A big mansion is shown.Its early morning and its pin drop silence in the whole mansion. Everyone is asleep except one boy. He is sitting on the window sill holding a photograph (of a girl),looking out of the window immersed in his thoughts.
Its rightly said everythings fair in love and war. Some people can do anything and everything in any of these situations and for me its love in the time of war but I couldn’t do anything even then.I the love of my life my Kavita my heartbeat my soul my everything . Had I not asked her to come to my concert that day she would have survived .
She was my biggest support system but first of all my best friend . She was the most popular girl in my college. She could have made any boy her friend but she chose me NERD who knew nothing apart from books and music.My whole life I had been a loner maybe because of my influential family or maybe because I didn’t give any damn about it. With her it was a different feeling all together. I forgot myself when I was with her. For others I was very weird and no fun at all but when she was there I could really be myself . My crazy self was known only to her. I could act completely mad in front of her. I was ecstatic to have found someone who understood me to the core and took care of me, sometimes like a friend or a mother or even a wife. We had created a small world of our own loving , fighting and caring for each other. When she died I couldn’t see her even for the last time. I curse myself for her death.
I Sanskar Maheshwari who didn’t bend in front of anyone had to bend in front of destiny who separated me from her. Had it not been for my mother I would have commited suicide.
But sometimes I have a feeling that someone is waiting for me out there . It is a really weird feeling like my Kavita has returned for me. I know that what I am thinking is lame and of no relevance now but I can’t help it. I just wish that whatever I am feeling is not true because I can’t give my Kavita’s place to anyone…………..
HAPPY BIRTHDAY KAVITA ….. wherever u are be happy and contented . I know that u are watching me always but I need u by my side.
I have become tired of acting like I am brave but from inside I am broken and shattered. I need my Kavita who helped me and protected me from everything.
Kavita please return to your Sanskar …..see in your absence I have become a devdas .Please come back and I promise that I won’t ever make fun of your long nose.
HELLO READERS I KNOW THAT I AM LATE. SORRY AND I NEED YOUR VIEWS THAT SHOULD I DO THE MEETING OF SWASAN EARLY OR AFTER SOME TIME.
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