Abhigya OS:My fate (message for someone special)

Pragya’s POV
My name is pragya …I don”t know what to call me ..Idiot ..no..this is something more than idiot…I always considered me as most loving and caring girl …I think ..innocent ..But in reality ..this is not innocence ..Innocence is something more precious ..i which doesn’t suite my character ….I can’t even explain it to any one ..no one can never ever understand the feeling which i am feeling now .. Why ..Why..Why .it always happens with me ..Is it wrong to love someone ..unconditionally ….
The thing u r calling luv na ..this is not luv ..from which angle u can consider it as luv …Luv is a relationship which is based on trust …If there is no trust than u r not allowed to call it as luv…In luv there is no need to give explanation …U r saying that u luv him …impossible ..u r loving him from the day ..u hve seen his name …but at that time he doesn’t know about u….Right ….but one day he came to know about u…and he message u …What will u feel??U will be on cloud ninth na …I can’t even called it friendship …This is not called friendship ..Friendship is the most beautiful relation..in the world . ..but what u did pragya ..shame on u ….Something like a relation called friendship u ..just break it on the basis of others….If u trust him na ..if u luv him na ..then u can’t never trust other so easily …Wo alg baat hai ke ..circumstances ,the situation was similar ..but that was a co incidence nothing else …i am ready to accept my mistake ….even i am ready for the punishment….But ..isn’t it possible that i can get a ..one chance ..impossible …because it was ur mistake that u beleive ..that he is going to leave u forever …it was ur mistake that u pray all the night for him ..it was ur mistake that u pray for him instead of praying for ur result ..It was ur mistake that u cried this much that ur eyes goes red ….But who cares ..

He is not going to listen u once ..because u break the trust ….Did u know the meaning of word trust ….If u can’t even take care of the word trust …in ur relation than i think ..what he did with u…it’s good ..not good excellent …And secondly …u even message his friend ….just for him …what will u explain ..that u messaged her .just like the way ….it is shown in serials ….Hahaha…great ..welldone pragya …life is not a serial …this is ur mistake ..u always considered life as a serial…..Tu aisa hi hona tha na …..What was my fault …that i always wanted a friend …now i can just laugh on this ….word ..friend….whenever i ask GOD ..for a friend …he always gave me the best of best …but i never care for it ..i always waste that friend on the basis of my so called innocence ….So from now on …i am ready ..to ..start a new life …where there will be no innocence ,no friend ,no luv,no trust,no caring …nothing except my Deadbody ….Today i am like a …walking deadbody …for everyone ….there will be no chinese smile …no echo of laughter not s hour of happiness ….for me only …not for him….It doesn’t mean ..i will forget him ..i will always remember him….I will always pray for him …..And by the grace of GOD …one day …when i will be praying for him ..i will be no more ….That will be the best day of my life ……
Because i always live in this …khushfahmi ke …koi aye ga aur tumhe smjhe ga ..koi nhi aye ga …ab aj ke baad kisi bhi insan ki wja se meray chehrey pr smile aye gi ..nhi aye gi ..kbhi nhi ayi gi ….aj ke baad koi mujhe pasand nhi krey ga ….kyun ke ye kha jata hai ke …jb koi qimmati cheez koh jati hai ..tu dobara nhi milti aur iss ki qadar krni padti hai …..
Hahaha…….shaid mai iss qabil nhi thi ..ke uss heeray ki qadar kr skti …..
Mai iss ….kis…kisi ….koi ..
Bhi …cheez,insan,pyar,mohabbat . Even nafrat tk ke qabil nhi hu …..

May be someone will consider it as ..just a dialogues ….but for me ..this is my future …because in life i hvn’t seen to ditch someone …even in his/her absence ..or his/her conversations ….So ….Hope ke ye zindagi bilkul waisey hi khatam ho ..uss example ke jaisi …ik tree ko taney mar mar kr ..skhir kar mar hi diya tha …….Hope so .
.pragya mehra…..

12 comments

  1. surbhi

    Teri seemaon ka dayra kuchh bada sa lagta hai tera zarra zarra dewaana sa lagta hai….
    Na Janey WO kaun sa tha pal kaun si thi ghadiyan jis pal hui kisi se mulaqaat ……
    WO ajnabi kuchh masoom aur pagla sa laga….
    lete gaye sab masoomiyat ka imtehaan…….
    Imtehaano ka silsila badhta sa gaya aur baton ka silsila tham sa gaya…..
    aisa sila mila uska ki ek khilta sa baag ujadta sa dikha….
    Wo kaliyan Jo thi khilne ko bekaraar murjha si gayi….
    wo phool Jo the khilkhila kar hasne ko bekaraar wo aaj rota sa dikha….
    ek ujda sa baag hai dikhne ko taiyaar……

    have a message decode it

  2. somiya

    Awesome haan aytac i have already said you bhai you are best writer but that doesn’t means k tun OS ko aadhay m chodregy and surbhi naam le kr toh msg ko paas kr dety well ab yeh OS bhi aadha h toh i should complete it by Giving Abhi’s POV and by giving a reply to your Message Surbhi ☺

    ABHI’S POV= Lost her? Damn it Abhi you can never be a happy person how many times i have asked you not to merge all bad things happening around you. What she did was her mistake but what you did was more than a mistake , You asked her to leave you , Just because at that time you were so tensed about the things happening around you… Your Tensions were yours , You should have resolved them but instead you replied to her in bad mood, she was unknown to the tesions you are carrying with you and in anger you replied her.. How can I tell her that yes my mood was off but it was already off because of other tensions that were roaming in my mind and when she messaged my friend my anger just raised and unforunatly i ended up replying her…. That was my mistake I should have kept my all tensions aside and should have replied her by thinking about whole matter which just took place.. mistake was hers that she should have told me earlier without telling to anyone else , but i think mistake is a part of life , a person who commits a mistake is usually the one who loves you Right? But mistake is yours Abhi that you ruined everything .. now asking for apology is something you have to do.. best thing is I realised that how much concern she had for me.. So I can name it as LOVE.. when there is Love there is no place for anger, Rage. Sorrow… Jo hua so hua ab beetyy baat ko kon badal skta h but all i can do is apologize you for my unwanted behaviour.. My mood was literally off when I came to know this all but then When you have precious Mother how can you go at wrong track.. Abhi you have got such a precious mother and friends.. Well Pragya i don’t know if you will accept it or not But I M SORRY.. sometimes tensions all at once just makes my mood off so I hope you can forgive me …
    YOUR ABHI…

    So did you liked the POV? I mean felt it? Surbhi comment toh tun krti h poora bhi kr liyea kr bhai aadhay m chor kr chali gayi naashta waashta nhi kiyea tha kya ? πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚

    Let’s continue
    Na koi imtehaan itna kathin tha k bataon ka silsila thama
    Na koi aisa sila mila jis se koi khilta sa baag ujra ho..
    Na koi kaliyean murjhaaeen.. Na kabhi wo murjha skty hain…
    Na hee wo phool kabhi roya, na hee koi qatra baha , wo toh hans raha tha kuch ziyada hee hans liyea k aankon m aansu aa gaye or aap samjhe wo ro betha…
    Na koi baag kabhi ujra tha na hee kabhi ujray ga, na jane kyun itni galat fehmi thy likhne waale ko k aadha hee likh kr chala gaya…
    So Surbhi kr diyea m ne poora ager kuch rehta h so please poora kr day aadha na likha kr πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚ I love you

    Okay i hope author Aytac you liked the POV i didn’t want to ruin your OS per aadha POV lag raha tha so i thought to finish it and Surbhi hans kr comment kiyea kr cute lagti h πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚ The way i m laughing at Abhi πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚ you should follow mee.. by the way aytac kamal ka OS tha πŸ˜˜πŸ˜˜πŸ˜˜πŸ˜˜πŸ‘πŸ‘πŸ‘πŸ‘πŸ‘πŸ‘πŸ‘

    • Riya

      The way u wrote this other part is πŸ˜ŽπŸ˜ŽπŸ˜ŽπŸ˜ŽπŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‰πŸ˜‰πŸ˜‰πŸ˜‰ I seriously hav no idea about what happened between Aytac di , surbhi di and u . But then I wish everything comes Back to Normal state .Thanks for writing this … U hav no idea how much I missed your writings . Love U Cac ! 😘

    • Aytac345

      Tu aur ruin kr de ..OS ..impossible ….Acha kiya …finish kr dia …atleast hamari somiya tu wapis ayi ….Bhai kiya complete ki hai poetry …Alla ….I luv it to the core ….πŸ˜˜πŸ˜˜πŸ˜˜πŸ˜—And luv u ….😘😘Aj ke baad adha hi likha kru gi ..aur tu hi complete krey gi….

  3. Maahi

    |Registered Member

    pagliii kuch kahooon mein hamesha tu jho ee abhi ki character ko represent kar rahi heina tu keh rahi thi ki vusse tum sabse jyaada pyaar kar thi hoon toh phir abh jabh itna pyaar kar thi hoon kabhi ek bar vusne gusse me tujhe kehdiya kuch aur tu vuse serious leliya abh chal bhai samajle kithna gussa voh tujhse kar thi hein vuthna hein voh tumse pyaar kar thi hein woh kehthe heina kisko gussa karneka haq hein wahi ko pyaar karne kabhi haq hotha hein toh bhai samajle voh sabse jyaada tumse pyaar kar thi hein lo abh ee baath mei bhi kehrahi hooon zindagiii me tumse zyaada sweeet aur caring kisi ko nahi dekha aur tuu paglii keh rahi hein frndsp nahi chahiye aise kaise bhai yaad karona ek din kahatha tumne ki EE DOSTII HUM NAHI TONDENGE par tune toh insta accnt dlt karke vaada tod diya ummeed hein khi tum apni vaada zaroor nibhavogiii phir se keh rahi hoooon aaj ke baad eisa kabhi kahana toh muh tod dhingii tera paagal ladkii frndsp nahi chahiye😐😐😐😐😐par jobhi hein kamaal ki OS hein bhai keeep rockinggg keep smiling the nly way v can chat to u was Insta but u closed tht way hope vil c u soooon over there aur phir se keh rahi hooon abh pyaar chahiye toh gussa sehna padega bhai srry meine tujhe hurt kiya toh!!!

  4. nini

    I dont know wat happen but i just wanna say that everything will be alright and this os is amazingly written!!

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