seeing the pain, seeing the pleasure
Nobody but you, ‘body but me, ‘body but us
Bodies together
I’d love to hold you close, tonight and always
I’d love to wake up next to you
I’d love to hold you close, tonight and always
I’d love to wake up next to you

So we’ll piss off the neighbours
In the place that feels the tears
The place to lose your fears
Yeah, reckless behavior
A place that is so pure, so dirty and raw
Be in the bed all day, bed all day, bed all day
f**king in, fighting on
It’s our paradise and it’s our war zone
It’s our paradise and it’s our war zone

Pillow talk
My enemy, my ally
Then we’re free, it’s a thriller

I’m seeing the pain, seeing the pleasure
Nobody but you, ‘body but me, ‘body but us
Bodies together
I’d love to hold you close, tonight and always
I’d love to wake up next to you

So we’ll piss off the neighbours
In the place that feels the tears
The place to lose your fears
Yeah, reckless behaviour
A place that is so pure, so dirty and raw
Be in the bed all day, bed all day, bed all day
f**king in, fighting on
It’s our paradise and it’s our war zone
It’s our paradise and it’s our war zone

Paradise, paradise, paradise, paradise
War zone, war zone, war zone, war zone
Paradise, paradise, paradise, paradise
War zone, war zone, war zone, war zone

So we’ll piss off the neighbours
In the place that feels the tears
The place to lose your fears
Yeah, reckless behavior
A place that is so pure, so dirty and raw
Be in the bed all day, bed all day, bed all day
f**king in, fighting on

He stands up and turns going to finish the song but is shocked to find twinkle there and stops the song…

It’s our paradise and it’s our war zone
It’s our paradise and it’s our war zone

Twinkle finishes the last lines while twinkle looks at him straight in the eye.
“what are you doing here?” he asks coming inside. Twinkle stands there numb and without thinking she begins to run outside but is stopped by familiar pair of arms surrounding her. Kunj pulls her closer and closes the door. He laughs while she could feel his chest vibrating.

“why we’re you running?” he asks laughing. Twinkle tries to get out of his holds but fails miserably. “get your hands of me” she says trying to go. “no! I won’t” Kunj says grinning. “I said let go o-“ she begins but Kunj turns her, while she was facing him, a few inches away from him.

He could feel her minty breath of his face. And how much close they were. Kunj brings her closer while her hands rest on his chest. She tries to get away but struggles. “leave me” she whispers. Kunj shakes his head while twinkle groans. “leave me..please” she begs but he shakes his head again.

“why?” he asks. Twinkle looks at him while his hands go down her waist. “Kunj..” she whispers tingles going down her spine by his touch. “let me go” she says again. “shh..” is all he says until she feels his lips on her neck. “Kunj..please” she frowns while pulls her closer.

His hand goes up touching her little bare waist as she sighs. He pulls her closer. “tell me it’s not affecting you” he says looking at her. “it doesn’t” she snaps. His hand strokes her lower lip with his thumb while she shuts her eyes. “still it doesn’t?” he asks. To his surprise, twinkle pushes him shocked.

“enough can not be like this..a second hating me and the other touching me..ugh! Marcus is way better than you” she states and storms out the room.

She says those words and it hits me hard. I feel my heart twisting as she names him. Marcus, ugh! I hate this name now. He can not come near twinkle and I’ll make it sure.

But I’m sure she liked it that I touched her..for a second she melted in my arms but then settled herself. Until ugh, again that name Marcus. I kick the guitar in anger ,as I remember her sweet voice in the end, finishing my song.

Her voice is beautiful just like her. I go under the covers and shut the lamp as I close my eyes until everything went blank.

Twinkle (POV)

I wake up, hearing the birds chirp and squeak as the memory of last night appears upon my inward eye. I smile for a second thinking how much his touch affected me. His touch yesterday, killed me. God, I thought I was gonna melt any second. But my bad ,I pushed him..but if I hadn’t pushed him it would turned into..whatever..

I get up and take a look at my bags..hmm everything ready..I have my blue Navy case..which is my favorite..and my small travel bag..and yes I have to get ready..I’ll be meeting everyone in two hours.

I take a quick shower and change into black leggings paired up with a white top and I put my creams light sweater on. I pair them with my cream coloured heels and take my purse. (Here’s the link to the dress)

I make my way downstairs as me and Mahi greet everyone.

Mahi was wearing a short black skirt and paired up grey shirt, which was tucked in. Duh, she loves that look. Typical sister you know. (Here’s the link to her outfit)

We both go outside with everyone as I see kunj and yuvi there standing.
Kunj as always took my breath. He was looking dashing as always.

I couldn’t take my eyes off him.. and yuvi he as always looked as my best friend. He never misses a chance not to dress up good.

And I needed to talk to him about what happened yesterday. About him and Clara. We greeted everyone as Manohar uncle drove us to the airport.


I looked at her and obviously she is looking stunning as always. Such simplicity, still she catches my eye instead of everyone. Oh god, these hormones. We sit in the car, as dad drives us to airport. We go a bit early because we have meet alia and ugh Marcus too. Duh, why do I have the hate feeling for him. We see Clara there as she is wearing a simple white dress, striped in black lines paired up with wedges. I guess this is what those shoes are called. (Here’s the link)×610-shoes-bethany%252Bmota-motavator-aeropostale-black%252Bhigh%252Bheels-black%252Bwhite%252Bpolka%252Bdots-black%252Bwhite-spring%252B2014-neon%252Borange-spring-line%252Bskirt-stripe.jpg&imgrefurl=

We reach the airport as we bid goodbye to dad. We stand there waiting for alia and Marcus as suddenly, Clara, Mahi and yuvi bursts into laughters. I look at them confused as they still laugh like maniacs.

“what the heck is wrong with all of you now?” I ask while Mahi points to the direction alia was coming. Oh my God! What on earth was she wearing. Why is she dressed up like this. I actually don’t know how to describe it because duh I’m a boy.

I don’t know she was wearing something weird. A ballerina type dress that reached up her knees. It seemed like she was in a party or something. (Here’s the link to what she is wearing)
Why on earth would she wear something like that while travelling. I join along the others, while alia looks on uncomfortably. She is embarrassed. My gaze fells on twinkle,who was of course, not laughing and looking at us with a straight face. “shut up!” twinkle yells while everyone immediately shut up but still we try to hold back our laugh. Stupid us.

“are you all insane? Why are you laughing at her. blo*dy idiots” she curses while she goes towards alia and hugs her smiling. Alia was taken aback by her behavior and smiles, surprisingly.

And this time , it’s a genuine smile from alia. “you are looking good. They are just jealous” twinkle says passing her a wink. This is what I love about twinkle. No matter how much anyone can be rude to her, still she is nice to them.

“thank you” alia whispers. “say sorry, guys” twinkle states while we say sorry. “she is your girlfriend,atleast you shouldn’t have laughed” Mahi says grinning at me. I pull alia closer and kiss her cheek.

As I see twinkle, a shade of bitterness passes her eyes. Suddenly, a pair of arms surround her, while she turns back and says “Marcus” she gasps hugging him. Oh okay, so this is Marcus. Hmm, he is good actually better than good.
I clenched my fists as he hugs her, as of she is his property. “guys meet him. This is Marcus” twinkle introduces him while everyone greets him. He shakes his hand with me looking at me grinning. We head inside as I’m behind with alia, and Clara and yuvi sticking to each other. Wait, what’s happening between them. I’ll ask him later.

Marcus (POV)
I am glad meeting all of them. I know twinkle, Clara and also yuvraj and kunj because Clara had showed me their pictures. And the girl beside kunj is I think alia, the one they were talking about. But I don’t know only one person.

The girl standing there wearing a black skirt and a grey shirt. I don’t know her but I guess she is Mahi, twinkle’s sister. She catches my eye the time I saw her. The feelings I had been looking for years, came now looking at her. The butterflies in my stomach. Is it normal? No, I don’t think so.

She is not only attractive that she is pretty but it’s something that makes me go for her. Anyways, we wait for our plane and about 30 minutes is left while my gaze never leaves Mahi. I see her looking back at me, sometimes uncomfortably and I know I’m acting as a jerk but I can’t take my eyes off her. Damn , she is the one. She is the only one I had been looking for and I’m damn sure this time.

Twinkle gasps and hugs Clara tightly, while she tells her everything about the proposal and all that. “OMG..I’m so happy” Twinkle says while alia looks at them lovingly. “what happened?” Twinkle asks alia while the others including the boys looks on. “’s just I never had such friends or any friends I can say” alia whispers, tears forming.

Twinkle gulps and stands to give her a hug. “it’s okay alia..guess what I have a new best friend” Twinkle says passing her a wink. “and it’s you” Clara says to alia while she jumps happily. “really?..oh my God..thank you so much” she says while the girls do a group hug. It was time for the flight and goes towards the plane.


Kunj and twinkle closeness.. kunj jealous from Marcus..outfits..Beach party…truth or dare..
Hello are you all? Thank you so much for liking my story so far and I hope you are gonna love it more…

And I wanted to answer some questions..
So I’m not from Florida..I’m from Pakistan..but I love you all..and hope you wouldn’t hate me

And Clara is from India..I just like the name Clara that’s why hehe…

I’m sparing time in my exams to write more..and I hope you all are happy with this long chapter..thanks a lot for the comments..
And make sure you comment down again..
Love you all..

Credit to: Misha

  1. Omg misha i just love it

    1. Thank you so much ishra..this means a lot to you..nice name

  2. Misha my parents are from Pakistan but I was born in Canada I am a Muslim but I just love tei

    1. Hey are you? Oh okay..even I love tei..where are you from Pakistan?

  3. You are so amazing! I desperately wait for your next episode. ?

    1. Hey joshika..thank you so much..I’ll be writing you

  4. I went read all of your stories, pretty new to this website
    I love the story you have got going, very interesting!
    Very intriguing relationship everyone has with each other…Plz continue soon!

    1. Hey Roop..thank you so much ..yes, you can check out my other story “the masquerade” hope you will like it..thanks again..I’ll be writing soon..actually stuck with my you

  5. As always amazing story & nice epi keep writing.

    1. Hey rupam..thanks a lot dear..means heaven to me..I’ll be writing you

  6. I m at loss of words dear..keep going

    1. Hey prarpti..thank you so much dear..this means so much to you

  7. its awesome……

    1. Hey loveleen..thank you so much..take care and lots of love

  8. I love you and your story dear
    It doesn’t matter where you came from
    I love you for who you are you are an amazing writer keep it up

    1. Hey salma..thank you so much..aww thanks a lot..I’ll be writing soon..and I love you for supporting you

  9. I love you and your story dear
    It doesn’t matter where you came from
    I love you for who you are you are an amazing writer keep it up and lm also a Muslim

  10. i just love the way u write,,,those links superb yaar…this is really a new version of ffs…awesome….mindblowing..fantastice…just love u..nd ur ff

    1. nd btw why will we hate u?? doesnt really matter where u r from…so chill

      1. Haha okay..yeah take a chill pill

    2. Hey tara..thank you so much…wow thanks a lot..thanks for the you too

  11. Wow… don’t have to say anything…..just FANTASTIC!!!
    Plzzz update soonish di……i seriously can’t wait for the nxt update!!!

    1. And yah as tara said it doesn’t matter where u r from!!!
      So we will never hate u di!!!!

    2. Hey..thank you so much..I’ll be writing you so much for supporting me

  12. I wanna know what is this POV

    1. its point of view

    2. Hey means point of view

  13. Wwwwwhoooo misha its excellent dear

    1. Hey..thank you so much..this means so you

  14. Hey misha masquerade is a damn killer romantic story.i justttttt love it.i am falling in love for ur both ff.plz update the masquerade episode 15 soon i just cant wait any more now plz update next epi u soooo much.and yeahhhh i m also from pakistan.i am from peshawar and u?

    1. Hey haya..thank you so much..yes I’m working on 15 episode I’ll post soon..but damn my exams..anyways,thank you so much

  15. m ur fan yr..
    u r awsm..
    thanks 4 updating..

    1. Hey ria..don’t say’s are my friend and you

  16. Misha dear plzzzz we don’t hate all Pakistanis yaar….v luv u and ur ff…ur an amazing writer and I appreciate ur writing… Plzzz never think that we will hate u for wer u belong to

    1. Hey..I know dear..I won’t think that’s sorry..thanks a lot..this means so much to me all of your guys mean a lot to me

  17. It’s a very romantic ff we’re having here.
    I liked the romance and love.
    And definitely no matter where u are from,
    we always support you.

    1. Hey star..thanks a lot dear..thanks for supporting me and showing me you

  18. Hey Misha..d fact dat u r from Pakistan does not mean dat we’ll hate u..v luv reading your ff no matter from wherever u r

    1. Hey Aarti..thanks a lot you too.take care and stay blessed

  19. Hey hii it was osm dude ????

    1. Hey zikra..thank you so much..

  20. Hey Misha superb epi..I love it pls update 15 epi of the masquerade pls pls pls

    1. Hey neha..thanks a lot dear..actually I’m still working on the episode dear.bye

  21. Yeah misha my back home is Pakistan cause my parents are from there when they came to Canada I was born we go to Pakistan once in a while

    1. Hey ishra..that’s good..I actually wanted you know where do you live in Pakistan?

  22. Hey misha its awesome yrr plse update soon the nxt part I’m waiting for it …. I hope u don’t mind me calling u mishu because i also have a frnd with this name, and i call her mishu

    1. Hey sanu..thank you so much dear..this means like heaven..hehe I’m am dancing reading all your comments…thanks a lot I don’t mind if you call me anything..thanks for the name you

  23. Hey misha when is the next part
    I don’t wanna miss it please let me know ok please please don’t forget to reply

    1. Hey salma..I am working on’s actually my 9 class board exams and I’m so dead haha ..hope you would understand but I have started writing the episode and I’ll post by tomorrow or after tomorrow..hope you would understand..lots of love

  24. soooooooooo sry 4 commenting late
    actually my xms r going on and so I was I couldn’t
    help but ya
    all I can say is I have become an huge fan of urs !!!
    The way u write !! its just so splendid
    I believe I must have English classes from u !! 😉
    eagerly awaiting 4 next ♥♥♥♥♥

    1. Hey sanam…it’s okay..because you know even I have board exams and it’s my first time I’m in 9 class and I’m freaking out haha..thanks a lot are a sweet I need to learn from you dear..I’ll be posting soon..lots of love to you and best of luck for your exams

      1. hey misha.
        even I am in 9th.


  25. Oh yeah I understand study comes first so take your time and love you to

    1. Thanks salma

  26. waiting 4 ur next epi of ff yr..
    plz try to update soon..plz..

    1. I have already posted but I don’t know why didn’t they updated yet.?

  27. Plzz update ur next epi soon I am waiting 4 it……..plzzzzz

    1. Sure I have updated..but tu didn’t updated yet sorry

  28. Awesome epi loved it
    Plz update soon yaar

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