Bol Na Mahi Bol Na – Avni’s version (Avneil OS)

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AN: Hi lovely people! Here is the female version of Bol Na OS. You can find the Male i.e, Neil’s version here- Link to OS here

Both are individual One Shots and have no connection between them. This one is kind of rough, dunno whether it’s upto mark or not but just wanted to post it since I wrote it anyway… Hope u will like it… 🙂

Happy reading! 😀

Not Proofread. kindly excuse the errors.
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BOL NA MAHI BOL NAH

Every time she falls he catches her. Every time she is in trouble he grudgingly helps her. He supports her and he fights for her dignity even against his own people! Every time she turns, he is right there silently supporting her…

Kabhi naiyo chod na
Ishq di dor na
Saare chadh jaayein mahi
Tu na chod na
Bol na mahi bol na
Bol na mahi bol na

On the other side, he never trusted her… He didn’t believe her lies out rightly which is fine by her but nor does her believe her truths which irks her. He has the whole world to investigate but he spends his precious time only on her… She wanted to be his friend but he always thinks of her as his case’… She doesn’t care about it… No she certainly doesn’t care about whether he believes her or not… and she most certainly doesn’t care whether he considers her his friend or not… He was a nobody to her, so really why should she care?!

But then again there were all those feelings she had developed recently and wanted to do away with… like she certainly did not want to feel elated and mesmerized every time their eyes locked unwittingly. She did not want to feel thankful and happy every time he supported her, sometimes with words and sometimes wordlessly through his ever expressive eyes… She did not want to be upset regarding his marriage to Riya other than the reason of her revenge… And yeah she also certainly did not want to feel upset every time his mom spoke badly about her, she was just another lady to her, nobody special…

Tere sang hasna main tere sang rona
Tujhme hi rehna main tujhme hi khona

Bol na mahi bol na

She did not want anything to do with him… And she didn’t care a whit about what he thought of her… a liar? A case? Or whatever nonsense… she does not care what he thought of her, period. She felt that if she repeated that to herself every time her traitor eyes entangled with his beguiling ones, it might become the truth…

Tere liye aaya main toh tere sang jaana
Dholna ve tere nal jindadi bitavaan

Bol na mahi bol na

But some days when she dares to look at herself in the mirror she finds a sad Avni looking back at her… an Avni who believes no one trusts her… an Avni to whom what he thinks of her has started to matter… That Avni whose tears flow freely on her cheeks looks at her accusingly and asks whether she doesn’t care if she was a mere case’ for ACP Neil Khanna to investigate? Whether Mrs. Shwetha was a mere random lady to her and her words didn’t prick extra deep because she was HIS mom? Whether she was upset with the whole marriage thing just because she wanted Dayavanthi’s broken down or did it affect her heart just a bit more because somewhere she saw her own heart breaking down seeing him with Riya and possibly forever?

Dil mein chhupa ke tujhe
Dil naiyo kholna
Marke bhi mahi tose munh na modna

Bol na mahi bol na

Ananya just turned away from the mirror during those times, wiping away her tears, away from Avni’s accusing glances… She was not ready to face the answers of those questions… She had a mission to accomplish… She had a death to avenge and few unscrupulous people’s lives to ruin… Thinking about him would only ruin her and she couldn’t afford to do so… Ananya was born to avenge Avni and for nothing else.

But the girl in the mirror laughed silently at her naivety… She didn’t know that Love never asked permission to enter nor does it leave on shutting the door on the face of it… It just seeps in like rain water, stealthily under the door making you slip and fall right to the bottom of a deep gorge without even knowing when or how you fell… Scary but true…

Chhuteya na chhoote mosey
Rang tera dolna
Ik tere baajo duja
Mera koi molna
Bol na mahi bol na
Bol na mahi bol na

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5 Comments
  1. Manasvi

    That’s so awesome..

    1. Lifez_beautiful

      Thank U dearie! ??

  2. Lifez_beautiful

    Thank u dearie! ??

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