It has been two months to this whole relationship and we were happy. We soon found out love in our lives. Yes! I love him. His proposal was kind of funny when he said “I love you, of course not like a sister but as… I hope you understand”
He isn’t cheesy but it was the worst proposal I got, I think. Even the previous boys I were with had better lines but I don’t care!!.. I know I love him and I’m happy with him. He isn’t perfect, and I love him that way because I know I don’t deserve to be perfect.
It was during Ragini’s third pregnancy that he said how much he wanted me to get pregnant. I was blank!!.. I never thought of getting pregnant. The entire life I had been searching freedom because of Lucky. Of course it’s not that I don’t want kids. I do want them but not now at least. I could see how much he loved kids when he was with those monsters.
The greatest happiness of life is the conviction that we are loved; loved for ourselves, or rather, loved in spite of ourselves. I am much more him when I’m with him and I know there’s no-one who can love and care for me lie he does!!..
Lying on his arms gives so much of relief. I can’t think of anything else except how he makes me crave for more!!.. I kissed his lips to wake him up and the door opened. The sight before me caught my breathe as I covered myself.
“Lucky” was all I uttered and he dragged Sanky out of the room. I dressed up quickly and what I saw there terrified me. Laksh was beating Sanskar and Sanskar was trying to make him listen. I couldn’t see both of them fighting like this!!.. Both are my life. I tried making Laksh sound instead I got hurt on my forehead as the blood oozed out. Sanskar who was silent till now got up and started beating up Laksh.
Both were fighting like two horrible animals and I was lying there helpless. When Laksh got up and was about to push Sanskar to the edge of the table, I got up and pushed Sanskar and in that process I hit the edge. The last thing I remember was Sanskar placing me on the car and everything blacked out!!..
Swara pushed me out and that was it, she hit the edge. Laksh left without even turning back and I could only see a hurt Swara.
“Don’t close your eyes” is what I mumbled and took her to my car. We reached hospital & she was brought to OT. The thing I could do was to cry. I didn’t know what was happening. I took out my phone and dialled Lucky’s number. I know it’s all because of Lucky but I also know how much he loves her. He came within half-an-hour of my call.
Ragini came with him and the matter got worse when she came to know about he’s drinking again. She shouted on him like anything. I know how much she loves Swara. She also warned him to leave drinking or she’ll never let him come near the kids.
After 5 hours of operation, doctor came out.
“Is everything okay with her doctor?” I asked.
“I’m sorry to say but…”
“But…” Lucky held his collar “I want my sister fit and fine. Did you get that? I want my sister”
“Lucky leave him…” I tried pushing him and he knelt on the floor crying. He was crying terribly. He was repenting.
“Mr. Maheshwari, I’m sorry to say but.. You lost your child” I was shocked.
“But how can this happen? I mean she had an implant and how can she get pregnant?” I was beyond shocked.
“Yes! She did have an implant. But her records say she needed it replaced. Sometimes they even run out early which is why it’s encouraged before the original date”
“Pregnant” my eyes softened as I repeated it again and again.
“We’re sorry. We couldn’t save the baby!”
Laksh’s guilt grew more. Swara got conscious after 2 hours and this was the most tough time we had to face!!..
I woke up in a hospital bed and only I knew how much I hated to be here. The first person I saw was Sanky. The nights fear got more and I was worried for Lucky now. Where’s he? Lucky was right behind him.
I could see only dull faces and it turned me more gloomy. I am sure these two must be still fighting!!.. But what I got as a reply was what that shocked me.
I lost my baby? What were they saying? Is it true? I know I’m not ready for the baby but that doesn’t mean that I’ll be happy not grief-stricken. I was released from hospital after 2 days. Sanky took care of me and Lucky still didn’t show up. I can’t forgive him for doing this but I also know there was nothing wrong!!.. His sister and his best friend was cheating on him. They were hiding everything but that wasn’t the way and in the process I lost my baby.
I was taken home not mine but Sanky’s. He wanted to take care of me and I just couldn’t deny!!.. We cried together the entire night and I felt relieved.
After the incident it took time for her to recover and I gave her, my entire time. Laksh asked sorry from her and after knowing his condition she forgave him. Laksh was taking PSTD classes.
Love is friendship that has caught fire. It is quiet understanding, mutual confidence, sharing and forgiving. It is loyalty through good and bad times. It settles for less than perfection and makes allowances for human weaknesses. Our love grew with every passing day and we’re soon going to marry. We are getting married by the end of this year, close to Christmas.
The thing I got to know from the entire second I pass with her ‘Love isn’t something you find. Love is something that finds you’
I ended it. I didn’t want to! But after the news that Swaragini is ending I couldn’t stop myself! I’m sorry if I hurt anyone. But I can’t write it. I summed up everything. Hope you liked it. Anyways! People were asking which story does it match to? The stories name is Dominating Desires by Chellesy. She has written a sequel as well named Dominating Love. If you want you may read it.
Thank You so much guys!!..