ANJALI’s SWASAN TWO SHOT – Forget me not!

SWASAN TWO SHOT – Forget me not!
Hey, It’s Anjali back with her first two-shot! Please do tell me how you like it ๐Ÿ™‚ ๐Ÿ™‚
The room was plain. The walls were such a bare colour. Cream. Should this reassure him or scare him. In a corner of the room, a receptionist sat typing something on the computer. God, this was supposed to be a relaxation clinic, Not a hospital. But it even smelled like one. Finally, not able to sit any longer, He went and approached the receptionist.
Man : Excuse me.. Do you know how much longer it will take?
Receptionist : I’m so sorry, Sir! Dr Sinha will be free in a few minutes. Please take a seat.
He sighed and sat down again. Fifteen minutes later, The receptionist called him and smiled.
Receptionist : Mr Mehta? Dr Sinha is read to see you now.
He followed her to the adjoining room and forced a smile on his face. As he entered, A musical voice was heard.
A musical female voice.
Voice : Well! Mr Sharma! I’ll see you next week, Same time. ok? And make sure not to gorge yourself again. Will power! Ok?
A man left and Sanskaar was ushered inside to meet Dr Sinha! He was expecting a female, say in her late 40s to early 50s, but to his surprise, he found a very young, attractive woman. She was wearing a blue salwar with a small shiny bindi and jhumkis in her ears. Her smile was bewitching, warm and inviting. Her hair was tied loosely with a barette.
As she turned to greet him, Sanskaar was mesmerized by her eyes. Her perfect, large, brown eyes that widened in shock and recognition for a fleeting second before settling down into a soft expression.
Dr Sinha : Mr Mehta! Please enter.. So you’re my surprise client… Please have a seat (pointing at a comfortable sofa)
Sanskaar straightened and smiled at her warm , welcoming voice.
Sanskaar : Please… Call me Sanskaar!
Another expression crossed her features before she smiled at him.
Dr Sinha : Of Course, Sanskaar! Please… do sit! (He sat) Dr Rathore recommended me to you?
Sanskaar (nodding) : Laksh was very worried for me. After my accident….
Dr Sinha (interrupting) : Your accident? What and when did this happen?
Sanskaar : It was about 2 month ago. I have no idea what and where it happened. I don’t know why it happened. My fiancee…
Dr Sinha (interrupting again) : Fiancee? You are engaged?
Sanskaar : Yes! We got engaged a week back.
Dr Sinha : I see. So please continue.
Sanskaar : Well, My fiancee told me that I was beaten up by some people and left in a really terrible state. I was unconscious for a week apparently.
Dr Sinha : And Dr Laksh Rathore asked you to come see me because?..
Sanskaar : I’ve been disturbed lately. And he thought you might be the perfect person to talk to.
Dr Sinha (her eyes widening) : You’re paying me Rs 1200 every session just to talk?
Sanskaar looked around the office. The decor was a really relaxing blue… It reminded him of the sky. The slight calm breezy sky. He looked at Dr Sinha’s waiting face and hesitated. He was usually good around people. He was calm and friendly towards strangers and loved to mingle. But this Dr Sinha! She made him feel transparent. Like his inner most secrets were on display.
Sanskaar : Well! Laksh thinks I need to think and talk. He told me you were the perfect person for that. So.. Yes! I don’t mind. (eyes crikling teasingly) Vaise, You mind?
Dr Sinha : Not at all… Is there something in particular you’d like to discuss?
Sanskaar frowned. Was it his imagination or did Dr Sinha’s voice sound sad and hopeful, Both at the same time? But it was not even a fleeting expression. She had settled into a soothing gentle smile once again.
Sanskaar couldn’t stop staring at her. This Dr Sinha was the most beautiful woman he had seen. Her brown eyes matched her fair complexion perfectly. Her hair, an envious straight mass of black hair was so mesmerizing. If his hand ran through his hair? Oh God! What was he thinking? He’d been getting a lot of these strange feelings ever since the accident.
Dr Sinha : Sanskaar! Is there a problem?
Sanskaar (clearing his mind) : Sorry Dr Sinha! No… Nothing’s wrong. I don’t have anything in particular. But Laksh thinks I am mentally disturbed.
Dr Sinha (vaguely amused) : Why is that?
Sanskaar : As I said…. The incident… I was protecting someone, I am pretty sure of that… But before that, I don’t remember anything.
Dr Sinha : Do you remember who you were protecting?
Sanskaar (shaking his head) : No! I’ve thought a lot about this, But I really don’t. In fact, I’ve tried everything.
Dr Sinha : And does this memory loss affect your way of living?
Sanskaar (giving a wry smile) : How is it supposed to affect me if I can’t remember anything?
Dr Sinha ( grinning) : Well, I know Dr Laksh and if he sent you here, he must have a very good reason.
Sanskaar : Perhaps. Sometimes, I have these flashes. They’re just feelings mostly. They make me feel warm. But not anything else. (answering the doctor’s smile) I told Laksh about that and he told me I had to see you.
Dr Sinha ( dubiously ) : Just because of some feelings? I’m sure there’s more.
Sanskaar (admitting with a grin) : Fine! I do know a little. Laksh told me… I was trying to protect a girl… She was somehow involved. But Laksh won’t tell me who the girl is.
Dr Sinha : Shouldn’t that bother you?
Sanskaar : I was curious, yes! But I don’t remember her, So it doesn’t bother me.
Dr Sinha : Hmm… Did he tell anything else?
Sanskaar (not really hearing her) : Kavita knows.
Dr Sinha (politely) : Kavita?
Sanskaar : My fiancee.
Dr Sinha (her voice different) : Your fiancee…
Something about her tone made Sanskaar. But she sat there with an easy smile. Taken aback, he watched her cross her leg over her knee.
Dr Sinha : So Kavita knows about the incident?
Sanskaar : She was at the hospital with me the whole time.
Dr Sinha : What did she tell you?
Sanskaar didn’t have to think. The questions Dr Sinha was asking were something he had asked himself a long time ago. The answers now came out mechanically. It was meant to be light, But the feeling in the back of his head just wouldn’t shut up.
Sanskaar : She told me that someone had hit the back of my head. I lost my memory of the last few months. (frowning) I don’t remember anything. There was one more woman at the hospital…. With Kavita! She had black hair (looking up at Dr Sinha) Just like yours. I was half-conscious at that time, and she left quickly. Later when I asked Kavita about it, She told me she didn’t know who that was.
There was silence. It was an uncomfortable silence for Sanskaar. He couldn’t take his eyes of the doctor. She was a mask, and that made her look unfeeling. But finally. her lips tilted into a soft grin.
Dr Sinha leaned forward and Sanskaar nodded in expectancy. A sudden flash of pain showed in her eyes that hurt Sanskaar. His chest ached. She was too beautiful and innocent to hurt.
Dr Sinha : Have you ever had your heart broken?
Sanskaar (blankly) : I don’t think so. I certainly don’t recall anything.
She giggled lightly and drew out a breath.
Dr Sinha : Well, That’s good then! How do you feel about this incident?
Sanskaar (after a pause) : Indifferent.
But that was not true, he wasn’t indifferent. He was having strange feelings… flashes of something that he couldn’t seem to remember at all. He wasn’t indifferent. He was frustrated and agonized that he would never know the absolute truth. It would always elude him.
Dr Sinha (eyes focusing on him) : You are not curious? Why exactly did you lose your memory?
Sanskaar : Well, The person who punched me or who caused my accident must have done that. There was force behind the punch.
He winced, as if remembering the pain. He looked over at Dr Sinha who seemed to be concentrating on something. But her eyes were glazed, showing that she wasn’t really concentrating there. Her mind was elsewhere.
Sanskaar (continuing) : Kavita told me not to bother with the details. She spoke to the hospital authorities and took care of everything. I met the doctor two days ago and he said that everything was alright. I’ve recovered. But….
Dr Sinha :But?
Sanskaar : But I haven’t. I know I haven’t recovered. Something’s missing, but I don’t know what it is. So, I can’t really ache about the loss, can I?
Dr Sinha : That is interesting, certainly. I do want to give you an assignment though! (Sanskaar groaned and she laughed) Don’t worry Sanskaar… It’s not a huge assignment.
She smiled sweetly and Sanskaar couldn’t deny her.
Sanskaar : Alright Dr Sinha!
Dr Sinha : Well then, That’s all for now, Sanskaar! Our time for today is up.
Sanskaar (standing up) : Thank you Dr… (Realizing that he didn’t know her name) Do you really want to be called Dr Sinha? It sounds so old and formal. And that doesn’t suit you at all.
Dr Sinha (a slight patch of pink appearing on her cheeks which fascinated Sanskaar) : Right now… Dr Sinha will do. But maybe I’ll tell you soon.
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That evening, As Sanskaar was sitting down in the living room, having a drink, Laksh came to visit.
Laksh : Drinking? Seriously?
Sanskaar (tiredly) : Aur kya karoon?
Laksh saw Sanskaar look out the door through which he had just come in.
Laksh : You looking for Kavita again? (distastefully) Where is she anyway?
Sanskaar (chuckling) : You seriously don’t like her. Why? She has gone out with her friends.
Sanskaar felt his head pounding again. But since Laksh was here, He merely winced and willed the pain to go away. Ignoring the ache, he continued to sip his drink. After all, If Laksh found out about this, He would be worried and think it was even more necessary for the therapist.
Sanskaar : So, You wanted to talk about something important?
Laksh : My friend! do I need a reason to talk to my best bud? (grinning which faded when he saw Sanskaar looking at him calmly and silently) How did the first session go?
Sanskaar shrugged. His mind flashed to the brown-haired beauty, and he frowned at the instinctive feeling of protection he felt towards her. It was ridiculous, but it was there. She was so small and at times, sad. He felt it from the botLaksh of his heart.
Sanskaar : She told me to write anything down that I remembered from my flashes.
Laksh (incredulously) : You actually spoke only about yourself?
Sanskaar (laughing mildly) : It is a session for ME! Who else will I talk about? Also, YOU are the one paying. Why waste the money already than I am. Why am I doing this Laksh? Why?
Laksh (quietly) : It is not a waste of money.
His eyes were sad. They grew silent. Ever since Sanskaar told Laksh that he was proposing to Kavita, the former seemed to act disturbed. The questions came, the accusations, and finally, Laksh’s demand for him to see a therapist. Of course, he questioned his best friend’s sanity. Laksh was fine with the incident; he didn’t pressure him to remember. But nowโ€ฆ.
Sanskaar (sighing) : It’s not a waste. But why am I doing this?
Laksh responded with an enigmatic smile.
Laksh : Because you’ll be making the biggest mistake of your life if you don’t.
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THE NEXT DAY
She was wearing a green blouse with a yellow skirt. Her hair was a cascading waterfall of brown and black behind her back. Sanskaar straightened from his sprawled position on the chair he claimed to be his, and watched Dr Sinha rush into the room.
Dr Sinha (murmuring) : I’m late.. I’m late.. Oh no! I’m late.
She seemed to freeze midway when she realized that he was inside. Biting his lip to stifle his smile, he raised a hand in greeting.
Sanskaar : Don’t worry Doctor! You’re not late.
An embarrassed giggle spilled from her and she straightened, a faint flush appearing on her cheeks. Amusedly fascinated, he watched her tilt her head, her hair slipping over her shoulders. A small frown quirked his eyebrows at the sight.
He suddenly flashed out as he remembered something.
” I’m not mad… ” She said as she tilted her head to one side. He watched the way her silky hair would fall over her shoulders and he resisted the urge to tuck her hair behind her ears.
Sanskaar (gruffly) : One mintue, Dr Sinha! I just… I just need a moment!
Dr Sinha : Of Course, Sanskaar! I shall settle down by that time as well.
She dropped large files on her desk and turned her heel. Sanskaar turned the other way and dazedly he watched the spot she was previously standing in, desperately trying to search the memory in hopes of an extension. He clenched his hand, and without thinking, he grabbed the blank notepad in his pocket she handed him a few days ago and wrote what came to mind.
Unseeingly, he stared at his scribble, not bothering to read what he’d written. He knew that he would find it absurd and scratch it off. Maybe he’ll keep it, this one time. Not for him, of course, but for Lakshโ€ฆ because he was paying for this.
Sanskaar chuckled darkly at his thoughts and pocketed the notepad.
Sanskaar (thinking) : God, I’m going crazy.
Dr Sinha spoke suddenly. Sanskaar turned towards her and was dumbstruck by her bright and beautiful smile.
Dr Sinha (speaking in a rush and softly) : I’m sorry Sanskaar! I was told that you were coming in today, but I’m so used to my old scheduleโ€ฆ Sorry, that makes me seem unprofessional. (She grinned sheepishly as she took her seat) But I am, I promise.
Sanskaar smiled as she earnestly tried to reassure him.
Sanskaar : Dr Sinha! Please relax… I believe you.
Dr Sinha (smiling sweetly) : So… How are you?
Her voice was genuine, as if she truly cared about his well-being. Sanskaar shook his head and leaned forward, his elbows supporting him on his thighs.
Sanskaar : I’m…. fine. (grinning slightly) What about you?
Dr Sinha : Oh.. I’m fine. (she straightened herself, then wagged a finger at him) But this is your session.
She laughed and Sanskaar could not help but note the way her green shirt brought the colour out of her eyes brilliantly.
Dr Sinha : How is life at home?
Sanskaar : I live alone, so there isn’t much, except for work and lounging in front of the television.
He shot her a crooked grin. He felt at ease in her presence, almost as if he were talking to an old friend.
Dr Sinha (amused) : And do you cook?
Sanskaar (smiling sheepishly) : Does the microwave count?
Dr Sinha : I don’t think so, Mr Mehra!
Sighing, she leaned back and gave him an assessing look.
Dr Sinha : Now that we’ve eased into the conversation, How is the note book going?
He practically felt the burn of the words he wrote. Strangely enough, he didn’t want to show it to her, at least not yet. Instead, he shook his head.
Sanskaar : It’s blank!
Dr Sinha (calmly) : Koi baat nahi Sanskaar! I’m sure the memories will come in its own time. So, What does your fiancee feel about these sessions?
Sanskaar (shaking his head again) : Laksh told me not to tell her until my fifth session.
Her eyebrows shot up. Somehow, he expected that reaction from her.
Dr Sinha (reproachfully) : You don’t think she will feel bad?
Sanskaar (laughing shortly) : Maybe.
Dr Sinha (interested) : That sounds intriguing. Elaborate please!
Sanskaar : Laksh and Kavita don’t exactly get along. Well, they don’t get along well, now, I suppose. (frowning) Before the incident, I knew for a fact that they were good friends. But they got into a huge fight – she still won’t talk about it – and now I’m the one stuck in the middle.
Dr Sinha ( concerned) : Did Dr Rathore.. umm.. Laksh tell you what happened?
Sanskaar : Trust me, I’ve tried. Now I just leave them alone and try to ignore it.
Dr Sinha stared out the window for some time before turning back to Sanskaar and speaking.
Dr Sinha : Why don’t you tell me about Kavita?
He didn’t expect that. For a moment, all he could do was stare blankly at her before a smile tugged his lips at the reminder of his best friend. He made a useless gesture with his hand and dropped it with a chuckle.
Sanskaar : She’s great. We grew up together and…. She’s temperamental and she can be a b***c, but I can’t help but put up with her. She’s all I’ve got.
The doctor stared at him with her piercing and calculating eyes and made a statement.
Dr Sinha : You love her.
Sanskaar (ironic smile) : Well, I am marrying her.
His voice was gentle and soft, but he couldn’t help but feel that there was a strange tone to those words. He was marrying Kavita. He figured that since they started dating, the natural next step would be marriage. Wouldn’t it? She told him she loved him, and she knew he loved herโ€ฆ what was stopping them?
Dr Sinha : Touche, Mr Mehra! So….
Sanskaar (smiling) : So?
Dr Sinha (leaning forward and placing a hand on Sanskaar’s) : If you retrieved your memories, what are you planning on doing?
She tilted her head to one side and Sanskaar zeroed in on the moment.
And suddenly, it was just the two of them in the world. He stared straight ahead, conveniently at her, trying to remember the feeling that suddenly overcame his body. It was soothing, but it made him feel powerful. He could almost feel her small hand in his, the warmth spreading through his chest. and he unconsciously clenched his hand.
He was pulled out of his reverie with a sharp exhale.
Sanskaar : Pardon? what did you say?
But she had been watching him closely and now asked.
Dr Sinha : What just happened?
He couldn’t lie to her eyes.
Sanskaar (admitting) : A strange feeling.. That’s it. (silently begging God not to have him repeat what he felt because he knew he would sound ridiculous. She waited patiently, and he inwardly concluded that he had no choice but to tell her, because he knew that he wasn’t going to write this down.) I… I sometimes get this comfortable feeling.. This wave of warmth and love over me, I don’t know. It’s a really happy moment, but I don’t know why I’m happy. I just am.
He shrugged awkwardly as Dr Sinha gave out a small soft smile. He was just happy? How bizarre did that sound? God.. This doctor was going to think him crazy.
Dr Sinha (amused) : So, I think I’m right in assuming that Laksh knows nothing of this?
Sanskaar (smiling back) : Well, You certainly wouldn’t lose the bet.
Dr Sinha : Do you think this ahs anything to do with Kavita?
Sanskaar (observing her for a moment, then shaking his head) : No.
Dr Sinha : Why not?
Sanskaar (bitterly) : Because if it had anything to do with Christabel, I would be feeling the same way with her all the time, opposed to those useless flashes I get.
He ran a hand over his face, feeling the exhaustion ripping inside his body. If he stayed on the topic of his incident too long, especially the unanswered questions, he started to feel a little tense.
God, why did he have to lose his memory?
Dr Sinha (gently, perhaps realising that Sanskaar was in conflict) : Do you think this might be due to something else?
Sanskaar : Not a question of something… I think it has something to do with someone.
He stared hard at the ground, tracing the pattern of millions of tiny stones. They weren’t even patterns, but it entranced his eyes all the same. His chest was tight with the unrelenting desire to just know, to stop wondering.
But as always, it was no use. No matter how long he sat in silence, racking his brain, he would never remember clearly. Sanskaar let out a tired sigh. He was so DAMN tired of being this clueless all the time.
Sanskaar : I think I loved her….
He suddenly said that, looking up from the ground and was startled to see that she hasn’t moved from her position, and upheld the focused look in her eyes. There was a sort of consoling, sweet smile on her face that made him stop and stare. Not because she was beautiful, but because he felt like he’s seen her smile somewhere, before, long agoโ€ฆ
Dr Sinha (soft) : You think?
He was pulled out of his reverie. Shaking his head, he lowered his chin.
Sanskaar (in a low voice) : Yeah… I think I used to love someone. I don’t remember much.. I.. think I can remember her laugh. It was really sweet and tinkling.
As a small satisfied smile appeared upon Sanskaar’s lips, He missed the utter look of misery that flashed through Dr Sinha’s eyes at his demeanor. He shook his head roughly.
Sanskaar : I’m sorry.. but what time is it?
Dr Sinha looked up at the clock and then spoke with a thick voice, after clearing her throat twice. She couldn’t bring herself to look at him.
Dr Sinha : Right sorry Sanskaar! Our time is up… we will talk next session. It was good talking to you.
Sanskaar wanted to escape. Barely tolerating the polite exchange of words, He mumbled a hurried pleasantry and was out the door before the doctor even had a chance to get out of the chair.
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He lied.
When he said that it didn’t bother him that he didn’t remember her – he lied.
He lied straight through his teeth.
He stopped running; he didn’t care for the sweat soaking through his shirt, or the ache shooting up his legs. He grinded his teeth, and with a snarl, pulled his fist back before punching the tree conveniently to his right. He ignored the ache and blood on his knuckles.
He felt a frustrated sob rise to his throat, but he didn’t release it. Instead, he swallowed the pain and collapsed on the grass, leaning back as his arms supported his upper body. He stared up at the clear, blue sky.
He wanted it to rain, long, hard and heavy. He wanted to feel the raindrops beat against his skin until he couldn’t feel anymore.
Laksh wasn’t stupid. He knew what he was doing, telling him to go see a therapist; he clearly needed one. Sanskaar sometimes wondered if he was clinically depressed, because what else would this feeling be? It was rampaging his entire essence. It was an agonizing feeling, practically feeling and knowing the memoryโ€ฆ but at the same time, he didn’t. It wasn’t his, it didn’t belong to his mind.
It was within his grasp, but no matter how hard he pushed himself, he couldn’t seem to reach it. He just…….. couldn’t.
He let out an agonized sigh as his phone began to chime suddenly.
Unenthusiastically, he pulled it out of his pocket : Kavita…
What was he doing? His mind flashed to the session, feeling the pain intensify within his chest. What was he doing to her? To him? What was SHE doing to him?
Sanskaar (picking up the call, trying to sound cheerful) : Hey Kavita!
He felt the sting of his hand, and he scowled, briefly berating himself. He was not the type of person to take his anger out onโ€ฆ trees. He felt stupid.
Kavita (sounding excited) : Sanskaar, Tumhe pata hai… You absolutely won’t believe it.. You know Raksha right? She’s pregnant! Sanskaar, She’s pregnant. Can you believe it? I’m so excited. I couldn’t wait to tell you.
Sanskaar (smiling) : That’s exciting news.
But her next words removed the smile from his face.
Kavita (playfully) : I can just imagine our kids, You know?
He froze. The words suddenly made his whole body go cold, and his chest felt empty. A family, huh? Well, they were getting married. Why wouldn’t they have a family?
Kavita : Sanskaar?
A voice : Mr Mehra?
His head snapped forward, and his eyes met warm,intense brown. Her gaze was worried, but that clearly wasn’t the reason as to why he couldn’t look away.
Kavita (puzzled) : Is there someone with you Sanskaar?
Dr Sinha laughed a light, helpless laugh before motioning to his cell phone. She knelt down so that she would be at his level and spoke softly.
Dr Sinha : They’re expecting your answer.
Sanskaar (looking down at his phone) : Shit… Uh, sorry Kavita, but I’m going to have to call you back.
Kavita : Sansk…
But Sanskaar had already cut the call.
Sanskaar : Dr Sinha! What’re you doing?
She stopped midway from rustling in her giant purse to look up at him in bewilderment. She looked at him blankly, before slowly, deliberately, dragging her gaze to his injured hand. She looked back at him expectantly.
He had to smirk.
Sanskaar (stretching his hand towards her) : Touche!
She smiled and pulled out a handkerchief.
Dr Sinha : I don’t have a first aid kit.. So we shall have to manage with this.
He watched her wrap his hand; he didn’t bother asking why she was doing this. He had a feeling that she’d only evade his question.
Sanskaar (curiously) : Shouldn’t you be at work?
After all, His was not the last appointment of the day.
Dr Sinha : I was there. But my client had an important event he couldn’t miss so I came this way. I was worried.
She smiled briefly at the spot over his head.
Sanskaar : Why?
She pointedly looked at his injured hand, before finally, her eyes met his. She spoke, her gentle voice, making the words sound like a carress.
Dr Sinha (softly) : Because sometimes, you need someone to watch over you.
Sanskaar opened his mouth to speak.. but she was already walking away.
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That’s it for now… I hope it isn’t confusing. But if it is, Please do tell me.. I’ll try to clear it for you!

Also, I’m sorry for not posting MMAI… My laptop’s gone for service.. It’ll come backtoday, So I’ll try to post within the next few days.. SORRY!!!1 ๐Ÿ™ ๐Ÿ™

Love you!!

71 comments

  1. JANVI

    well sis….i dont have enough words to appericiate ur writing skills…. so lets keep it simple….
    its just awsm bbz….
    ofcourse it will be awsm… meri behn ne jo likha h…
    i think i should stop my nonsense now…..
    bt seriously dear u r just amazing…
    n i would love to buy books frm the book store wid ur name as the writer….
    wish u a bright future ahead sis..
    love you…
    take care….

    • Anjali30

      |Author

      Thnxxx Janvi ๐Ÿ˜€ ๐Ÿ˜€
      And yeah… nonsense?? Stop all that..

      novel?? I have no idea if I’ll ever do that.. But love you for the confidence in me

      LOVE YOU TOOOO!!!! <3 <3

  2. Fanficoholic

    |Registered Member

    How can u di? How can u? When i think the this is the best u can give u always surprise me by giving a better one. It was amazing. While i was reading tis i could feel sanskar’s pain. Ur writing evoked all those emotions in me. And then suspense???????? Well i love suspense. Bt only when it is revealed. What is that sanky is forgetting? I was litreally ransacking my brain to find an answer but i returned to tge point from where i had started. ??????????

    Missing MMAI like crazy. I think u r busy with college di. So u r nt able to find tym to reply to my comment. No worries i wll wait??????????. Whn u find tym plz reply. And u knw the hilarious thing? In the 50 chappie of MMAI u replyed to comments of ppl above me bt not mine and also ppl after me. I typed a very long comment so i was esp looking frwd to ur reply. Bt i think i hav to wait. And di dnt even think that i am feeling bad abt u not replying. I understand u are busy. And u hav tis bad habit of apologising. Dnt do that. If i really feel bad i wll tell u. Bt i am nt feeling bad. I knw hw hectic college can be. And in spite of it u are posting these ffs,os,two shots etc. That is mre than enough.

    U have magic in ur hands. Hw come everything u write turns out sooooooooooo good? I tried seatching the net. Bt cld nt get proper wrds to praise ur skills. U r amazingg. Y dnt u become a professional writer? And inseriously mean it. U hav that skill in u. And tis two shot was jst amazinggggggggggggggg. Hw come u get such novel ideas,? And the language u are a pro in using it. Lovelyyyyyy.

    Whn is the nxt part coming? Cant wait to read it. I wll be the happiest person if u post it tday itself??????????

    Tons and tons of love frm ur fifi
    ?????????????????????????

    • Anjali30

      |Author

      Heyy Fifi…. ๐Ÿ˜€ ๐Ÿ˜€

      I replied to ur comment finally… In mmai i mean.. I wont tell sorry bcos u dont want me to… But i did feel bad…. You took time for me… and i didnt reply back… ๐Ÿ™ ๐Ÿ™ ๐Ÿ™

      Coming to this story… The main theme isnt mine.. .But i have altered the story to suit me… So yeah.. the words are mine…

      I’m glad you could feel his pain… That sentence is enough for me.. IT made my day….

      And lol…. now ur exaggerating!

      Proffesional wrriter?? I f i do become one, Youll start to hate them ๐Ÿ˜› ๐Ÿ˜› ๐Ÿ˜› ๐Ÿ˜›
      Let’s see… Lol….

      I will try to post next asap :* :* :*

      LOVE YOU!!!!!!!! <3 <3 <3

  3. Sriya

    |Registered Member

    anji dea u rocked it loved it to the core of my heart it was fantabulous stupenduous amazing mindblowing i am speechless dear how u managed to get these amazing ideas i am also writing a two shot on swasan its name is SWASAN TOGETHER FOREVER TWO SHOT its first part is already published it is in 6th or 7thh page or 8th one don’t have any idea hope u will check it out and will comment anyways keep rocking like always and post MMAI AND PKDH SOON eagerly waiting for them and this one next part too sttay blessed dear keep writing I am feeling very bad for eva the way she has been bashed in aisa nafrat toh kaisa ishq episode 2 i saw your comment there and replied to it dear really feeling bad for eva anyways have a wonderful journey ahead
    love u loads!
    keep smiling always!

    • Anjali30

      |Author

      awww…. thnxxx sriya!! Glad you loved it…

      The main memory loss idea is not originally my own.. but the words and rest of the story are… So not that much praise…..
      And im so sorry i have not had time to go read ur story… i will read during the weekend… so sorry ๐Ÿ™ ๐Ÿ™ ๐Ÿ™ ๐Ÿ™

      And bashers… you shouldnt care about them… they dont deserve even a mite of our thoughts…
      and eva is awesomee… she is strong!!! I will always defend her.. but i wont be worried.. cos ik she can handle things…

      Love you toooo ๐Ÿ˜€ ๐Ÿ˜€ ๐Ÿ˜€

  4. Radhika

    its awesome story and i must say ur english is really very good its a little bit confusing at some parts but after reading the part again it is simple ur writting skills are amaging di every emotion is described beautifuly as it we are not reading we are seeing the whole scenerio in front of our eyes i think dr sinha is swara and the girl whom sanskar love before his memory loss is also swara and kavita take the opportunity and grab sanskar or make some story that he used to love her so that laksh is hating am i right or wrong about my thinking please tell me
    i think the story is going to be more amaging in next chapter as everything is going to clear and di plz tell me from where u got such amaging stories i am just in love with ur writtings and ur written skill are like sone pe suhaga as it describes the story very welly. u know di ur this skill make me write comment for first time till than i am a silent reader and i firstly comment on ur ff i don’t know why but i want to comment and wait for reply a whole day and the reply make me happy and than we became friend i love ur stories very much and love u for giving such a sweet story loved it and ur stories always make my mood happier and make my day
    sorry agar bore kiya ho to

    • Anjali30

      |Author

      Thnxxxx Radhika ๐Ÿ˜€ ๐Ÿ˜€
      Glad you liked it… Hope you understood it now?? ๐Ÿ˜ฎ ๐Ÿ˜ฎ ๐Ÿ˜ฎ

      Ur guess is good…. i wont tell yes or no though ๐Ÿ˜› ๐Ÿ˜› ๐Ÿ˜›

      Ur so sweet aby <3 <3 <3 <3
      Love you…
      And am really sorry i havent spoken to u on fb… will text u soon ๐Ÿ™‚ ๐Ÿ™‚ in the weekend..

      love you!!!!!!! <3 <3

      And dont tell sorry… U never bore me…

  5. Laddoo

    |Registered Member

    It ain’t confusing! The whole thing is crystal clear already! I know the whole of it…who the other girl is, whom Sanskaar loved, Kavita is lying for sure….oh I really know everything! The whole story is so very simple yet amazing! I can understand what is gonna come up in the last part. I actually know what is gonna come up! I won’t reveal anything….everyone else should also guess….but one thing I know is that m correct in whatever I hv thought. Amazing first shot….plzz post asap.

    • Anjali30

      |Author

      Aww… Thnxxx laddoooo…. ๐Ÿ˜€ ๐Ÿ˜€ ๐Ÿ˜€

      Glad you liked it…..
      Will try to post soon ๐Ÿ™‚ ๐Ÿ™‚ ๐Ÿ™‚

  6. Needhi

    Oh my gawwwwd!!!!!!!!!
    This is really something different , fascinating and intriguing.
    Loved it.
    Waiting for the second part.
    How r u????
    Love u…
    Bye .Tc

    • Anjali30

      |Author

      Thnxxx needhi ๐Ÿ™‚ ๐Ÿ™‚

      Missing you and our family sooooo much <3 <3 <3

      How are you????? Please do come often… so that we can talk….

      I'm fine.. busy with coll….

      LOVE YOU TOOOOO!!!!!

      how's ur coll???

  7. Shona/Laado

    MOM U R AWESOME WELL I GOT CONFUSED ON LIL PARTS MY ENGLISH IS NOT GOOD AS YOURS. LOVE U LOADS. PLZZ KEEP WRITING ON SWASAN AND ARE YOU WRTING ANY FF IF YES THAN SEND ME A LINK PLZZ U CAN SEND IT HERE OR IN CHOTIMOM SAMJHOTA 10 CH. EK SHIKAYAT HAI ASP MUJSE BAAT KYU NAI KRTE HO PLZZ

  8. โ™ฅpriyuโ™ฅ

    Awesome di …. cant comment longer i have maths test tomorrow …. do check my os if u have time ….

    • Anjali30

      |Author

      Thnxxx priyu… Don’t worry ๐Ÿ™‚ ๐Ÿ™‚ ๐Ÿ™‚
      All the best for ur tests…

      I know i’m late ๐Ÿ™ ๐Ÿ™

      Will surely read it this weekend..

  9. Sree

    |Registered Member

    ??? am shocked by ur writing skills?
    U nailed it???
    Awesome??????
    Mystyrious one??
    Waiting for nxt bhabhiji?
    Btw Now a days i dint see u at all. How r u???
    Lots of love??

    • Anjali30

      |Author

      Aww… Thnxxxx sree ๐Ÿ˜€ ๐Ÿ˜€ ๐Ÿ˜€

      Will post sooon <3 <3
      I m just a bit busy with college…

      will try to be more active though ๐Ÿ™‚ ๐Ÿ™‚

      LOVE YOU!!!!!

  10. Pooja26

    |Registered Member

    anji meri jaan !!!!!!

    kitna acha likhti hai tu ……. really surprised !!!!!!!! ๐Ÿ˜‰ ๐Ÿ˜‰ ๐Ÿ˜‰

    amazing writing skills u have………..

    mujhe bhi thoda dede ๐Ÿ˜‰ ๐Ÿ˜‰ ๐Ÿ˜‰

    loved it !!!!!!!!

    post asap nxt part………. ๐Ÿ™‚ ๐Ÿ˜‰

    • Anjali30

      |Author

      Hey poojaaaaaa ๐Ÿ˜€ ๐Ÿ˜€
      Aww… so sweet… <3 <3

      Glad u loved it ๐Ÿ˜€ ๐Ÿ˜€ ๐Ÿ˜€
      Will try to post asap!!!!!

  11. ansa

    Great … Next part soon and I also hv same thought that kavita is cheating sanskar and sanskar loves swara

  12. Ashu

    |Registered Member

    Anju baby!!! Its amazing!! I’m bored of repeating the same words on ur os and ff!!! But that’s the truth!!!
    Hw do u get such ideas sis????

    Its really an awesome concept!!! I’m waiting for the other half!! When r u posting it????
    U portray every emotion perfectly!!โ™ฅ
    Sanskar’s restlessness!!!!???
    Every work of urs is better than ur previous one!!!???

    Update the nxt part of Mmai too!!! And do check out my os too!!
    Love u sis???

    • Anjali30

      |Author

      Aww… Thnxxx Ashu ๐Ÿ™‚ ๐Ÿ™‚ ๐Ÿ™‚

      So sweet of you….

      Glad you liked it..
      Will try to post it this weekend….

      Really… Better than the prev one ๐Ÿ˜ฎ ๐Ÿ˜ฎ ๐Ÿ˜ฎ
      That’s such an awesome thing to say.. Thnxxxx soooo much <3 <3

      Can u pls give me link of ur OS…. Will read it on friday….

      LOVE YOU TOOOOOOOO

  13. Neha_priya

    |Registered Member

    OMG this is so different…. Hmm a totally new idea… Amazing… It’s not at all confusing I understood very clearly…. But waiting for the next one….
    Seriously I lack words to describe some writings here…. It’s too fascinating…. Loved it….
    N love you too anju… ?

    • Neha_priya

      |Registered Member

      Hey anju I’m fine dear plzz read ffu and read the note too…. It’s really shocking… Ayesha works are copied from watt pad on tu written on virat kohli….. Plzz tell if you know anything

  14. Chanu

    OMG!!!! Anjali???!!! Wt ws that!!!?? As a person im vry talkative & i never lost wrds.. Bt evrydy u make me speechless.. Wt is this yaar.. ๐Ÿ™ when i think this is the best u cn gv 2 us.. Bt u make me wrong & u cm with better epi or os / ss.. How u write this much nicely?? U should be a writer by profession. Im sure u cn be a star.. Ur writing skills r amezing mindblowing awsome etc etc… I dnt hv wrds 2 appreciate u.. Rly.. ๐Ÿ˜€
    When u write sankys emotion… Oh god.. It feels like real.. Im falling 4 ur writing all over again… U always said nt 2 cl me as a fan.. Bt wt 2 do im helpless..its all bz f u. ๐Ÿ˜‰ ๐Ÿ˜‰ sry dr… ๐Ÿ˜› Im ur biggest fan.. ๐Ÿ˜€
    I think here swasan lv each other before.. That witch kavitha must be did smthng.. Urrrg.. :-/ plz bring my sankys memory & unite swasan.gv sm flashback of their romance.. ๐Ÿ˜‰ ๐Ÿ˜‰ ๐Ÿ˜› ๐Ÿ˜€
    my cmnt isnt interesting like others..sry 4 bore u.
    I rly rly miss mmai.Plzz update it asap.
    God bless you..
    Lv u alot.. Ummmmmaah.. Be hpy always… ๐Ÿ˜€ ๐Ÿ˜€ ๐Ÿ˜€ ๐Ÿ˜€

    • Anjali30

      |Author

      Aww… this is too much Chanu….

      Am not that good and all…. So dont praise so much….

      But I’m really happy you could feel his pain… ๐Ÿ™‚ ๐Ÿ™‚
      And haan no fan ๐Ÿ™ ๐Ÿ™

      it makes me feel weird…..

      Will try to post soon……. And ur guess…. hmmm… it’s nicee….
      Let’s see ๐Ÿ˜‰ ๐Ÿ˜‰

      LOVE YOU!!!

      and dont ever tell me that ull bore me cos that will never happen….

      • Chanu

        Awwww… thank u dr.. Im soo hpy dat u ddnt feel bore..
        Hey how cn i nt praise u.. U rly worth it..
        Plz uplode next part & mmai asap..
        Lv u… :-*
        Be hpy always…
        ๐Ÿ˜€ ๐Ÿ˜€ ๐Ÿ˜€ ๐Ÿ˜€ ๐Ÿ˜€ ๐Ÿ˜€

  15. Rain_Lightwood

    |Registered Member

    Anju my dear friend…. Don’t u get tired hearing ,e praise u each time? Coz I don’t get tired of praising u every time!

    HOW ON EARTH DO U WRITE SO WELL!? I AM TELLING U, GIRL GO WRITE A NOVEL. I’m trying to write one too. Notice the word trying.

    AND OMG I NEVER KNEW U WERE ALSO A POTTERHEAD. I SAW UR TAGLINE AND REALISED! I’m one too. Ok being a potterhead my questions to u r:-

    Which house r u in? I’m in Hufflepuff.
    What’s your Patronus? Mine is Stag.
    Fav book in HP? I can’t choose.
    Fav movie in HP? I can’t choose.
    Fav character? Too many but one is Seamusssss!
    Character crush? SEAMUS FINNIGANNNNNโค๏ธโค๏ธโค๏ธโค๏ธ
    Fav quote? Too many but one is Mischief Managed.

    U have any Potterhead questions? Go ahead and ask.

    Anyways back to the OS, it was amazinggggg! Keep writing. You haven’t posted part 2 right? And when r u posting MMAI? U know how long I’ve been waiting for it? First of all I missed u and on top of that ur making me wait for MMAI too? Huh!

    And do not try to sorry or thank u! I will not accept those!

    Love u??

    Rain

    • Anjali30

      |Author

      Arre… Toh praise mat kar… ๐Ÿ˜› ๐Ÿ˜› Bash karna start karoo ๐Ÿ˜‰ ๐Ÿ˜‰ ๐Ÿ˜‰

      Lol….

      And a novel… That’s soooo damn cool… I wont have that much patience… So if i ever write one… It will be vary astonoshing.. ๐Ÿ˜› ๐Ÿ˜› ๐Ÿ˜›

      And yupp… I am a complete hp fan….

      House : Ravenclaw/ gryffindor
      patronus : I want a dolphin… I love them <3 <3
      book : Idk
      movie : Idk
      Fav character : All of them… Especially fred and george… ๐Ÿ˜› ๐Ÿ˜›
      Fav crush : DRACO MALFOY!!! I love the guy….. <3 <3 <3
      Fav quote : Well…. you can see it above…. Where i told im a potterhead ๐Ÿ˜› ๐Ÿ˜›

      Potterhead questions?
      Ur favourite spell?? : Expecto patronum
      ur fave magical creature? : hypogriffs
      UR fave drink?? : Butterbeer/ firewhiskey… both for me ๐Ÿ™‚ ๐Ÿ™‚

      Fave Weasley?? : FRED <3 <3
      Fave couple?? I love harry/ginny… And abs love Draco and Hermione…

      And no… I havent posted part 2…
      Will try to post soon….

      LOVE YOU!!!!!!!

      See.. no sorry ๐Ÿ˜› ๐Ÿ˜›

      • Rain_Lightwood

        |Registered Member

        Fav spell: Expecto Patronum
        Fav magical creature: House elves
        Fav drink: BUTTERBEER! I’ve had it once. When I went to HP world in London.

        Fav Weasley: Fred&George. I say the two of them Coz it’s hard imagining them as two diff ppl. Even they find it hard.
        Fav couple: Hinny and Romione and Luna and Neville. I wish JK had put these two together. But in the movie they got together.

        Haha I’m proud of u. No sorry no thank u. And I said Na? I don’t get tired praising u. So bashing kaha se aayegi? Lol did u read my OS? I sent the link to u. Pljjjjjj tell me how it is. I’m pretty sure you’ll say it’s bakwass but nonetheless pls go and see it. And as for the novel… I’m being pretty lazy. But my excuses r, my laptop doesn’t have charge:p it actually doesn’t but I’m too lazy to charge it. And dude u shud write a novel. FF itna acchi likhti hai toh novel toh mind blowing Hogi.

        Love u tooโค๏ธโค๏ธ

  16. Nita D

    |Registered Member

    Hai Meri pyari bhabhi….i didn’t find it confusing….instead i loved it…..n i don’t know why i have a strong feeling that swara knows abt sanky’s past n i think she is the one whom sanky loved….she is the one in his forgotten memories….

    • Anjali30

      |Author

      Nitaaaa ๐Ÿ™‚ ๐Ÿ™‚
      I’m really glad you didnt find it confusing…. You loved it.. Aww… <3 <3 <3

      Well, As I've updated the second part… You dont need to guess anymore.. Tell me how it is.. ๐Ÿ™‚ ๐Ÿ™‚

  17. Mia

    |Registered Member

    Fantabulous….A beautiful story with awesome English.

    I had been a silent reader of MMAI and read your other one shots like a list, helping hand too. Your writings are awesome…. Just out of the world. I can imagine each and every scene as if it’s happening just infront of me. Really I’m in love with your writing skills. Hatsoff to you.

    Must say east or west ANJALI is the best.

    • Anjali30

      |Author

      Thnxxx Mia ๐Ÿ˜€ ๐Ÿ˜€
      Glad you liked it.. And thnxxx for coming up and commenting…

      Anjali is the best?? ๐Ÿ˜ฎ ๐Ÿ˜ฎ
      I’m sure that’s not true.. But LOVE YOU FOR EVEN THINKING THAT!!!!

      Thnxxx soo much!!

  18. Falguni

    |Registered Member

    Hi anjali..

    This was amazing truly worth to read..

    From d very first sentence… I m dieing from curiosity.. PH god how can I wait.

    N ur writing.. Really Awesome.. A tight hug for this lovely gift.. Missing u so much..

    Love u tc.. N pls come soon ๐Ÿ™‚

    • Anjali30

      |Author

      Thnxxxx Falguni ๐Ÿ˜€ ๐Ÿ˜€
      Glad you loved it…

      And lol.. You don’t have to worry anymoreee… IT’s out ๐Ÿ™‚ ๐Ÿ˜› ๐Ÿ˜›

      And yeah, I’ll soon be back as usual.. Hopefully…

      LOVE YOU TOO!!!!

  19. Mica

    |Registered Member

    huh i was struggling to search this ff due to maintenance on this site
    but finally, i found it, and yesssssssssss my hard work paid.
    and then i bookmark this link http://www.tellyupdates.com/?s=anjali
    i don’t wanna loose any stories that written by anju xoxo
    have nice day dear

    • Anjali30

      |Author

      Thnxxx Mica ๐Ÿ˜€ ๐Ÿ˜€

      Wow… you bookmarked it… <3 <3

      That's so sweet of you ๐Ÿ˜€ ๐Ÿ˜€ ๐Ÿ˜€

      LOVE YOU!!!!!! <3

  20. Shanayasharma

    Hey anjali a beautiful story I must say….
    And u r a harry potter fab too???? Hifi… My favourite character is dumbledore and Snape….god it is one epic series… Lots of love

    • Anjali30

      |Author

      Thnxxx Shanaya ๐Ÿ˜€ ๐Ÿ˜€

      Glad u liked it…

      HP fan maxxx….
      I love all the characters <3 <3
      I love HP!!!!!!!

      LOVE YOU!!! ๐Ÿ˜€ ๐Ÿ˜€

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