I ran from there till I had strength in my legs..I was far away from the college campus..I did not even stop to turn around & have a look on Kunj..how could I be so stupid..how could I be so insensitive..I loved him..I waited for these moments since soo long..I soo desperately wanted him to express his feelings..how could I just deny & run away..I should return back..go & hug him..he probably would be crying..sitting there..
But then a voice in my heart spoke out ‘ TWINKLE DON’T ‘ I again stopped..I realized the truth..why did I just run..why did such a situation arise..I analyzed..he is such a good guy..son of a famous political leader..rich..high social status..reputed..& me ?? I was born due to a mistake !! I was an orphan who did not even know the meaning of home..relations..mother & father have never been the words uttered out of my mouth..I WASNT THE GIRL FOR HIM !!
I know he truly loves me..the way he makes me happy..the way he makes me feel alive..the way he can make me forget all my problems..the way his compliments make my cheeks red..the way his presence gives me butterflies..the way his touch make my stomach do a little flip..I was assured I too was madly in lov with him..
BUT SOMETIMES LOVE AINT JUST ENOUGH !!
After the couple dance when we sat on the table..Yuvi constantly pointed out girls who looked hot today..he kept commenting about their dresses..their partners..about how desperately he wished he was with some one among them..
Suddenly Ishant approached & bowing as a gentleman said “Mahi if u don’t mind can I dance with u please??”
I was confused what to reply..I couldn’t even deny because some where inside I was really hurt the way Yuvi had been behaving..INSTEAD OF APPRECIATING MY COMPANY HE WAS CONSTANTLY CRAVING TO BE WITH SOME ONE ELSE..So I took Ishant’s hand & stood up..from the corner of my eyes I could clearly see that Yuvi was watching this scene with his eyes bulged out !!
Ishant kissed my hands..& led me to the dance floor..he was an elegant dancer..the way he moved..cared about my pace..the wonderful attention he gave me..all was so different than Yuvi..he wrapped his hands near my waist..I kept my hands on his shoulder..it was a romantic song being played..
” Baby..Come..stand by my side
Come n be my guide in life
O I will be what you want me to be
I will give all my love in whole of my life
Soniyo O soniyo
Tumhein Dekhta hoon to sochta hoon bas yehi
Tum jo mera saath do
Sare gum bhola ke
Jee lu muskuraake zindagi
Tu dede mera saath tham le haath
Chahe jo bhi ho baat
Tu bas de de mera saath” *
I was really enjoying the moment..we kept dancing..I completely forgot about the surrounding..about the people..it was just him and me swirling around..enjoying the music..the rhythm..the beats..the calmness..the silence..the language of eyes…just everything..
I was sitting there..watching the beautiful deep green dress worn by Shipra when suddenly some random guy approached & asked Mahi to dance with him..I was sure Mahi would deny..he came with me to the dance..how could she simply accept a random guy..when she tossed off 8 proposal just to say Yes to me..
But to my shock she gave her hands in his hand & stood up..he kissed his hand looking up at her face..I was bewildered..I was shocked..was he blind..?? Couldn’t he see me sitting there..I was her date today..her partner..I wanted to punch him in the face but why & with what authority could I do that..I wasn’t her boyfriend..!!
They danced & I kept watching..I don’t know why but I was jealous..was Mahi so important for me ?? Was I unaware of my real feelings for her ?? Did I love her ??
NO MAN I CANT !! LOVE IS JUST AN ILLUSION 🙁
All my happiness is gone..all my hope is vanished now :\ I m broken..
<3 AJEEB DASTOOR HAI IS DUNIYA KA..
WAFA KARO TO RUSWAI AUR BEWAFA BANO TO WAAHWAI <3
It was a wonderful day..everything was perfect..she looked beautiful..she was happy..she now knew my reality..she now accepted me with my identity..but after my proposal..she denied & ran away..no it was like she dint love me..but what she said was confusing..
<3 KIS KASHMAKASH MEIN DAAL DIYA HAI MERE DIL KO TUNE SANAM..
MAI YE BHI NAHI JAANTA YE INKAAR THA YA IQRAAR TERA <3
She said she loves me..but she can’t accept my proposal..I could see in her eyes..she really loved me..from the core of her heart but what mattered the most was her NO !! What possibly was the reason.. I am not angry at her denial..I know every one has their own wish regarding everything..may be she needs time..may be she needs assurance..may be she doesn’t believe me..!!
But why did she run away..& did not even turn around to have a look at me..why did she not listen to the numerous times I called her name..why did she not stop ??
<3 DIL TODNA THA JINHE..WO TOD K CHALE GAYE..
AUR HUM YAHAN TUKDE SAMET RAHE HAIN <3
Do u think TWINKI was correct ?? Or u think she should give KUNJ a chance ?? What about YUVI’s jealousy ?? Are MAHI’s feeling now changing ??